heartthrob protagonist halo

Warm and refined living room, where movies are in a pinch.

Shisan nestled in the man's arms like a kitten, raising his head to glance at the man from time to time, and after merging, his facial features became more handsome and unreal, and there was a bit of evil in his eyebrows and eyes, which fascinated people.

"What's the matter?" Sensing the young man's small movements, the man leaned over and kissed his little face, his words contained the tolerance of the elders, "Where is your body uncomfortable?"

"I... I'm fine." Shi San blushed and shook his head shyly.

So excited!How can big brother be so good?Awesome.Shi San was thinking aimlessly, and his body became more and more hugged into the man's arms.

Suddenly, the man's body froze, and when he opened his eyes again, the original golden eyes had turned into night-like darkness.Xiao Chu snorted coldly, and very jealously bit the young man's face that had been kissed before.

Shi San who left a tooth mark: "..." I'll wipe it!Come again.

After all, Xiao Chu and Dao have existed for a long time, and it is not easy to merge.

Thus, such a situation happened—the three personalities existed at the same time.They are Dao with silver hair and golden eyes, Xiao Chu with black hair and black eyes, and another Tao who is a fusion of Dao and Xiao Chu.

The three of them communicated with each other in memory and emotion, and it was a hard time for Shisan. If someone kissed him, the other two would definitely kiss back ruthlessly after they woke up.

The three people who restrained each other also created... Ahem, they haven't had a relationship more than kissing until now.

"What's so good about this movie? Change it." Xiao Chu very disgustedly replaced the police movie with a romance movie, and finally looked up and down the young man suspiciously, saying: "If he watches this kind of mentally retarded movie again in the future , you scold him severely."

What else can Shi San say, he can only follow the man's words and say 'yes'.

The man who was recognized by the youth squinted his eyes, and glanced at the clock with a smile, "It's getting late, I'll cook for you, what do you want to eat?"

At that time, he said "whatever" three times.

Xiao Chu rubbed his chin and thought for 2 minutes, then put on his apron and went into the kitchen. The aroma of food came from the kitchen.Shi Sanxin was worried about watching half of the movie, and the plot was cut off at the climax, which made people scratch their heads, don't worry about it too much.

The transformation of personality is irregular, maybe in the blink of an eye, a different personality will be changed.

Xiao Chu is lying when he says he doesn't like police and gangster movies. Before they merged, this type of movies was his favorite, and romance movies were Tao's favorite.

Because the memory can communicate with each other, it is estimated that he himself is not feeling well.

But in order to prove that he was not assimilated by another person, Xiao Chu... He refused to admit it, and he was going against it anyway.

But he forgot, where he used to know how to cook!It was all handled by Dao alone, and they just started.

Shi San reluctantly turned off the TV, thinking that when Dao No. [-]'s personality came out, they would watch together again.The young man ran into the kitchen and beat Xiao Chu up.

Xiao Chu was copying potatoes, and the cleaned big fish was on the plate waiting to be put into the pot.

Shi San glanced at the kitchen, picked up two garlic cloves and peeled them off, "Do you want onions? I'll wash some."

"Well, let's bring the white sesame seeds from the refrigerator to enhance the flavor, and the fish will be fragrant." Xiao Chu held a spatula in one hand and a frying pan in the other, and he looked like a good-natured man.

Shisan said 'yes', and started to wash the shallots quickly.

Fresh big fish, fried, add salt, cooking wine, light soy sauce, red pepper, special chili sauce, shallots, and finally sprinkle with a little white sesame, the aroma burst out thoroughly, Shisan wiped his saliva on the side, especially want to steal Take two bites.

Xiao Chu glared at him, and said like an old lady: "Put the dishes on the table, and eat after washing your hands."

Shi San looked at Yu Yu pitifully, and responded with an 'oh' very well-behaved.

Two people made three dishes in total.

Hot and sour potato shreds, braised fish, carrot and corn ribs soup.

Shisan loves spicy food, and has no interest in bland soups. After a meal, his chopsticks kept slicing towards the fish plate.

Xiao Chu frowned, and poured a bowl of clear soup for Shi San himself, "Drink it, it tastes really good."

Of course Shisan can trust 'their' craftsmanship, even a plate of ordinary green vegetables can be fried deliciously, but... But isn't there something better?

Shi San felt a little reluctance in his heart, but he didn't want to touch the man's face, so he picked up the small white porcelain bowl and took a small sip.

Fragrant radish, slightly sweet corn, plus a bit of meat to add flavor, drink it in one sip, it will be full of fragrance, which just washes away the spicy taste, leaving people with endless aftertaste.

Shi San muttered as he finished a bowl of soup, Xiao Chu raised his eyebrows and signaled with his eyes—'Look, I didn't lie to you! Shi San smiled flatteringly, like a poor kitten.

Satisfied with wine and food, Xiao Chu quickly changed into a set of clothes. He recently signed up for a dessert cooking class, which started at [-]:[-] pm every Saturday and weekend. Before leaving, the man pointed to his cheek to signal Young people, don't forget the parting kiss.

Shisan kissed "Paji", "Come back soon."

"Yeah." Satisfied, Xiao Chu went out with her wallet.

Shisan started tidying up the kitchen and living room, cooking by himself and washing dishes by himself, matching each other.

'Dao' is willing to cook for himself because he loves himself and is willing to pay for himself.Love is mutual, Shi San also likes him, what do you want to do for him?Finally... the last thing to wash the dishes fell on him.

Pour the detergent into the sink, Shisan washes the dishes very slowly, but he washes them very carefully, not even a little bit of dirt can be seen anywhere.

Live like an ordinary human being on this small blue planet.

On the other hand, Xiao Chu, who had agreed to go to a cooking class, turned up at a private hospital.

A middle-aged woman in her forties was sitting on a soft leather sofa, and Xiao Chu was sitting opposite him, talking about the three personalities in her body one by one, "...Now, I want to destroy the other two personalities, any idea?"

"According to what you said, your memories are interlinked, right?"

"Yes." Xiao Chu nodded, "Is there any question?"

"Dissociative personality disorder, also known as split personality and multiple personality, is a type of mental illness... Your symptoms are not serious..." The doctor babbled a lot, Xiao Chu didn't understand it, and summed it up— — There is no way to kill them. After all, they are in the same body and can only be slowly fused, and because their memories can communicate with each other, it will be easier to fuse.

Xiao Chu: ...

Giving up a good afternoon tea time and running to see a doctor is a relatively stupid behavior.He's not an ordinary split personality, but... he's split his soul directly!

Please allow me to be sorry! !

The female doctor was still chattering, but Xiao Chu could no longer hear it clearly. The voice was getting farther and farther away from him, as if it came from a distant place, and finally...he slowly fell into the deep sleep.

"Thank you doctor, I understand." A completely different tone from just now spit out from the man's mouth, with a gentle and courteous smile on his face, wearing a white shirt and jeans, like a gentleman who came out of England, handsome and handsome , "Then... I won't bother you from now on."

After politely saying goodbye to the dazed female doctor, Dao opened the door and walked out.

"...Fortunately, I made up a phantom array in time." Dao muttered a few words, "Otherwise I would have acted like a living person changing color." The mirror in the elevator reflected the man's appearance, with black hair and black eyes, and a handsome and fair face.

"It will definitely merge! At this time... we should leave...specific memories that only belong to me and Tokisan."

When Xiao Chu came, he drove the car. Even if he wanted to teleport back, he couldn't do it. He had to drive honestly for more than an hour. After returning home, he couldn't wait to knock on the door of Shisan's room, "We Go out and play! Amusement parks, zoos, aquariums...anywhere."

"Huh?" Shi San looked confused.

"If you don't speak, I'll take it as your agreement." Dao cheered like a child, and he dragged Shisan to an amusement park. He secretly looked up at the tall Ferris wheel, and heard... ...I heard that if couples kiss at the top, they can be together forever~

Don't look at Tao's glamorous and noble appearance on weekdays, but there is a romantic little princess living in his heart?

Shisan, who was wearing home clothes and slippers, continued to be confused, "..."

"Let's go, let's go ride the Ferris wheel." Dao's eyes sparkled.

Shi San stared at him helplessly, stretched out his hand to knead the layered hairstyle into a ball, and said in a doting tone, "Wait for me for 5 minutes, I'll go home and change my clothes and shoes first."

"I... I'm with you." Not knowing how long his current mind can last, Dao didn't want to be separated from Shi San for a second.

What else could Shisan say, he could only say 'yes' in a low voice.

After putting on the same style of hoodie, same style of jeans, and same style of canvas shoes openly, a pair of pseudo-college students in couple outfits appeared.

The beauty of the two is already eye-catching, let alone now.

Shi San's ears were red, and he was so irritable that he wanted to put a cloth on his head, but Dao enjoyed holding Shi San's hand, and announced to the whole world that this person was contracted by me.

Cough cough, watching too many stupid TV series, people become stupid.

Although the Ferris wheel has a good meaning, it is very boring to sit on. It takes about three to 10 minutes to turn around. In the first 15 minutes, Dao has been talking about various past events, wanting to make his own existence, In Shisan's memory, it's a little clearer...a little bit clearer.

"that……"

"Huh? What?" Shi San thought he didn't hear clearly, and tilted his head in the direction of the man.

good chance! !

The man held the young man's face with both hands, and pressed his warm lips to it. The tenderness, loneliness, despair and renewed mood were all passed on to the young man through this kiss.

It's... so sad~

Tears rolled down her cheeks unconsciously, hitting the ground one after another.

The young man stroked his lips subconsciously, and stared blankly at the person in front of him. Is what he did really right?Because of my own reasons, I let 'Xiao Chu' and 'Tao' become a new 'Tao'.I was happy because of their integration, and I didn't take their own feelings into account at all.

Those who resist and cover up their own changes are not out of temper, but...really unwilling!

"I'm sorry." These were the most useless words, but Shisan couldn't say anything other than this, "I'm sorry."

"Hey? Why did you apologize to me at hour three?" The silver-haired man who has changed into his original appearance tilted his head, frantically comforting the young man, "You...don't cry! You cry...I feel bad too !"

Unconsciously called out Xiao Chu's 'pet name', neither of them paid attention.

At the end of the round of the Ferris wheel, Shi San embarrassedly wiped away the tears on his face, covering up the truth, "I was so moved by the Tao that I burst into tears! I was so touched."

The man didn't respond for a long time, and when Shi San wanted to go up and push him, the man grabbed his hand, "Then... Xiao San will do it with me too! Halfway through the work, he was suddenly robbed." The body is really... uncomfortable."

"...Xiao Chu."

"It's me~ I also want to kiss Shi San at the top of the Ferris wheel, don't refuse."

Then...then, under the staff's crazy eyes, the two got on the next round of Ferris wheel.

As if today was repeated yesterday, Xiao Chu, like Tao, babbled about his past, those distant memories were dug out of his mind, and opened up in front of the young man's eyes, only hoping that after he disappeared completely, he could be in the young man's eyes. memory can take its place.

As if... making the final confession.

After getting off the ferris wheel, Xiao Chu looked at the blue sky and suddenly smiled, as if a child was very satisfied after getting his beloved candy.

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After that day, the time of Xiao Chu and Dao, who originally had about the same time to 'appear', drastically decreased, from two hours...an hour...to the last few 10 minutes.

Most of the time, the merged Dao appears. Shisan's mind is full of the kiss in the ferris wheel, and the guilt in his heart is like a tsunami hitting the beach, with rough waves. Therefore, his attitude towards the "Dao" is a little bit Cool down.

Both Xiao Chu and Dao saw it, but they didn't point it out.

They thought viciously in their hearts, who told you that you can monopolize the third time alone, so it's better to let you suffer a little bit now, heh heh heh! !

Digging a hole for yourself, nothing more.

"It's so hot, do you want to eat watermelon? I just bought it yesterday, it's so sweet." Shi San looked attentively at the man on the sofa.

Dao enjoyed the enthusiastic treatment, and nodded reservedly, "Okay~"

It can be said to be very cute.

"Wait for me, I'm going to cut the watermelon." The big watermelon was frozen in the refrigerator for a day, and the red scoop looked sweet after being cut, Shi San took two sharp spoons and poked it , and handed a bigger one to the silver-haired man, "Hey hey, eating watermelon in summer is the only way to enjoy it."

"But... this one is a bit big!" Dao thought for a few seconds in distress, then he had a flash of inspiration, and said with a very innocent smile: "Why don't you eat it with me at Shisan, so as not to waste it."

"Oh... okay." Shi San didn't think much, and simply agreed.

As for the half in hand, take a bag of plastic wrap and put it in the refrigerator. It can be eaten tomorrow.

The fresh watermelon is very moist, and from time to time, the two people's spoons will collide with each other. At this time, Dao will "attack" Shi San, and kiss him on the face suddenly. That piece dug into the spoon.

Shi San—glaring at the man strangely, like a kitten acting coquettishly towards its owner.

Dao, who had lost his IQ, looked at him with a smile, touched his head comfortingly, kissed him again, and ate a watermelon, but he was full of anger after eating it.

"Do you like me?" The two sat cross-legged, with the watermelon in the middle, their foreheads against their foreheads, and their breath was full of each other's breath.

"Ah."

"What do you mean? Do you like it? Or...do you love me?" He wanted an answer reluctantly.

"...I like it, I love it." The young man's voice lowered, choked with sobs.

"That's great." His smiling brows were curved, his golden eyes were full of sunshine, and he was as beautiful as an angel, "Me too, I like you and love you."

After playing around for too long, the watermelon in my hand is no longer ice-cold, and has lost the red flesh protected by the outer skin. The outer layer is slightly 'dry'. Before people have time to react, they have already passed away.

The silver hair was gradually dyed black, but the face was still the same, but the expression had changed.

Shi San stared blankly for a few seconds, and then he picked up the watermelon held by the two of them belatedly. His smile was a little weak, "There is still half of it, brother, do you want to eat it?"

"No need." The man shook his head, they had shared memories, he...had already eaten.

"Okay, I'll put the other half first." Shisan walked into the kitchen and threw the watermelon with only the skin left into the trash can. Rinse off the juice.

I don't know when he followed, silently staring at the young man's back for a while, and then said softly, "He's gone."

"Ah?" Shi San turned his head, his face was a bit dazed, and after a few seconds, the young man suddenly realized, his face turned pale instantly, "Yes...it's time, hahahaha!!"

Embarrassed laughter echoed in the small kitchen, Shi San's eyes fell on the watermelon in the trash can, and he stared blankly for a long time, until night fell, the young man patted the man's shoulder with an ugly expression, " It's getting late, go to bed!"

As he spoke, he floated into the room like a ghost.

The man stood at the junction of the kitchen and the hall, his whole body merged into the darkness. With excellent night vision, he stared at the round clock in front of him and pursed his lips - 49:[-].At this point before, Shisan should have watched TV with him in the living room.

Feeling the small black remote control from the gap in the sofa, the man aimlessly turned on the TV and watched.

Dao and him have completely merged, and there is another one...Xiao Chu must be coming soon. It can be as short as a few days or as long as a few months. He will still be...him.He had a little understanding of Shi San's mood.

The guilt towards Xiao Chu and Dao makes him unable to lift his head up, but...but they are one person!For example, now, he feels that the hole he dug for himself when he was a silver-haired Taoist is simply...

Time passed day by day, and the remaining half of the watermelon in the refrigerator could no longer find the owner who ate it, and was finally thrown into the trash can, where it rotted and stinks.

The time Xiao Chu came out was getting shorter and shorter, he was still flabbergasted, hanging on Shisan's body cheekily, kissing the young man secretly, and went to sleep with him on his bed in the middle of the night.

"Hour three..." The man hugged the young man tightly in his arms, resting his head on the other's neck, "I'm leaving soon, will you miss me in the future?"

"En." The young man nodded heavily.

"No!" The man laughed when he heard that, and stroked the young man's hair with his broad palm, "We are one person, and I will be with you every day from now on, so you shouldn't miss me."

"But……"

"No but." Xiao Chu cut him off decisively, "We are one person, even if we don't admit it, we can't change this fact."

"Why? You... Didn't you still resist this before?" With the help of the small warm yellow desk lamp by the bedside, Shi San looked at the man's face, a watery light appeared in his beautiful amber eyes, shadowy and ecstatic Take the soul.

Xiao Chu held his breath, and couldn't bear to kiss those beautiful eyes.

"At the beginning, because I didn't know what would happen, and things were out of my control, I naturally didn't want to~" Xiao Chu's voice was relaxed and happy, "But until now, I can clearly feel that I am him , he is me. The moment I just woke up, I couldn't even tell who I was between the two me, and that guy must be like this to fuse so quickly."

The guy in his mouth is naturally Tao.

"Xiao Chu." Shi San hugged the man's waist tightly, and through a thin layer of pajamas, they could clearly feel each other's body temperature and heartbeat.

"I'm here." The man's voice was unbelievably gentle, soothing the young man's fragile mood.

The rising sun shines into the house through the curtains, and the wind chimes on the balcony jingle when the wind blows them. Shisan lay on the bed for a few seconds before jumping up from the bed, not even wearing pajamas. Changed, and hastily opened the door.

The aroma of food in the kitchen filled the air, whetting people's appetite.

Barefoot, Shi San walked to the kitchen and looked at the familiar yet unfamiliar back. The man with black hair reaching his waist turned his head, revealing a pair of beautiful and dazzling golden eyes, with a gentle and harmless smile. Clothes, shoes, and breakfast."

"Oh!" Shi San nodded blankly, the emotions surging in his heart were too complicated to express.

Only then did he realize that... Xiao Chu was saying goodbye to himself yesterday!He is such an idiot, he didn't hear Dao's farewell, and neither did Xiao Chu's, he always waited for them to leave before he realized it belatedly.

Silently changed into a simple home clothes, breakfast is his familiar corn mung bean white rice porridge with fried eggs and refreshing side dishes.

The man was sitting opposite him, with an elegant posture, straight shoulders, Xiao Chu's hair color, Dao's eyes, and a handsome face that he had seen for thousands of years.

After absent-mindedly finishing his breakfast, Shi San subconsciously picked up the plate, ready to wash the dishes.The man stopped him quickly, and touched the young man's fair and tender cheek like an elder, "You take a good rest, just leave these things to me."

"Oh!" Apart from this sentence, Shi San didn't know what to say.

They were originally the closest people in the world, but... time and the other two personalities separated them like a wide city wall.

People inside the wall can't get out, and people outside the wall can't get in.

The water in the kitchen was rushing, and Shi San's memory suddenly returned to more than a month ago, the day Dao left, the sticky red juice seeped into the palm of his hand, he looked at the man's beautiful smile, and slowly left his world .

"I'm a bad boy." Walking on tiptoe behind the man, Shi San stretched out his arms to hug the man, and buried his head in the man's broad shoulders.

"Huh?" Dao uttered a questioning word from his mouth, "My Xiaosan has always been very good, what's wrong?"

"I clearly know that Xiao Chu and the others are willing to be themselves, but in my heart I still want to integrate them. All of these... are for myself." The young man's voice was already weeping.

There was a slight pain in Tao's heart. This is the child he raised with his own hands. He watched him transform from an egg into a dazzling young man. He raised him, gave him food, clothing, shelter, and sheltered him in his own under the wings of

But now... this child is so sad.

He wanted to turn around and pat his head, telling him - you are not bad, it is me who is bad, and it is 'I' who want to leave deeper memories in your heart, so that it becomes like this.

"But... But even so, I still want to be with my brother, no! Be with you, 100 years, 1000 years, 1 years... forever." The voice of the young man became more and more firm, "Forever and ever , together."

"That's... really great."