Psychiatric Internship Records

Case [-] ●How to die?

After a busy morning, Qi Fen did nothing but run errands for Jiang Mu.After going to the office to change into a white coat, Wei Kai arranged to teach the rotation interns the hospital management system, teaching them how to make medical orders, check cases and write medical records.

A few interns chattered and asked questions non-stop, Qi Fen's mouth was dry and his brain hurt.

Interns do not have the right to make prescriptions, nor can they manage the bed alone. Learning this system is extracurricular learning, which is of little significance.Qi Fen very much suspected that they had annoyed Wei Kai, so he sent them to learn something casually.

After figuring this out, Qi Fen simply left the computer to them, logged into a read-only account, and let them think about it at will.

When I looked up, I found that it was past 12 o'clock, and the office was deserted, only Dr. Li Honglei was on duty and the interns who were working on computers were left.

The lunch break of the Third Hospital starts at 11:45, and one doctor will be on duty for lunch, and the others can rest until 1:1.Usually at 30 o'clock, they have already gone to the cafeteria to eat one after another. If you go late, there will be too many people and you will not be able to find a seat. Qi Fen also hurriedly took it

The meal card went out, secretly hoping that Wei Kai would help him get a seat.

Before going out, the head nurse Huo Ye strode in and glanced around: "Have you all gone to eat?"

Li Honglei: "Well, what's the matter?"

"Come here..." Huo Ye hesitated for a moment, then turned to Qi Fen and ordered: "Forget it, Qi Fen come here."

When Qi Fen was arrested, his intuition told him that it would not be a pleasant thing, so he hurriedly turned him down: "I'm going to eat, can I take a while?"

Huo Ye: "Find someone to bring you food back."

... It's definitely not a good thing if you can't even catch up with lunch!

But Qi Fen didn't reject Huo Ye's capital. No one in the entire ward could disobey Huo Ye's orders, even Director Du Hua had to listen. Who made her not only highly skilled, but also the director's wife!

So he resigned to his fate and asked the intern to help him buy food, gave up the rest time, and followed Huo Ye to listen to her orders.

Huo Ye said as he walked: "The 3-bed patient was admitted to the hospital yesterday afternoon. PTSD, he was recuperating at home, but yesterday his family members said that he kept trying to commit suicide, so he was rushed to the hospital for treatment."

PTSD, post-traumatic stress disorder, as the name suggests, is a delayed and persistent mental disorder in individuals after experiencing serious injury or death, threats to physical integrity.

Qi Fen: "What causes the patient's PTSD?"

"Car accident." Huo Ye briefly introduced: "He tried to commit suicide twice this morning. One time he wanted to jump out of the window, but he couldn't get out because of the railing. The second time, the bed sheet hung himself on the window railing, but there were not enough railings." Gao was unsuccessful and was stopped by the nurse."

Qi Fen: "What do I need to do?"

"Look at him, don't let him die." Huo Ye said, "It would be better to give him psychological treatment."

"Can't you put on a restraint belt?"

"No. It is said that he is the only son of a certain leader of the Health X Bureau. It's a baby!" Huo Ye snorted, "It is specified that his son cannot be tied up, and he cannot be hurt."

"...Can't take care of it all the time?" Qi Fen was speechless, "Then it would be nice for him to hire someone to watch at home."

"Hehe, think of us as service personnel." Huo Ye sneered uncomfortably, "There are not enough people at noon, you go and watch first, and I will discuss it with Director Du later."

Qi Fen had no choice but to take orders to take care of the second-generation official patient.

When Qi Fen heard Huo Ye's introduction, what appeared in his mind was an annoying playboy, the kind of ruffian.It wasn't until I walked into Ward 403 that I realized that the man was just a child who had just grown up, not tall, with a baby face wrinkled together due to sorrow, full of childlike innocence, making people want to heal him and restore his original lively and cuteness.

He was rummaging through boxes and boxes looking for something.

Due to the fear of patients being injured and self-mutilated, there are not many living utensils, especially sharp objects, in the ward.

Both the bed and the bedside table are specially made, nailed into the wall and cannot be moved arbitrarily, and the corners are rounded.Doctors and nurses take all the medical equipment as they use it, and as much as they bring in, they need to take away. Nothing can be left for patients. Even chairs are non-standard furniture, and only a few mild patients can apply.

There is always a water cup in the room, an old-fashioned steel cup, which is resistant to falling and cracking.With such precautions, there have been patients who wanted to suffocate themselves in the water cup, but the chin got stuck in it and couldn’t get out. The hospital leader almost forbade the ward to prepare water cups because of this, and then felt that it was inhumane and sent one during the day. Take it away at night.

So Qi Fen really couldn't figure out what this guy was looking for.

He walked around the bed, staring fixedly at the floor. If his sight was real, he would probably have poked countless holes in the floor.

"What are you looking for?" Qi Fen couldn't help asking.

"Probe." Su Luo replied without raising his head, and continued to search carefully.

"Probe? Monitoring? There is no monitoring in the room, only in the corridor."

"Impossible!" Su Luo retorted, "Then why did the nurse rush over just as soon as I started? They must have seen it from somewhere."

"Probably happened to pass by, after all, they will always patrol to guard against accidents." Accidents like yours!

Su Luo was still suspicious: "Really?"

"Really not!" Qi Fen was categorical, "Public hospitals, where is the money to install surveillance cameras in each room? Thinking about it, it's impossible."

"Oh..." Su Luo sat back on the bed with her head drooping, and said to herself, "Why is it so hard to want to die...?"

Major depressive disorder from PTSD?Qi Fen guessed.

To prevent Su Luo from digging into the corner alone, Qi Fen changed the subject to attract his attention: "I heard that your father is an official? I really dote on you."

"That's right." Su Luo replied, "I'm an official, I don't know their titles too well. It's so boring to be bureaucratic at home all day."

You, the second generation of officials, still despise your father!If it wasn't for your father, he would have tied you to the bed long ago, why would I be used to watch you.

Qi Fen didn't eat lunch, his stomach was growling, and he could only stand without a place to sit, and his mood became irritated, and his tone was a little impatient: "At least my family is rich, so I don't have to worry about anything, what do I want to buy? What to buy." I really don't know the blessing in the blessing!

"There's nothing good except being rich!" Su Luo snorted, "And it's not that I can get whatever I want, there is one thing I can't get!"

"What?" Qi Fen cooperated with him and asked.Could it be that love cannot be bought?Vulgar!Bad review!

Su Luo: "Death!"

"..."

What?Isn't it easy to die?Didn't you see that I was starving to death?Qi Fen rubbed his stomach, and suddenly became speechless, this kid from a rich family just loves to think wildly.

Regardless of whether the other party responded or not, Su Luo continued on her own: "Doctor, why do you think I can't die?"

Because someone who cares about you is saving you!

Su Luo: "I tried many ways to die, but every time I failed. I would suddenly vomit after taking sleeping pills, and I vomited out as soon as I swallowed it. When I cut my wrist, such a sharp knife cut my wrist, and it actually curled up. ?! If you hang yourself, let’s not talk about the rope breaking. If you jump from ten floors, you can hang on the tree and die!”

Qi Fen didn't take it seriously at first, but the more he listened to the clinker, the more he respected him. This buddy must have been rejected by the underworld!What a magnificent experience!

He couldn't help asking curiously, "How many ways to die have you tried?"

"There are so many." Su Luo counted with her fingers, opened and closed them a few times, "Too many, I can't count them. Anyway, I have tried almost everything that can be found on Baidu. Drowning, fire, gas...etc. Wait, I even drank paraquat!"

"How did you survive with paraquat?" Others can understand, this drink can still be alive, aliens, right?

"The Taobao store sells fake products, tap water in bottles." Su Luo was annoyed, "I planned to buy it again at another store, but my parents found out and sent me here crying."

Qi Fen really didn't know whether to evaluate him as bad luck or good luck.

"Why are you so obsessed with death?"

Ordinary people, after experiencing the danger of dying such as drowning and jumping off a building, will realize the preciousness of life and give up suicide.But it is different for patients with mental disorders. They cannot normally experience the sense of danger. In an abnormal mental state, they will continue to try to commit suicide until they succeed.Suicide is also the symptom most hospitals choose to treat with the highest priority.

Su Luo was excited and incoherent: "Death is my right! No one can deprive me of my choice to die. I don't want to die and I can't die are two different concepts. So after I found out that I couldn't die, I kept trying to commit suicide! I want to get my death back. s right!"

What logic!Qi Fen concluded for him: "So you committed suicide just to prove that you can die?"

"That's right!" Su Luo affirmed.

"Then when you prove it, wouldn't you really be dead?! What's the point of proof?"

"The meaning is that I have regained my due rights!"

Can't understand hey!Qi Fen was dizzy by Su Luo's logic, so he jumped out of the way of thinking of a mental patient, and guided in another direction: "Then it is impossible for you to commit suicide successfully in the hospital."

"I can see it," Su Luo sighed disappointedly, "It was stopped before anything happened, it's no use at all."

"So stop trying to kill yourself, okay?"

"I don't have any tools to try!" Su Luo looked around the ward, "Just break the cup, what can I do? Stab the anal fissure in the chrysanthemum and die?"

Fuck? ? ?Can there be such a way to die?Qi Fen was shocked, and quickly snatched the cup over and held it tightly in his hand. For a moment, he felt that the cup was faintly hot, as if he was holding Su Luo's chrysanthemum of life.

Su Luo fell into silence, Qi Fen was afraid that he would come up with some weird suicide method, so he didn't dare to speak easily.

Not long after, the door of the ward was gently pushed open, and a little nurse walked in with a chair, poking her head in: "Qi Fen, I'm here to take over, you go and rest."

Qi Fen heaved a sigh of relief, thanked the little nurse, and when walking out, handed her Su Luo's cup as well, reminding her not to let go of it.

The little nurse wondered: "Why are you holding the cup?"

"Prevent him from committing suicide."

The little nurse is naive and romantic: "How did the cup commit suicide?"

"...Don't ask, just take it."

Qi Fen bid farewell to the part of his morals that fell on the ground, and ran towards lunch without looking back.