Psychiatric Internship Records

"This is my newly hired driver, Xiao Zhao." Father Su pointed to the young man standing in front of the car and introduced to Su Luo, "He will be responsible for taking you to and from school, as well as weekend remedial classes."

"Oh." Su Luo agreed without raising her head, opened the door and got in the car by herself.

"Why are you so rude, kid!" Su's mother was wearing a western-style evening dress, holding her husband's arm, and was about to attend a charity dinner. "Your father heard that you didn't like the previous driver, so he specially found him for you." Since you are young, you two should be able to talk."

Su Luo leaned against the car door and was tired of talking.It's not that he didn't like his previous driver, but he didn't like going to school and didn't want to take so many amateur courses.Piano, traditional Chinese painting, calligraphy, dance, and Mathematical Olympiad are all things that parents like but can't learn, and then pin their dreams on their children.

The chattering mother of Su finally left, and Su Luo was happy and quiet, slumped on the back seat and closed her eyes to meditate.

"What's your name?" The young man asked Su Luo while driving, and said helplessly after getting no answer, "You have to give me a name, I can't always call you Young Master from now on, right?"

"Su Luo."

"Su Luo, good name. My name is Zhao Hengfeng. I am a professional driver for the first time. Please give me your advice." Zhao Hengfeng raised his eyes and saw in the rearview mirror that the young man behind him was already drowsy, so he said, "Lie down and sleep Come on, I'll call you when we arrive."

Su Luo obediently lay down to catch up on sleep, but the traffic on the weekend evening was very smooth, and after a while, she arrived at the dance classroom.

Su Luo staggered out of the car and walked into the classroom. Zhao Hengfeng stayed in the car and waited for him to finish class. By the way, he looked at the class schedule given to him by the boss just now. It recorded the detailed time and address for him to pick up and drop off Su Luo to and from class.

"How much has this child learned?" Zhao Hengfeng was shocked.Looking at this schedule, isn't there no time for entertainment?so poor.

The commute to and from get out of class is not long every day, and Su Luo doesn't like to talk.When she was not sleeping, she listened to Zhao Hengfeng talking most of the time, and Su Luo gradually became familiar with him.

He is 20 years old this year, 8 years older than Su Luo, and his family conditions are not good. He has 1 younger brother and 2 younger sisters. He is currently studying at university. Because his mother is sick, he skipped classes to earn money to support his family.

Su Luo couldn't understand the life that Zhao Hengfeng described, and Zhao Hengfeng also couldn't understand why Su Luo had to take so many lessons.

Regarding the latter point, Su Luo herself didn't understand either.

"You can't go on like this!" After a traditional Chinese painting get out of class, Zhao Hengfeng said to the listless Su Luo, "What should I do if I'm exhausted at a young age. I'll take you for a ride!"

Su Luo just wanted to go home and sleep, but because of his parents' arbitrariness, he was already used to not contradicting others, so he didn't speak, and looked out the window with an indifferent expression, reckoning that he would lose another hour of sleep.

Zhao Hengfeng had planned to take Su Luo out for a long time. It just so happened that the original car was driven away by Su's mother today, so he chose to drive out of Su's mother's two-seater sports car. The bright red BMW Z4 was so popular even in the middle of the night.

Su Luo's villa is located in the suburbs, the surrounding roads are flat, and the vehicles are sparse, which is very suitable for drag racing.

Zhao Hengfeng stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, the sports car roared forward, and the trees on both sides receded quickly.Out of the corner of his eyes, he caught a glimpse of Su Luo, who was sitting next to him, squinting, half asleep and half awake, not enjoying the joy of high-speed driving at all.

After observing the road conditions, Zhao Hengfeng turned the steering wheel sharply to the left. The centrifugal force woke up Su Luo. He looked around in a daze, gradually attracted by the rapidly passing scenery outside, and stared out the window blankly.

"I opened the roof." Zhao Hengfeng slightly slowed down the car and opened the roof remotely.

The cool wind came in and blew on Su Luo's face. The new experience made him instantly addicted. He became excited, and stretched out his hands to let the wind pass over his fingertips, as if blowing away the fatigue of the day together.

Zhao Hengfeng reduced the speed of the car to a very low speed, then accelerated and rushed out again.

Su Luo was pressed against the back of the seat by inertia, he felt that he was flying forward in the wind, all the sorrows were scattered and escaped, only the boiling blood was left to gurgle.He grinned involuntarily, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart were about to come out. He shouted excitedly: "Is this just a ride? I like it!"

Influenced by the bright smile of the young man, Zhao Hengfeng felt much happier himself, as if he could win every battle, and his family's difficulties could be easily resolved.

"This is the charm of speed!" Zhao Hengfeng laughed and shouted at the boy.

Su Luo laughed happily, and asked expectantly: "Will you still come for a ride often in the future?"

"Of course," Zhao Hengfeng assured, "I will accompany you anytime."

After the accident, Su Luo regretted it all the time. If he hadn't gone for a ride with Zhao Hengfeng, he would not have become close friends with him, would not have fallen in love with him, and Zhao Hengfeng would not have died in that car accident.

Ever since the two went for a drive together that day, Su Luo always pestered Zhao Hengfeng to take him out to play in his spare time.He didn't take the initiative to propose, but just stared at Zhao Hengfeng with his small eyes every day. If the other party didn't understand, he would sit aside and secretly grieve, pouted his small mouth and looked aggrieved, and almost squatted in the corner to draw a circle.

"Why are you acting like a little girl!" After a while, Zhao Hengfeng went crazy, "If you have something to say, don't let me guess!"

"I want to go out and play..."

"Say it earlier!" Zhao Hengfeng turned the car around.

In the following days, Zhao Hengfeng secretly took Su Luo to many places, and even boldly tricked Su Luo into escaping the extracurricular class he didn't like, and ran to drive a go-kart.Su Luo, who had found fun, gradually became cheerful, like a normal child, who would laugh when happy and cry when sad, and no longer always be that silly and foolish.

After Su Luo entered junior high school, she was busy with schoolwork, and under the pressure of her parents, she was even more overwhelmed.Zhao Hengfeng thought of a little plan. After Su Luo's teacher had a long talk with his parents, Su's mother agreed to let Su Luo only focus on one specialty and give up the others.

Su Luo chose the piano.

Because Zhao Hengfeng likes to listen to him play the piano.

Su Luo's fingers dexterously slid across the keyboard, and the melodious music floated across the piano room and rippled out of the window, the summer cicadas chirping and the beautiful melody intertwined.

As long as Su Luo raised his head, he could see Zhao Hengfeng standing at the door of the backyard of the villa, leaning against the fiery red sports car, immersed in the music, quietly waiting for Su Luo to finish his practice, and then go out to play together.

Su Luo didn't know what he was looking forward to more and more, whether it was the entertainment after learning, or the person who could continuously let him experience new things.

When Zhao Hengfeng graduated from university, he managed to find a job in a small business. The salary was not high, but it met his expectations for future work, enough to live on his own and subsidize his family.

On the eve of graduation, the resignation report he submitted to Su's father was seen by Su Luo. Su Luo ran to find Zhao Hengfeng in a panic, fearing that he had done something wrong and would be rejected by Zhao Hengfeng.

"It's none of your business!" Zhao Hengfeng said frankly, "I can't be a driver for the rest of my life, I will definitely find a serious job after graduation."

"Why not? I am willing to hire you for the rest of my life!"

Zhao Hengfeng took Su Luo's words as the willful words of a young man: "There is always a banquet in the world. Even though the place of work is in another city, I will often come back to look for you."

Su Luo asked: "Why do you want to work?"

"To make money!"

"Then I'll pay you more than that job, okay?"

"..." Zhao Hengfeng was speechless, poking Su Luo's head and criticizing, "Are you stupid! You can hire other full-time drivers at a cheap price."

"But I want you."

Zhao Hengfeng was stunned.

"I like you."

The 14-year-old boy stared at the big round eyes, clear and clear, and willfully and persistently confessed: "I like you, please don't go."

Zhao Hengfeng was at a loss: "You are still so young, how do you know what liking is? Don't talk nonsense about this word, you will be misunderstood."

"If you need money, I can give it to you. I don't want you to leave. Can you stay with me?"

Su Luo's eyes were full of tears, begging bitterly.Life at home is boring, and he has long been inseparable from Zhao Hengfeng. Only when he thinks about the person waiting for him outside the door can he experience the joy of life.He unilaterally hopes that Zhao Hengfeng can accompany him for the rest of his life, no matter because of love or money.

Zhao Hengfeng never thought that he would be liked by Su Luo. He was at a loss, and his heart was so soft that he should have sternly rejected the boy's wandering feelings, but the words came to his lips: "Don't cry, don't cry, I'm not leaving , not leaving."

Su Luo was still sobbing.

He raised his hand to wipe Su Luo's tears, and promised: "As long as you still need me, I will not leave." After thinking about it, he added, "Then you have to be responsible for paying my salary."

Su Luo fulfilled her wish, and smiled through her tears: "No problem, I have a lot of pocket money!"

"You're a rich second generation." Zhao Hengfeng said jealously, "Also, don't say you like it easily in the future. Puppy love is not good. Let's talk about it when you are an adult."

Su Luo happily agreed: "Okay."

The two are still in an employment relationship. Zhao Hengfeng sends Su Luo to and from school every day, and occasionally hangs out together. On the surface, they seem to be the same as before, but in private they are increasingly intruding into each other's lives.

Su Luo began to try to understand Zhao Hengfeng's life, consider his thoughts before making a decision, and no longer act willfully and arbitrarily.

He asked his father, who worked in the Health X Bureau, to take Zhao Hengfeng's mother to the most professional hospital in X City for treatment in the name of caring for his subordinates, and secretly sent money to help Zhao Hengfeng's younger siblings study.Then he ran up to Zhao Hengfeng and explained what he had done as if asking for credit.

The kindness was too great, and Zhao Hengfeng felt pressured, so he quickly thanked him and told Su Luo not to do this in the future.

"Why?" Su Luo was puzzled, "Didn't I promise you? You stay, and in exchange, I will help you solve your difficulties."

Zhao Hengfeng didn't expect that Su Luo would write down the troubles he mentioned casually. He was grateful, but at the same time couldn't laugh or cry at Su Luo's innocence: "You are only responsible for paying my salary, and you can concentrate on studying and don't worry about other things."

"……it is good."

Su Luo nodded in agreement, and no longer interfered in Zhao Hengfeng's family affairs, but turned around and found an excuse, and asked Su's father to double Zhao Hengfeng's salary.

"..." Zhao Hengfeng felt that he was being taken care of.