Shura Field [Quick Transmigration]

When Doctor Miao came over, Xie Su was staying by the balcony.

He smoked cigarettes one by one, holding a pile of cigarette butts in the exquisite porcelain tray that was temporarily used as an ashtray. The window of the balcony was opened, and the smoke was blown out by the wind, but even so, the people on the balcony There was still a lot of smoke, Dr. Miao was choked and coughed even just a little closer, Xie Su looked at her silently, then put out the half-lit cigarette in his hand, and said, "Go to the study. "

Dr. Miao nodded reluctantly. She was very repulsed by the smell of smoke, and her whole body was frowning because of the smoke. It would be nice if she could talk in another place now.

Xie Su didn't take Dr. Miao to the small study in the bedroom, he took him to the place where he usually used to deal with some sensitive things, then lowered his eyes, and said everything slowly.

At the beginning, Dr. Miao was able to maintain a serious listening posture, but after Xie Su finished the whole thing, her brows could not help but frown. Xie Su didn't care about her expression, but just said in a low voice. Said: "...I always thought that Ayu's situation was improving."

But unexpectedly, reality gave him a loud slap in the face.

Xie Su stretched out his hand while talking, subconsciously wanting to smoke a cigarette.But after opening the cigarette box, he found that it was empty and the box had been smoked.

Both the lungs and the heart were hurting, Xie Su pinched the cigarette case and slowly crushed it flat, even his mind was groggy, most of his thoughts were drawn by the sleepy teenager , the whole person looked decadent and tired.

Seeing his condition, Dr. Miao hesitated slightly, and after deliberating for a while, he said: "According to what you said before, Mr. Yin does seem to be getting better. But what happened today may be because Mr. Yin I have been hiding my true emotions, or he may have been suddenly stimulated by some external factors—but these are just my guesses, if possible, can you let me meet him?"

Her understanding of the teenager's situation basically comes from Xie Su's dictation.And dictation is the easiest thing to incorporate personal bias. Dr. Miao still wants to meet the young man so that he can be more sure of his situation so that he can make a decision.

Xie Su's movements paused, and he remained silent for a long time before saying, "Do you want to meet him, or?"

Dr. Miao thought for a while and said, "It's better to meet him. I want to talk to him and see his current situation. Of course, it's okay to not talk, but I have to be able to observe his behavior."

Xie Su squeezed the cigarette case in his hand, and said, "...then let's meet."

After he finished speaking, he took Dr. Miao out of the room, placed her next door to the bedroom, and returned to the small room by himself to guard the boy.

He didn't turn on the light, and the curtains were drawn tightly, and the room was silently dark.Xie Su sat by the bed, and after his eyes gradually adapted to the brightness, he could see the boy's face.

... so thin.

Xie Su thought so, he looked at the boy's palm outside the blanket, and when he put aside his admiring gaze and only looked at it with a scrutinizing gaze, he realized for the first time that the boy had been subjected to such a degree.

His collarbone was unusually clear and prominent, and there was no excess fat or flesh on his wrist.His face and lips were pale—almost pale even—from blood loss.

This extremely weak vital sign made Xie Su uncontrollably lie down and listen to the young man's slow heartbeat.Only in this way can he confirm the situation of the boy.

How on earth did it become like this?

Xie Su thought this way, he had thought about this question many times, as if he had fallen into some kind of wireless maze, and every time he came to a conclusion, he could only accumulate another layer of negative emotions.

His mind was filled with all kinds of chaotic thoughts, Dr. Miao's previous voice also flowed out, slowly echoing in his mind.

"...Maybe it's because Mr. Yin has been hiding his true emotions, or maybe he was suddenly stimulated by some external factors..."

I have been covering up my true emotions, being stimulated by external factors...

Xie Su closed his eyes, and began to think wildly again. In his impression, the young man's emotions have always been very frank and undisguised. His mood swings are not big, but they can be observed of.

But last night's unexpected situation caused Xie Su to have self-doubt and vague hesitation about his conclusion and impression of the boy.

Ayu, is this his usual appearance?

Xie Su thought of the extremely eye-catching physical examination report at the beginning, the boy was being hurt all the time, and his foundation was exhausted.

It was the first time that Xie Su discovered that his understanding of the boy was so superficial, that the boy had no preferences, his thoughts, his emotions, when he didn't reveal it himself, he couldn't figure it out at all.

With such a clear understanding, Xie Su couldn't even show a wry smile, bursts of bitter taste climbed out from the base of his tongue, and he could only numbly get used to these negative emotions.

In addition to the boy's ability to conceal his emotions, Dr. Miao also mentioned another possibility.Xie Su reluctantly drew his attention to this possibility. Compared with the former guess that was too heavy for him, he was still more accepting of the latter.

The possibility of this is very small, but it still exists.Xie Su tried his best to sort out his thoughts. He first thought of Chu Yu, hesitating to think if someone couldn't control his mouth and said something about Chu Yu, which made the young man feel uncomfortable.Then he began to recall slowly again, constantly thinking about those possible contradictions.

He thought of the coercion against Yan Changjing when he couldn't control his mouth at the beginning. Xie Su felt regretful when he thought of this. If he could go back to the beginning, he would definitely not leave any stains.He will use the best means to get close to the boy, and then make him his own Ayu—no one can hurt him.

Feelings of remorse continued to arise. Xie Su's emotions became unbalanced only when it came to Yin Ranyu's affairs. When recalling, his vision became blurred due to the shift of attention. Xie Su closed his eyes and opened them again. , made an appointment with the boy's face, and he saw the closed wardrobe that the boy had always liked to hide inside.

His heart suddenly beat violently.

Xie Su froze suddenly, some kind of subtle sixth sense gradually brewed some inexplicable sense of fear.

His mind became blank, as if there was a needle connecting some tiny things that he didn't usually notice. At this time, it combined into some kind of uncontrollable panic.

In Xie Su's mind, many things appeared like snowflakes, and they were all small scenes.

It seems that since no one knows when, the boy has never hid in this cabinet again.

Xie Su thought it was because he gradually made up for the sense of security that the teenager lacked, but the actual situation did not seem to be the case.

I don't know when it started, but the boy never got close to it.

Even when I was reading, I never moved to the side near the cabinet.

It was like there was something in it, something he didn't want to touch.

Xie Su thought of the boy's silence, and thought of a certain emotion that flashed across his dark pupils at certain times.

He thought these were just illusions.

Xie Su opened the cabinet door.

In fact, there was nothing in the cabinet, only the small cushion that Xie Su stuffed in at the beginning, and a thin blanket.

He glanced back at the boy's tightly closed eyes, his slender eyelashes hanging steadily in front of his eyes.

After confirming that the boy was still asleep, Xie Su turned around again.

His palms were filled with sweat.

Xie Su stretched out his hand several times, but stopped hesitantly. He made several mental constructions before slowly removing the small blanket.

Thank goodness nothing.

Xie Su breathed a sigh of relief.

There was even cold sweat on his forehead.Xie Su didn't know why his spirit was so tense, he even felt a sense of gratitude for his survival after the catastrophe.

But this feeling of gratitude froze after two seconds.

Xie Su uncovered the small cushion.

His expression froze.

Under the small cushion that should have been empty, now there is a dark blue USB flash drive.

It is in the shape of a cross, and it seems to vaguely symbolize something. This thing is completely strange, and there is no doubt that it comes from the outside world.

Xie Su squeezed it into his hand.

His heart was beating wildly, cold sweat was streaming down his forehead, Xie Su slowly closed the cabinet door, while he was doing these things, he even turned his head to check on the boy's condition, he kept having the boy wake up from his sleep , watching his hallucinations indifferently, but the only thing that is fortunate is that the boy shows no signs of awakening.

Xie Su stood up evasively, and fled out of the room with big strides. He closed the door behind him, and then went back to the study room where he worked as fast as he could, and turned on a computer.

The usual fast start-up speed of the computer seems to be extraordinarily long today.It seemed that every second was lengthened fifty times, Xie Su anxiously rotated the USB flash drive, waiting for the computer to start up.

The fairly familiar interface finally jumped out.

Xie Su inserted the USB flash drive, and a prompt popped up on the computer screen quickly. Xie Su clicked OK and opened the folder in the USB flash drive. The name of the first file hurt his eyes. .

Xie Su only felt that the blood in his whole body froze at this moment, which made him feel cold and stiff all over his body.

... It's over.

These two words slowly popped up in Xie Su's mind.

I saw many familiar chat records, and also saw all kinds of instructions that he had made undisguisedly. He had never set foot in the catering industry, and the purpose of contacting Xu Yin was to go there as a teenager from the very beginning.

All his malice and actions from the beginning were seen by the young man.

Xie Su felt cold all over, he thought of the pale face of the young man, and his numbness and indifference to the pain.

He got it.

Xie Su thought desperately.

That's self-mutilation - even...

suicide.

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