Squad leader, please be more reserved

To be honest, Yisheng is a little confused now.

He didn't expect Qi Silang to come to visit him, even though he was just licking the apple his mother bought today with Erlang's legs crossed, and he hasn't given him a look since he came in.

But so what?He is happy.

In the cold winter, soaking cold hands in warm water is very warm and comfortable.Yisheng's mood was just like that, it wasn't the warmth of hugging him and kissing him, but the constant flow of water, making him willing to look at Qi Silang for the rest of his life.

Qi Silang is a piece of treasure, or a piece of gold and jade, but also a treasure of gold and jade.

From the first time I saw him in the physics competition, I thought the boy was really good-looking, and from the time he reacted to me, he always dreamed of him.

At a young age, a good-looking boy who has desires for you, and this boy happens to live across the building from your grandfather's house.

Yisheng can always see him, he is drying clothes on the balcony, jumping on the bed, reading at the table, eating snacks at the window...

He couldn't see Qi Silang's expression clearly, but he felt that he must be smiling, very happy.

He can feel it.

He never knew that a person could live such a vivid life, without understanding, just emotions and sorrows can make people dream.

But he also has unhappy moments.

Yisheng saw him a few times, all at night, sitting at the table alone, not knowing where he was looking or what he was thinking about.

Later, when he had recuperated and returned to his home, he always liked to look at the opposite side. The habit was really scary.

However, something more terrifying is yet to come.

They went to the same school, and their classes were at the end of the corridor.

He was near the stairs, and Qi Silang was near the toilet.

That year, he often ran to the toilet after class, and then took advantage of the other party's attention and sneaked a few glances, just like a mouse that ate rice, feeling sweet in his heart.

Of course, he would be happier if his classmates didn't care about the frequent urination problem for a year and even raised the issue of kidney function.

He lived for 18 years, not much, even less, but all the stupid things he did were given to Qi Silang.

Take a peek, it's all small, he also wrote small notes, encouraging, comforting, funny, everything.I have also sent small things, ointments, souvenirs, birthday gifts, whatever is missing.

Thinking about it now, he is better than a spy. If he had been born in the past, our Chinese sons and daughters might have been liberated two years earlier.

In this way, the warmth of a year was sent. In the summer vacation after the first year of high school, there was a certain day, Yin Qing couldn’t remember, anyway, there was a day when he thought about that kid crazy, and he suddenly realized that he seemed to have gone astray long ago. up.

He seemed to have bent himself.

This fucking life.

Yisheng is straight, he can raise the flag while watching pornographic movies, and all the girls are under him when he is masturbating, but since he understands the feelings of his deviation, he has become more and more sideways.

For example, in the past, he always dreamed about Qi Silang, but it was just a dream, very simple, and the biggest criterion was that he urinated together and touched Qi's dick for no reason.

Since then, his dreams have never been pure.

Holding hands, hugging, kissing, going to bed, making him unable to get up, and there is still a chance for him to divert in time!

People say that three chance encounters is destiny.From the physics competition to the same school, twice.

So, he made a bet with himself, he said, Yisheng, there are more than [-] classes in the school's arts and sciences, if you can be in the same class as Qi Silang, it is God's will, God's will can't be violated, he is destined to be your wife , You have to grab it back if you grab it!

If he lost, he didn't dare to think about it.

He won anyway.

Yisheng was quite afraid of being rejected by Qi Silang, and he also liked to tease him, so he kept being ambiguous but didn't explain clearly, and he thought he was quite clear.

He accidentally heard someone say that he wanted to confess his love to Qi Silang, a boy, although he didn't want to admit it, but he was really good-looking.

He was a little panicked now, Qi Silang should like him, he understands rationally, but what if he foolishly agreed to others, Yisheng couldn't tolerate it emotionally.

He really cared about Qi Silang too much, and couldn't bear that he wasn't his own.

He went to him, kissed him forcefully, forced him to say that he liked him, but in the end he forced him away.

Yisheng regretted it, what he wanted to say was, Qi Silang, I like you, let's be together.

The apple in Qi Silang's hand fell to the ground, did Yisheng confess to him?Did he hear correctly?

The author has something to say:

After all, the big squad leader is the one above, so he is relatively decisive.

And he bent himself, so it is easier to accept than being bent by others.

There are about two or three chapters left.