Shura Field [Quick Transmigration]

He grew up alone for 18 years.

Humans are social animals.

Everyone has to gradually learn how to be a good "person" from family, school, and society.

They take emotional nourishment from others and give it back.Gentle, sunny, and positive emotions will fill them with happiness, so that they will not feel inferior or self-hatred, learn how to interact with other people in society, learn... how to spend their lives.

People are born to die.

But before you die, you should live your life better.

In this world, there are many people who are not living well. There are always more painful and sadder people.

Youth may not be the most difficult ones.

But what he has endured is already enough.

If there is no Yan family, although he was born by his parents because of his elder brother, the couple will also give him good care.

He can grow up happily, maybe he will always be annoyed because his parents prefer his elder brother, or he will always be disappointed because he doesn't get enough care.

But there will always be a warm family, you can go to school with a schoolbag on your back, and you can make very good friends.

There will be girls blushing and handing him love letters. When he becomes an adult, he will enter the workplace and have a beautiful and gentle wife.

But after the car accident at the beginning, the trajectory of his life changed.

He was taken back to the Yan family and received a cold reception. The naughty students played some "pranks" on him, instinctively testing the attitude of the Yan family.

Mr. Yan's indifference to this is a kind of ambiguous acquiescence. He has grown from a quiet child to a silent teenager.

What Mr. Yan is for, Yan Changjing knows.

The reason why he treated him so indifferently was to prevent himself from developing feelings for this child, which would make his own son feel uneasy.

So he only regarded him as an item, and those "pocket money" were just some kind of warranty fee.

In the eyes of Mr. Yan, he has given enough compensation to the youth.

The amount of money was beyond the reach of ordinary people in a lifetime, and it was enough for him to lie comfortably on the pile of money for a lifetime.

But if people live only for money, there will not be only a small number of money-digging men and women in the world.

For many people, money or is very important.

But there are always many other, other things.

more than that.

Young people have lived for a long time in a state of near isolation from the crowd.

He can't even understand the meaning of money, and in many things, he is like a newborn baby.

He has never been cared for, protected, and never expressed his will.

After Yan Changjing brought him back, he taught him bit by bit.

It's like teaching a baby, a child.

He tried his best to give, but after all the warm illusions were torn apart by Xie Su, all these things became meaningless.

Maybe it makes sense too.

Because youth...

Because of his youth, he finally looks like a normal person.

He took the thick stack of lists that Yan Changjing handed over.

Then start from the first page and read slowly.

He reads very slowly, and after finishing a page, he puts that page at the bottom. He can't remember many of the expenses in it, but he can vaguely remember some of them.

Yan Changjing didn't do anything wrong with this bill - if there was anything, he added it quietly, the converted amount of the pair of cufflinks.

Because it is true, it also appears credible.

It takes a long time to look at such a thick stack of bills.So Yan Changjing half-coaxed and half-coaxed the young man to sit in front of the table and watched slowly. Then he asked someone to buy some things and brought them back here for the young man to have lunch.

"This one is for you."

Yan Changjing said: "Here is the bill, it is 370 yuan, plus the delivery fee of 380 yuan, it is [-]. You can use Fortune Treasure to transfer the money to me."

He has the look of "we must settle things clearly between us", and the young man also likes this.He transferred the money carefully, ate a little something, and continued to check the bill.

Looking at it, I saw it until late at night.

After all, it is a few years of spending.

Fortunately, it seems that it is not as troublesome as it is when it is done.The bill was really thick, but the young man read it slowly after reading it for so long.

He finally took the bank card.

After another long silence, he raised his face and said, "How do you know I'm here?"

This is the reckoning after autumn.

"…………"

Yan Changjing was silent for a long time before slowly saying: "...I have not withdrawn the people who protect you. But from now on, no one will be by your side..."

He paused for a while, and finally swallowed the word "protection", and said, "No one will be by your side to watch over you anymore."

The young man nodded slowly, and said, "Can you go?"

His attitude was unabashed, as indifferent as a gust of wind blowing down from the highest part of the glacier.

This gust of wind blew all the way to the deepest part of Yan Changjing's heart, making him feel a bit of cold air from his bones.This kind of cold air is so strong that it makes people shiver, and even makes people's movements slow and stiff.

The atmosphere when they met was not too peaceful after all, but it could barely be said to be calm.But when all the negotiations were over, Yan Changjing felt that a mountain was pressing down on him.

He was so heavy that he could hardly breathe, and he felt some emptiness in his heart, but he didn't know why these emptiness came from.

It's just that at that moment, it was empty and something important was missing.

But on the surface, he was still calm and calm. Yan Changjing just paused for a moment, then nodded and said, "Goodbye."

The young man only looked at him indifferently, and after only one glance, he lowered his face and silently sorted out the thick stack of bills.

Yan Changjing understood that he couldn't wait for a "goodbye".

He smiled wryly in his heart, but still suppressed this emotion, and left with people in silence, even when he closed the door, the sound he made was soft and small.

After Yan Changjing left, the young man packed his things and left the hotel as quickly as possible.

It was already midnight, but he didn't seem to want to stay here for a second.After leaving the hotel, he hailed a taxi and went straight to the station.

At this time, the train station is no longer in operation.Only returning travelers come out of the station one after another, but outside the railway station, there are often some black cars soliciting passengers.

This was Yin Ranyu's chatter from an older screenwriter when she was filming a TV series about police and gangsters.

This can be regarded as a small coup in life.

Young people can always appear extremely smart in many cases.But after all, he is a little tender, Yan Changjing got the news just after he left, the behavior of the young man was like some kind of acidic liquid, pouring in from the ear, bit by bit, corroding the ear canal, flowing into the esophagus, killing him The internal organs of the body are completely corroded, and such corrosive pus flows into the blood and injects into the heart, causing people to be so painful that they can shed tears.

But Yan Changjing still didn't shed tears.

Not a single tear was shed.

He just clenched the phone tightly, took two breaths of silence, and then said to the phone: "Follow him."

Yin Ranyu didn't set the destination he wanted to go to, he just asked the master to drive to another train station that was farthest from here but could be reached before dawn.

The master asked him to transfer the money, so he didn't look for anyone else, and dragged him onto the asphalt road.

The cool wind came in from the car window. Yin Ranyu was a little sleepy, but the driver turned on the car music, took out a cigarette, put it in his mouth, and exhaled a puff of choking smoke.

The smell of tobacco always appears to be very bad, and it can make people cough heart-piercingly.He opened the car window, but the smoke was not blown away by the wind, but was blown to the back seat.

Yin Ranyu simply changed his position, opened the car window, and looked at the scenery outside in silence.

The colorful lights quickly faded away, and the scenery on both sides of the car window quickly changed from tall buildings to silent trees.

Sitting in the car late at night, looking at the silent scenery outside, will make people feel a certain kind of hazy and carefree feeling.Yin Ranyu sighed softly in his heart. He didn't let the system turn on the video surveillance of the targets, nor did he turn on the mobile phone to look at something aimlessly. He just looked out the window silently, enjoying this unspeakable silence.

Music is not pleasing to the ear, and the taste of middle-aged people always carries a strong sense of age.

But now, at this time.

This kind of music is the most suitable.

The car drove like this all night.

When the sky was getting dark and the sun was bursting out, Yin Ranyu appeared in a new and strange city.

He stood at the entrance of an unfamiliar train station, just like when he had just left Yan's house a few years ago, he chose a distant city at random.

I bought a ticket, put on a mask and a hat, and sat on the train in silence.

He sat on the train for two days.

Occasionally eat something.

There were not too many people in the carriage, but there were always various eyes coming and going. Yin Ranyu didn't want any unexpected troubles during the journey. He tried not to eat or drink as much as possible. In the middle of the night, I came alone to this place that I hadn't even heard the name of.

This is a small city.

When he got out of the car, it was still raining.

Yin Ranyu was drenched in the rain, standing at the entrance of the train station, looking at this strange city in a daze.

Soon, his whole body was wet.

There are some hotels opened outside the train station. Yin Ranyu was in a daze for a while, then moved, and walked in according to the largest hotel.

He stayed overnight in the hotel.

The next day, I searched my phone—to find a real estate agency.

"I'm going to buy a house."

Yin Ranyu took out the bank card, and when he spoke, he seemed to be thinking carefully: "It's best to be a single-family villa."

This is a small city.

What is a small city? 20, you can buy a house of 200 square meters.Even if it is a single-family villa, it only costs one or two million.

The money was enough, so the procedures of the intermediary were extremely fast. Yin Ranyu bought a whiteboard house, only the door was installed inside, and the rest was just gray cement.

Yin Ranyu only lived in the hotel for less than two days, and then got the real estate certificate - of course, there was help from others. When Yin Ranyu left, she didn't even bring her household registration book with her. How could it be done so quickly? Finished the formalities?

Young people do not understand these things.

But Yin Ranyu still understood.

He just pretended he didn't find anything, went to the mall to buy a new set of clothes, and took a good bath in the hotel.

Then with damp hair, he took a taxi to his new residence.

Before entering the community, Yin Ranyu got out of the car.

He went into a supermarket and bought a fruit knife.

So he checked out with the knife and walked slowly to his new residence.

Yin Ranyu actually thought about issues related to death.

It was a long, long time ago.

Haven't encountered the system yet, didn't die before.

It is really difficult for a person to be born into the world.

Many people can't even be "ordinary". They can't be born in an ordinary but warm family, they can't grow up in an ordinary but healthy way, and they can't grow old in an ordinary but happy way.

For many people, being alive is a very painful thing.

They always want to solve this pain, but death is not easy.Ordinary people have no way to buy analgesics, so it will be very sad to cut their wrists.The wounds they inflicted were not as deep as they imagined, so they would wake up in a trance after falling into a coma.

Silently went to the hospital to treat the wound.

It is really difficult to die quietly.

If you jump off a building, what if you fall and hit someone?

If you cut your wrists, you must first have a house of your own.

It's better to stay away from the crowds, and it's better to be a detached house.

There is no need to worry that after the body is discovered, the neighbors upstairs and downstairs will be terrified of it.

Ugh.

It is really difficult for people to live in this world.

Even if you are going to die, you have to think about it and don't cause trouble to others.

Yin Ranyu once thought about it.

When he can buy a house with full money, he will prescribe some sleeping pills.

Then I bought some carbon and a big iron bucket.

Light the carbon.

Then he drank the sleeping pills and left in a hazy dream.

Burning charcoal is already a comfortable way to die.

The vast majority of people with carbon monoxide poisoning die in a trance.

Yin Ranyu wanted to die like this.

He is very indifferent to survival itself.

When a person is indifferent to life, he will not be afraid of many things.

So in the last moment of his life, when everyone else was screaming, he swooped by.

Life is over.

Yin Ranyu opened the door.

Then lock the door.

He has charged enough utility bills for many years, enough for the property to not knock on the door in ten years.

Then, Yin Ranyu chose a room with good sunlight.

Sitting on the concrete floor, I pulled out the plastic cover of the fruit knife.

"System, do you know?"

Yin Ranyu was a little nervous.

He tested the sharpness of the blade first, and he was slightly relieved when he was sure.

Seeing his calm movements, the system couldn't help making a sound, and said, "The system can't explore your thoughts—but, are you trying to commit suicide?"

Yin Ranyu said, "No...but it's considered."

He smiled very rarely, it was not a well-designed smile to touch the mood of a certain target.

Just a very simple smiley face.

He is very happy.

Joy to the point of trembling.

Yin Ranyu spoke slowly, and said, "Did you know, the system, the way many people commit suicide... is actually wrong."

Many people cut their wrists to commit suicide. They all learned from novels, movies and TV dramas, and comics.

On his wrist, with a horizontal knife, blood will flow out.

As long as the wound is soaked in warm water, the scab will not form. When the blood flows out to a certain extent, the person can leave peacefully.

But few people know that this method is actually wrong.

It is precisely because of this mistake that many people's actions are not considered successful.

"The correct way, in fact, is to stand upright."

Yin Ranyu stretched out his arm.

He seemed very happy.

This slender arm is covered with fair skin, so white that it is almost transparent, allowing people to see the blue blood vessels underneath.

The sharp dagger slowly touched a clearly visible vein. The young man closed his eyes and pressed down on the blade, letting it sink into the flesh slowly.

The blood vessels are cut open long.

Warm blood spurted out in an instant!

Wet clothes.

Red palms.

Tick-tock fell to the concrete floor, covering a layer of red floor.

All the emotions flow out together with the blood at this moment.

Yin Ranyu felt a shuddering sense of relief and joy.

He sighed contentedly.

Said: "Look."

"This method is the right one."

[Do not learn, do not imitate. 】

[Don't study! ! !Don't imitate! ! ! 】

"Where's my brother?"

In the office on the high floor, the handsome young man flipped through his folders irritably. Since this morning, he has been feeling inexplicably irritated.This feeling of irritability came suddenly, but it was so violent that it was almost impossible to keep calm.

Yan Changling could no longer work properly. He flicked through the documents, then stood up impatiently, and walked around in front of the assistant. The woman with a flat body but showing an elite temperament pushed her glasses, He calmly put the brought coffee on his table, and replied even more calmly: "Boss Yan is on a business trip."

"A business trip? A business trip for two or three months?"

Yan Changling was about to laugh angrily. During this period of time, he had become more and more in touch with the upper-level affairs of the company, so he also knew how perfunctory the assistant's rhetoric was.

Yan's Group has maintained such an efficient and high-pressure working atmosphere for several years. Let alone a two-month business trip, it is already a very rare big project for Yan Changjing to go out in person for a week.

But there are only a few such projects a year, and because of Yan Changling's special status, no matter how big or small, he can always know something more or less.

Especially when Yan Changjing intends to train, in many cases, a special person will come to explain the whole process of planning to him.

But this time...

But this time, something was wrong.

It was too long for Yan Changjing to leave.

When the young man got in touch with Xie Su and got the folder, he got the news through his assistant, and after Li Wenchao confirmed the contents, he rushed over immediately.

But dare not see the young man.

On the surface, he said that he was on a business trip, but in fact he went as a young man. At the beginning, because he was used to working in the company, he was able to hide it from Yan Changling a little.

But after such a long time has passed, the little cover-up he did is no different from nothing.

Yan Changling is very familiar with Yan Changjing.They are brothers after all.Even in a sense, Yan Changling was raised by Yan Changjing himself.

Yan Changjing knew Yan Changling very well, and Yan Changling was also extremely familiar with his own brother.

Although it wasn't enough to know that the other party had diarrhea just by frowning, it was not difficult to see something strange at this moment.

In fact, Yan Changling had already discovered something was wrong before.

But at that time, he trusted Yan Changjing, which was enough for him to pretend he didn't find anything.

But it is different now.

The strong sense of irritability is almost like layers upon layers of ocean waves roaring and submerging people in the tide.Yan Changling didn't know what such emotions meant, but his subconscious mind kept warning him.

Something is going to happen.

Such an ominous premonition howled out in the subconscious, making it impossible for people to maintain basic rationality.Yan Changling had calmed down a lot during the years of tempering, but now he looks like a child very rarely.

He was vexatious, almost unreasonable.

"call him!"

The handsome young man lost control of his emotions. He immediately uncovered everything on the table, including the cup of coffee that had just been served. The documents and porcelain fell to the ground together, making a loud "Boom!", mixed with broken porcelain. There was a crackling sound, the hot coffee splashed, and the assistant subconsciously took a few steps back, his arms were burning red.

She frowned and was about to say something more, but she saw Yan Changling slapping the table with a "bang". He panted and said, "I know you have a way...to contact him."

The assistant gritted his teeth thinking about the superior's instructions, "But..."

"contact him!"

Yan Changling endured himself not to completely lose control, he was so anxious that he was like a beast trying to survive, completely controlled by his subconscious mind.

I don't even know why, the circles of my eyes are red, and tears are about to flow in the next second.

What the assistant wanted to say was stuck in her throat, she paused for a few seconds, and finally compromised: "...Okay, wait a few minutes, I will contact President Yan now."

As Yan Changling expected, the assistant did have Yan Changjing's contact information - the one on the front line, Yan Changling had contacted many times before, but Yan Changjing answered the phone, either perfunctory, or let him work hard, or Not answering the call at all, which undoubtedly showed his attitude of excluding him from the matter.

Asking the assistant to contact her now means that Yan Changling has no choice but to express his attitude in a formal way.

The assistant didn't avoid him either. In front of Yan Changling, she dialed the private number of the secretary next to Yan Changjing, but she didn't get through even after calling several times.

She frowned, looked at Yan Changling, and raised her phone in a gesture.

"... Fight again."

Yan Changling's emotions, which had calmed down a little, fluctuated again. He managed to maintain his composure and said, "Call until he gets connected."

The assistant hesitated to speak, she wanted to say something, but knew that it would be useless, so she could only lower her eyes and continue to make calls.

After another nearly 10 minutes, the phone that had been showing the call was finally dialed, and the tired voice of the secretary came over and asked, "What's the matter?"

When she saw the stack of call records from the assistant, she knew what had probably happened. The assistant briefly talked about the situation here, and then heard rustling conversations from the opposite side.

I can't hear it clearly, but I can hear a voice among them, which is the object of my previous work.

"Boss Yan said I got it," a voice came from the opposite side after a while: "Thank you for your hard work, and I will tell the personnel later that this month's bonus will be doubled, you go out now and help Mr. Xiaoyan buy it." The fastest flights, the destination is..."

Listening to her instructions, the assistant hesitated whether to quit now, but before the secretary finished speaking, Yan Changling's phone rang.

She breathed a sigh of relief and hurried out of the office.

Yan Changling was finally able to speak formally with Yan Changjing. He endured for a while before he calmed down and asked, "Where are you?"

Yan Changjing didn't hide any more, he said: "I was in Qinglin before—the place where he filmed. Now I'm rushing to Chicheng County. Your assistant will help you buy tickets. Remember to bring the documents when you come here."

Even at such a time, he still seemed to speak in a well-regulated manner, but Yan Changling didn't know why, and his anger burned even more vigorously.

He said, "What happened to Ah Yu?"

"…………"

The other end fell silent, and at the other end that Yan Changling could not see, Yan Changjing was smoking, and the car was almost filled with smoke.

He inhaled the choking smoke into his lungs, and waited until the cigarette burned between his fingers before reacting and snuffing out the smoke.

"Ah."

Yan Changjing's voice still sounded calm.

"He killed himself," he said.

When Yin Ranyu walked out of the supermarket and entered the villa with only the fruit knife, the people guarding him in various places felt that something was wrong.

On the surface, Yan Changjing said that he would evacuate everyone.

But if he withdraws, he will be a simple fool.

And if Yin Ranyu really believed it, then he would be Stupid No. [-].

Besides Yan Changjing, what about Xie Su's situation?

His people have always surrounded the young man and have never withdrawn.

Even after the young man showed a little intention of buying real estate, Xie Su bought the villa area around him in the fastest time.

Of course, there are houses that have been bought by others, but as long as the money is enough, all problems will not be a problem.

Including the house opposite Yin Ranyu, which was also bought by Xie Su. Even when Yin Ranyu cut his blood vessel in the bright sunshine, someone was watching him from the opposite side.

The system host deliberately chose a sunny room.

The sun is shining, which means the sun's light can shine in, and the presence of the sun means... glass.

The glass is wide.

What Yin Ranyu had chosen before was a room with one wall completely made of glass, opposite to the balcony, where one could see the scenery outside the window and enjoy the bright sunshine.

Since the room can see the scenery outside the window, then the outside of the window can naturally see the scene inside the room.A few minutes after Yin Ranyu cut his wrist, someone discovered the situation inside the room, and the bright red blood was spreading on the ground. The person was scared out of his wits, and quickly informed the boss who was already on the way— ——Then they gathered together again, some people went to ask the property owner for a key, and some tried to kick the door directly, and the smartest ones dragged the things they had at the first time, and broke the glass directly from the first floor, without caring The place that was scratched by the glass turned over and entered the building. While calling 120, first aid measures were taken at the first time.

After making such a fuss on their side, the people at Yan Changjing's side got the news of course - so they immediately notified their immediate superiors, and rushed out to help at the same time.

Yin Ranyu was sent to a public hospital in such a chaotic situation.

He was in a coma the whole time, because the wound was vertical, the blood vessel was cut open, and the first aid method was almost useless. When he arrived at the hospital, the young man's face was already pale, and the red-eyed lips had also turned pale. Not a trace of blood.

The doctor sterilized and sutured as quickly as possible, and finally stabilized the situation a little, and began to transfuse the young man.

When Xie Su was scared out of his wits and finally arrived, what he saw was the lifeless face of the young man.

He is travel-stained, his eyes are covered with bloodshot eyes, the young man's face is so recognizable, the doctor discovered his identity during the stitching process, and was immediately sealed by the people under Xie Su's hands. Now he knows the young man's identity Yes, just him and two nurses.

When Xie Shu came over, the doctor was still writing something in the notebook, seeing the man's expression, the emotion in his eyes became extremely strange.

He was a fan of rationality, but when he saw Xie Su, he endured it and didn't question him.

"The patient needs to rest now."

The doctor frowned, and looked at Xie Su with a speculative and critical look, and said, "Who are you?"

"…………"

Xie Su moved his lips, he didn't know what to say for a moment, he was dumbfounded, and it took a while before he reacted slowly.

"I am his friend."

He said so.

The man's voice was slightly choked, he looked extremely tired, he looked like a well-maintained old man, the doctor frowned, he was full of fright and anger, and had various speculations about the current situation of the young man. He wanted to ask something on the sidelines, but seeing the man's current situation, he began to consider whether he could accept verbal stimulation.

"You'd better rest for a while."

The doctor said indifferently: "Register on the first floor. It's best to relieve your emotions, otherwise the patient may be affected. Register with Dr. Zhao from the psychology department on the second floor. She is going to work today."

Xie Su was stunned for a moment, then realized, and said, "...Thank you."

He paused, and then said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."

"No trouble."

The doctor responded indifferently. He frowned, looked at the young man on the bed, thought about the row of strong men guarding outside, and couldn't help sighing.

He felt that he might be involved in some wealthy family's grievances, but what kind of grievances can drive people to the point of suicide. When he was helping the young man to sew up the wound, his hands were shaking all the time, for fear that he would be a step too late...

I am afraid that if you are too slow, the young man will die from excessive blood loss.

The doctor sighed, opened the door and walked out to change shifts with his colleagues.

Xie Su did not go to register as the doctor said to relieve the psychological pressure. He just left the hospital and went to buy some food. This time Xie Su did not ask the assistant or secretary to do things, he was numb I sat in the back seat of the car, and when I came back to my senses, there were so many things that it was difficult for one person to take them back.

Yan Changling didn't know the reason for the young man's suicide at the moment, but Xie Su knew it all too well. He had a splitting headache and didn't even know what he was thinking right now. put out.

It wasn't even until the young man made a sound that he realized that he had woken up.

"Why are you here?"

The young man turned his face a little, his voice was very low, so low that it was unreal, almost like a hazy fog.

Only then did Xie Su react as if awakened from a dream.

He said, "...Ah Yu?"

He is very numb.

His demeanor and voice were so numb that people couldn't even hear his emotions. The young man looked at him calmly. He didn't ask himself why he didn't die, but just repeated it again.

"Why are you here."

"…………"

Xie Su fell silent.

He didn't know what he was thinking now, maybe he was still holding some vague hope, so he was unwilling to tell the young man about his surveillance and arrangements during this period.

But this silence lasted only for a short moment before it was broken by himself.

What can you hide now?

He thought, there is no point in hiding it any more.

So he began to explain little by little, not really an explanation, but exhaustively and unreservedly explaining his arrangements for this period of time in detail, and then he seemed to be at a loss for words, and said stiffly: " ………sorry."

He said, "I'm sorry."

Apart from this sentence, he didn't know what else to say. The man was exhausted to the extreme, his spirit was on the verge of breaking down, and his whole body seemed dull and stiff.

He did it wrong again.

Xie Su was exhausted and realized this with despair.

The young man was covered in bruises, and his target was exhausted. Yin Ranyu didn't do anything to stimulate Xie Su. He just moved his arms and tried to sit up.

——Xie Su immediately noticed his small movements, stretched out his hand cautiously and timidly, and helped him up.

He was afraid that the young man would show disgust because of his touch, but fortunately the young man's expression remained the same as before, he was as calm as a pool of stagnant water, with almost no waves.

"I'm hungry."

He said.

So Xie Su hurriedly picked and picked, first tried to see if the old soup he bought was still hot, and found that the soup was still warm, so he took out the soup first and said, "Drink some hot one first, I bought it... ..."

He paused for a moment, then looked at the pile of things he had brought, and after confirming that there was something in it, he said, "I bought porridge, and you should drink the porridge after you finish the soup. Raise one."

The young man responded calmly.

His other hand was still transfusing blood, and his manner and actions were very inconvenient, so Xie Su held the bowl as before and slowly fed him.

It was obvious that it had been a long time, but his demeanor was not unfamiliar. Yin Ranyu lowered his eyes, ate something slowly, and then lay down again, saying, "Thank you."

His voice came very suddenly. Xie Su was packing up the dishes, but when he heard him speak, he paused for a moment, but there was no sense of joy at all.

Instead, he felt an unbearable bitter taste spreading from the base of his tongue. He forced a smile and said, "...Are you serious?"

The young man responded slowly.

He said: "If it weren't for you, I would never know, I was not wronged."

— but was sold.

When he was talking, he had no emotions at all, and his eyes, which had always looked dark, were as clear as spring water.

Xie Su didn't know what to say anymore.

He felt that such a reality was so absurd that it made people laugh, so he really laughed out. While laughing, the man couldn't stop sobbing. He said, "Why did you commit suicide?"

He was almost on the verge of crying.

Xie Su was extremely exhausted, the expression on his face was distorted, he wanted to laugh, but the tears couldn't stop flowing, the young man leaned on the hospital bed, but just looked at him calmly.

Calm to indifferent.

His current state is really too strange, like a misty cloud, you can see him, but you know you can't catch him anymore.

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