Shura Field [Quick Transmigration]
Chapter 145 (2)
Yin Ranyu and Li Wenchao have hardly been separated.In the eyes of the public, they seemed to be together anytime and anywhere, including Yin Ranyu's awards, and Li Wenchao was asked to help them receive them.
No one has ever seen them look different.
But now, there seems to be a clear problem with their relationship.
Some people whispered, some people were worried, and some people thought they had an "opportunity" and began to approach the young man openly and secretly, but within two days, these people were cleared away by Li Wenchao.
The big bosses who directed the director also came over. Several of them had worked with Li Wenchao and Yin Ranyu before. Seeing their current way of getting along, some people frowned worriedly, pulled Li Wenchao, and asked what is going on?
Li Wenchao could only shake his head, his expression was very gloomy, he even held a cigarette in his hand, and smoked slowly, the boss who came to him was not in good health, so when he saw him smoking, he frowned and said, "Give me It's gone, I'm choking very much."
He is an old senior, and he has given Li Wenchao a lot of advice. When the man realized it, he extinguished his cigarette in a bit of a daze, and apologized bitterly: "Sorry, I forgot that you have asthma... I won't smoke anymore."
He only smoked a few times a long time ago, but these days he suddenly picked up this "hobby". When the smoke of tobacco slowly enters his lungs, it can slightly dispel the depression in his heart.
The old man looked at his expression, frowned, and said, "What's going on? Tell me, I'm older than you, what haven't you seen? Tell me, and I can help you think about it." Think of ways to."
"………thanks."
Li Wenchao forced a smile and said, "There is no way."
He thought, there is really no way.
At a certain moment, he even regretted that they had taught the young people many things. He once told the young people some things in the circle, so that he could see the meaning of some things under the surface.
Young people have been tricked before.
If he hadn't met Yan Changling, the upstart would probably have really succeeded.The young man is too tempting, he is like some kind of fruit exuding a sweet fragrance, when people face him, they want to pick him up and hide him.
Some people are quite clear-headed.
Knowing what to do and what not to do, knowing that such a sweet fruit cannot be touched, and knowing what will happen if you touch it.
But in this world, there are always some people whose brains are not so easy to use.They always feel that they can take risks, they always feel that they have some kind of strength, they always feel that they will have some kind of luck, and they always feel that they can pick this attractive fruit.
Li Wenchao can guard against it, and so can Yan Changjing. They stay by the young man's side almost all the time, but what if?
In case one day, someone finds an opportunity and finds a loophole, young people always need to protect their own abilities.
They were worried about this, so they didn't hide much about some things. Although the young man still didn't understand many things, in many cases...he had already behaved very well.
He could completely understand why they sent those two gifts to Xie Su.
I also understand why Li Wenchao sent him back in the first place.
They could have taken him back that day.
But they don't.
That night, Li Wenchao sent the sleeping boy back to Xie Su's side, wanting to create a rift between Xie Su and him. They contributed to the flames, not because they didn't think of the possible harm to the boy.
But they did it anyway.
At some point, Yan Changjing's indifference seemed very similar to that of Mr. Yan.
They are father and son after all.
At that time, Li Wenchao could be stopped completely.
Stop Yan Changjing's thoughts.
But he didn't, he just...became an accessory.
Is he really doing it for the boy?
Li Wenchao thought so.
He lowered his eyes, thinking slowly.
What was he thinking at that time?
Teenagers deserve better lives...better things.He is so dependent on Xie Su, just like a fish depends on water.
What were they thinking then?
Juniors should be made up.
He should have a better life and a better lover. He deserves all the best things in the world.
But is Xie Su really bad?
Actually not.
He and Yan Changjing belong to the same kind of people. They are both geniuses in the business field. They have already controlled a huge industry at a young age, enjoying terrifying and unimaginably huge resources.
How many people in this world can achieve such an achievement at their age?
Some people may think that they have the help of their families.
But some people are born different.
They have jaw-dropping vision and abilities, and there have always been such enviable people in the world.
Xie Su seemed to be very promiscuous in the past, but with his own conditions, they can definitely do something to put pressure on him, so that he can change from a promiscuous. Radish turned into a gentle and devoted lover.
The teenager will be well protected by them, and will never know some dirty truths. He can receive treatment, get better slowly, and then enjoy life wantonly.
What they thought at the beginning was just some kind of excuse.
Some kind of excuse to hide one's selfishness.
At first they thought that Xie Su was not good enough for him, and wanted to give him a better lover.
But in practice?
After they snatched the boy back from Xie Su, they protected him well and isolated him.
Do not give him the opportunity to contact irrelevant people.
How many people have the youth met in recent years?
There may not be ten of them that he is really familiar with.
Many people were separated by Li Wenchao or Yan Changjing before they came into contact with young people.
The only ones who can get in touch with him all the time, except themselves, are the entire team they arranged for the young man, who can't and dare not have the slightest thought about him.
The make-up artist already had a husband, and even had a child before, and the bodyguards were all professional, unshaven, simple old men.
Even the assistants are mediocre, and the assistant who has been in contact with the youth the longest is still a chubby little chubby.
It is the kind that even if you lose weight, you can only meet the standards of passers-by.
Under such circumstances, where do young people have the opportunity to meet a "better lover"?
They said they loved him, but in fact, what they did was not all for themselves?
Li Wenchao couldn't help laughing.
Smiling and laughing, he couldn't help covering his eyes.
"no solution anymore."
He said.
He is the person who spends the longest time with the young man, so he is more aware of some of the young man's thoughts.
no solution anymore.
no solution anymore.
The old man frowned and wanted to say something, but he swallowed the words again.
He didn't know everything, so he didn't know where to start to speak. Li Wenchao had clearly expressed his unwillingness to speak, so he could only look at the other party and sigh.
"His Diary" was filmed in such a weird atmosphere.
Li Wenchao originally played a supporting role, and that supporting role was a young professor. He admired Nan Shuang very much, and even found his psychological friend to help him untie a certain knot in his heart.
They are both teachers and friends, and occasionally even show some subtle emotions that go beyond the boundaries.
Kong Nan originally wanted to make up for what he owed Nan Shuang, but he was young and reckless, which only brought new pain and troubles to Nan Shuang.
Because of Kong Nan's suitor, Nan Shuang's bisexual body secrets were spread again, and his roommates inevitably looked at him with strange emotions. He was so embarrassed that he was like a frightened bird. Waking up from a nightmare.
It was in such a bad situation that he met the professor.
The professor's personality is extremely gentle.
Occasionally, he discovered that the students were vaguely ostracizing Nanshuang, and after being bullied by gangsters outside the school, he took it seriously and helped Nanshuang a few times, and even helped Nanshuang find a place to rent a house.
The school prohibits students from renting houses outside, but Nanshuang’s situation is really special, and with the help of professors, it was approved.His condition finally improved after leaving Kong Nan. The professor cared about his condition and helped him several times afterwards, and the relationship between the two became closer.
He can be said to be the closest, most trusted, and most dependent person of Nanshuang.
The gap between the inside and outside of the play is really too big. When Li Wenchao read the script, his throat even felt sweet. For the first time in his more than ten years of work, he couldn't get into the play.
He looked down at "Nan Shuang" in front of him. He brought out the youth's acting skills by himself. His eyes were very clear, filled with emptiness and fear, as well as unbelievable shame.
But Li Wenchao seemed to be able to see the young man's true emotions through these eyes, he was tired and gloomy.
seems to be asking.
"why?"
Li Wenchao couldn't speak, his throat was choked, his face was in a trance, the director coughed carefully, seeing that he didn't respond, he looked at the big boss who was on the scene beside him, after the old senior gave him a look, , with a shock, he shouted: "Ka!"
He timidly flinched, hesitant to say anything, the difference in status between Li Wenchao and Li Wenchao was too great, he didn't dare to scold him, the old senior saw that he couldn't support the wall, he was so angry that his head ached, and he stood up "swipe". Standing up, he said sharply: "Li Wenchao!!!"
This moment was like a bolt from the blue, but it could be regarded as pulling Li Wenchao out of that chaotic state. He looked at the camera blankly, and saw the old man's face was livid with anger. He took several deep breaths on the spot before he could hold back. He exhaled fragrance on the spot, saving some face for Li Wenchao.
Then, he tried his best to be kind, but he still looked murderous and said: "Come here, I will tell you about the play."
The surrounding staff and other actors couldn't help but break out in cold sweat. This old gentleman is famous for his violent temper, and he is especially good at expressing lotus flowers. He once scolded several actors on the scene and cried together. Aww, when they see him, they feel frightened, not to mention that they may have to use their skills when they see the old man.
The middle-aged and elderly people kindly pulled Li Wenchao into the room, and another big guy who was familiar with him coughed a few times to keep them away, and within a few seconds, they heard earth-shattering roars from the room.
"Li Wenchao, I [哗——], [哗———], [哗哗哗———], you [哗——!]…………"
The person who could hear it was sweating on his head and avoided it a little, fearing that he would be in trouble if he was recorded as a witness of black history by the actor.Seeing that they were so self-conscious, the other boss went over and pulled Yin Ranyu—yes, this is also an acquaintance, and also worked with Yin Ranyu—pulled him aside, frowning, his face full "Is something wrong?" he asked worriedly.
The young man just lowered his eyes and shook his head. He was silent and didn't speak, which made the middle-aged and elderly people yell anxiously: "Xiao Yu, if you have something to say, what did Li Xiaozi do? Is it a quarrel, or something else, if you don’t solve the problem, you won’t have a chance to solve it in the future. Your uncle and I are also experienced. If there is something between friends, it’s best to talk about it directly, otherwise it’s such a knot If you keep it, the relationship will not be good in the future."
He regarded the young man as his own son and nephew, and he always sent him some souvenirs. This kind concern from the elders was genuine, so the young man could only be silent for a while, and said: "... I knew."
He paused and said, "Thank you."
He is too well-behaved and obedient, and it is difficult for middle-aged and elderly people not to see him as a child. Hearing what he said, the other party was a little relieved and said, "Well, let's shoot other scenes today. I will decide. I'll give you two days to adjust and come back, okay?"
The directors are all bigwigs who are familiar with Li Wenchao—in other words, they are the top-level directors, and they are not as good as the top-level, but not too many.
"Ah."
The young man agreed to come down, he lowered his eyes and said, "Okay."
So the kind uncle—or even the grandparents let him go, and went directly to discuss the role arrangement with other people.Everyone could see Li Wenchao's state, so the matter was settled like this. Li Wenchao had just endured a crazy output, and when he turned his head, he was told that the crew had given an extra two days off, so he remained silent He and the young man got into the car.
Apart from them in the carriage, there was Xiaopangpang who was still driving, and the poor assistant didn't dare to breathe. Like a hamster, he drove the car back carefully.
Li Wenchao sat in the front row, and Yin Ranyu sat alone in the back seat. He closed his eyes, as if he was resting his mind. Li Wenchao looked at his face through the rearview mirror, and the atmosphere was frighteningly oppressive.
The assistant was frightened into a cold sweat, and when he arrived at the place, he dared not say anything, so he parked the car on the side of the road. A traffic policeman patrolled back and forth several times, but he didn't see the car moving away, thinking that there was no one there. Come over and "snap" and stick a ticket on the car window.
assistant:"………………"
The assistant looked at the ticket on the car and wanted to cry, but he really didn't dare to speak out. It was Yin Ranyu who was woken up by the system and asked.
"Reached?"
The assistant suddenly received amnesty: "... here, here."
The young man nodded slightly, and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
He opened the car door and wanted to go down a little dizzy.
"………and many more."
Li Wenchao paused for a moment, seeing that he didn't seem to have reacted, so he handed over the hat and mask: "...do some camouflage."
Don't be recognized.
Only then did the young man come to his senses. He froze for a few seconds before he took what the man handed over and put on the mask and hat.
Say thank you."
The atmosphere seems to have broken the ice.
The assistant didn't know anything, but was caught in the middle of the two, and he was not a human being inside and out, so he was careful in everything he did.Seeing this scene, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and waited until the two gentlemen got out of the car, then hurriedly drove to find a parking space, and cleared the ticket by the way.
Without the third person, Yin Ranyu just walked ahead in silence, Li Wenchao didn't call him, but followed behind, the two of them entered the temporary hotel one by one, and when Yin Ranyu opened the room, Li Wenchao also followed in.
Yin Ranyu didn't stop it either.
At this moment, he appeared to be more mature and calm than Li Wenchao.After the young man closed the door, he opened his mouth and said, "Uncle Gao told me."
Li Wenchao raised his eyes and looked at him. He opened his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but after several hesitations, he still didn't speak.
The young man pursed his lips.
He went to get two tea bags, boiled the water with the hot water, then threw the tea bags into the quilt to soak, then brought two cups of instant tea and put them on the table.
"Uncle Gao said that if there is a problem, it must be solved."
The young man's tone was calm and calm. He really seemed too calm, which made people feel worried.
When a person encounters an unacceptable thing, the most fearful thing is that he will behave too calmly and rationally.
And being traded to someone else by his biological mother, and being treated as a tool, he has been cold and violent for more than ten years. No matter who it is, this is not an easy hurdle to get over.
It may even break down and commit suicide.
If an ordinary person encounters such a thing, the moment he knows it, he may break down and cry, or develop strong hatred. He hates to see the person concerned, and he will not be able to stop his emotional breakdown, and even have physical pain. Reaction, trembling, vomiting, and even rushing up at the first time, beating the opponent to death.
When encountering such a thing, no matter how strong the reaction is, it will not be too much. This is the emotional venting that should be done. Li Wenchao would rather let the young man go away with red eyes, and let him go far away, never come here again, and don't want to see him It looks calm now.
But he also clearly knew that that would not be the reaction that young people would have at all, so he could only feel profound powerlessness.
During this period of time, Li Wenchao has been panicked and confused, with fear constantly growing in his heart, which made him conceive countless hopeless futures. He wanted to think of any way to save it, but he couldn't think of a way.
This hopeless emotion kept swelling in his heart. He told Yan Changjing the whole thing from the very beginning, thinking that the other party might think of a way, but unexpectedly, Yan Changjing could only keep silent about it.
He could only ask: "...Is he still willing to see me?"
Li Wenchao said, "I don't know."
So the two fell into a deathly silence together.
In fact, Yan Changjing had already come here, and after discovering that Xie Su had found the young man's location, they no longer concealed it, but even though he had already come, he did not dare to come to see the young man.
I'm afraid it will remind him of the nightmare past.
Xie Su really cut off their lifeline with one blow.
What the Yan family did to young people is a problem that Yan Changjing and Yan Changling will never be able to solve.It is also a huge worry that has always been hidden. Yan Changjing had tried his best to hide the relevant situation of this matter, but...
But as long as something happened, it is impossible to leave no trace.
No one expected that Xie Su would be so good at digging. He invested a huge amount of money, like a project, to dig deep into all the situations of young people.
Finally, a few years later, Yan Changjing was fatally stabbed.
And Li Wenchao was already close to them, and he could even be said to be Yan Changling's other elder brother. He and Yan Changjing were close friends. Here, he did not do less.
What's more, he and the Yan family brothers were bound together almost from the beginning. When young people saw him, they would naturally think of Yan Changjing, Yan Changling, and... the Yan family.
Xie Su completely crushed any possibility of them and the youth.
It can be called a one-hit kill.
Li Wenchao's thoughts were in a trance and disorderly, but after he held the teacup that the young man put in front of him, and his palms were burned by the hot glass, he miraculously calmed down.
He said in a daze, "...Yes."
When he said this, his tone was a little weak.
But soon, he sank and slowly became calm.
He said: "Uncle Gao is right... If there is a problem, it must be solved."
It's impossible to go on like this forever.
he thinks.
So he clenched the cup tightly, and after being silent for a while, he said, "What it says...is true."
As soon as these words came out, he seemed to have let go of a huge burden, and his whole body relaxed a little.
The young man just lowered his eyes, looking at the wobbly tea bag in the cup, as if he had no emotional fluctuations at all.
Li Wenchao was silent for a while.
He said: "At the beginning...the person who sent you back was indeed me."
The young man nodded slowly.
He said, "Who the hell was that night?"
If it was really that executive, could Li Wenchao really put him aside calmly and send him back?
He thought of this question, so he was only puzzled.For a long time, the young man thought that the person who brought him back was Xie Su, and he never thought of another possibility.
"…………"
Li Wenchao fell silent.
The young man waited for his answer, but after waiting for a long time, he couldn't wait.
So he asked him, "Is that you?"
"………no."
Li Wenchao was silent for a long time before giving the answer. He was thinking whether he should tell the young man the truth.The young man already knew a lot of things, and he had some doubts about this matter. Even if he thought of a certain theory and concealed this matter from the past——but the young man...would he really believe him?
Do young people know about this?
he thinks.
Even the past actions of the Yan family were dug out by Xie Su. Although there were only a few people who knew about what happened that night... But, would Xie Su really not be able to find out?
Li Wenchao was silent for a long time.
He was faced with a dilemma. If he said it, and Xie Su and the young man didn't know about it, he would have Yan Changling, who was originally quite innocent, crucified in front of the young man, but if he didn't say...
But if he doesn't say it, what if there is that one case?
In case Xie Su found out about this matter later and told the young man, if the young man now has a vague memory of that night.
He will know that he lied to him again.
At that time, will he trust them again?
Even if he said it, but he was silent for such a long time before... It was an expression of his attitude.
Li Wenchao just wanted to smile wryly.
He knew that he had missed the only chance, so he could only pick up the teacup and slowly take a sip of the warm tea to stabilize his mood.
"That day...it was Ah Ling."
He opened his mouth slowly, telling the whole story without reservation, Li Wenchao still had some thoughts, he said: "At that time, Ah Ling didn't know your identity, he wanted to be with you, wanted you... …Bring back."
At that time, Yan Changling only thought that the young man was one of Xie Su's little lovers. He felt that as long as this little lover was touched by others, Xie Su would probably not be willing to ask for it anymore. The idea is still too young and reckless, always feel that as long as you want it, you can get it.
But his original thoughts were true, and so were his feelings.
Li Wenchao just wanted to make the young people feel less jealous towards them—even if it was only a little bit.
The young man seemed unaware of his remedy, he was silent for a while, and said, "It turns out...it was him."
He was dazed for a few seconds, then came back to his senses and asked calmly, "Why didn't he take me back?"
This sentence is asking Yan Changling, and it is also asking Li Wenchao.
Ask Li Wenchao: Since Yan Changling wanted to take him back, why didn't he do so?
Ask Li Wenchao: Is the reason why Yan Changling did not do this because of his obstruction?
After all, it was Li Wenchao himself who sent him back to Xie Su's side, so he should be the one who knows this matter most clearly.
What he asked was really straightforward.
So Li Wenchao didn't even have a chance to escape, he said: "At that time, you were very dependent on him."
The man's voice was a little hazy and empty.
He said, "I..."
Li Wenchao only said one word, but he couldn't continue.
Never before has he been so clearly aware of his despicableness, regret and pain almost overwhelmed him, he seemed to have been pierced through the heart by a long nail, nailed him in the deep sea, breathless, unable to struggle, Pain reaches a certain level and becomes numb.
So he just paused for a moment, and then said a little dullly: "You...shouldn't be with him."
The situation couldn't have gotten any worse than this.
He has nothing left to fear.
Li Wenchao thought.
So he sat stiffly opposite the young man, slowly, even mechanically.
Slowly telling the youth what he had thought.
Also - Yan Changjing's previous thoughts.
Xie Su doesn't seem like a good lover.
His deeds spread widely in the circle. He was extravagant, promiscuous, and even had a tendency to abuse the young man. When he attacked the young man at the beginning, he and Yan Changjing were still friends.
He called Yan Changjing, his tone was very casual, seeming playful and frivolous.
His emotional attitude is undoubtedly very bad.
How could the teenager be with him?
This is Yan Changjing's idea.
It was also Li Wenchao's idea.
This is wrong.
they thought.
They wanted to cut off the connection between the young man and Xie Su, but at that time, that happened.
The next move seemed logical.
Relatively speaking, the teenager's dependence on Xie Su seems to be much heavier than Xie Su's importance to him.
The author has something to say: So they thought, as long as the teenager's dependence on Xie Su is cut off.You can bring him back completely, whether it's physically or -- emotionally.
Xie Su really doesn't look like a qualified lover.
Was their thought at that time true?
No one can tell.
At that time, Li Wenchao did have some thoughts in this regard.
However, after they brought the young man to their side, they have kept him isolated intentionally or unintentionally.
Let him have no way, no chance, to know some other people.
With such high-intensity work in recent years, the mobility of people around young people is huge.It is impossible to have only a few actors in a crew, and there are many behind-the-scenes staff.But there are only a few extra people who can barely get acquainted with the young people.
And this kind of familiarity is only maintained at the acquaintance of nodding.After the young man finished filming the works at that time, it was difficult for them to find a place to communicate with him.
Even for Tian Sai, it was Yin Ranyu who took the initiative to hand over the olive branch, so that she had the opportunity to get in touch with him.Otherwise, in this world, where would such a coincidence happen?
Perhaps at the beginning, Li Wenchao's thinking was indeed as he said, but there must have been some elements of self-deception in it.
After the young man was brought back by Yan Changjing, his thoughts began to change slowly. From the beginning, he looked good, and then gradually deteriorated, until... he had exclusive thoughts on the young man.
Yin Ranyu pondered over Li Wenchao's ideas slowly, and at this point, he had almost completed the entire plan.No matter which attack target it was, they intentionally or unintentionally dealt irreparable, heavy blows and injuries to him, or to this body.
Yin Ranyu herself does not believe in love.
The so-called love is actually nothing more than the secretion of hormones in the body. In this world, there may be love from the beginning to the end, from youth to old age.
If he just wants to attack one target, he can easily complete the task by taking advantage of this body, but unfortunately...he has more than one target to attack.
In the case of both, once the operation is careless, it will lead to a reversal of the situation, and no one can accept a lover who is volatile.The result of stepping on two boats may not only be imprisoned, but may also lead to complete disgust from the target of the attack. Yin Ranyu still prefers a safer method than walking a cliff alone.
People's love for others can never compare with their love for themselves.
Parents still vent their emotions on their children, not to mention couples who only care about "love".
Yin Ranyu only led them step by step into the quagmire, and felt a heavy and almost irreparable sense of guilt towards him.
Later, he used this guilt to let them pay by themselves to achieve the effect of self-satisfaction.
The more they give, the more they can soothe the heavy guilt and sense of indebtedness in their hearts. As long as he masters it properly, he can complete the task and achieve the situation required by the system.
This guilt is about to fully mature.
Yin Ranyu took a sip of the bitter tea, looked at Li Wenchao's dazed expression, and thought calmly.
Li Wenchao didn't know what the young man opposite was thinking at all, he was almost overwhelmed by the heavy guilt and sorrow.
He said, "I'm sorry, Ayu."
He was almost begging, he said: "We... will never do this again, give us another chance, okay, Xiao Yu?"
The young man sat opposite him, but just shook his head silently.
Something about him was completely stripped away following Li Wenchao's narration.
The young man just said: "I don't want to leave with you after the filming of this movie is over."
He appeared to be calm and unwavering, but the eyes that haunted people's dreams seemed to be covered with a layer of gloomy fog at the moment.
It was impossible to see what he was thinking at all.
Li Wenchao was stunned when he heard his words.
His thoughts were still a little confused, so when the young man spoke, he didn't immediately understand what he meant.
It wasn't until a few seconds later that he finally realized that he frowned.
"………no."
He hesitated a little, but soon became firm again and rejected the young man's request.
He said: "Ayu, your current situation... I'll find a doctor first, and you can talk to her, okay?"
Li Wenchao's tone was slightly flustered.
The young man's reaction was too calm from the beginning to the end, so calm that he couldn't help feeling panic in his heart.Even if the young man's character is always silent and quiet, he shouldn't be so indifferent to such things.
Li Wenchao clenched his palms, his thoughts cleared up again, he understood that his image in the eyes of young people was probably extremely bad, but...
However, he couldn't stop it.
Li Wenchao felt as if he was frozen in ice.
The cold came from the soles of his feet all the way to the top of his head, making him almost shivering, but he couldn't even do that.
He seemed to have frozen even his blood.
Li Wenchao was almost like a robot, he could only say: "I'm not trying to stop you, Ayu...you——I'm afraid of you."
He paused and said, "I'm afraid something will happen to you."
When people encounter an extremely sad and sad event, there are probably two emotions that can be expressed.
They're either exhausted, in disbelief, crying, or they're pissed off and won't accept it.
Or, it is to accept the facts silently, seemingly rational to almost cold-blooded, almost as if there is no emotion that a human being should have.
But that's how things tend to go.
Those with intense emotions, after venting their emotions, can regain their mentality, go through a long period of adaptation, and slowly start to live a good life.
On the contrary, those who are silent and barely responding...will be completely defeated by such a heavy blow.
These people are not sane.
Nor is it cold-blooded.
It's just... There is nothing more sad than heartbreak.
The emotions they generated at that moment had already exceeded the body's capacity to bear, so they were shielded by the body until they reacted by themselves-like a flood, a huge amount of negative emotions that had been brewed deeper poured out.
Such emotions are too intense.
It was so intense that people lost the strength to vent.
They couldn't even cry, couldn't shed tears, couldn't make a sound, and the whole world was dark. It seemed that at that moment, a certain part of their hearts was taken away by someone.
Such a state may last for a long time.
It has been digested by people for a month, a year, and ten years.
Only then can people cry out loudly, and only then can people walk out of this dark, tightly closed room that always stays in that moment.
It is also possible that this state will only last for a day.
A day, a week, a month.
People who can't see hope, can't find meaning.
will fall silently.
from the roof.
from the bathtub.
Or lie comfortably on the bed.
Death may not be able to make people happy, but it can end this kind of unreasonable and overwhelming pain.
Li Wenchao...has seen such a person before.
At home and abroad, as long as they are in this flashy circle, there will always be some people who want to take shortcuts, or are forced to take a certain "shortcut".
They will lose their dignity as human beings and be bullied by those who watch over shortcuts.
No one has ever seen them look different.
But now, there seems to be a clear problem with their relationship.
Some people whispered, some people were worried, and some people thought they had an "opportunity" and began to approach the young man openly and secretly, but within two days, these people were cleared away by Li Wenchao.
The big bosses who directed the director also came over. Several of them had worked with Li Wenchao and Yin Ranyu before. Seeing their current way of getting along, some people frowned worriedly, pulled Li Wenchao, and asked what is going on?
Li Wenchao could only shake his head, his expression was very gloomy, he even held a cigarette in his hand, and smoked slowly, the boss who came to him was not in good health, so when he saw him smoking, he frowned and said, "Give me It's gone, I'm choking very much."
He is an old senior, and he has given Li Wenchao a lot of advice. When the man realized it, he extinguished his cigarette in a bit of a daze, and apologized bitterly: "Sorry, I forgot that you have asthma... I won't smoke anymore."
He only smoked a few times a long time ago, but these days he suddenly picked up this "hobby". When the smoke of tobacco slowly enters his lungs, it can slightly dispel the depression in his heart.
The old man looked at his expression, frowned, and said, "What's going on? Tell me, I'm older than you, what haven't you seen? Tell me, and I can help you think about it." Think of ways to."
"………thanks."
Li Wenchao forced a smile and said, "There is no way."
He thought, there is really no way.
At a certain moment, he even regretted that they had taught the young people many things. He once told the young people some things in the circle, so that he could see the meaning of some things under the surface.
Young people have been tricked before.
If he hadn't met Yan Changling, the upstart would probably have really succeeded.The young man is too tempting, he is like some kind of fruit exuding a sweet fragrance, when people face him, they want to pick him up and hide him.
Some people are quite clear-headed.
Knowing what to do and what not to do, knowing that such a sweet fruit cannot be touched, and knowing what will happen if you touch it.
But in this world, there are always some people whose brains are not so easy to use.They always feel that they can take risks, they always feel that they have some kind of strength, they always feel that they will have some kind of luck, and they always feel that they can pick this attractive fruit.
Li Wenchao can guard against it, and so can Yan Changjing. They stay by the young man's side almost all the time, but what if?
In case one day, someone finds an opportunity and finds a loophole, young people always need to protect their own abilities.
They were worried about this, so they didn't hide much about some things. Although the young man still didn't understand many things, in many cases...he had already behaved very well.
He could completely understand why they sent those two gifts to Xie Su.
I also understand why Li Wenchao sent him back in the first place.
They could have taken him back that day.
But they don't.
That night, Li Wenchao sent the sleeping boy back to Xie Su's side, wanting to create a rift between Xie Su and him. They contributed to the flames, not because they didn't think of the possible harm to the boy.
But they did it anyway.
At some point, Yan Changjing's indifference seemed very similar to that of Mr. Yan.
They are father and son after all.
At that time, Li Wenchao could be stopped completely.
Stop Yan Changjing's thoughts.
But he didn't, he just...became an accessory.
Is he really doing it for the boy?
Li Wenchao thought so.
He lowered his eyes, thinking slowly.
What was he thinking at that time?
Teenagers deserve better lives...better things.He is so dependent on Xie Su, just like a fish depends on water.
What were they thinking then?
Juniors should be made up.
He should have a better life and a better lover. He deserves all the best things in the world.
But is Xie Su really bad?
Actually not.
He and Yan Changjing belong to the same kind of people. They are both geniuses in the business field. They have already controlled a huge industry at a young age, enjoying terrifying and unimaginably huge resources.
How many people in this world can achieve such an achievement at their age?
Some people may think that they have the help of their families.
But some people are born different.
They have jaw-dropping vision and abilities, and there have always been such enviable people in the world.
Xie Su seemed to be very promiscuous in the past, but with his own conditions, they can definitely do something to put pressure on him, so that he can change from a promiscuous. Radish turned into a gentle and devoted lover.
The teenager will be well protected by them, and will never know some dirty truths. He can receive treatment, get better slowly, and then enjoy life wantonly.
What they thought at the beginning was just some kind of excuse.
Some kind of excuse to hide one's selfishness.
At first they thought that Xie Su was not good enough for him, and wanted to give him a better lover.
But in practice?
After they snatched the boy back from Xie Su, they protected him well and isolated him.
Do not give him the opportunity to contact irrelevant people.
How many people have the youth met in recent years?
There may not be ten of them that he is really familiar with.
Many people were separated by Li Wenchao or Yan Changjing before they came into contact with young people.
The only ones who can get in touch with him all the time, except themselves, are the entire team they arranged for the young man, who can't and dare not have the slightest thought about him.
The make-up artist already had a husband, and even had a child before, and the bodyguards were all professional, unshaven, simple old men.
Even the assistants are mediocre, and the assistant who has been in contact with the youth the longest is still a chubby little chubby.
It is the kind that even if you lose weight, you can only meet the standards of passers-by.
Under such circumstances, where do young people have the opportunity to meet a "better lover"?
They said they loved him, but in fact, what they did was not all for themselves?
Li Wenchao couldn't help laughing.
Smiling and laughing, he couldn't help covering his eyes.
"no solution anymore."
He said.
He is the person who spends the longest time with the young man, so he is more aware of some of the young man's thoughts.
no solution anymore.
no solution anymore.
The old man frowned and wanted to say something, but he swallowed the words again.
He didn't know everything, so he didn't know where to start to speak. Li Wenchao had clearly expressed his unwillingness to speak, so he could only look at the other party and sigh.
"His Diary" was filmed in such a weird atmosphere.
Li Wenchao originally played a supporting role, and that supporting role was a young professor. He admired Nan Shuang very much, and even found his psychological friend to help him untie a certain knot in his heart.
They are both teachers and friends, and occasionally even show some subtle emotions that go beyond the boundaries.
Kong Nan originally wanted to make up for what he owed Nan Shuang, but he was young and reckless, which only brought new pain and troubles to Nan Shuang.
Because of Kong Nan's suitor, Nan Shuang's bisexual body secrets were spread again, and his roommates inevitably looked at him with strange emotions. He was so embarrassed that he was like a frightened bird. Waking up from a nightmare.
It was in such a bad situation that he met the professor.
The professor's personality is extremely gentle.
Occasionally, he discovered that the students were vaguely ostracizing Nanshuang, and after being bullied by gangsters outside the school, he took it seriously and helped Nanshuang a few times, and even helped Nanshuang find a place to rent a house.
The school prohibits students from renting houses outside, but Nanshuang’s situation is really special, and with the help of professors, it was approved.His condition finally improved after leaving Kong Nan. The professor cared about his condition and helped him several times afterwards, and the relationship between the two became closer.
He can be said to be the closest, most trusted, and most dependent person of Nanshuang.
The gap between the inside and outside of the play is really too big. When Li Wenchao read the script, his throat even felt sweet. For the first time in his more than ten years of work, he couldn't get into the play.
He looked down at "Nan Shuang" in front of him. He brought out the youth's acting skills by himself. His eyes were very clear, filled with emptiness and fear, as well as unbelievable shame.
But Li Wenchao seemed to be able to see the young man's true emotions through these eyes, he was tired and gloomy.
seems to be asking.
"why?"
Li Wenchao couldn't speak, his throat was choked, his face was in a trance, the director coughed carefully, seeing that he didn't respond, he looked at the big boss who was on the scene beside him, after the old senior gave him a look, , with a shock, he shouted: "Ka!"
He timidly flinched, hesitant to say anything, the difference in status between Li Wenchao and Li Wenchao was too great, he didn't dare to scold him, the old senior saw that he couldn't support the wall, he was so angry that his head ached, and he stood up "swipe". Standing up, he said sharply: "Li Wenchao!!!"
This moment was like a bolt from the blue, but it could be regarded as pulling Li Wenchao out of that chaotic state. He looked at the camera blankly, and saw the old man's face was livid with anger. He took several deep breaths on the spot before he could hold back. He exhaled fragrance on the spot, saving some face for Li Wenchao.
Then, he tried his best to be kind, but he still looked murderous and said: "Come here, I will tell you about the play."
The surrounding staff and other actors couldn't help but break out in cold sweat. This old gentleman is famous for his violent temper, and he is especially good at expressing lotus flowers. He once scolded several actors on the scene and cried together. Aww, when they see him, they feel frightened, not to mention that they may have to use their skills when they see the old man.
The middle-aged and elderly people kindly pulled Li Wenchao into the room, and another big guy who was familiar with him coughed a few times to keep them away, and within a few seconds, they heard earth-shattering roars from the room.
"Li Wenchao, I [哗——], [哗———], [哗哗哗———], you [哗——!]…………"
The person who could hear it was sweating on his head and avoided it a little, fearing that he would be in trouble if he was recorded as a witness of black history by the actor.Seeing that they were so self-conscious, the other boss went over and pulled Yin Ranyu—yes, this is also an acquaintance, and also worked with Yin Ranyu—pulled him aside, frowning, his face full "Is something wrong?" he asked worriedly.
The young man just lowered his eyes and shook his head. He was silent and didn't speak, which made the middle-aged and elderly people yell anxiously: "Xiao Yu, if you have something to say, what did Li Xiaozi do? Is it a quarrel, or something else, if you don’t solve the problem, you won’t have a chance to solve it in the future. Your uncle and I are also experienced. If there is something between friends, it’s best to talk about it directly, otherwise it’s such a knot If you keep it, the relationship will not be good in the future."
He regarded the young man as his own son and nephew, and he always sent him some souvenirs. This kind concern from the elders was genuine, so the young man could only be silent for a while, and said: "... I knew."
He paused and said, "Thank you."
He is too well-behaved and obedient, and it is difficult for middle-aged and elderly people not to see him as a child. Hearing what he said, the other party was a little relieved and said, "Well, let's shoot other scenes today. I will decide. I'll give you two days to adjust and come back, okay?"
The directors are all bigwigs who are familiar with Li Wenchao—in other words, they are the top-level directors, and they are not as good as the top-level, but not too many.
"Ah."
The young man agreed to come down, he lowered his eyes and said, "Okay."
So the kind uncle—or even the grandparents let him go, and went directly to discuss the role arrangement with other people.Everyone could see Li Wenchao's state, so the matter was settled like this. Li Wenchao had just endured a crazy output, and when he turned his head, he was told that the crew had given an extra two days off, so he remained silent He and the young man got into the car.
Apart from them in the carriage, there was Xiaopangpang who was still driving, and the poor assistant didn't dare to breathe. Like a hamster, he drove the car back carefully.
Li Wenchao sat in the front row, and Yin Ranyu sat alone in the back seat. He closed his eyes, as if he was resting his mind. Li Wenchao looked at his face through the rearview mirror, and the atmosphere was frighteningly oppressive.
The assistant was frightened into a cold sweat, and when he arrived at the place, he dared not say anything, so he parked the car on the side of the road. A traffic policeman patrolled back and forth several times, but he didn't see the car moving away, thinking that there was no one there. Come over and "snap" and stick a ticket on the car window.
assistant:"………………"
The assistant looked at the ticket on the car and wanted to cry, but he really didn't dare to speak out. It was Yin Ranyu who was woken up by the system and asked.
"Reached?"
The assistant suddenly received amnesty: "... here, here."
The young man nodded slightly, and said, "I'm sorry to trouble you."
He opened the car door and wanted to go down a little dizzy.
"………and many more."
Li Wenchao paused for a moment, seeing that he didn't seem to have reacted, so he handed over the hat and mask: "...do some camouflage."
Don't be recognized.
Only then did the young man come to his senses. He froze for a few seconds before he took what the man handed over and put on the mask and hat.
Say thank you."
The atmosphere seems to have broken the ice.
The assistant didn't know anything, but was caught in the middle of the two, and he was not a human being inside and out, so he was careful in everything he did.Seeing this scene, he immediately breathed a sigh of relief, and waited until the two gentlemen got out of the car, then hurriedly drove to find a parking space, and cleared the ticket by the way.
Without the third person, Yin Ranyu just walked ahead in silence, Li Wenchao didn't call him, but followed behind, the two of them entered the temporary hotel one by one, and when Yin Ranyu opened the room, Li Wenchao also followed in.
Yin Ranyu didn't stop it either.
At this moment, he appeared to be more mature and calm than Li Wenchao.After the young man closed the door, he opened his mouth and said, "Uncle Gao told me."
Li Wenchao raised his eyes and looked at him. He opened his lips, as if he wanted to say something, but after several hesitations, he still didn't speak.
The young man pursed his lips.
He went to get two tea bags, boiled the water with the hot water, then threw the tea bags into the quilt to soak, then brought two cups of instant tea and put them on the table.
"Uncle Gao said that if there is a problem, it must be solved."
The young man's tone was calm and calm. He really seemed too calm, which made people feel worried.
When a person encounters an unacceptable thing, the most fearful thing is that he will behave too calmly and rationally.
And being traded to someone else by his biological mother, and being treated as a tool, he has been cold and violent for more than ten years. No matter who it is, this is not an easy hurdle to get over.
It may even break down and commit suicide.
If an ordinary person encounters such a thing, the moment he knows it, he may break down and cry, or develop strong hatred. He hates to see the person concerned, and he will not be able to stop his emotional breakdown, and even have physical pain. Reaction, trembling, vomiting, and even rushing up at the first time, beating the opponent to death.
When encountering such a thing, no matter how strong the reaction is, it will not be too much. This is the emotional venting that should be done. Li Wenchao would rather let the young man go away with red eyes, and let him go far away, never come here again, and don't want to see him It looks calm now.
But he also clearly knew that that would not be the reaction that young people would have at all, so he could only feel profound powerlessness.
During this period of time, Li Wenchao has been panicked and confused, with fear constantly growing in his heart, which made him conceive countless hopeless futures. He wanted to think of any way to save it, but he couldn't think of a way.
This hopeless emotion kept swelling in his heart. He told Yan Changjing the whole thing from the very beginning, thinking that the other party might think of a way, but unexpectedly, Yan Changjing could only keep silent about it.
He could only ask: "...Is he still willing to see me?"
Li Wenchao said, "I don't know."
So the two fell into a deathly silence together.
In fact, Yan Changjing had already come here, and after discovering that Xie Su had found the young man's location, they no longer concealed it, but even though he had already come, he did not dare to come to see the young man.
I'm afraid it will remind him of the nightmare past.
Xie Su really cut off their lifeline with one blow.
What the Yan family did to young people is a problem that Yan Changjing and Yan Changling will never be able to solve.It is also a huge worry that has always been hidden. Yan Changjing had tried his best to hide the relevant situation of this matter, but...
But as long as something happened, it is impossible to leave no trace.
No one expected that Xie Su would be so good at digging. He invested a huge amount of money, like a project, to dig deep into all the situations of young people.
Finally, a few years later, Yan Changjing was fatally stabbed.
And Li Wenchao was already close to them, and he could even be said to be Yan Changling's other elder brother. He and Yan Changjing were close friends. Here, he did not do less.
What's more, he and the Yan family brothers were bound together almost from the beginning. When young people saw him, they would naturally think of Yan Changjing, Yan Changling, and... the Yan family.
Xie Su completely crushed any possibility of them and the youth.
It can be called a one-hit kill.
Li Wenchao's thoughts were in a trance and disorderly, but after he held the teacup that the young man put in front of him, and his palms were burned by the hot glass, he miraculously calmed down.
He said in a daze, "...Yes."
When he said this, his tone was a little weak.
But soon, he sank and slowly became calm.
He said: "Uncle Gao is right... If there is a problem, it must be solved."
It's impossible to go on like this forever.
he thinks.
So he clenched the cup tightly, and after being silent for a while, he said, "What it says...is true."
As soon as these words came out, he seemed to have let go of a huge burden, and his whole body relaxed a little.
The young man just lowered his eyes, looking at the wobbly tea bag in the cup, as if he had no emotional fluctuations at all.
Li Wenchao was silent for a while.
He said: "At the beginning...the person who sent you back was indeed me."
The young man nodded slowly.
He said, "Who the hell was that night?"
If it was really that executive, could Li Wenchao really put him aside calmly and send him back?
He thought of this question, so he was only puzzled.For a long time, the young man thought that the person who brought him back was Xie Su, and he never thought of another possibility.
"…………"
Li Wenchao fell silent.
The young man waited for his answer, but after waiting for a long time, he couldn't wait.
So he asked him, "Is that you?"
"………no."
Li Wenchao was silent for a long time before giving the answer. He was thinking whether he should tell the young man the truth.The young man already knew a lot of things, and he had some doubts about this matter. Even if he thought of a certain theory and concealed this matter from the past——but the young man...would he really believe him?
Do young people know about this?
he thinks.
Even the past actions of the Yan family were dug out by Xie Su. Although there were only a few people who knew about what happened that night... But, would Xie Su really not be able to find out?
Li Wenchao was silent for a long time.
He was faced with a dilemma. If he said it, and Xie Su and the young man didn't know about it, he would have Yan Changling, who was originally quite innocent, crucified in front of the young man, but if he didn't say...
But if he doesn't say it, what if there is that one case?
In case Xie Su found out about this matter later and told the young man, if the young man now has a vague memory of that night.
He will know that he lied to him again.
At that time, will he trust them again?
Even if he said it, but he was silent for such a long time before... It was an expression of his attitude.
Li Wenchao just wanted to smile wryly.
He knew that he had missed the only chance, so he could only pick up the teacup and slowly take a sip of the warm tea to stabilize his mood.
"That day...it was Ah Ling."
He opened his mouth slowly, telling the whole story without reservation, Li Wenchao still had some thoughts, he said: "At that time, Ah Ling didn't know your identity, he wanted to be with you, wanted you... …Bring back."
At that time, Yan Changling only thought that the young man was one of Xie Su's little lovers. He felt that as long as this little lover was touched by others, Xie Su would probably not be willing to ask for it anymore. The idea is still too young and reckless, always feel that as long as you want it, you can get it.
But his original thoughts were true, and so were his feelings.
Li Wenchao just wanted to make the young people feel less jealous towards them—even if it was only a little bit.
The young man seemed unaware of his remedy, he was silent for a while, and said, "It turns out...it was him."
He was dazed for a few seconds, then came back to his senses and asked calmly, "Why didn't he take me back?"
This sentence is asking Yan Changling, and it is also asking Li Wenchao.
Ask Li Wenchao: Since Yan Changling wanted to take him back, why didn't he do so?
Ask Li Wenchao: Is the reason why Yan Changling did not do this because of his obstruction?
After all, it was Li Wenchao himself who sent him back to Xie Su's side, so he should be the one who knows this matter most clearly.
What he asked was really straightforward.
So Li Wenchao didn't even have a chance to escape, he said: "At that time, you were very dependent on him."
The man's voice was a little hazy and empty.
He said, "I..."
Li Wenchao only said one word, but he couldn't continue.
Never before has he been so clearly aware of his despicableness, regret and pain almost overwhelmed him, he seemed to have been pierced through the heart by a long nail, nailed him in the deep sea, breathless, unable to struggle, Pain reaches a certain level and becomes numb.
So he just paused for a moment, and then said a little dullly: "You...shouldn't be with him."
The situation couldn't have gotten any worse than this.
He has nothing left to fear.
Li Wenchao thought.
So he sat stiffly opposite the young man, slowly, even mechanically.
Slowly telling the youth what he had thought.
Also - Yan Changjing's previous thoughts.
Xie Su doesn't seem like a good lover.
His deeds spread widely in the circle. He was extravagant, promiscuous, and even had a tendency to abuse the young man. When he attacked the young man at the beginning, he and Yan Changjing were still friends.
He called Yan Changjing, his tone was very casual, seeming playful and frivolous.
His emotional attitude is undoubtedly very bad.
How could the teenager be with him?
This is Yan Changjing's idea.
It was also Li Wenchao's idea.
This is wrong.
they thought.
They wanted to cut off the connection between the young man and Xie Su, but at that time, that happened.
The next move seemed logical.
Relatively speaking, the teenager's dependence on Xie Su seems to be much heavier than Xie Su's importance to him.
The author has something to say: So they thought, as long as the teenager's dependence on Xie Su is cut off.You can bring him back completely, whether it's physically or -- emotionally.
Xie Su really doesn't look like a qualified lover.
Was their thought at that time true?
No one can tell.
At that time, Li Wenchao did have some thoughts in this regard.
However, after they brought the young man to their side, they have kept him isolated intentionally or unintentionally.
Let him have no way, no chance, to know some other people.
With such high-intensity work in recent years, the mobility of people around young people is huge.It is impossible to have only a few actors in a crew, and there are many behind-the-scenes staff.But there are only a few extra people who can barely get acquainted with the young people.
And this kind of familiarity is only maintained at the acquaintance of nodding.After the young man finished filming the works at that time, it was difficult for them to find a place to communicate with him.
Even for Tian Sai, it was Yin Ranyu who took the initiative to hand over the olive branch, so that she had the opportunity to get in touch with him.Otherwise, in this world, where would such a coincidence happen?
Perhaps at the beginning, Li Wenchao's thinking was indeed as he said, but there must have been some elements of self-deception in it.
After the young man was brought back by Yan Changjing, his thoughts began to change slowly. From the beginning, he looked good, and then gradually deteriorated, until... he had exclusive thoughts on the young man.
Yin Ranyu pondered over Li Wenchao's ideas slowly, and at this point, he had almost completed the entire plan.No matter which attack target it was, they intentionally or unintentionally dealt irreparable, heavy blows and injuries to him, or to this body.
Yin Ranyu herself does not believe in love.
The so-called love is actually nothing more than the secretion of hormones in the body. In this world, there may be love from the beginning to the end, from youth to old age.
If he just wants to attack one target, he can easily complete the task by taking advantage of this body, but unfortunately...he has more than one target to attack.
In the case of both, once the operation is careless, it will lead to a reversal of the situation, and no one can accept a lover who is volatile.The result of stepping on two boats may not only be imprisoned, but may also lead to complete disgust from the target of the attack. Yin Ranyu still prefers a safer method than walking a cliff alone.
People's love for others can never compare with their love for themselves.
Parents still vent their emotions on their children, not to mention couples who only care about "love".
Yin Ranyu only led them step by step into the quagmire, and felt a heavy and almost irreparable sense of guilt towards him.
Later, he used this guilt to let them pay by themselves to achieve the effect of self-satisfaction.
The more they give, the more they can soothe the heavy guilt and sense of indebtedness in their hearts. As long as he masters it properly, he can complete the task and achieve the situation required by the system.
This guilt is about to fully mature.
Yin Ranyu took a sip of the bitter tea, looked at Li Wenchao's dazed expression, and thought calmly.
Li Wenchao didn't know what the young man opposite was thinking at all, he was almost overwhelmed by the heavy guilt and sorrow.
He said, "I'm sorry, Ayu."
He was almost begging, he said: "We... will never do this again, give us another chance, okay, Xiao Yu?"
The young man sat opposite him, but just shook his head silently.
Something about him was completely stripped away following Li Wenchao's narration.
The young man just said: "I don't want to leave with you after the filming of this movie is over."
He appeared to be calm and unwavering, but the eyes that haunted people's dreams seemed to be covered with a layer of gloomy fog at the moment.
It was impossible to see what he was thinking at all.
Li Wenchao was stunned when he heard his words.
His thoughts were still a little confused, so when the young man spoke, he didn't immediately understand what he meant.
It wasn't until a few seconds later that he finally realized that he frowned.
"………no."
He hesitated a little, but soon became firm again and rejected the young man's request.
He said: "Ayu, your current situation... I'll find a doctor first, and you can talk to her, okay?"
Li Wenchao's tone was slightly flustered.
The young man's reaction was too calm from the beginning to the end, so calm that he couldn't help feeling panic in his heart.Even if the young man's character is always silent and quiet, he shouldn't be so indifferent to such things.
Li Wenchao clenched his palms, his thoughts cleared up again, he understood that his image in the eyes of young people was probably extremely bad, but...
However, he couldn't stop it.
Li Wenchao felt as if he was frozen in ice.
The cold came from the soles of his feet all the way to the top of his head, making him almost shivering, but he couldn't even do that.
He seemed to have frozen even his blood.
Li Wenchao was almost like a robot, he could only say: "I'm not trying to stop you, Ayu...you——I'm afraid of you."
He paused and said, "I'm afraid something will happen to you."
When people encounter an extremely sad and sad event, there are probably two emotions that can be expressed.
They're either exhausted, in disbelief, crying, or they're pissed off and won't accept it.
Or, it is to accept the facts silently, seemingly rational to almost cold-blooded, almost as if there is no emotion that a human being should have.
But that's how things tend to go.
Those with intense emotions, after venting their emotions, can regain their mentality, go through a long period of adaptation, and slowly start to live a good life.
On the contrary, those who are silent and barely responding...will be completely defeated by such a heavy blow.
These people are not sane.
Nor is it cold-blooded.
It's just... There is nothing more sad than heartbreak.
The emotions they generated at that moment had already exceeded the body's capacity to bear, so they were shielded by the body until they reacted by themselves-like a flood, a huge amount of negative emotions that had been brewed deeper poured out.
Such emotions are too intense.
It was so intense that people lost the strength to vent.
They couldn't even cry, couldn't shed tears, couldn't make a sound, and the whole world was dark. It seemed that at that moment, a certain part of their hearts was taken away by someone.
Such a state may last for a long time.
It has been digested by people for a month, a year, and ten years.
Only then can people cry out loudly, and only then can people walk out of this dark, tightly closed room that always stays in that moment.
It is also possible that this state will only last for a day.
A day, a week, a month.
People who can't see hope, can't find meaning.
will fall silently.
from the roof.
from the bathtub.
Or lie comfortably on the bed.
Death may not be able to make people happy, but it can end this kind of unreasonable and overwhelming pain.
Li Wenchao...has seen such a person before.
At home and abroad, as long as they are in this flashy circle, there will always be some people who want to take shortcuts, or are forced to take a certain "shortcut".
They will lose their dignity as human beings and be bullied by those who watch over shortcuts.
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Naruto: In Konoha, living with the girlish Naruto and Sasuke
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After the mission was completed, the yandere boyfriend turned evil
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When the Empress Becomes a Rich Family's Wasted Daughter
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The handsome men of the comics rushed over
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