Pseudo-event physique [female respect]

Longchuan, Lingzhou has been the main fiefdom of the Lou family since ancient times, and has a history longer than that of the General's Mansion.

If the Great General's Mansion falls, even the emperor will not be able to easily shake Lingzhou, where the common people and the nobles belong to the same family. In addition, Lingzhou is rich and fertile, and it is the largest food producing area in the country. , the always low-key Lingzhou Lou family controls the lifeblood of the country quietly.

Compared with Wu Zhouguang's changeable climate, Lingzhou's climate has always been the most standard with four distinct seasons, and there are many types of plants, which are reflected in the self-sufficiency of every household to the greatest extent.

13 years ago, Mingqian was born and grew up in this pristine place.

When Mingqian was born, it was in the cold winter, and the weak constitution from the womb made her almost die early. Fortunately or unfortunately, she had a mother who was a master of medicine, and saved her life in time.

Unlike others, Mingqian has two mothers.

The one who often travels outside calls her mother, and the one who brought her by his side to raise her calls her mother.

When Mingqian didn't know what to remember, she remembered that she would feed her, dress her, tell her bedside stories every night to lull her to sleep, take her to enjoy flowers in the afternoon, greet her when she was sad, and coax her gently and patiently when she was crying. All she had was her clumsy mother who was always rattling things in the house.

Gradually growing up, I also remember that there was one who always liked to wear white clothes, let her sit on her shoulders to reach the fruit on the tree, taught her to cry when she lost her temper with her mother willfully, and would secretly carry her back when she was greedy. The mother gave her delicious food, and when she went out to play with her, she was praised by many people, and she was also taught to read and write.

At the age of three and a half, Mingqian already understood that her parents were like this.

From the outside, there is nothing wrong with her family.A romantic and interesting mother, a beautiful and elegant "father", but her mother told her that he was not called father, but according to the customs of her mother's hometown, she would call her mother.

My mother is a person who loves to laugh, but my mother explained to her that it is called hiding a knife in a smile, so my mother laughed even more.

Mother is a person who never laughs, she is always indifferent, stays in the deep courtyard every day and does not go anywhere, seems not to be curious about the outside world at all, even when facing her mother, her expression is indifferent, Only when looking at her will he show a gentle look.

Mingqian used to think that she was very happy and lucky, until one day, she had just brought two steamed buns from her neighbor's house, and planned to give her mother and mother a taste, when she opened the door and was about to break into her parents' bedroom, when suddenly Startled by a loud noise from the room.

She stood there in a daze, and at the right time, her mother's cold and cruel banter came out of the room: "How could I fall in love with someone who is also a woman, such a strange person like you, I really didn't even hear it!" heard."

No mother's voice was heard, only another burst of movement suddenly sounded, which scared Ming Qian so much that the buns in her arms fell to the ground.

She thought her parents were fighting, so she stood outside the screen and endured it for a long time, but finally she couldn't help but collapsed in fright and cried loudly, rubbing her eyes and going in to persuade the fight.

"Don't fight, don't fight, mother, uh... don't fight, wow..."

In the room, famous wooden tables and chairs were scattered, and there were a few familiar clothes on the floor, which was a mess.

With blurred eyes, Mingqian saw her parents who were "fighting" on the bed and separated in a panic because of her appearance.

The mother copied a coat almost immediately and put it on the mother, and the mother began to struggle and cough the moment the mother left, Mingqian noticed that the corners of her mouth were red and bleeding, all of a sudden I knew they must have fought hard.

She cried so much that she rushed over and hugged her mother's leg tightly, fearing that she would continue to beat her in the past, and tried very dedicatedly to divert her mother's anger.

"Mother, don't be angry, it's all because of my disobedience, hit me, hit me, I won't be naughty anymore, don't hit my mother, I will be good in the future, I will be very good..."

In the dead silent room, there was only the sound of children crying. One of the two adults was still trembling forbearance, the other turned his head to cover his face, coughed once or twice, and remained indifferent to the children's crying.

Seeing that no one seemed to be softening, Mingqian cried even more heartbreakingly. When she was almost dying of crying, her body lightened suddenly, and she was picked up by her mother and sent out.

The guards on standby outside the courtyard picked her up. Fortunately, she was clever and hugged her mother's neck tightly, and continued howling: "I won't go, I won't go, don't fight, don't fight, hit me, mother, you fight!" Me, I will be obedient in the future, don't fight..."

The mother's big hand grabbed her little head, stabilized her rattle-like head, and said in a deep voice: "We don't fight, Mingqian is good, go out and play with the guard sister for a while and then come back, we will make up." OK, okay?"

Mingqian couldn't listen, she kept pushing into her neck, humming and chirping but just didn't listen.

So, was intimidated.

"Didn't Mingqian say that she would be obedient if she didn't fight, huh?"

"..." Mingqian looked at her mother with teary eyes, silently expressing her grievances.

However, it is of no use.

After all, she let go of her hand under the unquestionable gaze of her mother, and was dragged away by the elder sister of the guard, stepping and turning her head three times.

Mother is a very caring person.

This is the conclusion Mingqian came to after seeing the family situation of the friends.

As she grew older, she gradually understood some things, but she still pretended to have a happy family.

Mother kissed her, never loved her mother, she probably couldn't accept such a different kind of home, and she was only held back by the child for a while.

The mother once sighed: Chasing her to the ends of the earth is just a chance encounter.

When Mingqian was four years old, she followed her parents to Heqiu to see the snow. That was the last happy trip for her family of three.

Later, my mother fell ill, and her health became worse day by day, and no medicine could cure her.

She had just learned how to make medicine for her mother, and her mother came to tell her with a serious face, who was hard to get along with at first sight: "Mother wants to take mother to her hometown to seek medical treatment. Bumpy, Mingqian will stay at my aunt's house for a while, and I'll pick you up after my mother's illness is cured, okay?"

How could it be possible for Mingqian to agree, and immediately Sapo relied on her, so she must go with her.

There is nothing that can't be done by acting like a baby, this is something Mingqian has learned since she can remember.

It's just that she doesn't know that only in Lingzhou, life is a honeypot, and acting like a baby is the killer.

If she hadn't followed the past, she might have lived in the honeypot forever, and she wouldn't have such a terrible and sad memory.

Passing through the section of Heqiu, in the carriage that was gradually blown in by the cold wind that took away the warmth, my mother was hugged tightly by her mother, Mingqian held her cold hand, and kept breathing out for her, but no matter what Whether it is warm or not, my mother is also motionless...

Mingqian suddenly felt flustered, hummed twice and couldn't help but want to cry.

She cried, but neither mother nor mother came to touch her head to comfort her.

A night of heavy snow buried the lonely carriage, and Mingqian froze in the middle of the night in the snowy night. The morning sun pierced her eyes under the reflection of the snow particles, and the frozen blood boiled quickly, giving out broken and sharp wailing, as if the night was dispelled by the sun. Ghost, let out a final scream.

When Xuezi found Mingqian, she was wandering around a bandit camp, her face was pale, her pupils were slack, her round eyes were staring, her hands and feet were gesticulating stiffly, immersed in a world that no one could pry into.

After taking her back to the ancestral hall, she didn't sleep, she knelt on the couch and gestured to the air, murmuring words that were completely inaudible, as if she was very anxious, her round eyes were about to burst.

Xuezi's ability has the effect of calming the nerves and calming the mind, but even if she does not restless to comfort her, it can only stop her from gesticulating randomly, but she still refuses to sleep. Mian, I really don't know how she survived like this.

Mingqian has been in this state for a year. Although she has not made any progress, she has stabilized. At the best of times, she can still listen to what she said. Xuezi took this opportunity to try to hypnotize her. The body is well-fed, but unfortunately it has not been ideal.

Mingqian's self-fabricated delusion has become more and more indestructible as time goes by, and she gradually feels deeply powerless.

A year later, Mingqian disappeared.

Before Xuezi had time to despair, the prisoner Lin broke into a slave, and was a slave whose consciousness was seriously disturbed. Her appearance brought an accurate clue.

She inquired: "Slaves are not allowed to step into the Prison Forest, do you know that?"

"Know."

"Slaves are not eligible to exchange conditions with the gods, and you will be severely punished."

"If I break the rules, I will be punished. So what if the nobles broke the rules? Is it true that the nobles will be forgiven if they break the rules, and the slaves should die?"

She looked down at the hysterical slave and said indifferently: "Under the gods, all living beings are equal."

The slave seemed to be waiting for her words, and immediately said, "Then, why didn't you convict me? A nobleman occupied my new wife, killed me, and insulted my beloved wife. There is no such reason in the law!"

Her expression moved slightly, and she calmly lured the slave to reveal the details, "Wife?"

In this world, this is not a common title.

"She and I are both servants of the Marquis of Zhongwu's mansion. We grew up together and fell in love with each other. Seeing that we were consensual, Hou Gui decided to allow us to get married, but...unexpectedly, the big wedding On that day, the women of the world pretended to be crazy and rushed at her, and on the wedding night, they even murdered my life, abandoned her body upstream, insulted her innocence, and made her commit suicide in shame and indignation, such absurd and retrograde, what is the law of heaven!"

Xuezi looked at the childish appearance of the slave, he understood it, and moved slightly with compassion, and said a little: "Young man, turn around."

The slave choked out a sigh of relief, and looked back graciously, and when he turned back again, the witch was no longer there.

Following the information given by the slave, Xuezi found Mingqian's whereabouts, but at that time she had fallen into a deep sleep, and maybe there was no possibility of waking up again, or maybe it was the dormant of another nightmare.

The mentor once said: "When a person dies, no matter how great the will is, it is inevitable that it will not stay for a long time. What remains is the inheritance."

That is to say, if we take this opportunity to erase the shadow lingering in the depths of Mingqian's memory, and leave the thread completely in the dream, then if she is lucky enough to wake up, it may be a rebirth.

The author has something to say:

Do you still remember the honest little guard who was used by the author to operate? (￣▽￣)／

I think the confusion is probably because the perspective of the article is the heroine, and the heroine is a mental illness to a certain extent...emmmmm...After this hurdle, we still live happily and fall in love as usual! o(*////▽////*)q