Looking up at the stars in 1946

The next day, the news that Qi Si was about to hold a big funeral took the wings of a crow and flew all over the village overnight. The faces of the other people were relaxed and happy, and the greetings when everyone met changed from "Have you eaten?" to "Master Qi is dead, do you know?" Whispering, but for the poor family who has been bullied by Master Qi for many years, it couldn't be happier.

However, in this joyful atmosphere, there was a family immersed in a depressive atmosphere uncharacteristically.Han Yanniang has not had a good night's sleep for a whole month. Every time, when she is lying on the kang, she can't help but think of her eldest son who works in the county, think of the suffering he suffered for this family, think of him With a pale face and a strong smile, I can't help but wet the pillow towel with tears:

"Shopkeeper, why don't we move out... I, I really don't want Ayan to suffer like that."

Han Yanniang wiped away tears while speaking.The eighth day of last month was Han Yan's birthday, and my mother never dared to forget it. She boiled two eggs early and wiped them with red. Thinking that Han Yan likes to eat small fried crucian carp, she got up early and greedily fried a big one. Bowl ready.Li Da from the village happened to be going to the county town to pick up goods this morning, so he agreed to take her along.

Han Yanniang has not seen Han Yan for several months.The last time the two of them met was during Chinese New Year.It's a pity that Han Yan had too much work to do, so he came back only on New Year's Eve, and left again on the evening of New Year's Eve.It comes in a hurry and goes in a hurry.Looking at her child's growing figure, Han Yanniang was naturally relieved, but this relief was accompanied by a trace of worry, because she clearly felt that Han Yan was not happy.Although he often smiles when he is at home, this kind of smile is no longer as clear and clear as before. Instead, it looks like the moon in the water and the flowers in the mirror. Although it can be seen, it is illusory.

Han Yanniang knew her son's heart, and would not be easily overwhelmed by difficulties. To be able to force him like this, something very difficult must have happened.But Han Yan didn't want to say it, so it's hard for a mother to ask more questions.But it's always a worry.Therefore, on Han Yan's birthday this year, Han Yanniang finally decided to go to the place where Han Yan works after thinking about it for peace of mind.

Zhuhai County is not big, and there are not many factories. Han Yanniang asked several passers-by how to get to Qi Siye's winery, but no one paid any attention to her.At the end, I asked a peddler who set up a stall, and the peddler told her that there is indeed a winery here, just opposite the Town God's Temple.Thanks a lot to Han Yanniang, she just found her way and went there.Sure enough, I saw a brand new courtyard opposite the Town God's Temple.The surrounding walls are painted white, and the gate is also very grand. On the white wall to the left of the gate, there are four huge characters in Song Dynasty: Qijia Winery.Next to it was a man sitting idly at the door.

It was the first time for Han Yanniang to come to this kind of place, so she was inevitably a little nervous. She straightened her temples, stretched the corners of her clothes, and walked forward with a smile: "Brother, is this lump the fourth master's winery?"

The gatekeeper glanced at her and said, "You don't know how to look by yourself?"

Han Yanniang said embarrassingly, "We don't know how to read, so we can write our own names."

The gatekeeper glanced at Han Yanniang and asked, "This is the Qi family's factory, what are you doing?"

Upon hearing this, Han Yanniang said quickly, "Oh! I am Han Yan's mother, and today is his birthday. I will bring him something."

The janitor's expression changed, he stood up and said, "Are you Han Yan's mother?"

"Yes, you recognize him? That's great, can you please call him for me?" Han Yanniang flattered her.

The gatekeeper didn't answer, and walked half a circle around Han Yanniang, his expression changed several times, at first he was disdainful, then curious, and finally he became a bit malicious: "Are you really Han Yan's mother? Then you— —Wait, I'll call him out for you?" Then he turned and went into the yard, shouting loudly: "Han Yan, your mother is here!"

Han Yanniang was taken aback by his sudden and unexpected behavior, and just as she was comforting herself, Han Yan hurried out.Han Yanniang was very happy, looking at Han Yan's pale face, she quickly asked: "Ayan, what's wrong with you? Are you feeling unwell?"

Han Yan was a little flustered, and whispered: "It's okay, mother, why are you here? Did something happen at home?"

"There's nothing to do at home. Today is your birthday, so I just wanted to bring you something to eat."

Only then did Han Yan heave a sigh of relief, and said: "For such a small matter, you can have someone bring it to me. Why bother to make a trip, it's getting late now, I'll find you a car to take you back to the village .” As he said, he held his mother’s hand and wanted to leave.

"Han Yan! Why are you in such a hurry? It's rare for your mother to come here, and you won't let her old man come in?" At some point, a few young men surrounded the gate, each of them looked like a dog, but But the words are said in a strange way:

"Yeah, let's take your mother in and have a look, and show her where you usually 'work'."

"How can it be said that it is the place where he works? That is the place where he was 'worked'!"

"Oh! That's right, it was 'fucked' by work, it was done."

Han Yanniang was a little confused, she didn't understand what these people meant, but she could understand the obscenity and contempt on their faces, it was definitely not a good thing!

"Ayan, they are..." Han Yanniang asked hesitantly.

"Mom!" Han Yan yelled, interrupting her, "I'll take you back first, it's nothing, they just talk about it."

"Who are you talking about?" Tall young people stood up one by one.

"Damn it, isn't it just someone to sleep with? What the hell!"

"What? Do you dare to do it but dare not admit it? Will you become a woman after being raped by a man for a long time?"

One by one, every sentence, the more you speak, the more vigorous you are, and the more you speak, the more obscene.Han Yan's face was pale, his lips were drawn into a line, and his teeth were gritted.But he could not refute, nor could he be violent.Han Yan gave his mother a smile, and said, "Mom, let me call you a car. If you're late, you won't be able to catch your meal." As he spoke, he couldn't help but walk away while pulling his mother's arm.

Han Yanniang followed her son without saying a word, looking at his broad shoulders and the bulging back of his head, feeling uneasy.If she didn't understand the meaning of what those people said at the beginning, she understood everything later on.However, this understanding was like a thunderstorm, which knocked her into a daze.She opened her mouth to ask what happened to her son, but the moment Pu Yi raised her head, she suddenly saw a little red mark on the back of Han Yan's neck and collar!

Han Yanniang seemed to be strangled by the throat, unable to speak a word.

Han Yan didn't know that his mother was staring at the hickey marks on his neck in a daze, so she just hurriedly walked ahead.His heart is now a mess, entangled him endlessly.Originally, he thought that he would be able to get rid of Qi Si by coming to the winery in the county, but who knew that the beast would get worse after leaving the Qi family compound. When he was in the compound before, he still knew how to worry about Master Qi, his wife and children, Now that he's in the county, he's completely like a donkey. He owns the entire factory on the left and right, and no one can stop him when he's interested.

Simply, Qi Si didn't often live in the factory, and most of the time he went back to the Qi family compound, or went to other places to look at business.But after so many years, someone will always notice the abnormal relationship between the two.Slowly, some harsh rumors spread.The eyes of the people who worked together in the factory looked at Han Yan changed.At first, he was a little scared. After all, Han Yan is the person next to Qisi. If he accidentally offends him right now, he might have to pack up and leave tomorrow.So everyone hid away when they saw Han Yan.As for Han Yan, as he grew older, he gradually acquired the dignity and temper of a man. In addition, in the past two years, Qi Si never really beat or scolded him, but sometimes he got a little violent on the kang, so Han Yan was also reluctant to let Qi Si dictate everything.Usually, when Qi Si was in the factory, Han Yan always used excuses to go out to deliver goods or do work, but he didn't want others to see him and Qi Si together.

Qi Si didn't get over it at the beginning, and even beat him up when he caught Han Yan, but Han Yan just kept his face stubborn and didn't speak.Later, Qi Sixu thought of something, and when he became interested again, he took him to the small courtyard he had originally set up in the county.

Han Yan's attitude softened a little, but not for long.Because the year was unknown, the news that he was abandoned by Qi Si suddenly began to spread wildly in the factory.Everyone didn't believe it at first, but when they saw that Qisi was in the factory, he never went to see Han Yan again, as if he really forgot about him, so he believed it.In the first place, playing with a man is criticized, let alone a person who is played by a man?All of a sudden, all sorts of obscene and obscene things about Han Yan came out, even if they were non-existent things, some people always talked about them in private.At first, he just said it behind Han Yan's back, but for some reason, he just stabbed it in front of Han Yan once or twice, which made Han Yan blush with anger, and almost got into a fight.It's just that there are many people on the other side, and Han Yan is afraid that he won't be able to please him alone, so he has to bear it.But after all, there was a grievance in his heart, and it was inevitable that he would sneer at Qi Si when he saw Qi Si.Qi Si is also an old man with a temperament. He doesn't know what tolerance is at all. He just thinks that Han Yan is too presumptuous and needs to be cured. He deliberately asks the supervisors in the factory to pick some heavy work for Han Yan.Little did they know that this proved the fact that Han Yan had fallen out of favor, and the attitudes of other workers towards Han Yan became more and more excessive, and sometimes they deliberately embarrassed him.All of this, Han Yan could only endure silently.It's not that he has no temper, but that he knows in his heart that although those words are ugly, they are the truth.

He couldn't leave Qi Si, or he dared not leave Qi Si.But his self-esteem did not allow him to ask Qi Si for help, so he had no choice but to drop his teeth and swallow it.He only hoped that Qi Si would soon get bored with him and find someone else.At that time, whoever dares to gossip, he will definitely beat him to the ground with his fists!It's just that reality and imagination are always far apart.Han Yan blushed a little when he thought of the mischief the two had had in the yard the day before yesterday.