Looking up at the stars in 1946

Because he was not a regular wife, but a man, Han Yan didn't make much noise when he passed the door.In fact, except for Qi Si who stubbornly took Han Yan to live in the Qi family compound as a "marriage", everyone else in the compound only regarded this matter as a playful affair between two men, and no one wanted to marry him. really.It's just that because of Qi Si's face, he didn't dare to say it, and talked about it behind his back.Regarding Han Yan's experience, there are also various opinions, some are jealous, some despise him, and many people say that he is pitiful.Among them, only Madoka has the most complicated emotions.As Qi Si's confidant, Madoka is always the first to know about this plan.From the moment Qi Si assigned herself to take care of Han Yan for the first time, she knew that this day would come sooner or later.It's just that she didn't expect that when this day really came, her chest would ache.He felt sorry for Han Yan, but also for himself.As shrewd as Madoka, she also has the feelings and thoughts of a girl!

Very early on, before Han Yan went to work in the winery, Xiaoyuan was vaguely aware of her feelings for Han Yan.At that time, Han Yan's body hadn't fully grown, and his head was about the same size as Xiaoyuan, but compared to Xiaoyuan's chubby figure, he was pitifully thin.The two stood together like a bamboo pole leaning against a bucket, making Xiaoyuan feel ashamed.I secretly made up my mind to lose weight.It just so happened that the young master of the Qi family was born that year, and Lu Fengniang's Xiaotuan had to take care of the eldest sister, and was too busy to find someone temporarily, so she called Xiaoyuan over to help.

Taking care of children is a lot of work, let alone the eldest grandson of the Qi family?It is not an exaggeration for Madoka to say that she has scored [-] points of mental strength.After being so hungry, she lost a lot of weight after two years. Not only did her waist appear bumpy, but her chin also became sharper, and her facial features became brighter. She really looked pretty.Fortunately, at this time, Master Qi has become obsessed with going through the back door, otherwise the days of fear would drive people crazy.

Han Yan was emotionally insensitive, and didn't notice Xiaoyuan's thoughts at all, but he just felt that Xiaoyuan treated him very well, just like a family member.Xiaoyuan's meticulous care made Han Yan very grateful. When the two were alone, Han Yan was close to her, but more of it was respect——Han Yan really treated Xiaoyuan as a sister!

Madoka was both relieved and heartbroken by this.What is gratifying is that Han Yan has no feelings for her, but what is frustrating is that this kind of feeling is not what she wants.Originally Madoka had great sympathy for Han Yan being bullied by Qi Si, but after discovering her admiration for Han Yan, this sympathy was mixed with a lot of sadness, and sometimes she even felt sorry for what Qi Si did. Because of this, Madoka also complained a little.

Of course, Xiaoyuan dared to chew all these emotions carefully only in the middle of the night when no one was around.During the day, Madoka was still very awake.She will never forget that she was sold into the Qi family compound together with her sister Xiaotuan, and now the deed of sale is still in Sun Meiniang's hands.A person who does not even belong to himself, how can he have the ability to think about another person?This is just delusional!It's just that when I think about it like this, my chest is still sore. If it happens to be lying alone on the kang at night, tears of sadness will flow out.

The so-called hate not to meet when you are not married, I am afraid that is the case!

Han Yan asked Sun Tong to drive the carriage to the Qi family compound at dusk.

That day was the twelfth day of August in the 19th year of the Republic of China, and the old calendar said, "It is appropriate to marry, marry, sacrifice, and avoid logging for funerals." Han Yan flipped through it for a while and then went to work.Mowing grass, chopping firewood, carrying water, feeding Xiao Hei, and then helping his mother to cook batter for lunch for a family of five.While doing this, Han Yan's face was calm, and even looked at his mother with a comforting smile in his eyes.

Although Han Yanniang has been persuaded by Han Yan, she still feels a lot of discomfort when thinking about what day it is today.It's just because of Han Yan's father's body, she didn't dare to show all this, so she could only keep it quietly in her heart.Originally, he also wanted to give his son a smiling face, but after all, smiling was uglier than crying.

After noon, Han Yan began to organize his things.He didn't dare to take all his things away, fearing that his second brother and father would find out, so he just packed a few clothes that he often wore, half-new and not old, and some small things that were usually used easily.Han Yanniang took the opportunity to hide, she was afraid that she would cry again after watching too much.

In the evening, Sun Tong arrived in a brand new carriage.He was still so enthusiastic and rough, he slammed the door of Han Yan's house loudly, and shouted, "Han Yan! Come out! Fourth Master asked me to pick you up!"

Han Yan saw that the time had come, and he was about to go out with his luggage.The two youngest siblings were just at the age of ignorance, each of them hugged one of his brother's thighs, and asked him when he would come back.Han Yan smiled, patted the heads of the two little Doudings, and said that he would definitely bring them candied haws next time he came back.

Han Yanniang smiled with restraint, dragged the two children to the back room, and told them to go and see their father, be careful that he was thirsty and couldn't find anyone.The two children were distracted and ran away in a swarm.

As soon as the child left, Han Yanniang burst into tears again.Fearing that his son would be worried if he saw it, he quickly raised his sleeves and wiped it carelessly, while comforting him: "It's okay, it's okay, sand got into my eyes just now." Then he said, "Have you brought all your clothes? It's almost autumn now, how many Put on some clothes, don't be greedy for the coolness. Mother will sew a big padded jacket for you and bring it over..."

"Han Yan! Are you okay? The sun is about to set! Fourth master told me to take you there before Xu time." Outside the yard, the coachman Sun Tong shouted abruptly.

Han Yanniang panicked, and subconsciously went to get Han Yan's baggage, but Han Yan avoided it.

Han Yan blocked his mother's body and said softly, "Mother, don't send me out, I'll just go by myself."

"You take good care of dad. If the second brother asks about it when he comes back, he will say that I have gone to work in the county, so that he can study at ease. I may test him at some point."

"Mother, don't worry, I will be back during the Chinese New Year." After saying this, Han Yan smiled at his mother, and went out with the baggage he had packed earlier in the morning.

Some people in the neighborhood saw such a decent carriage parked in front of Han Yan's house, and they all came over, one said: "Little Yanzi! You are promising, take such a good car!" The other asked: "Han Yan, What are you doing so late? Have you finished your meal yet?"

Han Yan sat in the carriage and looked at these warm-hearted neighbors from the window, and said with a smile that he was going to work for a big boss, so Sun Tong whipped his whip and drove the horse on the way.

"Be careful on the road!" An old man who usually likes Han Yan very much shouted.

Han Yan stuck his head out of the window and waved his hand in the direction of the door. The sky was dark and the light was back, his face was blurred.He saw his mother standing at the door at a glance, and for some reason, his heart suddenly became sore, as if he would never come back after going this time.

Han Yan opened his mouth, and then called out: "Mother—" salty tears flowed into his mouth.

After Master Qi Qi Qi passed, Qi Si moved to his father's house.Fortunately, Master Qi didn't die in the main house at the beginning, otherwise it would be very difficult to live in.It stands to reason that the main house of the Qi family should be lived by the head of the family and the mother, but Qi Si and Lu Fengniang are used to sleeping in separate rooms, and they don't want to change even if they move.What's more, there is another child now. If they live together, they will be noisy every day, and many things will be delayed.Therefore, even though Sun Meiniang asked Lu Fengniang to move in twice, Qi Si mercilessly refused.Sun Meiniang watched and said it a third time, Qi Si was really going to get angry, so she just kept silent.

It's funny to say, but at the beginning, that is, when Lu Fengniang just passed the house, her son was unwilling to live with his daughter-in-law and insisted on sleeping in a separate room. Although Sun Meiniang pretended to be indifferent, she was very satisfied in her heart.Because this shows that her son is really not the kind of person who has a wife and forgets his mother.Therefore, regarding her daughter-in-law's crying complaints, Sun Meiniang has always been sarcastic and sarcastic, with a mean mouth and even more complacent in her heart, thinking that she is still the most important person in her son's heart.Little did she know that the reason why her son didn't become the person who "forgot his mother when he had a wife" was because his son and wife hadn't been found yet.

Sun Meiniang knew about Qisi's playboy boy several years ago, it's just that this kind of thing has been kept by the country gentry, who doesn't steal fish?So she didn't take it seriously, just nagging about her grandson from time to time.Not long after this, Lu Fengniang became pregnant again, and she gave birth to a boy in October.Sun Meiniang was naturally very happy in her heart, but she was still not satisfied, thinking about finding a concubine for Qi Si.She said she wanted to spread the branches and leaves for the Qi family, but she still had selfish intentions secretly: she was afraid that her daughter-in-law would climb over her head with a pair of children, so she wanted to find a helper for herself, especially a rival for Lu Fengniang.It's a pity that at this time, Qi Si is no longer the man who was at the mercy of others a few years ago, and his temper is even worse than that of Master Qi. Although he doesn't hit people, but being stared at by those cold eyes makes him feel ashamed die.The mother and son fought hand in hand several times, and Sun Meiniang found that she had no choice but to give in, and the resentment in her heart can be imagined.Especially this time Qi Si wanted to find a man to be his concubine, which was like a fuse, completely detonating her long-standing dissatisfaction with her son.

Sun Meiniang thought, she can't mess with her own son, but a shameless bitch who seduces men is another matter!She didn't believe that she couldn't fix this second chair!Thinking of this, my mood suddenly opened up a lot, and I didn't complain about others. I half-lyed on the kang and called the maid to come in and light a cigarette. The whole person's spirit is refreshed when he dismounts.

It's just that imagination is beautiful, but reality is cruel.It's been more than a month since Han Yan passed the door, but Sun Meiniang still hasn't seen anyone.The reason is very simple, because Qi Si has never been out of the house since he passed the door, and the winery in the county is ignored, and the affairs in the field are also abandoned, and he does not see anyone all day long. When I ask the servants in the house, they all say that Master Yan is sitting over there.He also said that Grandma Tang visited Master Yan two days ago.Sun Meiniang was so angry that she took several puffs of opium cigarettes, and then she recovered. She didn't jump off the kang immediately and ran over to tear people up, but she scolded Han Yan bloody, what kind of "bitch", "" The two chairs" and "the asshole" were all smoothed out.

There is no impenetrable wall in this world. Sun Meiniang did not expect that the words she scolded Han Yan would reach Han Yan's ears the next day after only one night.