Psychiatric Internship Records

Qi Fen found himself not very surprised.

It may be that he had a premonition, or it may be that he has been tricked too many times and has become numb.

A little upset.

From the very beginning when the two met, Jiang Mu had been teasing him, but every time he grasped the scale very well, making Qi Fen feel a little helpless, but he was far from reaching his bottom line.So much so that I was led by the nose all the way, and I didn't find anything wrong until I was abducted to a strange place.

But looking back at the road from when I came, it is still only a degree of discomfort.From an offensive point of view, he wanted to bite Jiang Mu a bite or two.

Qi Fen really wanted to take revenge on Jiang Mu, after all he had lied to him so many times.He was thinking about the feasibility of giving Jiang Mu laxatives, but he was bound by the Declaration of Helsinki, thinking silently that he is a medical student and should save people, not harm them.

Jiang Mu is hopeless, let him fend for himself.

But no matter how dissatisfied Qi Fen was with Jiang Mu, he hated Jiang Di even more, even though he hadn't done anything hurtful.

Jiang Di clasped his hands together and begged Qi Fen, "I just want to see Wan'er, please help me!"

Qi Fen reacted for a few seconds before he remembered who Wan'er was. Goosebumps all over his body when he was called, "I'm sorry, I can't help you."

Jiang Di saw Qi Fen's resistance, and hurriedly declared: "It's all a misunderstanding! I never did anything to offend Wan'er."

Qi Fen pouted: "To the girls from before?"

"I've never cheated!" Jiang Di stretched out two fingers and raised them to his ear, "That's all the misunderstanding of me by the world. I always break up first and then talk about the next one."

Qi Fen: "..." I really want to beat him up.

A man in his 40s is staring at you with tears in his eyes, playing a rogue and wishing he could kneel down and hug his thigh.Qi Fen felt like a scumbag who abandoned his wife and children, and he felt a headache. He was afraid of such shameless and unreasonable people. Jiang Mu did, and so did Jiang Di.The difference is that the latter is obvious, while the former is hidden.

Occasionally, there would be doctors and nurses passing by outside the ward, Qi Fen didn't want to attract attention, so he casually agreed to help him, and Jiang Mu finally dismissed Jiang Di after saying "I will come to you again".

Qi Fen was suddenly a little scared on the way to Jiang Mu's house after get off work.

Qi Fen is not smart, and he is too lazy to think deeply about many things, but he is not a fool.He didn't know what kind of thoughts Jiang Mu had in mind, but it was definitely not pure.Thinking that I had actually been obediently lying in the same bed with him for so many days, I was really heartbroken.

Strictly speaking, the "cohabitation" life during this period was very pleasant, without any conflicts, as if the two could live together naturally.Qi Fen dug a hole for himself, hiding it and not wanting to think about other feelings that shouldn't be there, as if they don't exist if they don't think about it.

But once you have an idea, you can't stop thinking.Qi Fen couldn't continue to evade in his heart, so he could only evade in behavior.

He stopped, not daring to go to Jiang Mu's house again.

Afraid that Jiang Mu would be worried, he sent a text message: I know everything, so I won't go to your house.

Jiang Mu quickly called, but Qi Fen didn't dare to answer.He didn't know why Jiang Mu did something wrong, but he felt embarrassed in the end.

Qi Fen hung up the phone and added another message: Don't contact me, and don't come looking for me.

Jiang Mu didn't reply, Qi Fen was a little disappointed, but he still didn't know what he was disappointed about.

Jiang Mu was not surprised that Qi Fen knew the truth, but he just didn't understand why he reacted at this time.The reason why he didn't reply to the text message was because he didn't see it at all.Jiang Mu rushed out of the house when Qi Fen didn't answer his phone, and then saw Jiang Di lingering at the gate of the third courtyard, and instantly found out the truth, then kicked Jiang Di out.

Qi Fen received two messages in the evening.

One was that Jiang Mu asked him to meet, but Qi Fen refused on the pretext of needing to calm down.

The other is that Jiang Di sent a text message to beg for mercy, asking him to say something nice to Jiang Mu on his behalf.Qi Fen was surprised that he had his own mobile phone number, and then let his uncle and nephew solve the matter by themselves.

In the next few days, Jiang Mu kept asking Qi Fen out for dinner, but Qi Fen refused them all.In the end, it turned into regular complaints in the morning, noon and evening that no one was empty and lonely at home, and asked Qi Fen to go back to accompany him, like checking in with his wife who had run away, and earnestly reported how he missed him.

Qi Fen has his own worries, so he forgets about the end of the world.When I woke up on Christmas morning, I realized that it was already the 25th as predicted by Xin Yan. If it was true, the plague should have quietly broken out.

It happened that Qi Fen was resting that day. He hid in the dormitory and did not go out all day. He was lying on the bed refreshing the article.

As a result, the whole day passed, and the world was still the same, and no new species were ushered in.

Before going to bed at night, Qi Fen felt so stupid that he took the patient's words seriously and obediently prepared a lot of supplies.I don't know if Jiang Mu would laugh at himself, but he was glad that he didn't live in his house anymore, so as not to be embarrassed after seeing it.

When I went to work again, I saw Xin Yan. He was staying in his ward with a dazed expression. Everyone he saw asked him if he was really crazy, why the development of the world was different.

A little nurse teased him and asked him if he looked like a zombie. Xin Yan blushed quietly, and was too embarrassed to mention the end times, sitting alone in the ward, puzzled.

"It would be nice if the end didn't come!" Seeing that he was struggling to get out, Qi Fen couldn't help reminding him, "No one will die."

Xin Yan lifted his spirits: "You're right, it's better if you don't come." Then he quickly accepted the fact, and cheerfully said that he was happy to live in a peaceful age when he met everyone.

Xin Yan's illness was originally a delusion about the end of the world. Now that the date has passed, he also accepted the fact that there is no end, stopped talking nonsense, and was discharged from the hospital soon.

When he was discharged from the hospital, Wei Kai sighed and said that he had lost the chance to be a hero. Xin Yan laughed and said that he would die if he was a hero, and it was better not to give a bonus, which made everyone laugh.

Qi Fen originally thought that Xin Yan had recovered and could return to a normal life, but he never thought that his emotional breakdown would be even worse during follow-up visits in the outpatient clinic.

"Doctor, I don't want to live anymore." Heartbroken, Xin Yan sat down on a chair outside the outpatient clinic.

There were so many people in the outpatient building, Xin Yan's complaint inexplicably caused a patient nearby to cry bitterly, which shocked Xin Yan.

Qi Fen was puzzled.According to his story, he has gone through all the storms and waves, so why can't he live in a peaceful world?

Xin Yan ignored the crying patient next to him, and sighed: "You are a good person, how did you become like this!"

Qi Fen: "Who?"

"How handsome he was back then, he was strategizing, with a feather fan and a scarf, and the zombies were wiped out in smoke while talking and laughing." Xin Yan covered his face, as if he didn't see it, "How did it become like this!"

"That's right, how did it become like this!" The patient next to him repeated while wiping away tears.

Qi Fen was at a loss: "Say it well, what's going on?"

Xin Yan broke his thoughts: "I miss my teammates very much. Regardless of whether there is an end of the world or not, I also want to know them again, so I went to find them. Who would have thought...how could this be? This world is not real anymore Yes, I must be dreaming, I don't believe it, I don't accept it." He pinched his thigh and grinned in pain.

Qi Fen: "..."

Regardless of whether Xin Yan was really crazy or not, Qi Fen felt that he was really crazy today.

Right now is the busiest time of the outpatient clinic, Qi Fen has no time to chat with Xin Yan, and just takes the time to listen to a sentence or two.

Xin Yan didn't care if there was an audience or not, and kept talking non-stop: "Because other people's addresses and units are hard to find, so I went to An Long first."

The patient next to him continued to howl: "Ah Anlong! Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..."

Xin Yan looked sideways: "Do you know who An Long is?"

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..." the patient cried out, "Anlong... who is it?"

Xin Yan: "..." You don't even know why you are crying?

The patient still refused to let him go, "Who is Anlong!" His clothes were wet with tears, and when others saw it, they thought it was the wife who was asking about the cheating husband.

Xin Yan just needs to let it out, and it doesn't matter who he is with, "An Long is our military advisor, and he was a Ph.D student in physics before the end of the world. I knew his university, so I went directly to him. But he..."

Before he could finish speaking, the patient interrupted him tearfully: "He cheated!"

"..."

Xin Yan's mind went blank for a few seconds, he got up decisively and changed seats, and gave up communicating with the psychopath.

As the time approached 4 pm, the number of patients in line gradually decreased.It just so happened that Qi Fen was not busy anymore, seeing Xin Yan's unbearable pain, as if he was about to cry, he kindly came over to listen to him continue to vent his grievances.

"Anlong is the first among us to accept the reality." Xin Yan pinched his medical record, thinking that if this continues, he can add a diagnosis of depression to it. "When we were trapped in the supermarket, we once Crashed and wanted to give up, it was he who persuaded us and rekindled the hope of life. He was smart and confident, and always made the most correct decision, leading us to escape the threat of death time and time again. In the dark end of the world, it is like a round The bright moon is bright and flawless..."

This is not about people, but about gods, right?Qi Fen thought that Xin Yan's description was too emotional, and he responded perfunctorily as it went in and out of his left ear.

"But the An Long I met in college, he..." Xin Yan recalled painfully, "Hunchbacked, face ashen, lifeless, as if any straw could overwhelm him, not at all The An Long I know. There must be something wrong, something is broken in this world."

A flash of inspiration flashed through Qi Fen's mind, "You said he was studying for a doctorate?"

"Yes." Xin Yan said hysterically, "And such a handsome man in the last days has thinning hair, a receding hairline, and an unshaven beard like a 50-year-old man. If it wasn't for the same appearance, I wouldn't dare to recognize him!"

Qi Fen guessed: "Is he going to graduate?"

Xin Yan was surprised: "How do you know?"

Qi Fen patted Xin Yan on the shoulder, and said sympathetically, "At first glance, you are an undergraduate student, and you don't understand the suffering of a doctoral student."