Psychiatric Internship Records

Qi Fen and Jiang Mu followed behind him, got into the gazebo, and found a suitable angle to peep.

Jiang Mu stuffed something into Qi Fen's hand, and when he looked down, he realized it was a handful of melon seeds: "..."

The sun was scorching hot, and the heat was sticky and sticky on her body, Su Luo hugged Zhao Hengfeng tightly.The familiar breath, the familiar body shape, and the familiar smile on the corner of his mouth, everything is the same as before, as if he had never left.

Su Luo put her head on Zhao Hengfeng's shoulder and whispered softly, "I miss you so much."

"I miss you too." Zhao Hengfeng gently stroked Su Luo's hair.

A trace of cool air came from Zhao Hengfeng's body, offsetting the high temperature of the surrounding air, Su Luo sighed: "You are so cool."

"Because I'm dead."

"Then what are you now?"

"Ghost? Soul? Remnant?... I don't know, it must be in a similar state anyway."

Su Luo thought it was Jiang Mu who summoned Zhao Hengfeng's soul back, so she hugged him even tighter, fearing that he would suddenly disappear, and asked coquettishly, "Don't leave, okay?"

"I'm always by your side."

"always there……?"

"I've been watching you every day since the day the accident happened, but..." Zhao Hengfeng changed the subject and said angrily, "Look at what you have done!"

Su Luo thought about what she had done during this time, clinging to Zhao Hengfeng's arms, and apologized remorsefully: "I'm sorry, I thought I'd never see you again, so I might as well die!..."

Zhao Hengfeng pressed Su Luo to his chest, preventing him from continuing to say: "Don't say that! You don't know what it's like to lose your life, so you choose to commit suicide so hastily. If I wasn't there to save you, break the rope and change If you take the poison, you are already dead, do you know that!"

"You've been saving me?"

"Who else is there besides me?" Zhao Hengfeng said angrily, "How can you say you have the right to die? Are you out of your mind!"

"I'm sorry," Su Luo apologized sadly, "I just wanted to vent. After you left, I was so sad. Mom and Dad thought it was just a driver who died during work, so I wish I had more money to accompany her. I'm very angry. I don't like them mentioning you like a stranger, but they dare not talk about our relationship. Just thinking, if I die too, they won't discuss your death so calmly It's..."

"Stupid." Zhao Hengfeng cursed bitterly, "My death has already caused irreparable damage. What you should do is to live well, not to magnify the damage."

"I know I was wrong, don't be angry, I won't commit suicide again."

Zhao Hengfeng sighed, lowered his head and kissed the top of Su Luo's head lightly, reluctantly feeling the warm body temperature under his lips.

"I won't commit suicide..." Su Luo asked expectantly, "You won't leave either, will you?"

"No, I will always be with you."

Su Luo raised her head, licked Zhao Hengfeng's lips, which were as cold as a piece of sweet ice cream, and then pressed on him, exchanging a long kiss with him, they went through hardships, and finally found each other again, between their lips and teeth, they were greedy for each other's breath, Reluctant to separate for a long time.

"Since you can make me fail in suicide," Su Luo separated from Zhao Hengfeng after a long time, and asked doubtfully, "Then why didn't you let me know that you were always by my side?"

"It stands to reason that I can't affect living people. If I forcefully intervene, it will speed up my disappearance. I thought, it would be good if I could keep looking at you. After you are sad, you will gradually forget me."

"I won't forget you!" Su Luo firmly promised, and then worried, "Then, now that you interfere with me, will you disappear?"

"If there are two or three more times, maybe it will be true!"

Su Luo quickly shook her head to express that she had repented and would never despise life anymore. She was still worried in her heart, fearing that she had caused a lot of damage to Zhao Hengfeng who was in a soul state.

"I'm fine, don't worry." Zhao Hengfeng reassured.

Su Luo stared at Zhao Hengfeng, joy, worry, annoyance, expectation, love, complex emotions filled his heart, he just wanted to hug Zhao Hengfeng forever like this, never to be separated again.

Neither of them spoke for a while, quietly enjoying this hard-won reunion.

After a while, Su Luo made a sound and asked hesitantly, "Car accident, does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt. Seeing you being rescued, I won't hurt anymore."

"It's all on me, if I didn't insist on letting you take me for a ride..."

Zhao Hengfeng said disapprovingly, "I didn't maintain the car well. The tires were worn out and caused a puncture, so I hit the truck next to me. I was the driver, and I was also responsible for the maintenance of the car. What does it have to do with you?"

"I ask my father to give all the money lost by the insurance company to your parents."

"I know."

"They were sad and I didn't know how to comfort them."

"...I know."—I've been watching you, little fool.

Su Luo pouted and complained: "Without you, I can't seem to do anything."

"You've done a great job."

Su Luo had too many things to say to Zhao Hengfeng, he couldn't wait to complain about what happened during this period, the topic was jumping, illogical and coherent, Zhao Hengfeng answered him with a doting smile.

"After you left, Dad hired a new driver, ugly and old, full of fat."

"So you believe that I am one in a million this time! You always say that I am lucky to know you, and you are the one who picked up the treasure."

"Well, it's my luck to know you." Su Luo echoed in a low voice, "I love you."

Zhao Hengfeng lowered his head and rubbed against Su Luo: "I love you too."

Su Luo thought of something again, and changed the topic: "I regret not confessing our relationship with my parents, so much so that when someone asked me if a friend died, I didn't dare to answer honestly."

"Do you want to scare their old couple to death? Tell them that their son not only likes the same sex, but also has sex with his driver?"

"You are so nice, they have no reason not to accept you."

"It has nothing to do with whether it's good or not. It's been hidden until now, so let's continue to hide it until the right time, good boy."

"Oh, good..." Su Luo reluctantly agreed.

Zhao Hengfeng continued to exhort worriedly: "Talk to your parents well, don't be impatient. Your father is a bit of a bureaucrat, but it is his success in his career that allows you to enjoy a high-quality life. They don't matter what they think of me, I Don't mind, don't be stupid to vent your anger on them again."

"You're not here, it's so boring at home."

"Then you play the piano for me, I can hear it."

"Really? That's great!"

Su Luo thought of other things, and when she was about to speak, Jiang, who was eating melons, strolled over and interrupted the two of them: "It's about time, it's time to go."

"Go? Where are you going?" Su Luo panicked instantly, and hurriedly asked Zhao Hengfeng, "Are you leaving?"

"Don't go, don't go," Zhao Hengfeng hurriedly comforted, "I'm usually in the state of a soul, so you can't see me. Now with the help of this doctor (?) we can get in touch."

Jiang Mu explained: "I pulled the consciousness of both of you into the illusion I created, so that you can touch each other. Alright, let's talk about the rest."

Su Luo tightly grabbed the corner of her lover's clothes: "I don't want to be separated!"

"It won't be separated, you just can't see me." Zhao Hengfeng grabbed Su Luo's little hand, put it to his lips and kissed it lightly, "I will always be by your side and accompany you, forever."

Su Luo still wanted to have sex with her lover for a while longer, but in the blink of an eye, she was already lying on the hospital bed, and the snow-white ceiling showed that he had already returned to the hospital.

"Hengfeng!" He suddenly sat up and shouted.The sweltering feeling in the illusion has not dissipated, he is still in the hot summer in a trance, and the back of his hand is icy cold from his lover's kiss.

There was a "bang" sound from the corner of the bed, which completely shocked Su Luo back to reality. He scanned his surroundings, but he couldn't see Zhao Hengfeng at all.Was it just a dream or did it really happen?

Jiang Mu came over with a smirk and asked Su Luo if he had any questions.

——Just now when Qi Fen woke up, he realized that he was still paralyzed in Jiang Mu's arms, and kicked when he turned around, but his newly awakened body didn't obey the command, and kicked on the iron frame of the bed. I shed tears.

"Is he still around?" Su Luo asked.

Jiang Mu looked around: "Now, I can just feel his presence, but I'm not good at psychic stuff."

"Is there any way for me to see him again?" Knowing that my lover is by my side, but being separated by life and death, this feeling is too painful!

"Two ways." Jiang Mu said, "One is to continue looking for me, [-] yuan a time, and make an appointment in advance, but I can't guarantee that calling the soul into the illusion for many times will not hurt him. The other way, you Just learn to psychic."

"Where can I learn?" Su Luo's eyes sparkled, full of expectation.

"I can introduce you to a master, but what you can learn depends on your talent." Jiang Mu took out a piece of paper and wrote down a string of mobile phone numbers for Su Luo, "I have only learned superficially after studying for a long time, you If you succeed in studying, you will help me for free when I need help."

"Yeah, sure!"

"Then remember what you promised me before, you should leave the hospital quickly. The hospital is inherently dark, and the soul of the dead is more likely to affect other people."

Su Luo nodded hastily: "By the way, he has helped me so many times, the damage must have been serious, is it really all right?"

"Go ask this person," Jiang Mu pointed to the note, "He is very powerful, as long as he is willing to help you, even if there is a problem, it will be fine."

"En." Su Luo squeezed the note, her eyes were fiery.

It was already the end of the visiting time, Jiang Mu didn't say any more, and asked Qi Fen to leave together.

When I went out to the corridor, I heard Hu Haitian's loud and clear national anthem again, and the lingering lingering sound continued for three days.

"This singing really has a sense of rhythm." Jiang Mu sighed.

Qi Fen still hated the sedative he had been misappropriated without authorization, so he hummed softly as a response, and didn't say a word until he was sent out.

"You have a big temper," Jiang Mu teased, "Then see you tomorrow."