Obsessed with father and son weaving dreams

again.

I dreamed about meeting Dr. Xiao Yan just now, and felt like going back in time. At that time, my mood, thoughts, feelings, and cognitions were all the same as if they happened yesterday. The impression was too deep.

There is no window in this ward, and the colors that the eyes can see are mostly white and blue clouds, and the sky is blue, but

Seeing these things, Yao Nasi became even more depressed, and a small light came on in her head. Doctor Xiao Yan bought her a lot of snacks yesterday, and she guessed right that they must be in the room, as well as beautiful clothes.

Yao Nasi searched hard, and finally took out a large bag of snacks from the middle of the cabinet. She was tearing open the bread bag to fill her stomach. Dr. Xiao Yan entered 152 with the meal he had just ordered from the cafeteria. Looking at the back view on the bed, there are many snack packaging bags on the ground, Xiao Yan chuckled lightly, he was really hungry.

"Doctor Xiao Yan, where have you been?" Yao Nasi ran over, hugged Xiao Yan and acted like a baby, and Xian Bao lifted an opened bag of biscuits to Xiao Yan's mouth.

Xiao Yan frowned, and nodded Yao Nasi's lovely nose, "You eat! I'm not hungry." Xiao Yan raised the lunch box in his hand, "Would you like some food?"

Yao Nasi doesn't really want to eat. These days, sometimes for lunch in the morning, no matter what she eats, there is always a bad smell on the tip of her nose, which can't go away.

It's not that Yao Nasi has never thought about whether Dr. Xiao Yan would joke with her and make her eat bad food on purpose, or whether Dr. Xiao Yan would test her to see if she has a good temper. If she passes the test, she can be Dr. Xiao Yan's girlfriend .

Either way, she was too embarrassed to ask.

Yao Nasi thought, no matter what Dr. Xiao Yan is doing, as long as Dr. Xiao Yan stays with her in the end, it doesn't matter even if she is facing a gangster.

Yao Nasi was full of anticipation, and took the initiative to open the multi-faceted portable lunch box, four exquisite lotus colorful buns, a dish of fried broccoli, and a side of mung bean and millet porridge. Although it was very simple, Yao Nasi still felt happy and enjoyed the habitual feeding of Doctor Xiao Yan.

Xiao Yan felt uncomfortable. It wasn't just the man who suffered so much innocently and was harmed like this.

He alone felt that if a man was in a sober state, he might not have the courage to stand in front of him after learning the whole truth. How could there be such a stupid and infatuated person in the world?

Frankly speaking, Xiao Yan actually blamed him, especially during the three years when he was forced to leave the man's side, he did not testify against the man.

He didn't talk about how he was with men before, and he never thought about confessing his suspicions about his elder brother's father.

The only thing in his eyes is his father who has regained his love for him, and occasionally refuses to admit that he can't restrain his fantasy in his spare time.

One day, this man will regret it, steal him away, and take him home by force, even if he runs away like a man and a woman elope.

As long as the man turns his head back, he will definitely follow him without hesitation.

Xiao Yan just waited for him like that, even went through a lot of hardships, went to the simple old teahouse that was taken away from the man thousands of times, worried that he would have a vague impression of the man after a long time, and passed by.

So he kept looking at the photos that were carefully torn from the marriage certificate secretly brought out from the home that was once so warm to him, carrying them behind his back, copying one after another for fear that his memory was not good enough, waiting silently, begging silently.

Xiao Yan waited from elementary school to middle school, and from middle school until a man became his only sexual fantasy, and never once appeared in his dreams.

Later he went to South Korea disappointed, maybe because he didn't live in this dreamy prince charming palace since he was a child, but he just felt that everything was good, and his family and affection could not be compared with this person.

Yilai stretched out his hands and rice came to open his mouth. He didn't even have to plan his life completely by himself. Someone had thought of everything for him and arranged for him the future. way to go.

But he will definitely do his best to find a man, and ask him, although Rongqing Cheng Xiaoyan is not your own son, he will accompany you to grow old, can you give Xiao Yan a place to stay by your side forever?

Too many accidents, unexpected, uncontrollable, created the situation today, Xiao Yan admits that he likes her like this, but he has already fallen into the rose with thorns.

That was the night of the overnight transformation many years ago.

It was the first time that such a gentle man hit him, and the snowflakes fell on the paternity test paper, which was sharper than a knife and scratched his face.

Perhaps Xiao Yan harbored a masochistic desire in his bones. On the day that he could never forget for many years, when others thought about fear or resentment, he didn't have those two feelings that ordinary people should have. Instead, he felt excited and his blood boiled.

Maybe pass it on to that bitch!He only felt that he was a short-lived man, even the first time he grew up driven by the dream of being whipped.

The man asked him over and over whose son it was. At that time, the woman had become a mummified corpse that could not speak or feel. At that time, he did not answer, and he could not tell. He did not know how many lovers that woman had had?

I don't know which irresponsible man gave birth to him with a woman who had been looking forward to flying on a branch and becoming a phoenix!

The woman in my memory is indifferent to herself. If it weren’t for the man who has always been kind to him, it would be good to have the one who fell down, hugged him, cried when he was wronged, sent him to school, took him out for crazy fun during the holidays, packed his schoolbag, and used his time to help him with his homework. Dad, he would think that he was probably a picked child.

He didn't know, so he couldn't answer the man's yelling and questioning.

At that time, he didn't hate it, because he knew that the woman who took care of her father all day long betrayed her father who loved her so much.

Xiao Yan didn't understand why his father liked her so much. Every time he went out to play, he never forgot that woman's gift. Every time that woman celebrated her birthday, there would be a lot of ostentation. Dad would try to satisfy her with whatever a woman wanted, but women never With a good face, the two of them will always look at them as enemies.

Although his father always tried his best to create a good environment for him, he took a leave of absence and came home one uncomfortable afternoon. He saw a familiar cross-country sports car parked downstairs, heard the sound of blushing and heartbeat, and leaned against the crack of the door to see that The shocking scene shocked his heart, he was so frightened that he wanted to tell his father, but he was worried that his father would not be able to bear it, so he hurried downstairs and waited anxiously for someone far away with guilt.

He thought he had successfully concealed it, until one night when he was thirsty and wanted to open the door to pour water, there was arguing in the living room without turning on the light, and there was even an impact that was overturned to the ground, perhaps too intense, neither of them noticed. A beam of light falls on the floor tiles.

It was the first time they had such a big conflict. Originally, Xiao Yan planned to help his father, but after hearing that his father was begging that woman not to leave, he kept saying that Yan Yan couldn't live without you, begging without self-esteem, he closed the door cruelly , Even turned off the lights by accident, deceiving himself that he didn't know anything.

But his ear was on the door and he listened to the woman yelling at her. Those words were ugly. Xiao Yan hoped that the woman would leave quickly, and it would be best not to come back again.

In Xiao Yan's eyes, women don't have any affection for Wenxin's family, and they even look down on the poor man who listens to everything after marriage and has no machismo. .

In order to pursue happiness in the future, she struggled to break free and smashed something in the past. The response was a muffled groan and a crisp clang. He quietly walked away in the dark, "Nasi." Xiao Yan heard his father shouting hoarsely, the shadow did not stop, and chased him out, Xiao Yan did not have time to call his father.

Xiao Yan turned on the light in the living room. Just now he was very abnormal, like the dark side of the devil was completely released. Thinking about it, he was afraid of such a dark psychology full of evil. The living room was messy, and the ivory table for eating was overturned. On the ground, Jingdezhen's genuine Song Dynasty blue vase was broken. It was a birthday present from her father, and now it is stained with bright colors.

Xiao Yan was taken out to play by his father the next day, and even went to the hotel to get a room and did not come home. His father had changed a lot. He would often hear the sound of a phone call, and his father would always go out to answer it mysteriously.

Xiao Yan was very disturbed, thinking that something must have happened, otherwise his father would not suddenly become like this, Xiao Yan regretted not chasing him out that night or seeing what happened on the balcony, abruptly cutting off the growing curiosity Xiao Yan I couldn't concentrate in class, so I decided to go home and have a look.

Xiao Yan didn't hate his father. If that woman hadn't messed around, nothing would have happened. It was all the man's fault, and he was the murderer in the final analysis.

Protagonists: Xiao Yan, Rong Qingcheng, Xiao Wei, Yao Nasi

Supporting roles: Xiao Li, Xiao Wang, Xiao Zhao, Nurse Wei, Little Nursing Worker

postscript:

Yao Nasi always wanted to know

Does Dr. Xiao Yan like her?

at last

have the answer

Swallows go south

Doctor Xiao Yan, where did you go?