under the filth

Tang Cen was sitting at the dining table, rubbing the gauze with his hand under the table, and Eisen came out of the kitchen with a plate in one hand.He put the plate on the table in front of Tang Cen, Tang Cen looked down following his movements, and suddenly raised his head in surprise when he saw the things in front of him.

Receiving Tang Cen's doubts, Eisen opened the chair and said, "I took it from me."

"Oh." Tang Cen lowered his head and answered sullenly, picking up the fork at hand.Pasta wrapped in tomato sauce is served on a white plate, and a few broccoli flowers are placed on the side. The appearance is ordinary, but the taste and smell are tempting.

But Tang Cen seemed a little absent-minded, and he was bored picking the broccoli on the plate, and the metal tip made an unharmonious sound when it scratched the spiral pattern.

Eisen rolled up the pasta with a fork and was about to serve it to his mouth, but was interrupted by the sharp voice.Tang Cen, who was sitting in front of him, moved the food on the plate with a dazed expression, and Eisen couldn't figure out his thoughts, so he could only comfort him dryly: "Use it first, I'll accompany you to buy new ones later. "

Before going out, although Eisen wanted to help Tang Cen buy the broken things again, but he didn't know Tang Cen's preferences, so he went around a lot and only bought alcohol and bandages at the pharmacy.Although these things are not urgently needed, they will be bought again after all, which just happens to be a reason to take Tang Cen out to relax.

Tang Cen paused as he poked the broccoli, raised his head and glanced at Eisen, then quickly lowered his head before meeting his gaze, "You can use yours."

Hold the handle tightly and press down on the fork, and the cooked broccoli is instantly pierced by the fork and inserted firmly on it.Tang Cen stuffed the broccoli into his mouth, and the vegetables with the sauce and the sweet and sour taste of tomato aroused his hunger.

It took Eisen two more seconds to understand the meaning of Tang Cen's words. He originally wanted to say something else, but seeing him keep stuffing broccoli into his mouth, he couldn't help laughing and said, "Let's eat." .”

A quiet meal, but after a while there is only basil leaves and tomato sauce left on the plates of two people, but it means that there is nothing else that can be used as an excuse to avoid the fact.

The two sat at the table facing each other, Tang Cen's fingers stroked the spiral pattern on the edge of the white porcelain plate, the unfamiliar touch made him a little confused, he hid his confusion very carefully, but Eisen naturally walked away from him. He took the plate away, "I'll do it."

Eisen entered the kitchen with a plate, and then came out with a cup. He stuffed the cup into Tang Cen's hand, "Go and rest."

Tang Cen subconsciously clenched the cup in his hand. He didn't know if Eisen had noticed something, but such thoughtfulness made him even more at a loss.Even though he was forced to leave like this, why did Eisen insist on staying by his side?

He used to be full of hope for Tang Songyuan's praise, but what he received was Tang Songyuan's harsh treatment; he once trusted Lu Sheng and put all his eggs in one basket, but the end was betrayal after his feelings were worn down.

The temperature of the hot water reached Tang Cen's palm through the glass, and the sound of rushing water came from the kitchen. Tang Cen carried the glass into the bedroom.Sitting on the edge of the bed, Tang Cen took out the medicine bottle from the bedside table. Since he knew about Aisen's knowledge, he no longer had to hide or take medicine secretly, but the situation was no better.

A pill was poured into the palm of his hand. Tang Cen was about to take the medicine when a hand suddenly stretched out from his side and grabbed his wrist. The pill was shaken out of his hand and rolled to the ground.

Tang Cen knew who it was without even thinking about it. He didn't look up at the other party, but said coldly, "Let go."

In the kitchen, he heard Tang Cen's voice walking into the bedroom. He came over to take a look because he was worried about him, but he was going to take medicine.Under such circumstances, Eisen certainly wouldn't let go of his words. The problem between them hadn't been resolved yet, and Tang Cen's condition couldn't continue to worsen. No matter what, Tang Cen couldn't be allowed to take medicine indiscriminately.

Eisen took a deep breath, trying to control the strength of his hands so as not to hurt Tang Cen, "Tang Cen, I'll take you to the hospital."

After struggling for a few times but failing to open it, Tang Cen raised his head and shouted fiercely when he heard the other party mentioning the hospital, "Let go! Don't meddle in your own business!"

Although Tang Cen's expression was ferocious, the redness in the corners of his eyes revealed everything. The wetness and bloodshot eyes made Eisen slowly let go of his hands.He sat beside Tang Cen, watched him take the medicine from the medicine bottle, and didn't raise his hand to stop him, "I'll accompany you, just this once."

"I'm not going." But as he said so, Tang Cen's hands stopped moving.

Before meeting Eisen, he had been pleasing and accommodating other people, keeping his attitude very low, he would not reject others, and he dared not refuse. He was afraid of disappointing the other party, so he would rather force himself to accept the so-called goodwill than Don't dare to say "no".

He has lived to this day by relying on his own feelings and observations.

But during this period of time, he has been resisting, to Eisen, to himself, and to everything around him, as if he has made up for the past 30 years at once.Tang Cen knew that there was no point in doing so, but his words and deeds had begun to get out of control. He subconsciously refuted all the opinions put forward by Eisen, and resisted all of Aisen's intimacy.

But this belated resistance is aimed at people who really care about themselves.

"Bang——" the cup and the medicine bottle fell on the ground, Tang Cen covered his face with his hands, covering all the embarrassment on his face, "Eisen, tell me, who am I... who is yours? "

"What kind of identity do you want to accompany me?" When Tang Cen asked this question, his voice was so choked that he couldn't hear clearly, tears flowed from between his fingers, dripping on the ground, and the water spilled from the cup into one.

Tang Cen lived too passively, and his feelings were also very passive, and he didn't even know whether his feelings for Lu Sheng could be regarded as love.He used to think that he could love someone, but he couldn't do it at all. He just followed the other party's instructions in a daze and mechanically.

By the time Eisen broke through the crowd to find him, Tang Cen had been completely lost in the ocean of emotions, and the love that had allowed him to find his own value and given him courage had swallowed up his last bit of ability to perceive words and emotions.

He couldn't tell the difference, he didn't know which ones were malicious teasing and which ones were tender love.Even after countless confirmations and countless assurances from Eisen, he still couldn't believe it, didn't dare to reach out, and didn't dare to accept it.He would only hide behind the city wall built with sharp spikes, isolate himself from the outside world, shut out all those who tried to approach him, and silently lick his wounds in the dark.

Eisen grabbed Tang Cen's shoulders, pulled away the hands covering his face, and said to those red eyes, "I will accompany you with whatever identity you want me to be. "

"You think it's okay for me to be sentimental and meddle in other people's business..." Eisen put his arms around him, wrapped him in his arms, stroked his hair and comforted him carefully, "Just this time."

The medicine was scattered all over the ground, and the water spreading on the ground dissolved the pills, and the originally smooth edges began to spread a light yellow liquid outward.

But now no one cares about these things, Tang Cen grabbed Aisen's clothes, buried his face in his arms, shrugged his shoulders slightly, and Aisen patted his back gently to comfort him.

I don't know if this is the first time Tang Cen's emotions have broken down in the past two days, and Eisen also found that Tang Cen loves to cry after losing control. It's a good time to coax.

Eisen patted him on the back until Tang Cen raised his head from his arms, and wiped the tears on his face with the back of his hand.His right hand was still tied with gauze, and Eisen was worried that the wound would be infected again, so he hurried to the bathroom to get a wet towel to help him wipe his face.The soft fabric rubbed against the sensitive corners of the eyes, and the slight pain forced Tang Cen to close his eyes subconsciously.

The wet towel quickly wiped off the mottled water marks on his face, Tang Cen saw the marks on Eisen's clothes as soon as he opened his eyes.His tear ducts are always out of control, and sometimes he just wants to quarrel with Eisen, but in the end he lies on Eisen crying and crying, and after lying down for a while, tears wet his clothes. A dark water stain appeared on the light-colored fabric.

With a large water mark, even if Aisen himself didn't feel anything, Tang Cen felt ashamed looking at it.He lowered his head, not daring to look at Eisen, but Eisen patted him on the shoulder suddenly, "You wait for me outside, I'll pack up and go to the hospital."

Tang Cen looked at the water all over the floor, and responded uncomfortably: "Yes."

At this point, Tang Cen couldn't say any words of rejection, and the obedience engraved in his bones also took the lead in due course.Some things cannot be changed overnight, even if he leaves those people, no matter how much he curses the past, what is engraved in his bones will never be erased.

Eisen was dealing with the mess in the bedroom, while Tang Cen was sitting on the sofa in the living room holding his mobile phone.The phone that has been dropped can still be used, as long as the screen is replaced, but whether it can be used or not is the same for Tang Cen, and no one else will look for him except Eisen.

Tang Cen huddled on the sofa, and couldn't help but start thinking wildly in his mind. Just as he was thinking about whether to inform his uncle about going to the hospital, Eisen came out of the bedroom dragging a suitcase, and the wheels rolled Scared by the sound, Tang Cen immediately sat up straight.

He just promised Eisen to go to the hospital, why did he go to the point of packing his luggage?

Tang Cen's guarded eyes gave Eisen a chill, it wasn't that his plan had been seen through, Tang Cen's eyes were clearly thinking too much.He walked forward and rubbed Tang Cen's head, and explained unhurriedly: "We're going to Switzerland for only two days, and we'll be back after we're done."

The movement of rubbing the top of his head soothed Tang Cen's emotions. He pursed his lips, stood up and stuffed the phone into his pocket, and said reluctantly, "Let's go."

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