no road

The rain in August is still pattering, not harsh but extraordinarily cold.

It was a hard-won clean night, and the moon was far away and clear in the night sky thousands of miles away.

Le Lijia sat in the small courtyard, looking at the night sky alone.She saw a figure in a snow-white gauze skirt walking towards her slowly at the door. She couldn't see whether there was a smile or tears on the face of the figure, but the shadow was too charming, like a white feather in the thick ink , attached to the moonlight gently drifting away.Le Lijia took her into his arms, picked her up, and entered the room.

"Xiaojia..." Yingzi lay down on her side, her eyes were extraordinarily bright under the faint moonlight, and the soft moonlight under the clouds seemed to be completely integrated into these eyes, slowly flowing.

Le Lijia kissed her bright eyes from her slender neck.

That night, Yingzi wore someone else's wedding dress and ran into Le Lijia's yard to taste each other's taste with her.

In the early morning birdsong, Yingzi kissed Le Lijia's white jade face, and floated out of the courtyard in a white wedding dress.She didn't leave a word, even a promise like "wait for me."Le Lijia didn't promise anything, she just made up her mind that what she will do in the future will only be for the people she loves.

On the night of the wedding, the rain began to fall again. The intermittent raindrops, like the breathing of a dying person, tortured a person's last will intermittently.

In the hazy rain and fog in front of her eyes, Le Lijia watched the white shadow enter someone's arms and walk further and further away.As if it was a nightmare of her own, all she saw was a white figure in the dream, and that was not her Yingzi.

Her Yingzi will not go too far, because Yingzi only loves her in her heart, so Yingzi will not go to the end of the world, and will not go to the end of the world...

But at this moment, they are thousands of miles away, Le Lijia can't see her...

months later

Fireworks Town, a small courtyard, full of noise

In the courtyard of Shuo Miying's house, several women were still playing mahjong and shouting.

"Yo! What's the matter?" On Aunt Lian's fair face, her big red lips moved towards Le Lijia.

"Is this going to open a casino here?" Le Lijia asked.

"Can I afford it? It costs money." Aunt Lian didn't seem to want to talk to Le Lijia.

"You married her, and you have plenty of money. You lied to her about your so-called debts, including illness." Le Lijia looked at the woman across from her, as if she had already seen everything through.

"Hey! You're young, but you know a lot. You already know it. So what?" Xue Lian said sharply.

"Why did you do this to her?" Le Lijia asked coldly with a ripple in his eyes.

"Because I'm her mother!" Xue Lian said loudly to Le Lijia as if roaring.

"Based on this alone, you shouldn't marry her." Le Lijia stared straight at the heavily made-up woman opposite.

"I'm just such a daughter, the only family member. I want her to live a safe and stable life. I will never let her have any troubles again. Don't think about it!" Xue Lian said.

"Delusion?" Before Le Lijia could utter the words, she heard Xue Lian say

"Don't think that I don't know about the shameful things between you. Yingzi is a seventeen or eighteen-year-old girl. She was pregnant inexplicably and was expelled from the vocational school. Then she was entangled with you... I can't imagine What unimaginable things will happen to her, it will piss me off. I must find a good man and marry her. You will never see her again in the future!"

"It's all because of you!" Tears flowed across Le Lijia's face like shooting stars, and she yelled at Xue Lian.

"That's right, if I hadn't taken good care of Yingzi when she was young, she would definitely be better than now. But now that I'm back, I at least want her to have a better life in the future! It's not up to you!" Xue Lian The white fat twisted into a piece on the face relaxed a little and tightened again.

"As a mother, do you just make Yingzi suffer again and again, and let her do things you don't like, so that she can live better in the future?" Le Lijia asked, wiping away tears.

"What Yingzi is about to get now is real love, normal love! I don't want others to know that she has had other relationships with you. Don't go to her again in the future. Don't think that what you did the night before her wedding I don't know, you guys are really... If it wasn't for someone else to say, my own mother, I can't even imagine what happened to you. As Yingzi's mother, I can't watch her, no matter how ruined she is by you, Le Lijia It's clean... let's go, don't come here again." Xue Lian twitched the corner of her mouth and said sharply again.

"Other people said?" Le Lijia asked.

"You don't care who it is." Xue Lian didn't answer, and plunged into the mahjong pile.

The pear trees in the garden are full of flowers and withering, but there is no fruit in the end.Now even the last few leaves have fallen off.The bare branches are full of sadness.And the people who used to be immersed in the trees are now replaced by noisy mahjong tables.

Now, Shuo Miying is married to a rich man and should be a full-time wife in this city, but she runs to Fireworks Town from time to time.

Le Lijia continued with the business and has been moving forward steadily for half a year.With the help of Shuo Miying, she opened a high-end clothing store in the center of Huangcheng.After all, Le Lijia sold the courtyard in Fireworks Town. She said, "If a person wants to move forward, he has to give up something. We will have a better courtyard in the future."

But Shuo Miying secretly kept the yard while she still had a lot of money, she thought that no matter what happens, this place will always be their harbor.

Shuo Miying looked at the pear tree in the courtyard, it was luxuriant, with a faint green shade, covering most of the scorching sun, she was like the vegetation under the green shade, leaning on her for so long, and kept saying that she loved her, but she didn't What can I give her?

She is weak, she is not strong, but she really loves her.

Shuo Miying stood in front of the window in a daze and was grabbed by someone. Xue Lian dragged her into the house.

"Mom!" Shuo Miying shouted.

Xue Lian wanted to buy her own small courtyard, and they were going to live in Huangcheng, where life was several times better than here.But not only did my daughter not sell it, but she also redeemed the yard of other people's house. It's really not a good idea to spend the money. It's too short-sighted to spend money to buy a house in Yanhua Town...

"Mom! You can't sell this small courtyard. You don't need money now. If you move to Huangcheng in the future, don't worry about it anymore." Shuo Miying said, she also knew what her mother wanted to do.

After hearing what she said, Xue Lian said sharply: "Why are you staying here? You are married, why can't you cherish the person in front of you? Don't you still want to get along with that Lelijia ghost?"

This sentence was like a stone thrown into the slightly calm water, and it also completely intensified the relationship between their mother and daughter. "Fucking around..." Shuo Miying's heart surged.

That's right, in the eyes of ordinary people, what are they fooling around?She is married now, but what about her little Jia?After so long, what has she done for their future...

Reality, uneasiness, powerlessness, weakness... All these, she has never overcome, and she cannot overcome, but she left them all to the other party.

Tears welled up from Shuo Miying's eyes

"You don't understand! You don't know how to understand! You have never really loved me, from birth to now! You never have!! Now what qualifications do you have, who do you want me to love, and who do you not love!! " Shuo Miying seemed to be roaring.

"Yingzi...Mom, it's not that I don't love you, it's that I'm sorry for you." Xue Lian hugged Shuo Miying who was trembling after screaming.

"Mom... I love her, but I also owe her. She has loved me since I was a child, and she has paid too much for me. I'm afraid I can't pay it back, I..."

"Engko..."

"She grew up with me ... She grew up with me, she gave me too much, but what did I do for her? What did I do for her, oh oh ..." Cry loudly.

"It was I who got her into trouble. She should have gone to the best university and had a bright future. It was me. I got her into trouble! Now I will love her and protect her. Don't bother with our business anymore, okay?" I got married as you wished. The rest is up to me, okay? I will keep the courtyard for her forever, and wait for her to come back.” Shuo Miying wiped her tears, picked up her bag and walked out go.

"Yingzi...it's mom...I'm sorry..."

For a long time, muddy tears flowed down Xue Lian's face like a white wall.The late autumn sun shone pale.