like her gl

It's another day, and Si Yi looks forward to a change.

When the sound of the door lock turning was heard, Si Yi was sitting by the bed flipping through a picture album.

She started to take off her clothes as soon as she entered the door, throwing all the jewelry and high heels behind her, and walked silently all the way, leaning against the head of the bed and not talking.

The smell of alcohol and fragrance soon wafted over, and Si Yi couldn't help turning her head to look at her. The difference was that she was just lazily leaning against the head of the bed, her eyes were empty, as if she was full of thoughts.

She was drunk again.

Si Yi didn't want to break the long-lost tranquility, and wanted her to stay alone, but things didn't go as planned, so she got up and was suddenly pulled back, and fell into the soft bed again.

Her hands were like snakes looking for food at night, wandering endlessly in Si Yi's pajamas.The rose-colored corset skirt retreated to the base of her thighs, and she straddled Si Yi's body in a sexy and alluring manner.But even this couldn't arouse Si Yi's interest, like a puppet without a soul, she passively endured everything she imposed.

"what happened again?"

Si Yi's indifference finally stimulated her, "Don't touch me with the hands that have touched others."

Ziqing tilted her head and thought for a while, then suddenly burst out laughing, took a glass of water from the table, poured it on her hand, wiped it against the bed sheet vigorously, and raised her hand to show her after wiping, her eyes were more seductive than before, her movements Also rougher than before.

Her tongue was too imaginative, Si Yi couldn't help clamping her legs, feeling bursts of despair while bursting with pleasure.

Zi Qing liked to hear her groaning, the more she avoided, the other party wanted to break her chin and kiss her. After doing this three times, Si Yi finally broke out. Exhausted all the strength of the whole body, the whole bed was shaking...

I don't know if it's because of being drunk, but Ziqing wasn't angry at all, she just changed into a comfortable position, picked up the album and flipped through it casually, "Guess who I met today?"

There were so many flowers and plants around her, Si Yi didn't even want to know who she was fooling around with again.Things were getting worse and worse than she could bear, and she had had enough and decided to end it all today.

Just when Si Yi became more and more excited and vowed that something should be changed, there was a rough and long tear from behind. Si Yi saw Zi Qing sitting up with the picture album on her lap. From the period to the present, it has become famous internationally. All the drawings collected for a long time are not printed versions, but the original manuscripts drawn by her stroke by stroke.

Si Yi stared dumbfounded at those once beautiful works, like Picasso's paintings, torn, broken, and finally shattered on the ground.

"What are you crazy about?"

When Si Yi snatched it, most of it was destroyed. The fragile paper could not withstand such rubbing, and it was broken into pieces.

"Guess who I saw today?"

As if everything that happened here had nothing to do with her, Cheng Ziqing rode on a pillow and poked her head like a naughty child, with two completely different emotions of innocence and evil mixed on her face at the same time, which made Si Yi feel a sense of innocence. Creepy feeling.

"Your mother is so kind to you."

With that, she lay back, a victorious expression on her face.

"Cheng, Zi, Qing..."

Si Yi dropped the mutilated album and looked at her in disbelief.

Why is this happening?

No matter what Si Yi explains, her mother is still unwilling to let go of her prejudices, and her lover is also unwilling to make any compromises. In the love of a group of people like them, is family and lover a multiple-choice question?She put down her dignity to accommodate both parties, but they were unwilling to make any changes for her. From the beginning to now, nothing has changed.

Both her family and Cheng Ziqing are torturing her under the banner of loving her. The deeper reason is just the collision of two concepts, traditional and radical, and neither of them is willing to admit defeat.Si Yi finally thought clearly now, and understood.

"where are you going?"

Completely ignoring the voices behind her, Si Yi took a long coat from the hanger and went out. Cheng Ziqing jumped off the bed and stood in front of her as before. Just as she was about to say something, she was surprised to find that Si Yi's eyes had changed. Become extremely proud, with a kind of indifference that sees through everything.

"Step aside!"

Cheng Ziqing was completely awake.

The needle-like look in her eyes made her understand that Si Yi was not joking, she was serious about negotiating with herself.

She broke free like this so suddenly, which made Ziqing very at a loss.

During the long silence and careful probing, it was hard to tell who would start first. In short, the conflict that had been accumulated for a long time or that they had been deliberately avoiding finally broke out.

"Why did it become like this? Is your enemy me? So you are such a weak person?"

The Chen Siyi in front of her was not familiar to Zi Qing. Faced with more acute questions, Zi Qing was completely confused. Hearing the other party say that she was weak, it was like hearing a big joke, so she couldn't help but sneer, but She just raised a hand when Si Yi interrupted her...

"Why don't you ask me before every decision you make?"

Si Yi looked directly at her with crazy eyes, "Yes, you love me, you always say you love me, and you want to give me the best..." She pointed to the furnishings in the room, her voice became louder and louder, " You built a beautiful golden house, let me wait in it obediently, when it is up to you to decide, don’t you think you are too domineering? I am an adult, I can choose the life I want , I don’t need you to tell me what I should do and what I should not do, but I am willing to stay here because I love you, not because you are right!”

"Do you really love me?"

The more she spoke, the more excited she became, and she distanced herself slightly from Ziqing, "You are just satisfying your own possessive desires and escaping from reality. Isn't it because you are trying so hard to be brave to hide your lack of possessions? In fact, you are the least confident Insecure people!"

Cheng Ziqing couldn't listen anymore, "I'm sorry to interrupt your impassioned speech, I have to say about the last point, my name is worth [-] million now..."

Speaking of this, Ziqing suddenly remembered several questions raised by the media during the interview earlier. Her works have always followed the same routine in the past few years, without any innovations. words to describe her.She didn't go out with her friends today, and stayed in the studio all day, only drinking some wine because she was bored.

Si Yi has never been so aggressive like today, Zi Qing's words not only did not depress her, but made her find a new point of attack.

"That's right, you are an internationally renowned designer, the heir to thousands of fortunes, countless money, a high status, and a life that no one else can imagine..." Si Yi walked around the room excitedly. Walking around, like a patient on the verge of collapse, "Did these things give you the capital of being 'strong', making you more arrogant every day..."

For her misunderstanding, Ziqing was shocked and hurt, but she didn't want to continue arguing with Si Yi now, she just hoped that she would stop quickly, she grabbed Si Yi's hands, but the other party struggled desperately.

"I want to say!" Si Yi broke free from her shackles and looked at her viciously, "Maybe I know the reason, but I don't want to think that way, maybe you are that kind of person who only loves yourself, is selfish, weak and incompetent !"

Si Yi decided that she went out to fool around today, and there was a lot of anger in her words. I don't know what kind of mood the readers are reading. Anyway, the author was thinking about today's lunch when writing, but those words fell into the In the lover's ears, the lethality is very impressive.

Cheng Ziqing slowly let go of her hand, and stared at her blankly, feeling so bad, what else can he say?

She left for a long time, Si Yi didn't move, just maintained her sitting posture, her heart was empty, neither happy nor sad.

Si Yi searched the room for a long time, and finally found the mobile phone in an antique vase. The remaining battery was only enough to make a call. Her mother looked very excited on the other end of the phone, saying that she scolded Cheng Ziqing today, and she did not say anything. He didn't say anything, worried that she would torment Si Yi when she went back, and asked her if she wanted to call the police. Si Yi said that nothing happened now, so they don't have to worry, and hung up the phone without listening to the answer over there.

Like countless times in the past, Si Yi would always go to Liu Ling whenever she was at a loss.

Liu Ling came to open the door in sexy pajamas, her face was full of excessive fatigue, she said that her eyelids kept twitching yesterday, as expected, there was an extra person who was eating rice today, and threw her a key and an instant noodle, The door slammed shut, and a moment later, a sweet groan sounded in the room.

When Si Yi lived here, she got along very well with Liu Ling and her little girlfriend, which is reflected in the fact that when the two of them were in heat anytime, anywhere, no matter whether there were outsiders present, Si Yi always ignored it, and never mentioned it afterwards. , she ordered a lot of fancy but impractical household items online.

There is a set of potted plants. Si Yi waters and fertilizes them every day, sunbathes them, and dies in less than half a month. When I dig up the soil, the roots are soaked in water. Liu Ling’s little girlfriend looks at her with contempt , flicked her long hair, turned her head and kissed Liu Ling passionately.

Si Yi lived a simple and fulfilling life. At the same time, the world never stopped galloping for a moment. In the blink of an eye, she changed from a "rotten woman" to a goddess.After so many ups and downs, Si Yi is now bearish. In this industry, it is as easy to become famous overnight as to fall to the bottom overnight. There is nothing more unreliable than the entertainment industry. Black and white are not important in themselves, what matters is them What you want the masses to see, and what the masses themselves want to see, nothing more.

Liu Ling's little girlfriend is born in 95, and spends all day checking her Moments with her mobile phone. At one point, she said that all the posts slandering Si Yi had been deleted, and at another point, she said that Si Yi was honored to be in the top three searches again, and the situation was very good. Many people want her to reappear in public...

Si Yi listened one by one, but did not respond. On Christmas Eve, her mobile phone was almost blown up. There were reporters from magazines, colleagues from the previous company, and more people in charge of TV stations and record stores. Now she is back again. Back to the cusp of public opinion, business opportunities are infinitely good, just waiting for Si Yi to come out, the price offered is very attractive, Si Yi does not respond at all.

These years, she seems to be climbing a big mountain. The scenery on the top of the mountain is very beautiful, but there is a danger of falling into the abyss at any time. She doesn't know if she will be so lucky next time.After more than ten years of ups and downs, she had tasted and was satisfied, it was time to go down the mountain.

I think it is a very hypocritical thing for an artist to hold a press conference to tell everyone that "I don't play anymore" when he quits. There will never be a shortage of people who want to stand out in this circle, and there will always be someone to replace Your seat remains for public entertainment.

Without exposure, people will gradually forget about you. Apparently, Si Yi thinks so too.

Li Xin came to look for Si Yi, and Si Yi's answer was very straightforward. If they go to bed now, Si Yi needs to associate with her to make sex. In short, it will not be her face that appears in her dreams. If there is something in the past that makes her misunderstand place, sorry.

The other party's face was flushed, and he just asked coldly, "Is it Cheng Ziqing?"

Si Yi didn't say a word, Li Xin saw her lost in thought, and went out angrily, never returning.

There has been no news from her for months.

Si Yi doesn't regret what she said, her relationship has reached a dead end, and if she doesn't do something, she will perish.Her attitude towards her family has also changed a lot. She no longer obeys blindly, she no longer explains, no longer relies on, but just gives her own answers silently. This subtle change has produced a strange effect.When she took her part back and declared her independence, the parents witnessed, were surprised, bewildered, and finally made a compromise.

Si Yi's purpose is very simple. She wants to solve the problem. If she can solve the problem, even if she has to put down her dignity to accommodate both parties, this is her long-standing style. Judging from the results, it has completely failed. She could ask for perfection, but in this way, she became sober...

After a long period of dormancy, Si Yi finally sorted out those misplaced emotions one by one. Now she feels full of strength and full of confidence for the future.

When her contract was handed over by Ziqing's assistant, Si Yi asked to meet, but the other party just told her mechanically and politely that the boss didn't want anyone to disturb her.

The whole thing turned around after seeing Qin Yue. He looked very embarrassed. He didn't expect Si Yi to come to the door on his own initiative. But what he didn't expect was that Si Yi suddenly closed the office before he had finished the greetings. The door opened, the coat was thrown on the floor, the hair was messed up, and without saying a word, he began to tear his stockings...

"Si Yi!"

Qin Yue rushed over, dancing with arms and legs, "I have something to discuss, what are you doing?"

Seeing the opportunity, Si Yi grabbed him and didn't let go, "Tell me where Cheng Ziqing is, or I'll say you molested me!"

"..."

Si Yi didn't know that she still had real estate in this area.

The door guard refused to let people go, not even the goddess Chen Siyi. Si Yilai stayed at the door, and soon a horn sounded from behind. The property manager of the community came in person, muttered something to the staff, and After making a few phone calls, I smiled and said to Si Yi,

"Miss Cheng told you to go up."

When I got out of the elevator, I happened to see someone moving things in the corridor. Si Yi was searching for the house number she was looking for, when she suddenly heard a voice, "There are computers inside, please be gentle when you move."

Soon someone came out with a suitcase.

Before this, Si Yi had done a long time of psychological construction. She thought that she was strong enough to negotiate with her face to face, but since the moment she heard her voice, her willpower gradually collapsed.

A long time ago, Si Yi had forgotten what chance it was. In short, she said that she wanted an apple tree and planted it at the corner of the stairs, so that when the fruit was ripe, she could pick the fruit while going upstairs. She also wanted a white piano. Neither of them can talk, but they can make love on it. The roof has to be knocked down and replaced with tempered glass. The ground is covered with colorful gravel. It must be dreamy when the moonlight shines through. At the end of the world, they can lie side by side. On the ground, watching the sky collapse a little bit...

Ziqing was reading Japanese comics at the time, and only when she heard this did she laugh and scold "crazy".

This is the most unreliable of all kinds of castles in the air imagined by the young Si Yi. It is a product of complete delusion. She forgot after she said it. She never expected to witness the beautiful scenery that can only be seen in dreams in reality. .

When Si Yi appeared at the door, several staff members were squatting on the ground to pick up stones. Zi Qing took a list to check the number, turned to see her, and beckoned her to go in.She wore glasses, no make-up, and was very elegantly dressed. She beckoned Si Yi to sit down, but she didn't stop what she was doing, and turned around to look at her after a while.

There was an LV trolley case on the ground, some unfolded clothes, and a large pile of graffiti. She just smiled when she saw Si Yi, like a naughty child who finally grew up, or like an old friend who had been separated for many years and reunited.

"It's not a coincidence that you came here." She brought a bottle of water to Si Yi, pointed to the apple tree in the corner, and said with a smile, "I had a few fruits not long ago, but at that time I was angry and made everyone threw……"

"Oh."

Si Yi took the bottle of water from her hand and put it on her lap. It seemed that she had nothing more to say, but she didn't say anything, and kept silent in a weird way.She knew that the current situation was the result of Ziqing's compromise, and it was for this reason that she had the courage to talk to her face to face.

"I... I'm here to thank you for the recent incident."

"Thank me for what?" She was fingering a plaid shirt, folded and unpacked, "Thank me for ruining your reputation?"

Si Yi was speechless, no matter how long it took, she would still be so direct.Unexpectedly, the conversation came to a dead end at the very beginning. Si Yi could only sit silently on the side, watching her instruct the staff to restore the place to its original appearance. She didn't go back to Si Yi until she was done with everything and clapped her hands to let everyone go out. In front of Yi.

"Do you know?" She was sitting on the table in front of Si Yi, bending down to look at her, "I still don't think I was wrong..."

Si Yi raised her head and looked at her with wide eyes. Zi Qing hurriedly made a gesture to calm down, and continued, "Don't worry, listen to me. These days, I have been thinking about what the problem is. I thought that love is a matter between two people, even if we have a special relationship in the eyes of others, as long as we love each other, we can maintain everything..."

She jumped off the table and began to walk around the room, "When I hold your hand and walk forward, or walk forward in my way, there will be resistance from this world, you know me, I am never afraid Any confrontation, trampling these boring people to death gave me a lot of fun, but when I was charging into the battle and killing vigorously, I turned around and found that you had fallen..."

What she said was so funny, Si Yi couldn't help laughing, and when she looked up again, she found that she was looking at her quietly, "You grew up in a warm family, and your parents love you wholeheartedly, but I am the opposite , was hated by everyone from birth..."

Ziqing looked at the sky while talking, as if caught in some kind of emotion, "I often think, at that time, the medical level was already very advanced, and the painless abortion was only a few minutes away, why not just kill me, thinking When I think about it, I am filled with these negative emotions. When I can't find a reason to fight against the world, I pass the pain on to the person I love the most. Just like my mother hates my grandfather, I also hate She, I hate her for giving birth to me but not loving me..."

When she said this, she paused for a moment, and then began to toss the shirt again, "As you said, I always know why, but I choose to escape, I don't want to think about all this, and I am disappointed when I think about it... If... If I have a child, whether it is a boy or a girl, I will definitely give him all my love..."

When Si Yi heard a choke in her voice, her heart was pierced, but she could only keep silent and watch from a distance. All the comfort at this time was superfluous to her, and she would not accept it.

Fortunately, there was a knock on the door in time, interrupting Ziqing's memories of her childhood, and her assistant brought a plane ticket to Paris today.

"Are you going?"

She finally tidied up all the clothes and closed the suitcase. There was no obvious sign of crying on her face, and she looked more relaxed than usual, "I set up a company to fight against my uncle. You saw a strong and confident me, but ended up like this, and in the end, you only remembered my worst appearance..."

She stood opposite Si Yi, her eyes were indescribably complicated, "I'm sorry, I messed up everything..."

"So you're running away again?"

Ziqing paused, and chose to change the subject, "Apologize to your mother for me, and Qin Yue, I hope you don't hate him, I forced him to do all of this..."

"Why don't you understand?" Si Yi finally couldn't bear it anymore, "I don't want you to rush to the front to protect me from the wind and rain, I can protect myself, you don't have to bear everything, I can protect you... "

This is what Si Yi has always wanted to say to her, and it is also her last weight. She is full of expectations and hopes that she can give her the same response.

"It's really reliable..."

Zi Qing clenched her fist and poked Si Yi on the shoulder, smiling calmly, "For so many years, my world has been revolving around you, and I have spent too much time and energy. In the past two years, I have found that I can't design anything at all. Any work that satisfies me, as the media said, has been repeating the routines of the past, and I have no idea what I want, I am too tired, I want to be alone..."

On the way home, Si Yi didn't feel particularly sad. She even smiled at curious passers-by while waiting for the green light, but when she returned to her room and was left alone, she burst into tears. Originally, her mother was coming. Urging her to go out for dinner, there was no sound, the whole room was quiet, only her crying.

After that day, although they didn't say anything to each other, Si Yi and her parents seemed to have reached some kind of agreement, and they never mentioned the matter of marriage again. Only then did Yi really understand the intentions of her parents. They didn't simply want their daughter to abide by public order and good customs, but they were worried that there would be no one in the world who could stay by Si Yi's side after they left.

Ever since Si Yi completely faded out of the entertainment industry, her social circle has become very narrow. Before going out, she used to be surrounded by make-up artists, stylists, managers, assistants, etc., but now she does everything by herself. Go shopping alone, and hide in the corner of the nightclub alone to watch the luxury and money in the venue.

Life was very quiet, but one day Liu Ling told Si Yi that she was going to immigrate. She said that she would not see the end here and was going to go abroad to eat Laomei's tofu, and advised Si Yi to make plans early.

Si Yi smiled and didn't answer. She would tell her mother wherever she went now, and call her every morning to let her know about her situation.

After Liu Ling left, Si Yi's life circle became narrower, and her special status made her encounter a lot of resistance in making friends.Suddenly one day I received a call from Qin Yue, conveying the words of a foreign designer, hoping to invite her to New York to participate in an event held by a certain brand.

Si Yi was really lonely for too long, so she agreed without thinking about it. It was only in the chats with other people that she found out that Pei Ling married a Shanxi coal boss, and went to marry her husband and teach her son...

Uh……

Si Yi was speechless, and sincerely lamented that the world is changing so fast.If everything is measured by time, will all grievances and hatreds be stranded, including love.

Qin Yue didn't lie to her, the itinerary was very simple, she didn't need to have too much contact with the media, as long as she happily participated in her activities and watched her show.

These tall and indifferent models walked out with sound and light images, and turned around in the whispers of people, so simply, without leaving a trace...

What made Si Yi happy was the arrangement at the end. The two children walked out hand in hand. The boy was only about four years old, and the girl looked younger. She was wearing a pink embroidered leather jacket, a black skirt with high slits, and a pair of custom-made skirts on her feet. With golden high heels, two pink and tender ears protruding from the curly hair, and a pair of big eyes flickering, at the end, he suddenly took the boy's hand and ran, that cuteness almost melted the hearts of the audience.

Later, Si Yi saw her again at the dinner party. She was not shy at all, standing in front of the camera and posing, and she took away the light of the audience.

Si Yi didn't eat, just took a glass of champagne for show, occasionally chatted with people, and was in a daze most of the time. Not long after she sat down, she suddenly felt that there was an extra support on her back.

Looking back, I saw the little girl was sitting on the ground, supporting her body with her hands, and her two cocks kicked her happily.Si Yi felt very embarrassed. Fortunately, someone came to take her away, but soon she ran back, squatted on the ground and hugged Si Yi's leg.

"Julie, what are you doing?"

When Si Yi raised her head when she heard the voice, both of them were a little surprised. Sasha looked at the one on the ground, and then at Si Yi, with an uncomfortable expression on her face.Now that they knew each other, Si Yi inevitably chatted a few words. Speaking of this child, Si Yi couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, "Whose child is this? It's so cute!"

When Sasha heard this, she looked at Si Yi even more strangely.At the beginning, Sasha felt that not only she but also her children liked Si Yi, which made Sasha very upset, but then she realized that Si Yi didn't know anything about it, and then she felt a little more balanced.

Another purpose of Si Yi's trip is to visit Liu Ling. She looks pretty good. She lives in a rented house with her friends. Nagging, talking about some irrelevant things, when passing by Central Park, someone is setting off fireworks, rising all the way, rising to the highest point and spreading out, like an illusion woven by countless colored lines, flashing and flashing , turning into dots of light that are constantly blurring in front of my eyes.

When the midnight bell rang, Si Yi arrived at the entrance of the hotel and got out of the taxi. Si Yi pulled the collar of the cold wind, and soon someone pulled it off for her again. Liu Ling was already dead drunk, and Si Yi was arrested. Si Yi couldn't handle her all by herself, so she had to ask the people from the hotel for help, when she was messing around, she suddenly heard a burst of "uh, huh, huh" yelling behind her.

Then there was another sound of "bang, bang, bang". Si Yi looked around and found no one. Just as she was about to leave, the sound of "bang, bang, bang" rang out again. When she looked carefully, it turned out that it was the girl she saw in the show. The little girl in the car was wearing thick leather gloves and kept hitting the car glass. She saw Si Yi from the car and wanted to use this method to attract her attention.

As Si Yi approached, she covered her face with her hands again and peeked out through her fingers.Si Yi beckoned and made faces at her, she screamed and slipped into the arms of the people around her.

Si Yi could hardly recognize her.

Ziqing has a temporary residence in New York, which is very warmly furnished.As soon as the door opened, the children rushed in and climbed onto the head of a cloth whale.The structure of the room is very simple, the balcony is connected to the living room, and there are two bedrooms. Wherever Si Yi goes, Julie will follow her, showing her possession of her thighs with actions.Ziqing was cooking for the children in the kitchen, and Si Yi leaned against the door to watch her take out a set of children's bowls and chopsticks, and deftly put the prepared food into it bit by bit.

"You are a mother..."

Ziqing's hair is very long, tied with a rubber band, with a satisfied smile on her face, "I'm a mother now."

She sat on the soft cushion in front of the table, with one arm around the child and a spoon in the other, patiently coaxing her to eat. Sometimes Julie would suddenly turn around and bring the spoon to Si Yi's mouth when she didn't want to eat.

Si Yi shook her head, just watching, the little guy was not afraid of people at all, lying on Si Yi's lap and holding his chin with one hand, imitating her in a daze.

Zi Qing told her that the child's father was a top student at Stanford University, Si Yi nodded dumbly, her eyes were astringent, and silently told herself that it would be embarrassing for her to cry at her age, so she could only take a deep breath and sigh. Said, "That's good."

"I spent so much time and energy on one person, if there is no result, wouldn't I lose it?"

Si Yi didn't understand the meaning of her words, she frowned, her lips parted slightly, and she looked like a criminal.Seeing her reaction like this, Ziqing had no choice but to give up the idea of ​​continuing to tease her, "Sperm donation father."

Si Yi doesn't believe in a lifetime, but God will always give you a surprise at a certain moment, making you feel overwhelmed, bursting into tears, and have enough confidence to face all the sufferings in the world, just to wait for the only one at the right time. A person who moves his heart.

Only when you understand the hardships of life can you understand the value of possession. May lovers in the world finally get married.

The author has something to say: I think what needs to be explained is in the last chapter, about the characters of the two, contradictions, etc. As for the author’s escape, I would like to use a sentence from Mr. Yang Jiang who passed away not long ago to express the current situation. Mood: We once looked forward to the recognition of the outside world so much, and finally realized that the world is our own and has nothing to do with others.