Thunder can't catch fire

Zhou Yan took a taxi and arrived at the hospital in 10 minutes.His heart was already in a mess, he had impulsively said those stupid things to Han Zheng just now, and he didn't know how to end it, and on the other side, he didn't know what was going on in the hospital, let alone Jiang Xue was there.

Luo Yujing didn't need to be hospitalized, but she had a cold after leaving his house that day. Jiang Xue was worried, so she let her stay in the hospital by the way.Zhou Yan opened the door and entered the ward. There were a few policemen inside who were taking notes. One of them looked familiar to him. Maybe he had dealt with Sun Xiaozhen's matter before. He was stunned when he saw Zhou Yan. He recognized it and nodded.

Jiang Xue was sitting in a corner, with her back to the light, and there was a large shadow under her eyes. When she saw Zhou Yan, she was not very surprised, and her emotions didn't fluctuate much.She stood up, walked in front of him, and asked lightly, "Did Xia Jing call you?"

Zhou Yan nodded, and raised the phone in his hand: "I called Luo Jinfeng, but I didn't get through. I came here because I was worried... have a look."

His words were still a bit hesitant, Jiang Xue didn't seem to care too much: "He had a fight with me."

Zhou Yan didn't expect Jiang Xue to take the initiative to tell him this, so he opened his mouth dully, Jiang Xue smiled self-deprecatingly, and said, "I'm old, I can't care about young people anymore. Jingjing is like this, and Jinfeng is also like this."

"I'm sorry." Xia Jing had already told him the reason for their quarrel, and he always felt that this matter had something to do with him.He was impulsive.When Luo Yujing came to look for him, he should have notified the Luo family immediately, instead of impulsively agreeing to hide her.

In his life, he has lived for more than 20 years and made many decisions, some of which he knew were wrong from the beginning, and some of which were proved to be wrong after step by step. It is not that he has regretted it, but he has never regretted it Know how to learn lessons, always make mistakes again and again.He sometimes thinks that he often resents God for being too unfair to him, but he refuses to admit the fact that a large part of the misfortunes in his life are caused by himself.

There are many people in this world who are suffering more than him. At least he has never worried about food and clothing. He should have regarded other things as happiness on the icing on the cake.

Meeting and falling in love with Han Zheng made him more and more greedy, and he wanted more and more.I want to hold on to love firmly, and I also want to work hard for family affection.But in life, what you can have is always limited, including luck.

Jiang Xue waved her hand and shook her head: "That's all. I've never seen Jinfeng like that. I've been thinking about it for a few hours, and I concluded that his dissatisfaction should have been accumulated for a long time. He is a good boy, but I just put him Treat him as a good child." She pressed the center of her eyebrows, her expression was quite tired, "Do you understand what I mean?"

"Probably." Zhou Yan smiled.He was imprisoned many years ago, and he never thought that one day he could really talk to Jiang Xue calmly. Now whether she has the slightest understanding of him seems to have become less important.

The police finally asked Luo Yujing to go to the police station the next day, and then left.Luo Yujing saw that Zhou Yan's attitude was still very bad, and she refused to talk to him. In the end, Zhou Yan had no choice but to walk out of the ward.

He sat in the corridor outside the ward and waited for Jiang Xue to come out.

She whispered to him just now that she wanted to have dinner together.

Jiang Xue chose a Cantonese restaurant newly opened in the downtown shopping mall.She was still the same as before, she took the menu and "swish, swish" and ordered a few dishes neatly as soon as she came up, and subconsciously wanted to return the menu to the waiter after ordering.In the next second, it seemed that he suddenly realized that there was a big living person sitting opposite him. He handed the menu to Zhou Yan and said, "Look, what do you want to eat?"

"That's enough." Zhou Yan glanced at it roughly, not paying much attention.All he wanted to know now was what Jiang Xue wanted to say to him.

However, Jiang Xue didn't seem to really want to get to the point. She waited until the dishes were almost finished before she finally put down her chopsticks and spoke casually.

"How have you been all these years?"

"Do you mean in prison or after you get out of prison?" Zhou Yan regretted saying that sentence. He originally wanted to be humorous, but unexpectedly, the effect was as cold as an ice machine.

Jiang Xue's expression froze for a moment: "You blame me after all."

The affirmative sentences she used didn't even have a hint of doubt.Zhou Yan sighed slightly, and said, "I can't blame anyone for my own choice."

Jiang Xue sneered: "You are still the same as before, gentle on the surface, but stubborn to death in essence." She shook her head, "You child..."

The sudden appearance of the word "child" stimulated Zhou Yan's sensitive nerves.

In his memory, Jiang Xue only used this word to refer to him once, and that day was her birthday, and their children made a cloyingly sweet cake that didn't look very good as a surprise for her.At that time, Jiang Xue was grinning from ear to ear. She ate a big piece of such an unpalatable cake, and the remaining half was fighting with a few children to wipe her face. Zhou Yan moved very quickly and nimbly, and wiped a big piece on her After wiping his face, he realized that it seemed too much - he was different from Luo Jinfeng, Luo Jinchen, and Luo Yujing.

Unexpectedly, after Jiang Xue was stunned for a moment, she just smiled and rubbed his head: "You child, you are so obedient on weekdays, so you are more thief than them."

They were also happy.

There is no autumn in this city. After the heat of midsummer, there is a heavy snowfall in winter.

Zhou Yan's thoughts drifted thousands of miles away, and he didn't come back to his senses for a long time.Jiang Xue stared at him with his head down, and saw his slightly moist eyes and red nose.

The fists clenched in her hands were getting closer and closer, and the sore nose suddenly surged up.

She never told Zhou Yan that the last thing his father said before his death was to bring him back.This man has been responsible for her all her life, but she has loved him all her life, and she is reluctant to satisfy even his last shameful wish.

Without Luo Sheng's last words, she might not have had the courage to take Zhou Yan home, even if he really had the possibility to save Luo Jinchen's life at that time.

She smiled wryly: "I know you are wronged, and I am wronged too." After all, they are all victims of unfortunate fate. The instigator is the man named "Luo Sheng", but one of them is related to him by blood. The dearest relative, the other, loved him so deeply.

Jiang Xue said, "It's all over."

"It's all over." Zhou Yan repeated her words in a murmur, as if a little unsure of what she meant.

"I had a quarrel with Jinfeng, and I seemed to wake up from a dream." Jiang Xue's eyes filled with tears, she raised the back of her hand to wipe it, and said with a smile, "After waking up, I just woke up." But whether you believe it or not, I want to tell you that my love for you children is the same. I just have a little more resentment towards you. "

"I see."

Jiang Xue's tears rolled down her cheeks abruptly: "Zhou Yan, I have never dared to ask you, Jin Chen...was he...painful when he died?"

Zhou Yan's voice trembled slightly: "He walked very peacefully."

She smiled: "Happier than being alive?"

"Happier than alive."

"That's good, that's good." She wrapped a thin rope around her neck for so long, she couldn't breathe in pain, always waiting for someone to rescue her, but in the end, the person who saved her was herself ——"I don't really blame you. I just dare not admit it, Jinchen really would rather die, he would really be willing to...leave our whole family..."

She was just struggling to find an outlet to vent her anger, and Zhou Yan unfortunately became that outlet.

In a flash, so many years have passed.

It's time to let go, too.

Before the meal was over, Zhou Yan suddenly thought about Luo Yujing, and told her that she suspected that Luo Yujing had a mental illness, and it might not be serious.He himself had suffered from depression and had seen a psychiatrist for a while. From his unprofessional point of view, Luo Yujing's condition was much more serious, and he might have had it for a long time.

"Don't worry too much, it's a blessing in disguise, she may be able to escape from this."

Jiang Xue nodded, looking quite helpless.She wanted her daughter to be spared prison, but not in this way.But this child...she has been giving birth to it for so many years, she knows if there is any problem in the end.

At the end, Jiang Xue said to him: "Are you living alone now? When this matter is over, no matter what happens to Jingjing, you can move back."

Zhou Yan was taken aback for a moment, he never thought that Jiang Xue would make such a suggestion, he couldn't help but feel a little helpless: "This..."

"Or do you still want to live alone? By the way, I forgot to ask you, do you have a girlfriend?"

Girlfriend... not really.There is a boyfriend, just now, it has become a past tense.Thinking of this, Zhou Yan felt inexplicably flustered.

The first time after dinner and Jiang Xue parted, Zhou Yan called Han Zheng.

He's really cheap, but he can't help it.

As expected, the phone rang twice before prompting the other party to turn off the phone.

The author has something to say:

Not far from the end.Not in exchange.Changing the protagonist halfway is never considered.I never wanted to write the perfect protagonist either.Everyone has different personalities and life experiences, and there are always advantages and disadvantages.Since I wrote the novel, the most clicked one is "The Heartbreaker", which has been scolded the most...Compared with that article, this three views are still fair.............

Thank you for seeing me all the way!