He doesn't want to be a supporting role [Quick time travel]

Yunan thinks that if she has to establish a relationship with Ji Xiaoyan, apart from her fellow countryman and Tieci, she feels that her friendship with Ji Xiaoyan can save her life.

Yun An was introverted, and she knew that if Ji Xiaoyan hadn't been by her side, she might not have thought about jumping off a building long ago.

It can be said that she knows Ji Xiaoyan as much as she wants to know herself, so Yunan never thinks that Ji Xiaoyan is a dedicated person, but now he is indeed waiting for someone who has never been together for nearly eight years.

Yun An, Ji Xiaoyan, and Feng Yang were admitted to two schools in the same city. After the third year of high school, the three of them have never been unfamiliar with each other. However, after Feng Yang returned to his hometown, Yun An and Ji Xiaoyan stayed. Over time, Feng Yang and them The relationship gradually became distant.

Afterwards, Yunan and Zheng Qingqing fell in love for less than half a year and broke up. Ji Xiaoyan didn't know how Fengyang caught up with Yunan. Take a break, but Yun An and Feng Yang came to the hospital to look for him.

"If you're here to show your affection, I advise you not to open your mouth," Ji Xiaoyan pushed his glasses, "My brain is already down, and I can't get other information."

His unsmiling appearance made Yun An frown, Feng Yang didn't give Ji Xiaoyan as much face as Yun An, she directly clamped Ji Xiaoyan's head under her arm, then ruffled his hair and asked: "Can you take care of him?" Talk! Can you still talk properly!"

Ji Xiaoyan submissively let her go, and when Feng Yang finished venting, he asked, "Can you let me go?"

Feng Yang was inexplicably guilty when asked, she let go of Ji Xiaoyan and smiled awkwardly at Yun An, Yun An shook his head slightly at Feng Yang, and then said to Ji Xiaoyan, "We are here to treat you to dinner."

Ji Xiaoyan tidied up her hairstyle a little, nodded: "Okay."

Ji Xiaoyan originally thought that Yun'an would find a restaurant to eat casually, but the two of them bought vegetables and went to their dormitory.

The environment of Ji Xiaoyan's dormitory is good, with everything that should be available, but Ji Xiaoyan is too busy, and his kitchen has hardly been turned on.Seeing that the kitchen was empty, Feng Yang nagged Ji Xiaoyan a few words, then went out to buy condiments with Yun An, and when he came back Ji Xiaoyan had already fallen asleep lying on the table.

Yun An put a piece of clothes on Ji Xiaoyan, and then went to the kitchen, Feng Yang waited at the door, and sighed with his hands on his forehead when he heard his girlfriend's suppressed crying.

Feng Yang and Yun An made dinner together, the taste was not particularly good, but Ji Xiaoyan, who often couldn't finish his meal, thought it was not bad, after he finished eating, he chatted with Feng Yang and the two for a while, and then fell asleep on the sofa She fell asleep, and told Yun An that the bed in the bedroom was reserved for the two of them before going to sleep.

At night, Yun An leaned on Feng Yang's shoulder and said nothing, Feng Yang kissed her forehead and asked, "Are you still uncomfortable?"

"Uncomfortable," Yun An said, "Do you think he is too brainy? He has never been with Li Wang before, why should he be like this?"

Feng Yang felt that his girlfriend was right, but at the same time she could understand Ji Xiaoyan's feelings, she said: "Maybe it's because we haven't been together that we can't think about it."

Hearing this, Yun An buried her face in Feng Yang's collarbone, and Feng Yang stroked her head, feeling mixed emotions in her heart.

Ji Xiaoyan slept until ten o'clock the next day. This was the first time he slept for such a long time. When he woke up, he found himself in bed.

He looked around, then walked to the living room, and saw Feng Yang and Yun An.

The two leaned close to each other, Yun An was talking, Feng Yang was listening, probably feeling Ji Xiaoyan's gaze, they turned their heads and smiled at Ji Xiaoyan at the same time.

"It was Feng Yang who carried you to the bedroom, you should brush your teeth quickly, breakfast is ready."

Ji Xiaoyan nodded in a daze, then went to the bathroom with a dull expression.

Knowing that Ji Xiaoyan had three days off, Yun An and Feng Yang decided not to leave for the time being. They made a package plan to go out, but in the end the only thing they implemented was drinking at home.

The three of them sat around together, chatting about the past one after another.Ji Xiaoyan listened distractedly for a while, and probably knew how the two of them met and fell in love.

Later, all three of them drank a little too much, and the chatterbox gradually opened up.

The atmosphere was pretty good at first, but Yun An took a big gulp of wine, then she shook her head and asked Ji Xiaoyan, "Why don't you fall in love?"

Ji Xiaoyan: "Because I'm too busy."

"Why can't you fall in love if you're too busy?" Yun An asked angrily, "Feng Yang is also busy, so she can fall in love with me."

"That's because she wants to fall in love with you," Ji Xiaoyan said, "but I don't want to."

"Why don't you want to? Why don't you want to!?" Yun'an raised his voice, "Ji Xiaoyan! If you don't tell me the truth today, I won't leave!"

Ji Xiaoyan frowned, he looked at Feng Yang: "She's drunk, help her in to rest."

"I got drunk on purpose!" Yun An's momentum was like a rainbow, and his voice was like a bell, "Is it because of Li Wang?"

Ji Xiaoyan paused, and Yun An, who noticed his strangeness, continued to ask: "Do you want to guard him like a jade for the rest of your life?"

Ji Xiaoyan was silent, and after about three or four minutes, he said: "Are you kidding me? Who is he? I will defend him like a jade, is he worthy?"

Hearing his strange tone, Feng Yang instinctively felt that it was enough to stop here. She reached out to hug Yun An back to the bedroom, but was thrown away by Yun An. The next second, Yun An threw himself on Ji Xiaoyan, holding his hand viciously. The collar asked aggressively: "Ji Xiaoyan, look at what you look like now!? It's been so long since I asked you what happened back then and you didn't say anything. You've been dead for almost eight years, how long will you be dead in the future? Just A man, is it worth it?"

Ji Xiaoyan looked at Yun An for a few seconds, then broke away her hand holding his clothes, and stood up following him.

Yun An and Feng Yang didn't make a sound, they watched Ji Xiaoyan walk unsteadily to the bedroom, and then watched him take out a coat.

Ji Xiaoyan took out the Walkman from the inside pocket of his coat, and pressed the play button.

Li Wang's voice came out slowly, gentle and clear.

"He lied to me," Ji Xiaoyan said with a bit of aggrieved voice, "He promised to wait for me, but he didn't."

Both Feng Yang and Yun An were startled: "This is..."

Ji Xiaoyan raised his Walkman and said to them: "He actually died two days before our college entrance examination. He was afraid that I wouldn't be able to take the college entrance examination after knowing the news. He recorded the audio in advance, and then lied to me together with my grandmother and his brother."

"I'm so angry," Ji Xiaoyan continued after a pause, "but I don't know whether I'm angry with myself or him. If I could have made it clear to him earlier, noticed the changes in his body earlier, and had been psychologically prepared, wouldn't I? Can you change your life with peace of mind?"

His voice was light and light, and he didn't speak again after he finished speaking, Feng Yang was also quiet, she hugged Yun An who was trembling beside her, her nose was sore.

"How good you told me from the beginning!" Suddenly, Yun An cried and hugged Ji Xiaoyan, and she patted Ji Xiaoyan's back hard, venting her worries for so many years, "How would I know if you don't tell me! How can I share the burden for you?" ah!"

Ji Xiaoyan froze for a moment, then raised his arms to hug her.

After saying goodbye to Yun An and Feng Yang, Ji Xiaoyan's temperament has changed a bit, although he is still far from the carefree personality before, but at least he is willing to laugh.

Yun An knew that Ji Xiaoyan would never return to his original appearance, but he was happy to see him change.

Yun An and Feng Yang came out together when they were 27 years old. Feng Yang's father accepted it quickly, but Yun An's parents couldn't accept it. Because of this matter, Yun An was almost killed by her parents.

One year later, the day before Yunan turned 28, she received a call from Ji Xiaoyan. Ji Xiaoyan told her that he had resigned from the hospital. I'm going to find Li Wang."

Yun An was so frightened that she collapsed. She begged Ji Xiaoyan to wait for her on the phone, and she came to him immediately, but Ji Xiaoyan said that she couldn't wait any longer.

"Damn BB machine," Ji Xiaoyan scolded, "Before I came here, I obviously bought a ten-day memory recovery card, but it secretly changed to a ten-year card."

Yun An was at a loss: "What are you talking about? Why can't I understand a word?"

"It doesn't matter if you don't understand, I just want to tell you: Yun'an, I love you very much, thank you for your company, and you have to follow Feng Yang to live well in the days to come, because she, like me, has been waiting for you for many years."

After finishing speaking, he no longer cared about Yun An's howling to keep him, and hung up the phone resolutely.

Two weeks later, Yun An and Feng Yang, who searched the entire city for Ji Xiaoyan, received a call from the police station. They told them that a morning jogger found a dead body at the foot of the mountain. Since there was no trauma on the body, the preliminary judgment was suicide. , Later, it was confirmed by the forensic doctor that the corpse had no signs of corruption, and it could have been dead for at least ten days.

Yun An couldn't accept this fact at all, she couldn't sleep the whole night.A few days later, Ji Xiaoyan's body was taken away by his parents. After cremation, Ji Xiaoyan's younger brother came to Yun'an's house and handed her a small box left by his brother.

"We can't open it," Ji Xing said, "My mother said you might have a way, so I want you to try."

Yun An took the light box with trembling hands, and then called Feng Yang.

The three of them studied for a long time, but they didn't understand why the unlocked box couldn't be opened. Finally, Feng Yang decided to solve it violently. Before Ji Xingxing and Yun An could react, she threw the box on the ground. The box fell to the ground and broke into two pieces. Half.

Yun An was shocked, she opened her mouth wide, and then hurriedly took out the things in the box.

There were only two things in the box, one was Ji Xiaoyan's Walkman, which he never left, and the other was a letter.

The first sentence of the letter was: "I guess the box was thrown by the wind."

Yun An chuckled, and then tears fell down.

"Yun'an, seeing words is like meeting you.

I guess you must be crying now. After all, in the past few years, you have shed more tears for me than you have been beaten by your parents. Every time you cry, I don’t know what to do, so stop crying , You have to believe that I will not die, I really just went to find Li Wang.

I know you can't believe my words, but I also can't make you understand everything, so be it.

Yunan, thank you, you must be happy, don't feel too sad for me, we may meet again in the future, but you are not allowed to cry when we meet.

Finally, best wishes, your best friend Ji Xiaoyan stays. "

The author has something to say:

I thought I could write about the next world today, but I still plan to explain this world clearly.See you in the next world the day after tomorrow~