Obsessed with father and son weaving dreams

Xiao Chen didn't expect that someone could call him Wangwang.

Especially the man that he never wanted to see again, standing behind him now, he saw the man who had basically not changed for 23 years when he turned around, except for his old appearance.

The person Xiao Chen deliberately forgot was like a dream but not a dream, facing him with a natural smile on his face, walking towards him step by step.

Xiao Chen felt that his heels were firmly fixed on the ground, and it was difficult to move half a step. The inherent fear was from the body to the depths of the soul.

The man in my memory always walked towards me step by step, evoking the forgotten fragments deep in my mind, the torment that life was worse than death.

Zhang Wang doesn't have a mother. He hasn't had one since he was a child. He has never experienced being cared for by his mother, and he doesn't know what it's like to be loved by a mother.

In his childhood memories, there is only fear, and only the pain that goes deep into the bone marrow accompanies him.

Dad, he never thought that the man in front of him had the right to ask him to call him that in front of him.

There are no perfect parents in the world, even sons who are not filial. Otherwise, how could there be a virtuous and filial Shun in ancient times, so not all parents in the world have the same temperament.

For Xiao Chen, the young Zhang Qian was like a demon.

Zhang Qianhao will deal with him if he is addicted to gambling and drinking. Every time he endures it, Xiao Chen feels that he is walking on the edge of life and death. Zhang Qian will not have any scruples about him. If he drinks too much, he will treat him like a nightmare. When he woke up, he just looked at him indifferently.

He never gave him any warmth, Xiao Chen's greatest wish was to leave his home in Purgatory, even if he died of starvation outside, he was fed up with not having enough to eat every day, suffering and being scolded.

So he secretly took money while Zhang Qian was drunk and left, intending to fend for himself. It was an accident that Xiao Feng adopted him or that he could achieve this kind of achievement now.

Xiao Chen can only use money to solve the problem of his father who is obstinately dependent on him now. He really has no other way. 20 people left.

Xiao Chen, who was in a bad mood, didn't go home directly, and came to the hot dance bar. It wasn't the first time Xiao Chen came here, but Xiao Feng didn't know it.

After Xiao Feng quit his job in the bar, he would come here to drink every time he was in a bad mood. This is a high-end place with strict security facilities, and without a special membership card, it is difficult for ordinary people to enter.

Xiao Chen still remembers the first time he came to this bar, and lost his first love the next day.

He liked spending the whole four years in that class, chasing her in a special way, knowing which school she applied for, he would go there, even though the high tuition fees required him to use his time to work reasonably, but he did not give up any chance to get close to her.

Looking back now, I was really stupid at that time.

In school, Xiao Chen was nicknamed the indifferent male god. In fact, he just doesn't like to interact with people. His unbelievable grades and praise for his appearance are qualified to make girls chase after him, but he has never responded to any of them. people.

The crush on Banhua is an unexpected accident, which originated from a ball game.

There was a long cut in the clothes somewhere, and Banhua found a strong tape to stick it. Although it was weird and ugly, he won the victory smoothly.

Ban Hua had a boyfriend, Xiao Chen could only secretly fall in love with each other secretly, and later they broke up for some unknown reason in the first year of freshman year, and later the boy strongly wanted to get back together, and launched a strong pursuit, only later did Xiao Chen know that the boy had been stepping on his feet. Two boats, that's why Banhua broke up with him. Although the other party is a veritable rich second generation, Banhua firmly refuses to get back together.

Maybe it was because she was irritated and said in front of some male and female classmates that the most popular and indifferent male god was her current boyfriend, and the two of them were dating.

Of course, if there is a good thing to ask Xiao Chen for verification, Xiao Chen knows that he has been used as a shield, so of course he continues to be a cold-faced male god, until the class flower after school takes the initiative to ask him to date him, Xiao Chen finally dreams come true.

But having a girlfriend is not just a simple way of getting along with a boyfriend and a girl. You need to buy gifts to make your girlfriend happy and become a temporary credit card machine for your girlfriend.

Xiao Feng has always been very generous to Xiao Chen. He belongs to the kind of person who asks a hundred for a thousand. He has never said that he has treated him badly. He has never mentioned the matter of having a girlfriend in front of Xiao Feng. play house.

The two of them just went on frequent dates to buy things, gradually Xiao Chen felt that he couldn't bear Ban Hua's consumption style, so he had to ask Xiao Feng for more living expenses.

Xiao Feng never asked him how much money he wanted and why he asked in detail why, Xiao Chen always felt that Xiao Feng was a man and responsible, even though his conscience was a little disturbed, he still accepted it.

Being able to enter this bar is thanks to the generosity of Ban Hua’s ex-boyfriend who brought him here. Money is really a good thing, as long as you want eight generations of ancestors, you can find someone to dig it out for you.

There was a big show in the bar, of course it had been canceled long ago, but Xiao Chen could vaguely see through the crowd that there was an unstoppable link on the stage.

Get angry

If you have anger in your heart and want to vent your anger, all you need to do is throw money on the stage. People can use the props on the stage to clean up whatever they want. If you accept it as a job, everything is fine. What you spend money to buy is to calm your anger.

In the eyes of the rich, the person standing on the stage is not a person, but a punching bag that can make them vent their anger.

Xiao Chen saw a steel pipe firework kung fu passing over Xiao Feng's head in overalls, saw others ruthlessly throwing whips, and even saw a brick, and was covered like that. The shock was too great, and Xiao Chen couldn't listen. What did the rich second generation say around him?

His normal brain has stopped turning, and he was dragged out by the boy who knew everything about him. His eyes hurt, and the corners of his mouth were bleeding. He didn't fight back. On the way back, Xiao Chen kept thinking about Xiao Feng. What kind of person is he?

After thinking for a long time, I didn't come up with an answer. Xiao Feng didn't go home all night. Xiao Chen had long been used to Xiao Feng's habit of not being home. The next day he didn't hesitate and broke up with Banhua. crushed under tremendous pressure.

Xiao Chen has no way to feel at ease and ask Xiao Feng for money to be squandered by others. If he is Xiao Feng's own son, with no conscience and no moral restraint, maybe he will continue to associate with Banhua, even if Banhua chooses to break up with him in the end, They will stick to this relationship that they haven't had time to feel well.

But Xiao Chen is not Xiao Feng's biological son, he has never forgotten his origin.

Xiao Feng believed that being his son not only gave him a warm home, but also made up for the father's love that Xiao Chen couldn't experience in his life. He even paid more than ordinary fathers. Xiao Feng has no obligation to support him all the time. He is studying life, but he has done everything he can to be a real man.

So he should draw a happy ending for his secret love with his own hands. What kind of sacrifice is this? Xiao Chen has been asking himself silently in his heart. Although his heart hurts, he is still alive. If there is no Xiao Feng, he will not have a paragraph worth remembering. love affair.

First love is always beautiful, so Xiao Chen killed a love affair that he didn't have time to say, leaving only a short and beautiful one. It would be sad to think about it, but the reason will always be in the heart, the pain will be better, and everything will pass.

Everyone will abandon Xiao Chen, everyone will leave Xiao Chen, only Xiao Feng will not, as long as Xiao Chen is sad, he will think so.

Gradually, the name Xiao Feng became Xiao Chen’s usual band-aid to heal heartaches, layer after layer, and finally the wounds healed. The name Xiao Feng was also engraved in his heart. It was deep and firm. Can't dig, Xiao Feng.

What kind of person is Xiao Feng?It seems that since the day he became obsessed with the problem, he has been thinking about it and can't figure it out, but he will always be stubborn and boring to find the answer. He always feels that it is very important to him. Very important, very important, he wants to know more about Xiao Feng, everything.

"Hey, Dad, I'm drunk, hurry up and pick me up on ** Road ** Lane, it's too dark, I'm afraid, Dad come pick me up quickly."

"Little bastard, how much wine did you drink? Where did you go? This place doesn't even have a street light. What are you doing here?"

"Dad, I like you."

"Bunny."

"Dad, I like you."

"Why are you so heavy? The alleys are dark and narrow. Be honest and don't move around, or I will throw you into the trash can."

"Dad, I'm very good, don't throw me, don't abandon me, uh."

"Sit down, slow down, you're still crying when you're an adult, look at me, you're vomiting all over me, crying and laughing like crazy."

"Dad, can you give me a kiss? I want to feel my father's love. Let me feel it. I want to feel it."

"You have no bones, you have to lie on me, let go, it's already two o'clock, get up early today, you can get a car, let go, how grown-up you are, and still acting like a baby."

"Dad, do you hate me? Tell me, do you hate me? You just hate me, don't you?"

"Why are you crying again? Is there something wrong with the company? I don't understand some messy things. Is it because of the shortage of working capital? Is it because you have no cash in hand? Talk!"

"..."

"You son of a bitch, you fell asleep so soon, how can you show yourself in front of me."

It was already the next morning when Xiao Chen woke up, the food was in the pot, on the dining table, there was a piece of paper with a □□.

Xiao Chen put away the note, had dinner, packed his luggage and went on a business trip to Japan, left a sheet of paper and went out.

"Brother Feng is at home!"

"You came at a really bad time, Gouzi, and you are eating."

"Brother Feng, that's great, I'm hungry, hey, is Xiaochen asleep?"

"What are you sleeping on? Look up and see what time it is before you go on a business trip to Japan."

"I said, usually as long as you are free,