After dressing up as a cub, cute and turn the world

Zheng Ruilin still didn't understand how things had come to this point. He only knew that his voice was trembling unconsciously, and he hurriedly shouted: "Haohao, what are you doing? Come down quickly, don't scare me..."

In fact, he was already frightened, clenched his fists in panic, his feet were even a little weak when he rushed to the balcony, and his heartbeat lost its normal rhythm.But what was even more frightening was still behind——seeing that Zheng Ruilin was about to run close, Tang Haochu even stepped his other leg over the window sill.

Zheng Ruilin suddenly didn't dare to get closer, and said stammeringly: "Don't, don't, don't move around."

Because Tang Haochu's feet were standing on an extremely narrow small platform outside the window sill, which was not enough for a person to stand on. If it wasn't for his hands still holding on to the window frame, he might fall down even if he couldn't stand.

So Zheng Ruilin only dared to move towards Tang Haochu's direction cautiously and at a speed not to be noticed, and then said to Tang Haochu as calmly as possible: "Haohao, this is the fifth floor, it's not a joke, let me take you up, okay? As long as You come up, I promise you whatever you want..."

He has never coaxed people so anxiously, pretending to be calm on the surface, but his heart is in a panic.And Tang Haochu remained silent, just tilted his head slightly and looked at him like a quiet and harmless pigeon, as if he was judging the truth of his words.

So Zheng Ruilin continued without thinking: "It's true, if I lie to you, I will die badly."

As soon as the words were finished, a gust of wind blew up the broken hair on Tang Haochu's forehead, his face was a little pale by the wind, and his delicate eyebrows and eyes looked even more beautiful.The hem of his clothes also fluttered with the wind, and his thick long eyelashes trembled with the wind, and Zheng Ruilin's heart was also trembling.The wind also stirred up a small fallen leaf, which rose to the height of the fifth floor and descended in a circle. Tang Haochu subconsciously followed the flying leaf and looked down.

This small movement scared Zheng Ruilin almost into a cold sweat, and even a kind of déjà vu panic hit his heart, causing a sharp pain like a needle prick in his heart, and tremblingly said: "Haohao, don't move around. , wait for me to go over and bring you up..."

Fortunately, Zheng Ruilin had moved to the window at this moment, and Tang Haochu just looked down at the leaves and didn't pay attention, so Zheng Ruilin rushed forward decisively and grabbed Tang Haochu's wrist.

He held onto it very tightly, almost like if Tang Haochu broke free and he fell, he would also jump down. Grasping Tang Haochu's moment, he felt his heart come back again, beating violently in his chest, as if Tang Haochu If you can pay attention, you will hear his heartbeat almost as loud as a drum.

Tang Haochu was finally pulled back into the balcony from the window by Zheng Ruilin.

Zheng Ruilin, who is nearly 16 years old, has grown very tall, and his years of playing ball and sports have made him stronger. Few students who are older than him are stronger than him, let alone one who is three years and three months younger than him Tang Haochu.And Tang Haochu didn't struggle in the process of being pulled up. He just raised his head and looked at Zheng Ruilin quietly. The distance between the two of them was so close that Zheng Ruilin could clearly see his own reflection in Tang Haochu's eyes.

Zheng Ruilin lowered his head slightly as if he was unable to control his emotions and looked directly into those eyes, and then raised it again after a while, and said in an extremely depressed voice: "I'm sorry, I was too impulsive before, I shouldn't have grabbed you Stop you, I won't do this again in the future, and don't scare me anymore, okay?"

Tang Haochu didn't speak, but still looked at Zheng Ruilin with his beautiful eyes.Those eyes are extremely beautiful, innocent and clear like a newborn deer, the dark pupils are big and bright, with a bit of clear amber color, which can make people's hearts melt when they look at it.

Zheng Ruilin couldn't help but sighed.

Since he could remember, he had never liked anyone, and he even thought arrogantly that there was no one who was qualified to be his friend. Except for his family, he didn't like men, women, beautiful or ugly.It wasn't until I got to know Tang Haochu that I realized that there were such people in this world, who could attract all his attention and absorb all his eyes inadvertently.

But he didn't know what to do with Tang Haochu.

It's not good if it's soft, you can't even get a look; it's even worse if it's hard, it almost scared him out of his wits just now.He has a good family background and a good mind, and has always been smooth sailing. All the incompetence and helplessness in his life have been applied to Tang Haochu alone.

This time when Tang Haochu left, Zheng Ruilin didn't dare to stop him anymore, and only forcibly gave him an umbrella.

Because the sky outside suddenly became cloudy, and there was a hint of rain. Tang Haochu had just walked a few steps, and it really started raining.

The rain wasn't too heavy, but it fell very quickly. Almost all the pedestrians on the street ran in panic. Only Tang Haochu's footsteps were always unhurried. It looks elegant and beautiful.There was a bus platform ahead, but a Honda stopped beside him before the bus arrived.

The driver was none other than Jiang Fei, a psychiatrist who had previously treated him for autism.At first, Jiang Fei only felt that Tang Haochu was on his back, but when he turned the corner, he was sure it was really him, and immediately stopped the driveway: "Haohao?"

Although Tang Haochu's autism has been basically cured, but because the disease is more likely to relapse, Mr. Tang signed another long-term contract with Jiang Fei with looser conditions, so he is still Tang Haochu's psychological counselor.Jiang Fei immediately got out of the car, walked up to Tang Haochu and said with a smile, "Did you just leave school? Do you want me to take you home?"

Tang Haochu raised his head and glanced at Jiang Fei, but didn't speak. Jiang Fei didn't rush or urge her. She just stretched out her hand and gently placed it on top of Tang Haochu's head, and then stroked along the soft hair, as if rewarding the most well-behaved and obedient little girl. A child is like treating a small animal that makes people feel soft-hearted.

As a professional psychiatrist yesterday, Jiang Fei is naturally aware of the differences among autistic patients. physical contact.Tang Haochu has always been persistent, and he still has some problems with speaking and communication, but he does not reject physical contact.

Perhaps because he grew up in a cold laboratory in the apocalypse, Tang Haochu really likes hugs and touches that bring warmth to his body, and since he knew Jiang Fei a long time ago, he didn't express any rejection or resistance, but unexpectedly All this scene fell into Zheng Ruilin's eyes.

Because he was worried that it would be unsafe for Tang Haochu to go back alone, Zheng Ruilin actually followed Tang Haochu far away.

Afraid of being discovered, Zheng Ruilin didn't dare to get too close, so there was a distance of half a street.The umbrella was given to Tang Haochu, so he was naturally covered in the rain, but he didn't care if he got wet or not, he just looked at Tang Haochu's back.The back figure is obviously slender and thin, it seems fragile and vulnerable to a single blow, but it also reveals a kind of tenacity that no one can break.Then I saw the stopped car and the man who got out of the car, and saw the man talking to Tang Haochu in a natural and intimate manner, stroking his hair.

The bad thing is that Jiang Fei's appearance is very good, and because of the proper maintenance, she looks very young, especially in casual clothes, she looks like a college student from a distance.Jiang Fei finished smoothing her hair, then took off her coat and put it on Tang Haochu's body, her tone was paternalistic and caring, "The rain might get worse later, go to the car, it's warm in the car."

As he spoke, he held Tang Haochu's cold hand, opened the car door with the other hand, and spoke again before he refused: "Okay, let's go."

So Tang Haochu got into the car, and the green light happened to be in front of him. The car quickly drove away, and Zheng Ruilin, who wanted to catch up, couldn't catch up in a blink of an eye.He stood still and looked at Honda, who was completely hidden in the traffic, his chest was filled with inexplicable anger, unwillingness and other emotions.

Because Tang Haochu didn't express any rejection or resistance to that man no matter whether it was touching his head, shaking hands or putting on his clothes, but he would hide away when he touched his head, and struggled away when shaking hands, and he was determined not to even put on his clothes. I just feel like I can't let go.

Obviously Jiang Fei did nothing but send Tang Haochu home, and Zheng Ruilin also confirmed by phone that Tang Haochu arrived home safely, but Jiang Fei was still followed by Zheng Ruilin, and he thought he looked like that with gold-rimmed glasses. A well-dressed beast that specializes in coaxing minors.

This is naturally Zheng Ruilin's jealousy and prejudice, but once the prejudice is formed, it is difficult to correct it. Zheng Ruilin even couldn't help but check Jiang Fei's license plate number.

Ordinary citizens can use the license plate number to find out the name and address of the owner of the car with the help of the public security department only after reporting the crime.Finding the vehicle management office is the fastest, and it can be called up in minutes. The insurance company is slower, because it is necessary to confirm which company the vehicle is insured with.

Afraid of disturbing his father and grandfather, Zheng Ruilin did not use the Zheng family's contacts to go to the vehicle management office. He only asked his uncle, who had changed his career in real estate but was still a shareholder of one of the top insurance companies in China, to check the insurance for him.So it took more than a week for Zheng Ruilin to get Jiang Fei's name and address. Jiang Fei, who was talking to Mr. Tang at the moment, still didn't know about it.

Medical students are different from other students. They need to study for five years for undergraduates and three years for postgraduates. But this is just the beginning, because the clinical majors of provincial hospitals basically require a doctorate. on duty.Tang Haochu didn't want to waste his precious time in middle school, so when the system urged him to complete the task of "Getting Started" for the third time, he proposed to his grandfather the idea of ​​transferring to the second year of high school.

Now it is the second semester of the second year of high school, so wait another year and two months before you can take the college entrance examination.Mr. Tang is not worried about his grandson's intelligence, but only about his psychology, so he called Jiang Fei specially to ask him whether skipping grades will increase the child's psychological pressure and affect his mental health, and whether he will continue to stay in the lower grades. Some people around the same age play better.

"It's not good to be with people of the same age," Jiang Fei seriously put forward her opinion, "After all, it is a high-functioning autism, and its intelligence is the same as or even much higher than that of normal people, and most of them have special expertise that no one can match. If you force him to get together with his peers, he will be easily excluded." Jiang Fei continued cautiously: "Generally speaking, it is indeed not recommended for children to skip a grade, because it violates the laws of physical and mental development, but if the child's intelligence level is high, He can also adapt to the environment after the relegation, and relegation will be beneficial to his future development."

The conversation lasted for a long time before it ended, and when Jiang Fei hung up the phone, Zheng Ruilin happened to also hang up the phone. ——He has already found someone who can look up detailed information based on name and address, and it only takes one day to send Jiang Fei's information.

It was because the scene of Jiang Fei stroking Tang Haochu's hair was too dazzling for him.

Although Tang Haochu was unwilling to talk to him, he had never seen Tang Haochu talk to other classmates, and Qi Xiangnan and Tang Zhenkai were family members connected by blood. Zheng Ruilin could understand that Tang Haochu was close to them.But this Jiang Fei is not a relative of the Tang family, nor is he an old friend. Could it be that in Tang Haochu's heart, he is not as good as someone who came out of nowhere?

After getting the information, Zheng Ruilin found that things seemed to be completely different from what he thought.Jiang Fei is already in her early forties, and has many titles, such as a doctor of medicine from a certain school, who has published a certain paper, worked in a certain hospital and then resigned to open a psychological clinic.Zheng Ruilin glanced over all the information, and his eyes finally stopped on the words 'famous child psychologist'. Suddenly, an incredible thought flashed through his mind, making him freeze in place.

Zheng Ruilin didn't know what kind of mentality he had when he made the phone call on paper.

The number that Jiang Fei left was always the clinic's landline, so it was the assistant on duty at the clinic who answered the phone.When Zheng Ruilin hesitated to ask if they had accepted a patient surnamed Tang, the assistant lady immediately said that there are patients with almost all surnames in the clinic, but it is related to the patient's body and will not be disclosed. If you have any questions or doubts, you can make an appointment for psychological counseling or psychotherapy.

Zheng Ruilin hesitated for a long time, and finally paid for a psychological consultation.

"I'm consulting my brother." Zheng Ruilin met Jiang Fei face to face this time, but he only looked at Jiang Fei and turned away from his face. "I want to consult my brother's situation based on his behavior. May I?"

Jiang Fei could tell that Zheng Ruilin was lying. The person he was talking about might not be his younger brother, but judging from his expression, it should be someone who was very important to him, and this person did have certain problems.As a psychiatrist, there is no reason to push the patient out, so Jiang Fei nodded immediately, "Yes."

Zheng Ruilin tried his best to explain Tang Haochu's daily life in as much detail as possible, "In school, unless it was necessary, he would not speak a single word a day, and during extra-curricular breaks he always read alone, and I almost never got anything from him. Responding, and not taking the initiative to communicate with other students..."

He talked a lot in one breath, and finally mentioned the incident of jumping out of the window before, "When he was standing outside the window, his eyes were very calm, and he didn't have any thoughts of pranks or jokes at all. I," he clenched his fists at this point, After a pause, he continued: "I can feel that he doesn't care if he falls, or if others worry..."

In Jiang Fei's view, Tang Haochu's autism has healed, and there will be no such radical behavior as jumping out of the window, so he didn't think about Tang Haochu at all, and only analyzed the situation based on Zheng Ruilin's description: "Language barriers, social barriers and inability Empathy is unique to autistic patients, but this kind of thing is very serious, and you have to ask your brother to come over and do a behavioral test to confirm the diagnosis."

The word autism made Zheng Ruilin's heart tremble, his fists were clenched tighter, his nails were deeply embedded in his flesh, "How can this disease be cured? Can it be cured?"

"Currently there are mainly psychotherapy and drug therapy. Foreign countries are now using a drug called risperidone, which can better improve the self-injury or aggressive behavior of patients with severe autism. There is hope for recovery with proper treatment, but Beware of relapse." Jiang Fei paused, and added: "So parents should communicate with him more often, but don't force children to socialize, so as to avoid the pressure and anxiety of older children. It is worth noting that there are many so-called high Autistic geniuses of functional autistic patients, although they cannot express, they are not incapable of perception, and patients with higher IQs will be more sensitive to external malicious perceptions, and parents should be more cautious."

Zheng Ruilin didn't know how he left the clinic.

His mind was in a mess, and he thought about a lot of bits and pieces, but he couldn't figure out anything as if he hadn't thought about anything. By the time he realized it, he had already taken a taxi to the door of Tang Zhai.

He stood there, wanting to go in and see Tang Haochu, but he couldn't move.The wind at the intersection was very strong, which made his whole body cold, and he suddenly felt a tightness in his chest and a pain in his heart, which was more painful than all the disappointments when he was ignored by Tang Haochu and all the injuries he suffered while playing.

All the scenes of getting along with Tang Haochu came to mind one after another, Zheng Ruilin realized the feeling of distress and regret for the first time, as if the wind that had blown turned into ice cubes stuck in his throat, giving birth to The sharp ice blade cut his heart and throat mercilessly.If he could get along with Tang Haochu more patiently, and wouldn't push him down the first day we met, wouldn't call him dumb in front of other classmates, wouldn't take away his schoolbag, wouldn't hold him by force, wouldn't force him jump out of the window...

However, there are no ifs in this world.