Psychiatric Internship Records

Zhou Bin stared at the floor without rebuttal.

Qi Fen's emotions exploded, and he became angry: "You are just selfish! Back then, you selfishly gave Zhou Bin hope and asked him to wait for you forever, but you ran away first. Now you are selfish and think that taking care of Zhou Bin for a few days is all you need to do." Make up for the damage done to him? It's ridiculous!"

Ren Qifen scolded and scolded angrily, but Li Hongyun kept his head down and shoulders shrunk, without saying a word.

The other party didn't respond, and Qi Fen felt as if he had punched the cotton with a punch, his breath was held in his chest, and he couldn't spit it out or swallow it.

After a long time, just when Qi Fen thought that Li Hongyun was going to use silence to fool him, he finally responded.

"Then what should I do?" Li Hongyun's voice was low and hoarse, and he looked much older, "How can I make up for A Bin?"

how could I know?Qi Fen pouted, how do I know how you should make up for the fact that it was decades late?

"You don't have the courage in person, so do you have it now?" A third voice came from the side.

Qi Fen looked over and saw Wei Kai standing at the junction of the bedroom and the living room, with his hands in his pockets, looking at Li Hongyun indifferently.

Wei Kai continued: "Zhou Bin is still looking forward to your return. Would you like to help him fulfill his wish before he dies?" He added angrily, "Even if you lie to him."

Li Hongyun murmured, "Is it too late to meet each other now?"

"In his memory, you just went out to study, and you will be back soon." Wei Kai paid attention, "Just tell him that you are back from school, and just make him happy."

Li Hongyun was silent again, hesitating and refusing to move.

"You don't even have the courage?" Qi Fen snorted sarcastically, "Zhou Bin was really blind when he fell in love with you."

I don't know if Qi Fen's sarcasm played a role, but Li Hongyun nodded slowly: "Okay."

A severe cough sounded in the bedroom, and Li Hongyun hurriedly stood up and walked into the bedroom to help Zhou Bin calm down.He staggered, as if he had gone through a battle, and he was no longer upright as before.

Li Hongyun helped Zhou Bin half sit up, and patted his back to make him breathe easier.

"Cough, cough, cough..." Zhou Bin leaned weakly against the bed rail, breathing hard.

When Zhou Bin's breathing calmed down, Wei Kai signaled Li Hongyun with his eyes to seize the opportunity and reveal his identity to Zhou Bin.

Li Hongyun flinched back.

Seeing this, Wei Kai stepped forward and pushed him, and said in a low voice, "Do you want to wait another ten years?"

Li Hongyun shook his head violently, then took a deep breath, and said, "A Bin."

"Huh?" Zhou Bin tensed up when he heard the familiar address, his expression was surprised and joyful, he turned his head to look in Li Hongyun's direction, and looked for the person in his memory while shaking his head from side to side.

"A Bin, it's me. I'm back." Li Hongyun said intermittently and with difficulty, because of shame, he didn't dare to look Zhou Bin directly in the eyes.

Only then did Zhou Bin notice Li Hongyun who was closest to him.He blinked and asked in confusion, "... who are you?"

"I am Li Hongyun." Li Hongyun pursed his lips, "I'm back."

Zhou Bin froze, glanced around Li Hongyun, and suddenly laughed out loud: "Hongyun is not yet 20 years old, so you are his grandfather."

Li Hongyun didn't expect Zhou Bin not to believe him, so he hurriedly explained: "It's really me, I'm just getting old!"

"Don't make trouble." Zhou Bin didn't give Li Hongyun a chance to explain, and fell into his own world instead, "Hongyun will be back in a few days, I have to review carefully, don't make him worry anymore, and finish the last drawing .”

"Abin." Li Hongyun called again, "I..."

He just wanted to tell something that only the two of them knew, so that Zhou Bin could believe him, but before he could say it, he was interrupted by the other party in doubt: "Who are you?"

"I'm Li Hongyun."

"Haha, Hongyun is not yet 20 years old, and you are his grandfather." Zhou Bin said cheerfully.

Li Hongyun suddenly became weak and his body went limp, Wei Kai quickly supported him.

Leaning on Wei Kai's shoulder, staring at Zhou Bin who was lying down again, he choked up and said, "Have I missed him already?"

"Well," Wei Kai said relentlessly, "You missed 50 years."

The Li Hongyun in Zhou Bin's memory is him when he was young and vigorous, not the old and aging him now, who dare not even look directly into his heart.

For the first time, Li Hongyun really regretted not having the courage to stay with Zhou Bin back then.

He left cleanly and moved forward by himself, throwing Zhou Bin away, leaving him lost in his 20-year-old youth.

"I want to tell him I'm sorry." Li Hongyun burst into tears, "I want to tell him not to wait for me anymore, it's not worth it."

Wei Kai was speechless, helped Li Hongyun to sit on the sofa in the living room, handed him a glass of water, but hesitated to say anything to comfort him.

In the bedroom, Zhou Bin chanted "Fortune" from time to time in his sleep, and Qi Fen's heart clenched when he heard it.

He rushed to the living room, pointed at Li Hongyun's nose and asked, "If there is a way for you to tell Zhou Bin the apology you just made, would you like it?"

There were tears in the corners of Li Hongyun's eyes, sad and annoyed: "He doesn't recognize me anymore, so what's the use of telling me."

"I have a way to make him recognize you," Qi Fen said quickly, "Just say whether you want to or not."

"Of course," Li Hongyun nodded vigorously, "as long as you have a way."

Although he didn't want to redeem Li Hongyun at all, and it would be nice to let him be condemned by his conscience all the time, Qi Fen couldn't give up Zhou Bin's treatment.

At least let him leave happily, even if it is false happiness.

So Qi Fen sent a text message to Jiang Mu: I have a client, can you answer it?

It wasn't until Qi Fen returned to the dormitory that Jiang Mu called to ask what was going on.

"Sorry, there was a patient just now who didn't look at his phone." Jiang Mu's familiar male voice came from the microphone, and Qi Fen could imagine him sitting in a serious chair, wearing a dark suit, holding his phone, and maintaining The seriousness when he just "fooled" the patient.

Qi Fen's mind was full of pictures made up in his brain, so he forgot to answer for a while.

"Hello? Why don't you talk?" Jiang Mu waited for a while, then teased, "You called, did you miss me?"

"No, you called me." Qi Fen immediately forgot to make up his mind and refuted Jiang Mu.

Jiang Mu received it smoothly: "Okay, that's why I missed you."

Can we still have a good chat!Qi Fen protested silently.

"I'm not kidding you anymore," Jiang Mu said with a smile, "What customers are you talking about?"

"Can you change the appearance of the participants in the dream?" Qi Fen asked expectantly.

"Yes, but the participants' permission is required." Jiang Mu replied.

After getting an affirmative answer, Qi Fen raised his hopes: "Then can you help me create a dream, and turn Li Hongyun into his youthful appearance, so that Zhou Bin can recognize him."

The more Qi Fen talked, the happier he was. Jiang Mu was confused and interrupted him: "Speak slowly, start from the beginning, what's going on?"

"It's like this..." Qi Fen told the story of Zhou Bin and Li Hongyun, and finally asked Jiang Mu to create a dream for them.

After he finished speaking, he didn't hear Jiang Mu's words for a long time, Qi Fen worriedly asked cautiously: "...can't you?"

"That guy named Li Hongyun is scum in the Pacific Ocean, why should I help him?" Jiang Mu said angrily.

Sensing Jiang Mu's intention to refuse, Qi Fen hastily stated: "It's not helping Li Hongyun, it's helping Zhou Bin."

"I've never tried to hypnotize an Alzheimer's patient, so I don't know what will happen if I pull him into a dream." Jiang Mu pondered, "It may be the same as reality, and no one will recognize it."

"But he can know Li Hongyun when he was young." Qi Fen guessed, "Maybe meeting Li Hongyun can untie the knot?"

Jiang Mu thought for a while, and agreed: "Since you asked me to do it, I must give it a try."

"Thank you!" Qi Fen thanked excitedly.

"But my fee is very expensive." Jiang Mu added.

"Hack Li Hongyun!" Qi Fen showed no sympathy for that person, "Hack him with 800 million dollars!"

"No, you misunderstood," Jiang Mu said in a business tone, "Who entrusts me, I don't care who gets the money."

What's the meaning?Qi Fen was at a loss, who entrusted him?Could it be...: "Me?"

"Yes! How much are you going to pay me? I can give you a friendly price." Jiang Mu asked solemnly.

Qi Fen panicked: "I, I don't know the market." He seemed to ask the patient for 10 last time?Even if the friendship price is [-]% off, you can't afford it if you sell me!

"Speaking of charges..." Jiang Mu changed the subject, "You haven't paid the medical fee you owed me last time!"

"When did I owe you?" Qi Fen was startled.

"It's the cost of hypnosis for you some time ago."

Hypnosis?Qi Fen remembered that there was such a thing.When he was trapped in the cycle of time, he went to Jiang Mu for help, Jiang Mu did mention the medical fee, and then said that because of the time cycle, it will be refreshed every day, and there is no money, so let’s owe it first...

Totally forgotten!How much do you owe?Halfway through the calculations, Qi Fen suddenly felt something was wrong: "Isn't that the dream you created! Why do you still charge me money?!"

"One yard is worth one yard." Jiang Mu said seriously, "You have to pay for hypnosis, but the dream won't charge you."

I bother!It's as if I'm taking advantage!Qi Fen was so angry that he yelled like an old bachelor: "If you want money, you need to die!"

"Fate," Jiang Mu suppressed a smile, "It's fine."

"..."

Jiang Mu coughed lightly to cover up his snicker: "Then when is the right time for me to go find Zhou Bin?"

After inexplicably settling the inexplicable arrears, and quickly making an appointment to find Zhou Bin, Qi Fen hung up the phone in a daze.

Why do you feel like you're doing Zhou Bin a favor, but you end up getting yourself involved?

A week later, the two met at Zhou Bin's house. Jiang Mu first chatted with Li Hongyun about some details of the past, and then asked Li Hongyun to find a photo of his youth and study it for a while.

"The time can't be too long." Jiang Mu declared, "I haven't personally experienced that era, so I can only guess what it was like at that time from your description and TV drama video materials, so it may be inaccurate and cause the dream to be unreasonable. , it is easy to collapse after a long time."

Li Hongyun didn't understand a word.

Jiang Mu summed it up directly: "I'll only give you 6 hours."

"Okay, okay." Li Hongyun agreed.

After letting Li Hongyun fall asleep first, Jiang Mu asked Qi Fen if he would go.

Unlike previous resistance, Qi Fen was very active this time and strongly urged to follow up.

"Then I hypnotize you?" Jiang Mu asked.

"Okay." Qi Fen nodded, and then asked wonderingly: "It's fine if you change Li Hongyun's appearance in the dream, why do you want the background to go back to the past?"

"Because I thought of something fun." Jiang Mu explained casually, took out props and began to try to hypnotize Qi Fen.

...Suddenly I don't want to go, what should I do!He said it was fun, it must be very bad fun!