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The boy was completely raised by Tang Fengnan, and Tang Fengnan gave him all his patience and gentleness. This phrase "a pet that you keep at hand" really hurt Tang Fengnan's heart.

Tang Haochu has always been submissive and unyielding. If you follow him, he can be so sweet that it melts people's hearts. But if you treat him even a little bit badly, he will stab you back a thousand times.Tang Haochu ignored Tang Fengnan's expression and continued, "You have been lying to me from the beginning to the end! You know that I really like racing, but you still do this. Everything you said that hurts me and I care about me is also a lie! If you care about me, you won't..."

"I don't care about you?" Tang Fengnan's mind was finally broken by these piercing words, and his expression and tone were so fierce that he said, "Do you know that day I learned that you were How worried are you when something happens on the field, wishing to sacrifice your life for your health and safety, don’t you feel at all how I treat you? Are there any other pets that you keep around, who have you seen? Care so much about pets?"

Tang Fengnan seemed fierce on the surface, but his trembling ending shattered the seemingly indestructible ferocity.In fact, he has always been calm and restrained, and rarely loses control of his emotions, but he always loses control when encountering Tang Haochu, "—or it doesn't matter how good I am to you, even the one who hasn't met a few times Jiang Ke can get your care and love, but no matter how much I do, you won't pay attention to me?"

Tang Haochu didn't speak any more, but tears fell uncontrollably from his eyes, and the end of his eyes turned red in a daze.But he is the kind of person who still looks good even when he is vulnerable or depressed, not only does he not look embarrassed, but he is indescribably amazing.

When two people quarreled, the one who cared more was always the one who softened first. After all, Tang Fengnan was the one who softened first. He sighed and said, "Good boy, don't cry..."

The tears fell even more fiercely because of these words, pattering like beads with broken strings, Tang Fengnan sighed again, and couldn't help softening his tone, "It's true that I did something wrong. I know you have reasons to blame me and hate me, but I don't regret it. I will do everything I can to make up for you, and support you no matter what you want to do, as long as your life is not in danger..."

Perhaps it was because of exhaustion of anger and strength, Tang Haochu's reaction was no longer as intense as before, and he just said in a low voice, "There is no need."

The voice was as soft as smoke that would dissipate when the wind blows, and continued after a pause, "I have already found a professional surgeon, and there is still hope for a new operation." He stretched out his left hand and spread five fingers,—— The slender and beautiful fingers used to have the quickest reflexes, but now they are thin and fragile. "I have already said that I am not afraid of hardships, and I will not change. Since I have chosen to play racing, I will continue to the end."

Tang Fengnan had already inquired about the previous attending doctor on the phone, and also learned about the treatment method of surgery.This operation is actually equivalent to another fracture, followed by rehabilitation and correction. Naturally, Tang Fengnan did not want Tang Haochu to suffer again.He frowned into Chuanzi, and his originally soft tone subconsciously intensified again, "There are so many professions and hobbies to choose from, why do you have to choose a dangerous racing car? Shall we change it to something else?"

"I just chose what I like, and I didn't do anything wrong." Tang Haochu's voice was still soft, but the firmness in it couldn't be ignored. "If I'm wrong, I'll change it. If I'm right, I won't listen to anyone."

Tang Fengnan also tried to persuade "Hao Hao, be good, just take it as I beg you, people can't have only one choice, obviously there are so many other things to choose..."

"...But no matter how good other things are, they are not what I want." Tang Haochu lowered his head, never looked at his hands, and never glanced at Tang Fengnan. It's all over."

Tang Fengnan was slightly taken aback, and suddenly felt an indescribable sense of despair, as if he had accidentally fallen into a bottomless abyss, and his whole body became a trapped beast in a cage, trying everything he could to find a way out, I can no longer see light, only darkness.

The hand that was tightly clutching the internal organs also turned into a sharp blade, stabbing him so that he could not stand still, and he couldn't even hold the hand that was holding Tang Haochu tightly.Tang Haochu took the opportunity to break free from his hand, turned around and walked out.

Tang Fengnan reacted quickly, and strode forward to block Tang Haochu's path, not allowing him to go.But Tang Haochu had already reached the end of the corridor, the road ahead led to the gate of the villa on one side, and the other side was a huge floor-to-ceiling glass.

Outside the glass is an exquisitely constructed courtyard. Although it is late at night, the moonlight tonight is very good. The moonlight penetrates into the house through the glass, which can clearly illuminate this area of ​​the porch, and the entire courtyard can also be seen.

The courtyard lights are shining in warm colors, and the uniquely shaped fountain is flowing with a pleasant sound of water. Everything looks like a peaceful and beautiful night.Looking at it from Tang Fengnan's angle, he saw the moonlight slanting in from behind Tang Haochu outside the window, as if his whole body was melted into the moonlight, his waist and side face were more clearly outlined, his slender and thick eyelashes were like paper Cut out in general.

God seems to have a special preference for him. Both his appearance and brains are much higher than his peers, and he doesn't have to worry about money and livelihood. He is a precious young master from birth, and he has never been troubled or troubled by anyone emotionally.

This is the scariest part of him.

He seems to have a special ability to invade other people's hearts without knowing it, plant seeds in others' hearts, and take root, but his own heart does not accept other people's entry, obviously looks fragile and soft, seems to be easy It is available at your fingertips, but it fits perfectly in reality. No one can really leave a mark in his heart.

Tang Fengnan took a step closer to Tang Haochu, and Tang Haochu immediately took a step back. Tang Haochu was the one who retreated, but Tang Fengnan was the one who was defeated.He has lost to the point of failure, every boy's expression of resistance to him, every movement of alienation, every word of accusation reminds him of the mistakes he made all the time.

Between him and Tang Haochu, because he is older and more experienced, and has stronger determination and executive power, it seems that he is in a strong position on the surface, and he is arranging everything for Tang Haochu, but in fact, it is Tang Haochu. arranging for him.His emotions follow Tang Haochu completely. When he is happy, he will be happy with him. When he is sad, he will be sad with him. When he is sad, he will be sad with him.In the past, he could tolerate the child's anger for a long time. As long as the child is still willing to eat and sleep well, it doesn't matter if he is angry for a while. He can coax him slowly. , but now he can't stand a second of estrangement, a moment of estrangement from him.

I don't know why, the older the child is, the more reluctant he is to let go.But when children grow up, they always have to go away, away from their parents day by day, and even fly to unknown places, never to return.

"I won't go back with you."

The two had stood at the door for a long time, probably because they didn't want to waste any more time, Tang Haochu opened his mouth first, and repeated "Let me go, I won't go back with you."

Tang Haochu really didn't want to waste any more.Tang Fengnan's self-assertion caused him to lose his nimble hands, track and field, and his entire life plan was broken.He can't count the gains and losses, he only knows one thing, he doesn't owe anyone.

At this moment, he still lowered his head, unwilling to look at Tang Fengnan's face, so Tang Fengnan just listened to him continue to say in a calm and unfeeling tone, "You are older, stronger, and richer than me, and you don't need me to do anything for you , you don’t need to rely on me, and I have grown up, and I can live a good life without anyone taking care of me, so you don’t have to worry about me, in the future I…”

Before he finished speaking, Tang Fengnan hugged him into his arms.

The first reaction was naturally to struggle, but in the next second he was stunned - he could clearly feel Tang Fengnan trembling, this man who had always been so strong that he was almost invulnerable was trembling slightly.

For some unknown reason, Tang Haochu's heart also trembled. He tried to push Tang Fengnan away, but he was hugged even tighter. His chest was aching from being strangled by the other party, and he even felt a little short of breath.

The one who was really short of breath was actually Tang Fengnan, his voice was so hoarse, as if he was suppressing emotions that were so huge that it was difficult to speak, but in the end he managed to say, "You know, I love you, you are my only family member, and also my only relative. The only person who cares..."

Tang Haochu's heart trembled slightly again, and Tang Fengnan continued to say in a low voice, "I know you don't like my interference, hate being influenced by others, and want to decide your own life, but I don't want to. Maybe you don't realize it, You have been different from other children since you were a child. No matter how bad your uncle and aunt treat you, you forget it when you turn around. Every time your cousin and other distant relatives come to you, they just want to use you. You only feel uncomfortable for a few seconds before throwing away In the back of my head, they were as happy to eat the candy they gave you. The housekeeper was so kind to you. You didn't give up at all when his adopted daughter wanted to take him abroad. Even now, you have no nostalgia for me. If you say go Go. On the surface, it seems that you are kind to everyone, you will remember the kindness of others, and you will be unhappy because of people who treat you badly, but in fact you never really take anyone into your heart, not even a candy Everything is more important than people..."

Tang Haochu wanted to deny it, but he couldn't make a sound as if his throat was blocked by something.Tang Fengnan lowered his head and kissed his forehead, like the way he used to coax him every night when he didn't want to sleep well, "I know you don't want to depend on anyone, but I want you to depend on me, to depend on me forever... "

He does not deny his desire to possess and control him. He was originally his elder and his guardian. From the moment he appeared in his life, he was tied to him, even if he had himself one day My child will not love and value it to such an extent.

"I want you to stay by my side all the time, to live a healthy and happy life every day. A place with you is my home. A place without you is just an empty house. I also know that you have grown up. You don’t need anyone to take care of you anymore. You can live well without me, but I can’t live well without you. Distress and worry are beyond my control, especially when you are racing, you are always worried about whether something will happen to you ...Are you really going to leave and never see me again?"

Tang Haochu suddenly felt very confused and sad.

In fact, he wanted to stay in Tang Fengnan's arms like now, wanted to tell Tang Fengnan that he didn't have no nostalgia for him, wanted to say that he liked his soft voice coaxing him, the tenderness when he kissed his forehead, and liked that he never left His care and companionship, and the way he looked at him dotingly.I also want to say that he will remember all the good things he has done to him, and there may not be another person in this world who can make him so attached.

But he didn't say anything, just shook his head and said, "I don't want to listen to you, I won't be fooled by you again."

Tang Fengnan immediately responded, "Okay, don't be fooled, Haohao is good, none of us will be fooled."

Tang Haochu still shook his head dissatisfied.The more I thought about it, the sadder it became. Even the tears that I had suppressed before came out again, but Tang Fengnan didn't dare to see it.

——He was not sad for separation, but for his refusal to give in.If he is willing to make concessions and forgive the other party, everything can be exposed, and he can continue to stay by the other party's side with peace of mind, but he just doesn't want to.I didn't know where I got so much anger, where I got so much grievance, and I couldn't help but scold Tang Fengnan, "You're a bastard, a big bastard!"

Tang Fengnan still responded quickly, "Yes, I'm an asshole, it's all my fault..."

"Of course it's your fault! You must change! You say, you say you will definitely change!"

"Okay, I'll change it, I will definitely change it!"

"I don't believe you!" Tang Haochu was as unreasonable as a three-year-old child, "The person I hate the most in this world is you. On the surface, it is for my own good, but in fact it is a selfish and self-righteous hegemony. I will never Don't be by your side, I don't want to be led by you again, I don't want to see you again!"

Tang Haochu said as he pushed Tang Fengnan away fiercely, the reaction of force made him take a step back while successfully pushing Tang Fengnan away.With his back just touching the wall near the door, he raised his hand to touch the doorknob, opened the door and rushed out.