under the filth

Behind the bathroom door, Eisen leaned on Tang Cen's neck, biting and licking his collarbone, "What are you thinking?"

"I want you to come in." Tang Cen felt a slight tingling pain from his collarbone. The bathroom was steaming, and the water kept hitting his body. He felt a subtle suffocation from the oxygen-poor air and the small space. ,

Eisen loosened his teeth, leaving a string of wet red marks on his collarbone.He leaned against Tang Cen's profile, and whispered seductively in his ear: "Have you figured it out?"

Tang Cen urged impatiently: "Hurry up."

"Bang—" Eisen pushed open the bathroom door, and fell onto the soft bed with Tang Cen in his arms.The two of them didn't have time to dry off the drops of water, and their hot and humid skin was exposed to the slightly cool air. Tang Cen shivered and hugged Eisen tightly, trying to absorb the faint warmth from his body.

Tang Cen looked at Eisen, his wet eyes reflected Eisen's appearance, his pale lips parted slightly, Eisen leaned forward, and sucked his glistening lips.

After cleaning, Tang Cen, who was tightly wrapped, was carried by Eisen to the beanbag sofa under the window sill, and his soft body sank into the soft sofa with the scattered stuffing.

Tang Cen slumped lazily on the sofa, watching Eisen in a bathrobe walking in and out in front of him.At this moment, he could still clearly feel the feeling of being possessed by Eisen. The body under the bathrobe was covered with spots and spots. Tang Cen, who was once again in the post-orgasm period of boredom, only felt sick.

Like every time before, Eisen made all the preparations and aftermath for him, and he only needed to watch from the side.

Lu Sheng used to be like this, but now looking at Eisen, Tang Cen suddenly felt like a lowly whore/prostitute who was raised by Lu Sheng. He was picked up by Eisen again.

Aisen is different from Lu Sheng, Tang Cen would tell himself this every time he felt confused or bored, but he couldn't help thinking in the worst direction, he might have been spoiled by Lu Sheng.

After changing the bed sheets that were stained with bodily fluids and putting them back on with clean ones, Eisen put Tang Cen back on the bed.He handed Tang Cen the medicine and water on the bedside table, "Take the medicine before going to bed."

Tang Cen was a little absent-minded. After taking the cup, he didn't move for a long time. His eyes staring at the floor were out of focus, and he didn't know what he was thinking, but the expression on his face always revealed a bit of loneliness and boredom.

Such a reaction inevitably made Eisen a little worried. He was about to speak when Tang Cen raised his head, forced a smile, and said in a weak voice, "I'm fine."

On the way back, Eisen found that something was wrong with Tang Cen. The person who was led away by him like a marionette suddenly became active. No matter how much Eisen tried to comfort him, he couldn't completely convince himself.Although Tang Cen said he was fine, he smiled forcedly, and he didn't even hide the tiredness and boredom on his face, Eisen was really worried.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Eisen brushed away Tang Cen's hair that was soaked and sticking to his cheeks, and said in a warm voice, "It feels like you're not happy."

"Maybe I've been a little tired for two days, and I keep thinking about the past." Tang Cen looked at the medicine in his hand, closed his eyes and swallowed it with his head up. The slightly bitter taste of the medicine spread out in his mouth.

"Then rest at home tomorrow." After Tang Cen took the medicine, Eisen helped him lie down, tucked the corner of the quilt for him, and patted his shoulder lightly through the quilt, "You have to tell me something. "

Tang Cen shrank back into the quilt, covered most of his face with the quilt, and nodded slightly.

With Tang Cen's guarantee, Aisen still didn't get up.He sat on the edge of the bed, stretched his hand in from a corner of the quilt, touched Tang Cen's face, rubbed his earlobe with his fingertips, passed through his soft black hair, his gestures were intimate and comforting.

Lying on the bed, Tang Cen reached out and grabbed Eisen's shoulder, pulling him down.

After a light kiss, Tang Cen raised his hand to caress Eisen's face, wrapping his fingertips around his blond hair.Playing with the strand of soft hair, Tang Cen slightly raised his head, stared at Eisen's faintly shining eyes and asked: "I have kissed and slept with Lu Sheng countless times, what do you think?" do you mind?"

Eisen was taken aback, then kissed with a smile, "What nonsense are you talking about?"

Tang Cen, who was usually very coaxing, insisted on asking for an answer this time: "Answer me."

Tang Cen's persistence made Eisen fall into silence, Tang Cen stared into his eyes, while Eisen looked at his collarbone, not looking him in the eye.

Looking at Eisen's attitude, Tang Cen also had the answer in his heart, but he was not sure, he wanted Eisen to tell him himself.

After a long time, maybe only a few minutes, when Tang Cen was about to give up, he heard Eisen sigh and say: "How could I not mind."

Tang Cen's heart froze with Eisen's words. He was not surprised by this answer, or that this answer was a normal person's answer, but he still couldn't help feeling sad.

The arm around Eisen's shoulders slowly loosened, and as if being drained of strength, he slid down slowly and fell on the soft quilt.

Tang Cen got the answer he wanted the most, but when he looked at the man in front of him, his heart felt empty and aching, as if he had stolen something away.

When Tang Cen sentenced himself to death, Eisen held his hand and kissed the uneven scar on his wrist, "But it's not your fault, no one can guarantee that I will only fall in love with one person in my life .”

The kiss on his wrist was very light, but Tang Cen felt his wrist was being burned, and it was stinging violently.But he couldn't avoid it, Eisen held his hand tightly, not giving him the slightest chance to refuse.

"It doesn't matter how many people you have liked or how many people you have dated with. The important thing is how you treat each relationship." Eisen let go of Tang Cen's wrist, and a gentle kiss landed on his forehead, "I I won't force you to hate anyone, and I don't have the right to interfere with who you liked before, but now... do you like me a little bit?"

Love is too heavy for Tang Cen, even like, Eisen dare not ask for too much.

He looked at Tang Cen and asked in an almost begging tone, "I don't want too much, just a little..."

The rest of the words were blocked by small kisses. Tang Cen held his face, kissed his brows and eyes, and repeated in a choked voice: "I like it."

Tang Cen has seen the tenderness in Eisen's eyes in the eyes of another man, but that man seldom says he loves him, even seldom mentions that he likes him, let alone humbly beg for that little indifferent affection from him.

"sorry."

He blamed Eisen wrongly, a piece of his heart was indeed hollowed out, but what Eisen dug out was an incurable lesion.When a wound heals, it is always accompanied by blood and pain. Only by surviving the itching of wound healing can one completely get rid of the pain left by the past.

The soft fine hair swept across the wrist, smoothing away the hideous scar.

Under Eisen's comfort, Tang Cen finally calmed down. He buried his face in Eisen's chest, his warm breath sprayed on his chest, like a pair of soft and boneless hands touching his chest, Eisen hugged him for a while. After a while, he couldn't help dragging out Tang Cen who got into his arms like an ostrich.The two lay in bed for a long time, until Tang Cen couldn't bear it and fell asleep, and Eisen fell asleep with his arms around him.

Sleeping on the bed hugging each other, they never expected that someone would disturb the morning when they could have slept until they woke up naturally after indulgence.

In the early morning, the two people who were sleeping soundly woke up from their sleep by the vibrating and buzzing mobile phone ringtone.

Tang Cen frowned and moaned twice, then pushed Eisen, motioning him to answer the phone.Eisen stood up, squinted his eyes and groped for a while on the bedside table. After touching the square object, he picked it up without looking at the name displayed on the screen: "Hello."

However, what the person on the other end of the phone said made him sober for a moment, and Eisen's brows became tighter and tighter with his words. He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, and said, "I see, it will be over in a while." .”

Tang Cen heard the rustling sound of changing clothes behind him, raised his head and asked in a daze, "What's wrong?"

"I have something to do with the company. I'll go over there." After changing his clothes, Eisen quickly tied a bow tie, went back to the bed and covered the turned-up quilt back, leaned over and kissed Tang Cen's side face, "Go to sleep." , I'll be back as soon as possible."

Tang Cen, who was so sleepy and delirious, was buried under the quilt. He raised his hand and shook it back and forth twice as an answer to Eisen.

Eisen watched him say goodbye to him softly, took out his mobile phone and quickly took a picture, and then hurried out the door.

Tang Cen slept until noon before getting up dazedly rubbing his eyes and touching the cold sheets beside him. It took him two seconds to remember what happened this morning.

After Eisen left, the empty room returned to silence after a long absence.The empty and quiet room made Tang Cen feel a bit of coolness. He opened the curtains of the bedroom, and the cold wind came in from the wide open window and hit Tang Cen. The biting chill made him shiver twice.

It wasn't the crazily rushing out of his body, the completely uncontrollable trembling, it was simply because of the cold, which was still within Tang Cen's controllable range.

Tang Cen picked up the mobile phone on the bedside table and clicked on the screen. There was an unread text message from Eisen on it.Clicking on it, the content is nothing more than telling myself to eat on time, and telling him when to go home by the way.

After glancing at the time displayed on the phone screen, Tang Cen shuffled into the kitchen.He opened the refrigerator, which was filled with unprocessed ingredients, and the only finished product was the half-cut cheesecake.

After glancing at the cake, Tang Cen closed the door of the refrigerator, went to the sink and picked up the chopping board and the knife on the knife holder.

"Pa——" The sound of the knife falling on the chopping board broke the terrible silence, and the reddish juice dripped down the edge of the board into the pool.