After dressing up as a cub, cute and turn the world

The result was obvious, he only jumped into the cold air, and his body fell under the bed, completely waking up from the dream.

Huo Biao's already pale face faded away, like a mask made of paper, and his whole body was as vulnerable as a piece of paper, as if it would collapse in the next second.He called Haohao in a low voice in the empty room, his hoarse voice was obviously in pain, but the pain in his chest was even worse, as if he had been stuffed with a fire, and his internal organs were burned to ashes.This pain even took away all his strength, so he could only keep sitting on the ground in the posture of falling, without even the strength to move his fingers.

He raised his head with difficulty and glanced out of the still dark window, quietly waiting for the dawn. It was absurd, but he suddenly remembered a story called 'The Daughter of the Sea' that he told Haohao many years ago.He had told him many stories—the little guy who was only four or five years old was unwilling to sleep well at night, and he could even make excuses like 'my eyes are a little big so I can't close them', so he Start telling stories to lull him to sleep.

There are fairy tales like Daughter of the Sea, and historical stories like Troy, in which the little mermaid in "Daughter of the Sea" gave her voice and fish tail to the prince, but her prince never recognized her, In the end, she lost her life and turned into bubbles.

Huo Biao never had any feelings for this story, even when he was a child. He only thought that the mermaid was stupid, the prince was stupid, and the princess of the neighboring country was a little innocent.

But what if one day, after the little mermaid has turned into a bubble, the prince suddenly knows everything?

There is no time to say what was not said clearly, and it is too late to ask what was not understood, and the feelings that were not expressed can no longer be expressed, leaving only irreparable regret and regret, and this regret will be with you for life.

There were a lot of things he didn't have time to tell Tang Haochu clearly, and there were many things he didn't have time to ask.He still remembers the day when he left for the last time, when he took out the small cake that he made to make him happy, and deliberately said 'I'll give you a kiss', he actually kissed him on the cheek.He couldn't help but kiss back, but he didn't struggle or resist, and even made him feel the unity of body and mind.

His Haohao is the true proud son of heaven, he has been favored by everyone, he knows how arrogant and arrogant his character is, even if he likes cakes, he will not kiss someone he hates just because of a piece of cake.He wanted to ask him if it meant that he didn't hate him that much, and that he liked him a little bit, but now, he would never know the answer for the rest of his life.

And if Haohao likes him a little bit, then he waits patiently, maybe one day he will be able to know his own heart, and wait until he is willing to be with him.Now that the divorce rate is so high, even if he is married to someone else, he can still watch him silently by the side as a bamboo horse and guard him. He can wait until he gets married and leave again. Sitting together and chatting, basking in the sun like when I was a child.

But such a fact made Huo Biao feel even more painful, he couldn't even say a word, he could only grit his teeth and endure the sharp pain spreading from his limbs and bones, almost out of breath.After a long time, Huo Biao finally stood up, and at the same time he felt a drop of water falling with the shaking of his body.Subconsciously touched his face, only to find that his cheeks were wet.

He was sure that he didn't cry, all the tears had already been shed on the day Tang Haochu left, he didn't even think about anything just now, his consciousness was empty, so it was a little strange what the tears fell for.

Or do nothing, just lovesickness.

Huo Biao began to think of ways to make himself fall asleep, hoping to dream of Tang Haochu again.Haohao in the dream would look at him intently, would show him a sweet smile, and would call his name in a nice voice. Every time this time, he would be so happy that he couldn’t compare, and wanted to hug him tightly Never let go.But every time at this time, the other person's figure would crack open little by little, and slowly shatter in his arms, leaving only empty air in the end, leaving him alone in the place crying out in despair.

No matter how many times you come back to that feeling of loss, the pain will be the same, and every time the pain is new, you will never get used to it because you have experienced it.For Huo Biao, Tang Haochu is not only his lover, but also his only relative and friend. He has occupied half of his life. From the age of eight to now, he will habitually think of him in everything he does. His thoughts about the future Planning and imagination revolve around him, without him, the whole life loses its focus, and even feels that everything around it is distorted.

Fortunately, there are still dreams, those beautiful and painful dreams, these years Huo Biao has completely lived on the occasional dreams, he can't imagine what will happen if the dreams disappear.Once he couldn't dream of Tang Haochu for nearly a month, Huo Biao tried to retrieve the dream like crazy, for fear that even it would disappear completely in his world, just like that year when Tang Haochu closed himself in the morning light and pool of blood. Close your eyes and never wake up again.

Huo Biao rushed to Tang Haochu's tombstone overnight to see him, begging him to return the dream.He was sitting in the car, and the driver didn't dare to look at his face at all - that face was as scary as falling into hell, and it was like the shadow reflected under the street lamp, his face was ashen, and his whole body was without a trace of brilliance.

When the car arrived at the foot of the mountain, Huo Biao went up the mountain alone in the dark.The stone tablet in front of him was carefully carved from the most precious marble bit by bit, surrounded by bunches of flowers, many of which were very bright and not withered at all.But no matter how beautiful the flower is, it can't compare to the photo embedded in the tombstone. The face in the photo is still so young, like a teenager.

The boy's eyebrows and eyes are exquisite and unparalleled, his eyes are soft, even his hair seems to be soft, and there is a smile on the corner of his lips, which makes people feel fond of him when he looks at it, and feels loved and cherished.

This is just a photo, enough to make people feel soft and warm; and this is just a photo, no matter how warm and beautiful the smile of the boy in the photo is, he will never see it again.

The people standing in front of the tombstone looked at the boy's pretty smiling face, but none of them could smile.When the funeral was held that year, Wei Rongyan was not even willing to attend because she refused to accept the fact that the child had died.

Good people say no, they will be gone. Neither the Tang family nor the Wei family can believe it. Wei Rongzhen beat Huo Biao hard out of control, and asked him what happened while clenching his fists. He worked hard.Huo Biao didn't struggle at all, he just thought that his fist really hurt, but how could it beat the pain in his heart.No matter how severe the pain of the flesh is, it is only a temporary pain, but the heartache can tear people apart, and it will never heal.

He wanted to cover up his heartache with physical pain, but he couldn't cover it up at all.For the rest of his life, he would never forget the scene of Tang Haochu losing his breath little by little in front of his eyes, his eyelashes trembling and closing, every second was like a sharp knife, stabbing his already riddled heart, the pain was so painful that he could only Thinking that Wei Rongshen fought well, even thinking that he should be beaten to death.

It's a pity that he failed to fulfill his wish, and Wei Rongzhen was finally stopped by Li Rui.Over the years, Wei Rongzhen and Li Rui have parted, reunited, and separated again, but in the end they came together again under Li Rui's unremitting pursuit.After all, there is only a misunderstanding between them, and there will always be a day when it will be solved, but many things are not as simple as a misunderstanding, and once you make a mistake, you can never do it again.

Pierre also did not attend the funeral.

Why did his cherished youth suddenly disappear? He still has a lot of things that he hasn’t done with him, and there are still many plans and ideas related to him. He hasn’t waited until he said he agreed to be with him, and he hasn’t felt it yet. How blissful is it to live with him.

This must be fake, he must have gone somewhere to hide in order to avoid his pursuit, he is going to pretend that he is okay, even prefer to pretend that he is just avoiding him because he hates him, pretending that he is somewhere with Even with others, I don't want to believe that he left this world forever.

Pierre was born as the heir of the family. He was taught to face reality since he was a child. Now that he holds power to the point of commanding the wind and rain, he never and does not need to deceive himself.But now he has to hold on and keep pretending, otherwise the unprecedented heartache will easily overwhelm him.

This pain didn't happen in a short moment, it only lasted for a moment and would disappear, but in the long time in the future, and in the same long-term memory of being with the other party, cutting him with a rusty knife nerves, endlessly.

But Wei Rongyan rushed over with the help of Wei Rongzhen when the funeral was about to end.She didn't sleep all night, and sat up all night, her eyes were red and swollen, and even the eye circles that were always well maintained were blue.Looking at the smiling black and white portrait, she still couldn't believe it was true.

The portrait is her most important treasure, having him is the most proud thing in her life, she suddenly tore off the black cloth beside the table like crazy, and said hoarsely: "What are these, these are for the dead, you guys Why put it here? My Haohao is still fine, don't put it here..."

She is a pampered young lady, she will never lose her composure at any time, but at this moment she completely ignores her image, and even took away the portrait of her son, holding it tightly in her arms and refusing to let go.

The funeral was not made public, and there were not many people invited. They were all relatives and a few closest friends, so no one criticized her for her gaffe, but felt very sad.Especially those who have also experienced the pain of leaving a loved one will understand this feeling very well, that feeling as if the whole world has collapsed.

Wei Rongyan pulled Huo Biao, who was the last to see Tang Haochu, and every word made her heart ache: "Tell me what's going on, why my good child suddenly disappeared? I don't believe Haohao is gone, I haven't even seen him for the last time... He is so obedient, how could he leave me alone..."

Huo Biao was already very ill during that time, he could hardly stand still, and was pushed to the ground with a light push. In the end, Tang Jingxing grabbed Wei Rongyan, hugged her comfortingly, and calmed her down a little bit. .

The saddest thing in life is always parting from life and death. Tang Jingxing has successfully played so many tragic roles, and he didn't know until this day that when he is truly sad, he can't even say a word.On the day when he learned of the accidental death of the child, he didn't speak for a whole day, and then locked himself in the house. Zhou Jia was extremely worried outside, but he didn't dare to knock on the door rashly.

Tang Jingxing opened the cabinet silently. It was full of things that Tang Haochu had used. If Tang Haochu saw it, he would definitely feel familiar.For example, the toy cars he used to play with, the handmade cards he made by himself, and the used drawing books. There are many pictures he drew when he was a child, and there are still immature handwriting on the side.Although it is a bit crooked, it is very cute, and even the content of the painting makes people smile knowingly.

There is also a thick photo album, which records every meaningful moment of Tang Haochu from childhood to adulthood, and the moments of getting along with the little guy flashed before his eyes, and every scene is full of reluctance.

The news of Tang Haochu's death was hidden from the public at the beginning, but after the funeral, it could no longer be concealed. The media began to report the matter and tried to confirm it to Tang Jingxing.Fans and movie fans couldn't accept such bad news and refused to believe it at all, but as time went by, the reports became overwhelming, and Tang Jingxing, who had never shown up, finally posted a Weibo message in an extremely peaceful tone on his personal social account that he hadn't logged in for a long time. Bo, the content is very short, only a few months and a few days, and lost his child forever.

The location of Tang Haochu's burial was also gradually exposed. Fans came to worship in a steady stream, but they were very orderly and did not destroy any plants or trees beside the tombstone. They only brought Tang Haochu's favorite flowers.

The number of fans is too large, almost all over the world, and many movie fans who are new to Tang Haochu's film and television works are sighing, finally falling in love with a person, the other party is no longer alive.In addition, in order to complete the mission of 'spend extravagance' before, countless people who donated money came to mourn him. As a result, after so many years, there are still so many bouquets that there is no place to stay.

Huo Biaoqing took away some of the flowers that had gradually withered, leaving only some of the brightest flowers, then gently stroked the cold tombstone, and stood in front of the tombstone all night.

The driver was still waiting for him to go back in the car down the mountain, but he felt that this was his way back.He couldn't see any other roads either, and felt as if he was standing in a dark and boundless wilderness, where everything was empty, with no way to go or place to go.

The only way he wants to go is the way accompanied by Tang Haochu, but he can never go back.No one told him how he could go back, and now he has gone all the way, and he can't find anything, only the cold tombstone in front of him.

More than once, he thought about starving to death in front of the tombstone without eating or drinking, but he was afraid that he would tarnish the reputation of his sweetheart for nothing, and he was afraid that he would die too easily, and he would not be qualified to meet Haohao again in his next life.And he also has to help Haohao take care of his parents—even if Tang Jingxing and Wei Rongyan don't need his help and care, they still have to do their best to be filial.

So Huo Biao ended up sneaking in at night as he did every time he came to see Tang Haochu, and left quietly after dawn when he heard human voices faintly.

When Huo Biao was in his early [-]s, the territory of Huo's enterprise expanded again, and it became the top of the domestic rich list.

Even though the look and temperament are obviously not close to strangers, people dare not approach at all, but Huo Biao's appearance is very handsome, which inevitably attracts the attention of netizens and the media.So when the financial reporter interviewed him, he couldn't help asking: "When is Mr. Huo going to get married? Is there any special reason why you haven't gotten married yet?"

Huo Biao was silent for a while, and the already cold and stern face suddenly became colder, which made the reporter feel a little uneasy. He secretly regretted that he shouldn't have asked the question, and was thinking of asking a more serious question to make up for it, but Huo Biao was dumb. He replied in a loud voice: "There is no special reason, it's just that fate hasn't arrived yet."

When he said this, his eyes were numb and dim, without any light.This is not the look in the eyes of someone who has not met their fate. For those who have this kind of look, it is obvious that their fate has passed and they will never get it back.

Seeing it, the reporter was slightly taken aback. Looking at his eyes, he remembered four words inexplicably.

The heart is ashamed.

On the [-]th anniversary of Tang Haochu's death, the official blog of the Global Fan Club posted an article. The article was written with deep affection and sincerity, so it won the sympathy of many people, and the number of retweets and comments was scary.There is a passage in it that says: There is always someone who will be engraved in your heart, and no one can compare with him. Without him, the whole world becomes black and white, and you can no longer see other colors.

This passage was forwarded by Kobayashi Tetsuya.

He attended Tang Haochu's funeral as a close friend back then, and his heart ached so badly that he couldn't even stand still, but he still had to hold back and couldn't show it.Now in his 40s, Xiao Linzhe is already a top singer in the music industry, but he has always been very low-key. The new album is in a state of retreat, and it is almost as if he has disappeared without any news. This repost is the first time he has sent back news in more than half a year.

Fans left messages below saying that they finally had news about their idol, and many lamented the deep friendship between him and Tang Haochu. Other than that, it was just a routine confession, such as marriage proposal and monkey birth.

However, Xiao Linzhe already had a child, who was adopted during a major earthquake. Because he never revealed his private affairs in public, almost no one knew about it.The little guy looks very cute, with big and bright eyes, and looks exactly like Tang Haochu when he was a child, and he has a cute and sensible personality. Wipe the rag here and there, and after wiping, I still don’t forget to report to Xiaolin Zheye and ask, “Dad, did you wear glasses before?”

"Yes," Xiao Linzhe also nodded, "I used to be a little short-sighted, and I wore it occasionally, but now that I'm old, I don't know why the degree of myopia has become lighter. How do you know?"

"I saw a picture of you wearing glasses. It's on the desk. I wiped the frame clean!"

"Well, that's great."

The child was very happy to be praised, but he suddenly remembered something, and asked again: "Who is the person next to you? It's that very, very good-looking brother..."

If it is particularly good-looking, who else can there be besides him, and who else can there be besides his photo here.

"He is..." The words that were about to come out twitched on the tip of his tongue, Xiao Lin Zhe also paused, and then said again: "He is my only true friend in this life."

Since he thought they were best friends, and people all over the world thought they were best friends, then they were best friends.Even if the other party is no longer there, even if he will no longer be in the future, and we will meet again in heaven in the future, they are still just close friends.

Xiao Linzhe also had a dream, dreaming that he and Tang Haochu flew to Australia for dinner, and after eating, he sat in a hanging chair hanging on a big tree in the backyard of the restaurant, leisurely looking at the occasional animals and the blue sky.He plucked up the courage to confess to him, but he just smiled and looked at him, not knowing whether to agree or refuse, but he also felt satisfied as long as he told him, and didn't need an answer.

Anyway, the weather was fine and the breeze was warm, he finally expressed his heart without any regrets.

Wei Rongyan also had a dream, dreaming that her child apologized to her and said goodbye to her, saying that he is doing well now and has gone to a new family, and there are family members who love him as much as she does, saying that he loves her forever, I hope she pays attention to her body and doesn't feel sad for him anymore.

This dream is so real and detailed, and the memory is still deep after waking up, making Wei Rongyan unable to calm down for a long time.

Parents naturally hope that their children and grandchildren will be happy, but they also hope that their children can live happily.As a mother, Wei Rongyan was most worried about how painful the steel pipe pierced through her lungs when the car accident happened. What worried and saddened her most was whether the child was sad or not alone in the ground.

Tang Jingxing and Wei Rongzhen had the same dream at night, so after talking with her younger brother, Wei Rongyan already believed that it was her Haohao who was talking to him.

Tang Jingxing also thought so, and said to Wei Rongyan seriously on the other end of the phone: "Since you also dreamed about it, I believe this is Haohao's dream to tell me. Haohao must be doing well now. He has never done anything bad, and God will definitely compensate him, let him reincarnate into a better family, with someone to accompany and someone to coax, and everyone loves him..."

"Yes," Wei Rongyan nodded, with a long-lost smile on her face: "I believe it too."

The author has something to say: The last chapter of the last world was locked because of kisses and hugs, and I am trying to unlock it

The little Zuo Jing who loves to act like a baby will come right away, and he will do everything in his power every day, anyway, just act like a baby after the work 23333