Psychiatric Internship Records

Xiang Xuhui had deep doubts about himself.

He suspects that he has Stockholm Syndrome.

Although there is no inner fluctuation when seeing Xu Yan on weekdays, when not seeing Xu Yan, he only feels relieved, and the victim's dependence on the perpetrator has not arisen.But every day he dreams of Xu Yan lying on his chest and touching and licking, it's obviously abnormal!

The two dated at home, by the blue lake, on the vast lawn, and even once in the cable car that only girls like. It was simply too inconsistent with Xiang Xuhui's usual preferences, causing him to secretly doubt himself Is it too much pressure or mental illness?

Xu Yan in the dream was the same as in the daytime, cheap and wanting to take advantage of Xiang Xuhui at any time.But during the day he still restrained himself, and in his dream he was like a hungry wolf doing whatever he wanted.

Unfortunately, in his dream, he seemed to be crushed by a ghost, and he couldn't resist Xu Jin's teasing.The most frightening thing was that he got used to dreaming and dreaming, and when he woke up in the morning, he found Xu Yan leaned over to hug him again, kicked him down at the beginning, and then got up to wash with a blank expression on his face.

Habit is a damn thing!

Xiang Xuhui felt that it was too dangerous to go on like this, and if one day he really accidentally caught Xu Yan's advice, everything would be over, so he ran to a friend's house to borrow.

The clinker friend immediately jumped back three feet after hearing his story, "I won't live with you, you fag."

"You're the gay! I'm not!" Xiang Xuhui said angrily.

"It's not why you didn't call the police?" The friend laughed cheaply, "Could it be that you actually enjoyed it?"

The word 乐 was accentuated, "Get out! Can you speak well!" Xiang Xuhui blushed, "That guy can do magic!"

"You know magic and you have an ID card! It's not that you have to be controlled by the police." My friend patted Xiang Xuhui on the shoulder, "It's not that you don't want to tear your face apart."

Xiang Xuhui couldn't find an excuse to refute. Sitting on the sofa, he was so angry that he wanted to dial 110 right now to get that guy out, but hesitated for a long time, unwilling to really press it.

As expected, the friend looked at him with pity, as if he was admiring a little white rabbit that was about to be eaten by a gray wolf.

There was a sound of unlocking the door, and my friend's girlfriend came home, and the friend greeted her, hugged affectionately like a foreign couple meeting, and kissed with the opportunity, blinding Xiang Xuhui.

"Bo——" The friend made a kiss with a shocking sound as if showing off, then wrapped his girlfriend's slender waist and introduced, "Here, Xiang Xuhui, my college classmate."

"Hey!" The girlfriend said hello generously, and then went back to the house to remove her makeup, walking swaying.

"My new girlfriend, isn't she beautiful!" My friend raised her chin and showed off with a thumbs up, "That's why I, who is immersed in love, can see your essence better!"

Xiang Xuhui swallowed the complaints that came to his lips, and asked curiously, "What is the essence?"

"Troubled by love, but unwilling to accept it!" The friend threw pillows and quilts on Xiang Xuhui, "I'm going to hug my sister to sleep, poor single dog good night."

Then, taking advantage of Xiang Xuhui's lack of retaliation, he fled to the bedroom in a flash, poked his head out again and said, "Are you lonely? Shall I borrow you a masturbation cup for fun?"

"roll!"

In the bedroom, the two of them huddled together head to head, playing with their mobile phones, and raised their heads to kiss each other.

The girlfriend asked strangely: "Whose red envelope? It's so big."

"Hey hey, you can earn money just by saying a few words, and if you don't make money, you won't make it for nothing." My friend smiled and opened a red envelope.

Jealously, the girlfriend snatched the phone, glanced at the chat between the two of them, pointed at the door, pursed her lips, and said, "Is that why you sold him? Are you not afraid that he will break up with you?"

The bad friend raised his middle finger emotionally and "shh", and said in a low voice: "I am called the beauty of an adult." After saying that, he sent Xu Yan an emoji of task completion on WeChat.

The girlfriend leaned over softly, wrapped her plain wrist around his neck, and bit her ear to ask for "adult beauty", and the two fought together.

Someone in the living room was not disturbed by dreams, and slept soundly and beautifully.

He vaguely dreamed that Xu Yan came over and said nonchalantly that he was going to jerk off.Xiang Xuhui secretly scolded the bad friend's nonsense that had too much influence on him, and found that it was really Xu Yan who called and was complaining about his wife's absence, so he had to masturbate alone.

I never played together when I was at home!Shameless!Xiang Xuhui angrily turned off the phone forcibly, only to find that he tossed and turned and couldn't sleep after being woken up, his mind was full of wonders why he didn't call the police because this person was so hateful, but he didn't think of a reason until dawn .

Then he got up to go to work, met Xu Yan again, and was entangled again. It seemed that no matter what he was doing, he could create a sense of presence within five meters of Xiang Xuhui. You have to get used to the opponent's strong intervention and presence.

Xu Yan's brainwashing business is still going on, he suddenly felt as if he was playing love as a pyramid scheme, and when he covered his face and wondered if he had gone the wrong way, he was kissed by Xiang Xuhui.

dreaming.

Xiang Xuhui never knew that Xu Yan in the dream was real.

During the day, he heard from a bad friend that to test whether he likes a person, he can try to kiss her to see if he feels moved.

It sounded quite reasonable, so he decided to try it in his dream, since no one would know about it anyway, so it's not ashamed.

So he tried.

In the dream, the two of them were watching a movie, a horror movie, in a dark cinema.Xu Yan chose, he imagined that Xiang Xuhui would throw himself into his arms in fear, but it didn't.So he could only pretend to be afraid, and when a monster appeared on the screen, he threw himself into Xiang Xuhui's arms.

Xu Yan lay on Xiang Xuhui's lap, raised his head to observe his reaction, and Xiang Xuhui also happened to lower his head. The two men's eyes met and stared at each other. Just when Xu Yan thought that Xiang Xuhui would laugh at his timidity, the latter suddenly Kissed down.

Shallow, cautious, and split at the touch of a finger.

Xu Yan's eyes widened, his face full of disbelief, recalling what he had done to tease him.Could it be that horror movies aroused his desire?Xu Jin's heart was in full bloom, how could a candy be enough for a child who had been waiting for so many years.He gave up his disguise, entangled him like an octopus, and tried his best to get close to Xiang Xuhui's mouth.

Xiang Xuhui smacked his lips, didn't feel anything, neither bored nor moved, and then realized what he had done just now, he actually played the trick of hurting friends, he really tried it!

He violently pushed Xu Jin off his leg, and then kicked Xu Jin angrily, thinking that fortunately he was dreaming and no one would know.He walked out of the movie theater without looking back, away from this place where watching horror movies can develop strange emotions.

Xu Yan lay on the ground, touched his lips, the corners of his lips rose uncontrollably, his eyes sparkled, he rolled on the ground excitedly, and the parts that had been kicked were also full of sweetness.

When I woke up the next morning, there was nothing beside Xu Jin. Someone shyly got up early and ran to work early. Although he thought he was just dreaming, he was still embarrassed to go with Xu Jin.

Xu Yan got up in high spirits and went to work, imagining that he would be able to hit the base soon, and rushed to the work excitedly, as if he had just received a bonus.

People who are immersed in fantasies tend to have too much imagination. For example, after spending only one morning, Xu Yan is anxious why Xiang Xuhui hasn't come to him to confess his love. Should he buy a few bottles of wine tonight to celebrate the wedding? In the evening, take advantage of the strength of the wine to wish a wonderful wedding night in the bridal chamber.

"Boss, please work hard." After a whole morning of self-adjustment, Xiang Xuhui was finally able to calmly face the person who gave his first kiss in his dream.He patted the document on the desk of the boss who was obviously distracted, "Please sign."

Xu Yan didn't even look at it. He dragged the document and signed it directly. He stared at Xiang Xuhui, and his mind flashed the image of him lying on the bed, twisting his naked and smooth waist to seduce him.Although it seems a bit OOC, but it is quite touching!

Xiang Xuhui was terrified by Xu Yan's stare, and his figure was reflected in the other's eyes as if he had been stripped naked for public display, but he was not sure whether he wanted to poke him blind angrily or bashfully.

There was a strange smile on the corner of Xu Yan's mouth, "Did you want to say something?"

"What?" Xiang Xuhui was stunned, not knowing why.

Xu Yan still looked at him expectantly, extremely weird.

Xiang Xuhui thought for a while, "I have a meeting with the client at three o'clock in the afternoon, don't forget."

"That's not it."

Xiang Xuhui continued to ponder, "Do I need to hand in the plan for the first half of next year before five o'clock?"

"No."

"...I want to eat pot-packed meat tonight?" Xiang Xuhui really couldn't think of it.

"It's not, but I'm going to cook pot-packed meat tonight."

Not yet?Xiang Xuhui was completely dazed, he frowned and looked at Xu Yan.It happened that someone called, and he escaped from Xu Yan's office on the pretext of answering the phone.

He is shy and shy!It was because he was shy that he didn't dare to confess. Xu Yan looked at the back of his first love who fled in a hurry, and completed the whole life of the two of them in his brain. From getting married to staying together, in the story in his mind, he chose several cemeteries. up.

Based on brain supplementation, Xu Yan wrote quickly, handed in the plan for next year in advance, left early and ran to the supermarket to prepare a large table of meals, red wine steak pot with meat, and even pulled a red thread and put it aside for some romantic fun.

"What day is today?" Xiang Xuhui, who had just arrived home, was taken aback.

Xu Yan pressed him to the table, "Wedding anniversary?"

"Huh?" Xiang Xuhui was confused, "Whose wedding anniversary?"

Xu Yan raised his glass, "Ours." Then he poured it all down.

"What?" Xiang Xuhui followed suit habitually.He was inexplicably downed a glass of red wine, his stomach was still empty, and he was easily drunk.Although I felt that Xu Yan was abnormal tonight, I didn't think too much about it and drank with him one cup at a time.

Xu Yan only thought that his slightly drunk wife was extremely beautiful, so he quietly moved over, getting closer and closer, spraying his breath on Xiang Xuhui's face, smelling his sweet scent of wine, Zhong couldn't hold back, leaned over, and continued What I didn't finish in my dream last night.

"...You!" Xiang Xuhui was taken aback, leaned back to dodge, and glared at him.

Xu Yan licked his lips, "You kissed first last night, and it's a courtesy."

"I was last night...!!!" Xiang Xuhui was shocked, "How do you know?"

Xu Yan blinked, did not answer, with an inscrutable face, smiled and pressed Xiang Xuhui's lips again, "I am used to double rewards." The touch under the lips is not soft, but there is a resolute sweetness.The child who got the Xinxinnian toy tried his best to conquer the opponent, sucked and tasted it, and his subordinates dishonestly touched Xiang Xuhui's chest, and his fingertips gently slid along the texture of the muscles, feeling a shudder in his subordinates with satisfaction.

Xiang Xuhui forgot to refuse in the surprise of the secret being discovered, and when he reacted, he was already aroused, he turned his head to avoid the kiss, Xu Yan licked his Adam's apple, sucked lightly, leaving a light Light plum.

A hot current spread from Xiang Xuhui's neck to his limbs, he shivered, and barely stretched out his hand to push Xu Yan away.

Xu Yan took a step back, suddenly knelt down on one leg, and held up a red box, with a huge diamond ring shining inside, "I love you, marry me!"

Xiang Xuhui was stupefied by Xu Yan's various methods, stayed for a moment, and said angrily: "You treat me as a woman?"

Xu Yan chuckled, threw away the diamond ring, and took out a pair of silver rings again. The rings were simple, without carving or decoration, exquisite and exquisite, "Actually, I like this one too."

He took Xiang Xuhui's hand, pretended to put it on his first love's ring finger solemnly, and then held his hand to prevent him from taking it off, "Put it on first, try it! Anyway, you can't blow me away Walk."

Xiang Xuhui didn't feel anything when he kissed just now, but after putting on the rings, his heart beat faster and his whole body was hot. He looked at the pair of rings, and he had no intention of taking them off, "Then you are not allowed to wear them, your colleagues will see."

Xu Jin grinned, and put on another ring, and then fiddled with it casually, and the ring disappeared on his finger.He raised his hand braggingly, "What are you afraid of, I'm a 'magician'!"

Everything that followed was logical, Xu Yan got the first love he had been missing for a long time, and couldn't wait to rush to enjoy it, kissing and stroking inch by inch.

Xiang Xuhui also understood what would happen next, he patted Xu Yan on the shoulder, "Go to bed."

Xu Yan, who got the approval, grabbed his first love and jumped onto the bed, like a teleportation technique.The two rolled into a ball, Xu Yan turned over and sat on Xiang Xuhui's body, and unbuttoned his first love's clothes with care as if unwrapping a happy gift.

The suit is very expensive, and it needs to be unbuttoned carefully, which adds a little more fun.

Xu Yan was so excited that he was about to explode. He stripped off the clothes of the person under him little by little. He hugged Xiang Xuhui and held them close together, wishing he could stick to it forever.

His hands traced the graceful lines of his first love, gradually moving down, ready to go.His arm was suddenly grabbed, and Xiang Xuhui blushed and said, "I quit!"

"Ah?" Xu Yan was like a baseball player galloping, the ball was knocked into the air, and he was about to hit base, when the referee suddenly announced the end of the game.

Xiang Xuhui shook his head firmly, and repeated: "I quit!" He was lying under the person, and he couldn't accept this position no matter what.It's one thing to try to kiss him and accept him, it's another to make him crawl on his knees and get fucked.

"How can you stop!" Xu Yan took his first love's hand, let him feel his firmness, and coaxed, "It doesn't hurt! Try it!"

Xiang Xuhui also felt that it was inhumane to call the end at this time, so he had an idea, pushed Xu Yan aside, bullied him, and reversed his position, "Try this?"

"Ah?" Xu Yan was stunned, like all those who are about to be fucked but haven't figured out the situation, and asked stupidly: "Do you want navel oranges?"

Xiang Xuhui responded to Xu Yan with actions. He drew circles on Xu Yan's body with his fingers, "I'll go, otherwise I won't do it, you go to sleep on the sofa."

Xu Yan was tongue-tied, just about to use a little trick to make Xiang Xuhui submit obediently, but was choked up by his next sentence.

"Do you love me or just want to fuck me?"

"Love, love, love!" Xu Yan no longer resisted, lying flat, covering his face with his arms, with an expression of death, "Come on!"

"Don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt as you said." Xiang Xuhui was busy clumsily, a little expectant and a little nervous.

Xu Yan was entangled in pain, he was sweating coldly, hugged his first love tightly, and wanted to yell, how can a man's words count on the bed!

Anyway, although the process is not quite right, the result is still the same.After 20 years of waiting and disappointment, Xu Yan finally got him completely.He'll grab him and never let go.

Xu Yan was finally able to sleep on Xiang Xuhui's body openly and aboveboard. He crawled into his side and slept soundly, but was suddenly kicked to the ground at dawn.

Xu Yan rubbed his butt pitifully, he hadn't been kicked for a long time when we were not together, why did he lie down under him, but got kicked instead?He looked at the perpetrator with tears in his eyes, full of grievances.

After being impulsive, Xiang Xuhui felt a little regretful, hurriedly carried Xu Yan from the ground to the bed, and threw him out angrily when he entangled him.

... Is my wife mad at getting up?Xu Yan was thrown so badly that he couldn't understand what it meant.

Xiang Xuhui was afraid that his heart would soften, so he turned away from looking at Xu Yan, and asked, "Did you design those dreams for me!"

Xu Yan stuck out his tongue quietly, put his arm around Xiang Xuhui from behind, and said coquettishly, "It's not me." It was Jiang Mu.

"Cheat ghost!" Xiang Xuhui was angry, but he didn't shake off Xu Yan, "Then how can you know what happened in the dream!"

Xu Yan was afraid that his wife would be angry if he told the truth, so he could only rub his arms around him.

"So I didn't dream about you at all, it's all your fault!" Xiang Xuhui regained his strength and realized that what he thought about every day and dreamed about at night was all fake, he didn't care about Xu Yan at all, It was this kid who lied to him.

"Are you going to be irresponsible and run away after teasing?" Xu Yan clutched his chest and pretended to be weak, rolling and spitting on the bed, and suddenly pulled the part he had just used, grinning in pain.

Xiang Xuhui had no choice but to blame himself for being unkind. Since he was found by this person, he has been controlled by the rhythm and completely immersed in the other party's world.

"Go to sleep." He lay down again, allowing Xu Yan to stick over stubbornly, "Boss, I'm going to ask for leave tomorrow and won't go to work."

Xu Yan wailed: "I was the one who got raped! Why did you ask for leave?"

This is the solution Xiang Xuhui, an excellent employee, had to think for a long time before he came up with a strike to protest against the tyranny of the boss.

Xu Jian complained, but secretly laughed in his heart. He thought his wife was too cute, so he suppressed his smile and said, "Okay, it's fine for my wife to resign in the future, and I will support you."

"No, I like to work." Xiang Xuhui refused.

"Then shall I fire you?" Xu Yan quickly paid the price for his cheap talk, and he was kicked out of bed again.

"How dare you!" Xiang Xuhui scolded the boss angrily.

Young people who get up early always have endless desires, especially the "newly married" classmate Xu Yan. He climbed up on his first love to kiss and gnaw on sweets, easily aroused Xiang Xuhui's anger, turned over and held him down.

Xu Yan stopped his movements and said unwillingly: "It was you last night, this time it's me!"

Xiang Xuhui rubbed Xu Yan in a daze, and muttered: "I'm not ready yet, I'll talk about it when I'm ready."

Xu Yan gave up struggling, vaguely feeling that his wife might not be ready for the rest of her life.