My Wandering Spirit Lady

Chapter 33 Don't Love Me

The Su family covered it up very well, and Su Momo didn't find any clues. She was very happy, and finally realized what Lang Xingchen said: the happiness of taking care of the family.

Su Momo raised her head subconsciously, but she didn't find any familiar figure. She was a little surprised, but she couldn't see Lang Xingchen's figure when she looked around. Su Momo said silently in her heart: "Are you there?"

Strangely, Lang Xingchen did not appear...

Su Momo remembered that she had clearly told herself that as long as she wanted to find her, she would just think of her silently in her heart, and she would appear.

Thinking about it carefully, Su Momo suddenly found that this method seems to be ineffective at times, sometimes she will appear when she is called in her heart, and sometimes no matter how much she calls, the other party does not show up.

Su Momo put down her chopsticks and thought about it...

Soon, two possibilities popped up in Su Momo's mind, one of which was that she did have some kind of telepathy with herself, but this communication was limited in scope, that is to say, if she was too far away from herself, she would feel I didn't realize that I was calling her.

Another possibility...

Thinking of this, Su Momo's heart skipped a beat, and then a strange feeling surged out.

Another possibility is that the other party has always been by my side, but I have used some method to prevent myself from seeing her. When I call her or need her, she will show her figure.

Thinking of the second possibility that might exist, Su Momo fell silent.

Su Momo found that she seemed to have a different feeling for a ghost. Su Momo was used to looking for Lang Xingchen's figure from time to time, getting used to Lang Xingchen's ubiquity, and getting used to Lang Xingchen's use of her ability to bring her a ghost. What capable people can't do, is also used to pouring out their thoughts to Lang Xingchen unreservedly, and taking care of him meticulously.

Although they can't touch each other, this bond and feeling seems to have surpassed the limit of "not knowing each other well".

For example, at this moment, when Su Momo raised his eyes and didn't see Lang Xingchen, he immediately felt uncomfortable.

Ever since she was a child, Momo Su has never felt so dependent on anyone...

Su Momo didn't dare to think deeply, because Lang Xingchen was just a soul, a soul that stayed in the yang world until his wish was fulfilled, and they were destined to be separated one day due to the separation of yin and yang...

Su Momo didn't dare to think about any possibility between herself and the other party, because she was not only a ghost, but also had a lover in her life, who loved so deeply...so much that she didn't want to let go even when she died.

Su Momo suddenly felt that her heart was stuffy, and she couldn't describe how it felt.

"What kind of girl is she...?"

"Beautiful, kind, cute and has a sense of justice." Su Momo recalled the conversation between her and Lang Xingchen before, and her heart became more depressed.

At this time, Lang Xingchen was "embedded" in the wall of Su's house, only an inch away from entering the house, but retreated silently.

Just now when Su Momo called her in his heart, Lang Xingchen took a step forward, but immediately after Lang Xingchen read Su Momo's heartfelt voice, she paused.

Father, like son.

Of course Lang Xingchen understands what Momo Su feels about him, but... this is not what Lang Xingchen wants to see.

It is true that Su Momo's love is an extreme romance in the eyes of many people. Lang Xingchen once read such a sentence in a book, even if one day I completely forget you, I will still be in the boundless I saw you at a glance in the crowd and fell in love with you again.

When Lang Xingchen was alive, he recited this sentence to Su Momo, and then kissed Su Momo reverently.

At that time, she never thought that she would be separated from Su Momo, let alone that they would be separated early.

Looking back, the old articles turned out to be a prophecy, but they just exchanged positions.

Su Momo forgot about Lang Xingchen and all their past events, but she still had different emotions towards her.

Lang Xingchen remained silent and drifted away, riding the wind and flying aimlessly, then took out the Youyang book in his arms.

It is said to be You Yang's book, but it is actually more like a wish list. The content on it is invisible to others, and only Lang Xingchen can see it.

Because this You Yang book was transformed by half of her ghost heart...

There are only two unfulfilled wishes left in Lang Xingchen's You Yang book, one is: to complete what he promised Momo but failed to do.

The other is: find someone to replace her for her, and watch her happy and happy.

These wishes were not the result of Lang Xingchen's negotiation with the judge, but the deep obsessions that were condensed in her heart, and imprinted in her ghost heart even after death.

So when Lang Xingchen exchanged half of his ghost heart for You Yang Shu, these wishes were naturally engraved on You Yang Shu. when it is time to leave.

As for where to go?Lang Xingchen didn't know, not even Hao Jiefang.

The ghost heart is the evidence of every soul's reincarnation. When the reincarnation time comes, the ghost will come to the Naihe Bridge, cut out its ghost heart and give it to Meng Po on the Naihe Bridge in exchange for a bowl of Meng Po soup.

Drinking Mengpo soup will turn into human heart, and after human death, the heart will turn into ghost heart again, forming a cycle of hearts.

Without the ghost heart, you will not be able to get Meng Po soup, and you will not be able to enter reincarnation. No one can carry the memory and knowledge of the previous life into the next reincarnation. This is the rule of heaven.

Lang Xingchen came to the top of a building, it was already dark, and her body almost melted into the night.

a year ago……

I am still a senior student at XX University of Political Science and Law, and I am in the same class with Su Momo. The school allows free internships soon after graduation. In the past few years, Lang Xingchen has saved a lot of money while working and studying, and plans to plan a graduation trip.

But on the day of departure, when she and Su Momo were crossing the road, suddenly a speeding van ran a red light and rushed to the zebra crossing.

Without even thinking about it, Lang Xingchen pushed Su Momo away with all his strength, and when Lang Xingchen woke up again...Hao Jiefang had already been chained and pulled out of his body, onto Huangquan Road.

The flow of time in the yin and yang worlds is different. Seven days after Lang Xingchen's death, he came to Wangxiangtai and saw Su Momo put a ring on his hand at the farewell party for his body. She held her hand, Falling a kiss, crying heartbreakingly.

That ring was prepared by Su Momo a long time ago. One of the stops in the travel plan was to see a once-in-a-century meteor shower. The best place to observe it was Jiuhua Mountain.

Su Momo planned to put the ring on Lang Xingchen's hand when the meteor shower fell, and propose to her.

All of this was learned after Lang Xingchen's death.

After Lang Xingchen was judged by the underworld, because she had never done any evil in her lifetime and was a good person who practiced in previous lives, the King of Hades arranged for her a reincarnation day, and allowed her to choose Fengdu or live in her own cemetery, waiting for reincarnation.

Lang Xingchen resolutely chose the latter. She returned to the underworld and guarded Su Momo day and night, but Su Momo couldn't see her.

Su Momo washed her face with tears all day long, holding Lang Xingchen's photos and relics, devastated.

Lang Xingchen's heart is twisted like a knife, and he has nothing to do.

But in just a few months, Su Momo was diagnosed with severe depression, accompanied by suicide.

Within a year, Su Momo committed suicide six times. Lang Xingchen stayed by Su Momo's bed, not allowing any ghosts to approach her.

If the human yang energy is too weak, ghosts will sneak in. During that time, Lang Xingchen fought all kinds of ghosts almost every day to protect Su Momo's safety.

until one day……

Su Momo committed suicide for the sixth time. He took a lot of sleeping pills and injured his head. Fortunately, Su Zeyu found out in time and sent Su Momo to the hospital for emergency treatment.

Lang Xingchen found Hao Jiefang and begged him to find a way for himself...

Hao Jiefang took Lang Xingchen to find the judge, but the judge didn't agree at first, Lang Xingchen knelt down and begged for three days and three nights and finally moved the judge.

The judge said to her: "Being human is precious. You can change your skin, but you only have one ghost heart. If you lose your ghost heart, you will never be able to reincarnate again. You have to think about it clearly."

"No matter what the price is, I have no complaints and no regrets. Please, Your Honor, Judge."

Lang Xingchen succeeded.

The judge took away her ghost heart, turned half of it into You Yang Shu, and exchanged the other half for half a cup of Mengpo soup.

Mengpo soup is also called Wangqing water, the soul can forget the past by drinking it, and the stranger can completely forget everything about the person who loves deeply.

Lang Xingchen personally fed half a cup of Mengpo soup to Su Momo. When Su Momo woke up, he forgot everything about Lang Xingchen, and the depression naturally healed without medicine.

But there was one thing that Lang Xingchen didn't think of, that Su Momo's yin and yang eyes were opened because of this, and she could only see her soul.

Lang Xingchen asked Hao Jiefang why, and Hao Jiefang replied: "Because, Su Momo has half of your ghost heart in her body, so she can see and hear you, but... she can't touch you." your turn."

Lang Xingchen just wanted to wait for Momo Su to wake up, make sure that she had forgotten about herself, and then leave, but when she found out that Momo Su could see her, she changed her mind.

She wants to stay, accompany her to find a suitable job, watch her gain a firm foothold in the workplace, teach her how to cook, how to take care of herself...

Then, watch her find someone who can replace her and live happily ever after.

Su Momo asked Lang Xingchen several times, what is your wish?

This is Lang Xingchen's wish.

Just today, Lang Xingchen wanted to cook a meal for the Su family, but he didn't expect it to be self-defeating.

Lang Xingchen overlooked a corner of the night in Shanyang City, and Su Sifang's Zen words echoed in his ears again.

"Benefactor, death is like a lamp going out. Too much obsession will only hurt yourself."

"One thought is complete, and another thought arises again, and the layers are endless. If the benefactor does not let go of it for a moment, he will always be trapped in it and find no peace."

Lang Xingchen gave a wry smile, and murmured: "One thought is complete, and another thought arises again, layers upon layers are endless... yes, layers upon layers are endless, how could there be an end? I originally just wanted her to forget that I was so happy life, but when she can see me, I want to spend some more time with her. After being with her for a while, I want to see her succeed in her career and live a happy life..."

Lang Xingchen put her legs up, hugged her knees, buried her head in her arms, and said with a deep cry: "But I just can't let her go...I can't let go! Momo, Momo...I'll take her I tried my best to make you forget me, please, don't fall in love with me again, please."

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