Psychiatric Internship Records

After getting off work in the evening, Qi Fen stopped by the supermarket to buy some food to take home. He silently covered his face after throwing the third can of canned food into the shopping cart.

He wasn't thinking about the doomsday gibberish he heard from his patients, but now he's realizing it's had an effect on him.

The end of the world or something is [-]% not going to happen.But... what if?After all, before he came here for an internship, he never thought that there are vampires in the world, and there are people who just throw their underwear!

He tossed two more cans into the cart, then picked up a sixth, struggling.

Is it possible to really start stockpiling supplies?I feel silly just thinking about it!Buying five cans can still say that you like it, how can you explain it when you buy the sixth can?Because my patient said Christmas was coming to an end, so I believed it?

The other party will definitely dial 120 and send me to a mental hospital, okay?

Qi Fen put the cans back on the shelf, and bought a few more bags of instant noodles and two bags of rice. The quantity he bought was not too small, but still within a normal range.

He blushed involuntarily when paying, for fear of being asked, but a thousand words were reduced to three words: What if?

When Qi Fen put the purchased bottles and jars in the storage cabinet, he couldn't help but think of a National Geographic documentary he had watched, "Preparing for the End of the World".The film tells how a few Americans built their own doomsday refuge huts, which contain food, weapons, various daily necessities, and tools, neatly stacked, and updated on time to ensure that they are always in a fresh and usable state.

At that time, he thought that those people might have mild anxiety disorder, but now he changed his mind after buying these foods—those people might have money to burn.

Just bought a few things and it cost hundreds. How much did they pay for so many food tools!Might as well wait until the end to grab it!

Qi Fen felt that his thoughts were very dangerous. Of course, the most dangerous thing was that he was seriously thinking about how to live after the end came.

In the evening, he deliberately found a few American movies and dramas about zombies and watched them. He found desperately that male college students usually died the fastest among them, and they died in various ways. It was extremely miserable. What hatred and what resentment.

"Do you like watching doomsday movies?" Jiang Mu tilted his head to look at his screen, very surprised.He thought Qi Fen was afraid of all ghosts!

"Average!" Qi Fen chose from a bunch of zombie movies.

Doomsday movies are generally more bloody and violent, and the brains are all over the floor.Qi Fen has long been used to dealing with various deformed organs when he was in college, and the makeup zombies in mere movies can't scare him.

"I can design a post-apocalyptic game," Jiang Mu suggested, "let's go in and fight zombies."

Qi Fen immediately refused: "Don't!" Looking at the zombies on the screen is not scary, but seeing it with his own eyes is another matter. Now every time he recalls the horror game dream designed by Jiang Di, he still has to shudder several times.

Jiang Mu persuaded enthusiastically: "Go and play! In case the end of the world comes one day, this is also a simulation exercise, and I have experience."

Qi Fen was extremely sensitive to the topic of the end of the world, so he took the opportunity to ask, "Will there really be the end of the world?"

Jiang Mu was just talking nonsense, and wanted to bully Qi Fen in the game, but unexpectedly heard the little guy's serious question, and couldn't help laughing: "Why do you ask that?"

"Uh..." Qi Fen couldn't hold back, and decided to share the news he got today, "A patient said that the 25th is the end of the world..."

Jiang Mu listened carefully the whole time with a serious face, actually bursting into laughter in his heart, thinking that this guy is so cute, he believes in everything.

After speaking, Qi Fen looked at Jiang Mu expectantly, hoping that he could help analyze the truth.Jiang Mu blinked and smiled like a wolf with a big tail: "Then let's not go out on the 25th, and hide at home!"

When going to work the next day, Qi Fen had time to check the patient's medical records.

His name is Xin Yan, he is 24 years old, and he is an ordinary construction engineer.Last Friday, I fell and fell into a brief coma with a mild concussion. I woke up crazy.He told everyone who would listen to him that he was reborn and that the world was going to end, and he called on everyone to take refuge immediately.

The patient has clear thinking, fluent speech, clear logic, and the clinical diagnosis is pending.

When Qi Fen passed the activity room that day, Xin Yan was staring at his hand intently, and had been staring at it for over an hour.

Sensing Qi Fen's gaze, Xin Yan greeted: "Hello, doctor."

"What are you doing?" Qi Fen asked.

Xin Yan stretched his arms forward, his palms facing upwards, his fingers naturally slightly curved, as if he was holding a non-existent apple.

"I'm thinking, if I can use the supernatural ability in advance, will you believe me more?" Xin Yan exerted force on his wrist and frowned, but nothing happened.

Believe it or not, I don't know, Qi Fen thought, the possibility of sending you for an autopsy is relatively high.If it is possible to summon flames without being harmed by them, it will have extremely important medical significance for the treatment of burns. Overcoming the difficulties of modern medicine and how many burn patients can be saved, it is not a problem to win the Nobel Prize in Medical Physiology.

The more Qi Fen thought about it, the more divergent he became, and he even began to expect that Xin Yan would really summon a flame.When Xin Yan asked him if he had started preparing for the doomsday battle, Qi Fen was still in a state of distraction, and subconsciously shook his head.

Xin Yan let out a long sigh, "Doctor, do you know what I think is the most difficult thing in the world after so many years of experience?"

Qi Fen asked cooperatively: "What is it?"

"It's saving people." Xin Yan opened and closed his palms, his fingers were slender and bony, "Especially in the last days, everyone is overwhelmed with self-care and full of hostility towards others. Even if you want to save him, he doesn't trust you at all." .”

Xin Yan's words were wrapped in a strong sense of helplessness and sadness, "How many times have I clearly reminded some people that there is danger ahead or not to do anything, but they don't listen, thinking that I am harming them, insisting on Death. I have strength, I can easily kill people with strength, but it is difficult to save people with strength."

Knowing that he was saying that he didn't believe him, Qi Fen smiled helplessly.Suddenly remembered the famous classic line in Spiderman, and said it casually, "With great power, comes great responsibility."

"No." Xin Yan disagreed with this sentence, "Ability is not directly proportional to responsibility. We brothers established our own base and developed into one of the best forces in the eastern coastal area not because of our ability, but because we Everyone takes responsibility for what they need to do.

"Among the few of us there is even a hairdresser with a junior high school education and no supernatural powers. Any zombie can bite him to death. But he took the initiative to take over our logistics work. We are in charge of fighting and he is in charge of supplies. If Without him, we might starve to death on the way. Can you say that our responsibility is greater than his?" Xin Yan asked back, and shook a finger, "The so-called 'greater ability, greater responsibility', It's just a shackle imposed on the strong by the weak who don't want to take responsibility."

Qi Fen seems to understand but not understand.Although I have read many novels, it is still difficult to imagine what the real society would be like. After all, human nature is not as simple and straightforward as in novels, with clear love and hatred.

"Let's team up." Hearing Qi Fen's doubts, Xin Yan replied after thinking a little bit, "After the establishment of the later order, it is no different from the organizational structure of modern society. It is nothing more than the two modes of centralization and decentralization. But at the beginning, It’s all about the team.”

Twelve hours after the plague broke out, the first batch of mutants began to appear.Xin Yan was wandering in the supermarket at the time, and then heard a noise coming from the queue at the cash register, at first he didn't pay attention to it, but by the time he noticed it, he was already bleeding like a river.

There are six core members of Xin Yan's team, all of whom were survivors who were in the supermarket at the time.At that time, the power had not yet been revealed, and several people were hunted down by mutated zombies, and they gathered together to resist the zombies.They were trapped in the supermarket for three days and three nights, and then they were able to escape, and they established a friendship that transcended life and death.

Xin Yan knows how to fire, a cashier girl who knows water, a doctor of physics and his younger brother, who has strengthened his mind and strengthened his strength, as well as a veteran and a barber in charge of logistics.

"Every small team is struggling to survive. When a person's survival is a problem, he has no intention of thinking about other things." Xin Yan recalled with hardship and pride, "What love and hate, how can I think about it? How many things? We only know that cooperation can lead to life, and separation means death.”

Xin Yan said that he was very lucky to meet reliable partners. Not every team is as harmonious and loving as them.Later, the newly added partners also betrayed them.They have seen all kinds of evil in human nature along the way, as well as all kinds of good in human nature. Fortunately, they can only survive with the support of each other.

"In the last days, everyone is surrounded by negative emotions. At this time, the support of the team is even more needed." Xin Yan's words were interrupted by a loud mental patient who suddenly broke into the activity room. He woke up from his memories, "Hey , Why do I tell you these things, and you don’t believe me.”

He stopped talking, opened his palms again, and tried to summon the flames, but his face turned red and he didn't see any movement.

Originally, Qi Fen believed his story a little bit, but he hesitated again because of his actions.

—Anyone who sees a person exerting force against the air in his palm will think he is mentally ill.

But it doesn't matter whether you believe his story or not. There are only a few days left before Christmas, when the truth will naturally surface.

Qi Fen didn't believe what he said, but he was deeply affected by Xin Yan's story. He walked on the road and looked for shelter everywhere, observing where people could hide and where they could escape.

Anyway, Jiang Mu's house is a big place, so he bought some food and stored it at home, thinking that if the doomsday really happened, he would use it, and if there was no doomsday, he could eat it by himself.

Looking at the increasing amount of supplies at home, Jiang Mu thought of the squirrels stocking up at home for the winter.He was so cute that he felt that the squirrel would come back to live for a few more days, and he might really be tempted to boil a pot of water and eat him.

But the squirrel didn't come home that day.

The next day the squirrel didn't come home either.

Until Christmas, the legendary end of the world, the squirrels did not return to the food-stocked sanctuary.