Psychiatric Internship Records

No way, is it possible that in the future every time I have a dream, I still have to worry about something coming to life in the dream?How does this make for a good night's sleep!

Jiang Mu said in relief: "It's okay, if it happens, if you don't like it, I'll help you pull it out."

Qi Fen didn't listen to Jiang Mu's comfort, and his mind was full of worries about whether there were living creatures in his dream.Is there something wrong with the bird you dreamed about last night?Otherwise, how could it twist the kettle lid by itself!No, the tree with long legs that can run, and I can never catch up is the only problem, obviously abnormal!

Seeing that Qi Fen was lost in wild thoughts, Jiang Mu stretched out his hand and snapped his fingers in front of him to wake him up: "Don't think about it, you have nothing in your dream now. The more you pay attention to the dream, the more likely you will have nightmares, just like Fu Dan As if."

"Oh, that's good." Qi Fen took a sip of water from his teacup to ease his embarrassment.

Jiang Mu took the sashimi porridge brought by the waiter in a good mood, sipped it slowly spoon by spoon, and decided not to tell Qi Fen that the nightmare would look the same as the original owner, so it was easy to identify.He couldn't help but imagine that if Qi Fen had a nightmare in the future, it would be more interesting for the two little Qi Fen to get together.

After eating this meal, Qi Fen was restless, his mind was full of monsters like snakes, ghosts and bulls in his dreams, he chatted with Jiang Mu without any match, often answered irrelevant questions, and was paid by Jiang Mu in advance I don't even know the account.

"This meal is not counted by you, you still owe me a meal." Jiang Mu said as he signed his card after swiping his card.

Qi Fen hurriedly took out his wallet: "I, I'll give you the money."

"No, who made you absent-minded just now."

"..." Why do you feel like you've been tricked again?

After the two of them finished their meal, when they returned to the second ward together, several visiting family members had already gathered outside the door. A young nurse who had just graduated was explaining the precautions to them. Most of the family members came here for the first time. Knowing this set of rules, he distractedly played with his mobile phone and waited for the nurse to finish speaking.

Qi Fen said hello to the security guard, and after registering, he brought Jiang Mu in without waiting.

"The privileged class is good!" Jiang Mu enjoyed the special treatment, and sighed pretendingly after Qi Fen.

...He is so annoying, can I slap him!

Resisting the urge to hit someone, Qi Fen went straight to Zha En's ward without making a sound, but was grabbed by Jiang Mu when passing by a certain ward.

"Passed by, here."

"Didn't you go to Zha En?" Qi Fen pointed to the front.

"I can't find Zha En." Jiang Mu explained, turned around and knocked on the door, and the people inside answered and opened the door to enter.

Qi Fen looked at the nameplate at the door and found that this was Su Luo's ward.

Since Su Luo never showed any suicidal tendencies, in order to save the already limited medical resources, no nurses were sent to monitor her 24 hours a day.At this time, there was only Su Luo in the ward, sitting alone on the bed with her knees hugged.He buried his head in his knees, and didn't look up when he heard someone walking in. He just asked "what's the matter" in a low voice, lifeless.

Jiang Mu didn't answer right away, but instead looked around, frowned and pondered for a while, before asking, "Has anyone died near you?"

Su Luo was stunned for a moment, looked up at Jiang Mu, blinked and asked in doubt, "Aren't you a doctor?"

"Not a doctor in this hospital."

"Oh." Su Luo returned to the boring state before, and dealt with it casually: "There was a car accident."

"Did someone close to you die?" Jiang Mu asked.

"..." Su Luo was silent for a moment, then shook her head, and put her face on her knee again, "No."

Jiang Mu didn't ask any more questions, and stared at Su Luo silently, as if evaluating in his heart, thinking whether to help the depressed young man in front of him.

"He suffered from stress disorder after the car accident," Qi Fen took the opportunity to quietly explain to Jiang Mu, his voice was very soft to avoid Su Luo's hearing, "The vehicle suddenly lost control and hit a large truck next to it. The driver died on the spot, and he narrowly escaped. Before He was sent in because of multiple suicides."

Jiang Mu didn't respond, so Qi Fen wondered if his voice was too low. He didn't hear it, so he called out again: "Hey, did you hear that? Don't make trouble here, go to Zha En's place."

This is a second-generation official, not easy to mess with, in case people hold grudges, how can you be a doctor in the future!Qi Fen worriedly tugged at the corner of Jiang Muyi slightly, reminding him calmly.

Jiang Mu rubbed Qi Fen's head with his backhand, continued to look at Su Luo, and did not respond to Qi Fen.

Ah, that's enough, Qi Fen held his hair messed up by Jiang Mu, and complained in his heart, what's going on with love, I only worry about you when I'm really free.

After a while, Jiang Mu broke the silence: "I can help you if you want to see him again."

Su Luo suddenly raised her head, looked at Jiang Mu in astonishment, her thin lips parted slightly, as if she was too shocked to speak.

Jiang Mu took out his business card from his pocket, and handed it to Su Luo a few steps forward: "You can find me when you need it."

Su Luo stared blankly at Jiang Mu's business card, unable to understand what Jiang Mu said for a moment.How could it be possible to see him again?I will never see you again!Thinking of this, tears dripped uncontrollably, soaking the business card in his hand.

Jiang Mu was about to leave, and before leaving, he said: "I suggest you not to commit suicide again, if you do it again, he won't be able to save you."

Jiang Mu's words were like a bolt from the blue to Su Luo, he immediately got up from the bed and grabbed Jiang Mu's cuff to prevent him from leaving.He was like a traveler who found an oasis in the desert, ecstatic: "Is he saving me? Is he around?" He looked around, the cold ward remained unchanged, "Can I really see him again? "

"Yes." Jiang Mu withdrew his arm from Su Luo's hand, "The charge is one hundred thousand."

"The price doesn't matter, as long as you can afford it." Su Luo nodded impatiently, her expression full of expectation, "Is it really possible? What should I do?"

Jiang Mu didn't bother to reaffirm it, but turned his eyes to Qi Fen who was standing at the door, and made a second request to Su Luo: "Also, tell your family to take you out of the hospital after reading it, this place is not suitable for him."

"No problem, no problem." Su Luo agreed without hesitation, and eagerly asked again: "What should I do?"

"..." Jiang Mu looked at Su Luo, secretly evaluated the other party's mental state, and then ordered: "Sleep."

"Okay!" Su Luo hurriedly turned over and lay down, closed her eyes and waited for a few seconds, then asked earnestly: "And then?"

"sleep."

Su Luo opened her eyes again, pricking her eyes aggrievedly: "I can't sleep, I'm too excited."

Jiang Mu glanced at his watch, and felt that there was not enough time to continue the delay. He turned around and pulled Qi Fen, who had been a passer-by, over in two steps. Taking advantage of his unpreparedness, he took out the sedative in his white coat pocket.

"Hey, what are you doing!" Qi Fen rushed forward to stop him, but was separated by Jiang Mu's body, only to see Jiang Mu skillfully injecting the sedative into the vein on the back of Su Luo's hand.

"How can you mess around?" Qi Fen dissatisfied, pushed Jiang Mu back hard, and stood by the bed worriedly to observe Su Luo's situation.After a while, he closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

Qi Fen reckoned that the dosage was not large, and it shouldn't cause any harm to the patient's body, but this is the director's patient, how should he explain this to the director?

"Do you want to go and have a look too?" Jiang Mu approached from behind Qi Fen, lowered his head and asked in his ear.

Qi Fen was annoyed because he gave Su Luo a sedative in violation of regulations, and replied impatiently: "What are you looking at? No."

"Oh." Jiang Mu reached out and hugged Qi Fen's waist from behind, pulling him into his arms, thinking about how to make this writhing rabbit fall asleep, and was pleasantly surprised to find that there was still a piece of paper in his other pocket. There was a shot of sedative, he took it out and tore open the package, pinched the syringe into his neck muscle, injected part of the liquid into it, and said softly, "Go and have a look, don't you need to collect cases?"

"Why are you stabbing me!" Qi Fen leaned on Jiang Mu, struggling to leave him, but was imprisoned by the arms around his waist, tightly pressed into his arms.

He raised his head and glared at Jiang Mu angrily, while the other party was looking down at him with a smile, indifferent to his struggle, as relaxed as a cat that easily caught a mouse.

Qi Fen tried his best to push Jiang Mu away, but gradually lost his strength. Drowsiness hit him, his body was weak, and he barely stood up supported by Jiang Mu's arms.He tried his best to raise his spirits to resist drowsiness, but he fell asleep unstoppably under the influence of the medicine.

When Qi Fen woke up, he was still leaning against Jiang Mu, and the sunlight came in from the window, making him unable to open his eyes.The air is humid and stuffy, the sound of cicadas flows into the room, the fine dust can't hide under the light, the desk is tidy, the bed is clean, the oversized TV is hung on the wall, and the game discs are scattered all over the place, as if the owner of the room I just finished playing, and I haven't had time to clean up in the future.

This is where?

Qi Fen is sure that he has never been to this place before. A bedroom over 20 square meters like this is simply a fantasy in a dream. Once there, one can remember it for a lifetime!

"Where is this... um..."

Qi Fen asked in surprise, but Jiang Mu covered his mouth and swallowed back the second half of the sentence.He glared at Jiang Mu sideways in annoyance, unable to make a sound, he could only ask him what he was doing again with his eyes.

Jiang Mu put his index finger in front of his mouth, signaling Qi Fen to silence, and then pointed in the direction of the door of the room.

It was only then that Qi Fen noticed that the bedroom door was open, and Su Luo was in a daze in the corridor, leaning forward on the floor-to-ceiling window, staring straight outside, the sadness in her eyes was about to turn into reality.He clings to the glass, wanting to pass through the glass and reach the opposite side, but he is afraid of shattering this beautiful dream, so he dares not move.

Qi Fen approached quietly on tiptoe, only to find that this is actually the first floor, outside the corridor is a well-manicured garden, the back door of the courtyard is hidden in colorful flower clusters, and a tall and thin figure looms outside the door.

"Is this a dream?" Su Luo asked sobbingly, tears streaming down her face and falling on the floor-to-ceiling windows, "He was afraid of being discovered by my parents, so he didn't dare to come in and look for me, so he often waited at the backyard gate. You can see him when you leave the bedroom."

Su Luo stared intently at the figure outside the courtyard, as if worried that the person would disappear if she looked away: "Is this a dream? Can I never wake up again?"

"It's not a dream." Jiang Mu suddenly replied, "He's waiting for you."

Su Luo was slightly startled, and in disbelief, she noticed that the figure outside the courtyard waved at him, as if calling him to come over.After a few seconds, Su Luo suddenly ran towards the door on the other side of the corridor. He ran into the courtyard, jumped across the familiar bluestone road, bypassed the four-cornered gazebo that was scorched by the sun, and rushed towards the door that was always waiting outside the door. the man looking at him.