Don't fight with your first love

Guan Nanyi felt that Shi Qingyu was probably crazy, and he was so crazy that he would go to the madhouse.

But Shi Qingyu still looked very calm, seeing that she hadn't spoken for a long time, asked, "Aren't you willing?"

Isn't this asking bullshit?

Guan Nanyi couldn't eat any more rice in his bowl, "What's going on in your head? Do you think I'd be willing?"

Shi Qingyu obviously had no expression on his face, but Guan Nanyi actually saw a look of anticipation.

Guan Nanyi: "..."

ill.

Guan Nanyi put the bowl: "I said, don't you think that after the two of us have slept a few times, I must be you?"

Shi Qingyu didn't speak.

"Sister, calm down, think about it carefully, with my appearance and my solid figure, there is really no need to hang myself on your crooked neck tree." Guan Nanyi said.

Shi Qingyu's eyes dimmed a bit.

Guan Nanyi was very cool: "Everyone is from the city, bed/companion, sex/friend, it's enough to be cool, why bother to get married? Besides, you said back then that you didn't like me, Didn't you plan to have anything to do with me? Teacher Shi, as a human being, you still have to be a gentleman. Once you say something, it's hard to follow. You don't understand this truth, do you?"

Shi Qingyu sat on the chair and thought for a long time before he remembered when he said that sentence back then.

After seeing Guan Nanyi behaving intimately with others that time, Qingyu never thought about meeting her again. For her, it seemed that the matter could come to an end here.

This is the case in the world, everyone is alone, and no one can accompany anyone else.

"...Elder sister, your thoughts are too negative, right?" The cousin is an idle person. Since she got married and quit the entertainment industry, she spends money in different ways to have fun all day long, but this kind of life is really too much. It was a bit boring, so she was shocked when she found out that one of her wife's cousins ​​could be so rigid as no one before or since.

When she was talking to her best friend, she was still sighing: "What kind of gene do you think Coffin Face and his family are? How can they be so boring?!"

Her best friend: "...Did you start a video with me just to talk about this?"

She is so busy there now that she has to find time to answer her best friend's phone call, but after answering, she said such nonsense things.

...annoying enough.

"Otherwise?" My cousin asked strangely, "May I ask who is the actress who came out of the hotel with you on the headlines this morning?"

She said seriously: "Has your taste become so low after you left Shu Yu?"

That actress's scandal is flying all over the sky, tsk.

Hearing the name she least wanted to hear again, the best friend couldn't bear it and said: "An He, can you shut your mouth?"

An He asked inexplicably: "Zhao Xunyin, why are you crazy? Am I not telling the truth? Well, if you want me to say, don't keep your eyes on the inside of the circle, you can look at the people outside the circle, and there, To be reasonable, your face is actually very attractive to lesbians. May I ask which lesbian doesn’t want to find a sister? You can extend the age a little bit, anyone over 18 years old is fine.”

Zhao Xunyin: "..."

Seeing that she was silent, An He finally asked tentatively: "...Do you have such a strong taste? But if you are under the age of 18, it will be a crime."

"..."

Finally, Zhao Xunyin hung up the phone calmly.

After being hung up by his best friend, An He couldn't stay idle anymore. He turned his phone around, and finally found Shi Qingyu's name.

This cousin is a little bored.

An He knocked on the phone and asked the other party how he was doing with that female student in recent days?

"No." Shi Qingyu said indifferently.

"No???" An He was surprised, "It's been almost half a year and you haven't made any progress? Didn't your brother ask someone to find out which school the girl is from last time? You didn't even go to the school to give it to someone. Is it for something?"

Shi Qingyu pinched the phone and didn't speak.

An He chattered endlessly: "I didn't say you, cousin, you will really be single for the rest of your life, what will you do when you get old? Who will accompany you?"

Shi Qingyu said coldly: "No one will stay with anyone all the time, people are always lonely."

An He: "..."

An He sighed: "...Elder sister, your thoughts are a bit too negative, right?" She persuaded, "People like you who have read a lot always like to think like this, so if you like it, go ahead and follow me directly. Confession, you said you are coy and the ghost knows you like her!?"

Shi Qingyu didn't speak for a long time, because she thought of the woman who held Guan Nanyi's arm that day again.

Cousin An He hated iron for nothing, so she booked a flight to Chongqing on the spot. Frankly speaking, although she was a fart, she wasn't patient with everyone.

The root cause is that Shi Qingyu resembles her wife Qi Yu a bit.

The conscience of heaven and earth, when they were in love with Qi Yu, An He could really have nightmares every night with that coffin face, so she sympathized with Shi Qingyu's female student very much.

This kind of stuffy, cold and impervious woman is indeed very difficult to deal with.

An He was very interested in Shi Qingyu, so she didn't hesitate to fly to Chongqing seven or eight times a month, and at the end of the flight, her wife became vaguely dissatisfied.

An He comforted: "My dear, don't worry, your sister and I are absolutely innocent. After all, if I want to cheat, my first choice is of course my old girlfriend Zhao Xunyin."

Boss Qi sneered. As we all know, Boss Qi was born with a coffin face. The force is really too big, if others see this, they will definitely be scared and their legs will be weak, but An He is different, she doesn't have weak legs, and she doesn't even take Boss Qi seriously at all, she turns around and raises her hand. With luggage, patted his buttocks and left.

Boss Qi: "..."

***

After arriving in Chongqing, it was Shi Qingyu who came to pick her up. From the moment she got in the car, An He kept talking non-stop. After all, the central meaning was that the older one should take the initiative and not be so boring all the time. Sao, waiting for others to pursue.

But after talking for a long time, what she finally got was Shi Qingyu's two words: "Noisy."

An He: "..."

If it wasn't for her big thoughts, she might have to pull the car and jump out of the car on the spot.

Shi Qingyu is an extremely stubborn person. As long as she believes in the truth, no one can persuade her. This can be seen from her childhood, and this characteristic has not diminished but increased after she grew up. , so it's useless even if it's the talkative An He who comes to persuade him.

At the end of the persuasion, An He even came up with a bad idea, saying that she had never tasted the beauty of women, and if she had tasted it, she would definitely not live by the rules and regulations like an ascetic.

"Why don't sister arrange two little girls for you to try?" An He is also famous for his mouth, and he doesn't dare to say anything out of the door.

Shi Qingyu glanced at her, his eyes were cold

An He: "..."

Neck is a bit cold.

"...Well, it doesn't sound very reliable." In the end, An He found a movie from somewhere, and played it on the projector at Shi Qingyu's house, and Fei pulled Shi Qingyu to watch it, "Then How about watching a movie series? Don't worry, the scale is definitely not big, and this is an award-winning movie."

Shi Qingyu couldn't make trouble for her, so she just sat down in the end. The title of the film was "Unrequited Love Is Just a Play", starring Zhao Xunyin and Cheng Ying, and it was about same-sex teacher-student romance.

Different from other teacher/student romances, the first person to get emotional in this one is the teacher.

Married, had children, life was not bad, like a pot of calm warm water, and then fell in love with that gentle and steady female student on that rainy evening.

Step by step approaching, step by step away, imprisoning oneself in the shackles of marriage and morality, not daring to think or ask.

Watching that person go farther and farther, wanting to chase but unable to move forward, forbidden love, passing by sighs, she has been secretly in love with that student for many years, watching her grow up, watching her Going to college, watching her enter the society, watching her become mature...Of course, I have also seen other people appearing beside her.

She will always meet someone more suitable than her, but all the stories have nothing to do with her.

Shi Qingyu thought that the slightly old-fashioned plot was the final ending of the movie, but he never thought that the story would be reversed in the last 15 minutes:

It was still in the hot summer of that year, in that empty classroom, the students hid behind the curtains and waited for the woman holding the lesson plans to pass by, then reached out and grabbed her arm, smiled and kissed her lips .

The two of them had been deeply affectionate, had had strong feelings, and had dared to love each other recklessly at that age. She had given her a ring, and the youthful brows and eyes were as warm as jade.

In the dark corners, in the deserted woods, they are the closest lovers, but in the sun, in the secular world, they are just teachers and students.

The trivial matters of the family and the vision of the society push the teacher harder and harder. Maybe people will always become cowardly when they reach a certain age. For the sake of her lover's future and reputation, she chose to forget.

In the last 3 minutes, the branch line merged into the main line, and the stories intersected. In the next few decades, the teacher slowly aged and became the respected teacher who was full of peaches and plums.

When her hair was the grayest, a student came to visit her, talked about the past, and asked her with a smile if she still remembered who she was back then.

The man had a good life and became a good and shining character as expected.

"Teacher, do you still remember Liu Siqi? She was also your student before."

The old man sat on a rocking chair under the background wall covered with roses, walked out of memories, and smiled softly: "I remember."

—She was also my lover.