Thunder can't catch fire

After knowing each other for so long, this is the first time that Zhou Yan took the initiative to ask Qin Feifei, and it was also under Han Zheng's instruction.Han Zheng is a typical person who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, hard-spoken and soft-hearted. On the surface, he looks like "I won't coax her to death", but in fact, his heart has already softened into a puddle of mud.

Zhou Yan understood very well that on the one hand, Han Zheng was worried that Qin Feifei would not be able to get over this hurdle, and on the other hand, he was also worried that she would really never see his brother from now on.

He no longer has many hole cards, and those who have less are always more afraid of losing.

On the phone, Qin Feifei's voice was not as lively as usual, and it didn't look cold, but very calm, just said: "You come." At the end, he paused for a moment, and asked hesitantly, "Isn't Han Zheng coming?"

It was at that moment that Zhou Yan suddenly understood.Maybe Qin Feifei is also waiting.

They stand at each other because they don't know how to talk to each other.

Han Zheng offered to drive Zhou Yan to Zhao Zhao's house. When he arrived, Zhou Yan got out of the car, and Han Zheng got out of the car himself, saying that he was going to buy cigarettes: "Go up, I will wait for you in the car."

He looked at Zhou Yan with a smile in his eyes, and the way he squinted his eyes always carried a special sense of sexiness. Zhou Yan put his arms around his waist and nodded: "Don't miss me too much."

Seeing Zhou Yan walk into the gate, Qin Feifei looked away, walked into the house from the balcony, closed the floor-to-ceiling windows, and said to Zhao Zhao who was sitting cross-legged on the yoga mat watching TV, "Brother Zhou Yan is here."

Zhao Zhao turned his head and said "ah", stood up slowly, rubbed his legs and said, "I'm going to cut some fruit."

Zhao Zhao lives in a high-end residential area in the city, which is very safe, so the door has always been reserved for Zhou Yan.Even so, Zhou Yan still knocked on the door before entering.

Zhao Zhao poked his head out of the kitchen and smiled at him brightly: "I'm cutting fruit. Come in quickly, you don't need to take off your shoes, there are shoe covers next to the shoe rack."

Zhou Yan responded, bent over and put on the shoe covers.

The floor looked as if it had just been waxed, and it was shiny and shiny. Zhou Yan could see Qin Feifei sitting on the sofa at a glance.

It's rare to see her not lying crookedly, even wearing a white shirt and black trousers, which is completely different from the usual short skirt and shorts, her small face is tight.

Zhou Yan called her, and she raised her head and stood up a little awkwardly: "Brother Zhou Yan, sit down."

This girl no longer sticks to him as soon as she sees him, calling out those three words sweetly, but Zhou Yan is taken aback now, a little unaccustomed to it.

He rubbed his nose, sat down beside her, and looked at her a little: "Well...it seems to be thinner."

"No, I've gained five catties, and I almost can't fit my pants." Qin Feifei smiled, but his smile seemed a little lonely.She paused and said, "Has Han Zheng come too? I saw it. Why don't you come up..."

The last sentence seemed to be a question, but also a sigh. Qin Feifei's expression was slightly cold, and he couldn't find a trace of his carefree past.

Zhou Yan coughed, and said very unnaturally, "Your brother went to buy cigarettes."

"His addiction to cigarettes is always so big, just like grandpa." She shook her head and smiled wryly, "I have tried to persuade you many times, but I never listened. I have always only allowed him to stop me from doing this or that, and I didn't even talk a little bit." There is no power."

"Feifei..." Zhou Yan hesitated to speak, and it happened that Zhao Zhao brought up the cut fruits at this time.Watermelon, orange and melon, the colors are well matched, crisp and raw, as if water is about to drip.

Zhao Zhao was very knowledgeable, put down the fruit plate and said, "You guys talk first, I'm going out to buy some food, and today I'll let Brother Zhou Yan try my handicrafts."

After speaking, he left.

In such a big house, suddenly there were only the two of them left.

Qin Feifei moved the fruit plate half an inch toward him: "Eat it, Zhao Zhao's uncle runs a fruit shop, and they have just delivered them, so they are fresh."

"Yeah." Zhou Yan responded, forking a piece of watermelon into his mouth with the small fork next to him.

Juicy|watery|full, it is very sweet, but it tastes like chewing wax when he eats it.

"Brother Zhou Yan, you know, my brother's favorite fruit is watermelon, so I follow him to love watermelon."

Zhou Yan stared at her blankly, and suddenly felt that this girl really looked like Han Zheng when she smiled, she was as good-looking as she was, brilliant to the extreme.

"I have admired him since I was a child. I like to play with him and brother Xie Chen. I am a follower who can't get rid of him. They don't let me follow me and go to the adults to cry."

"Habits are always formed from an early age. Han Zheng is completely different from me. I have always had bad grades and am naughty. When adults see me, I get big headaches. And what about Han Zheng? He has been excellent since he was a child, and he is good at everything. Everything is perfect. Those uncles and aunts, uncles and aunts, have praised him since he was a child, and none of them will not say good things about him when they meet."

Qin Feifei lowered his head, staring at the plate of fruit all the time, frowning or smiling from time to time, as if he was remembering.

Her tone was extremely slow, completely different from usual, Zhou Yan was not in a hurry, and just looked at her quietly, waiting for her next words.

After a long time, she raised her head again, her expression became solemn, and she completely lost her girlish innocence.She sighed softly, her voice was slow and slightly deep: "But just because he doesn't like girls, they erased all his good things. He is no longer the clever Han Zheng who respects teachers since he was a child, He is no longer perfect. He has become a sick man, a sinner."

Zhou Yan was taken aback.

To be honest, he was a little surprised.He originally thought that Qin Feifei had a grudge against Han Zheng in his heart.Blame him and Xie Chen, blame him for hiding the secret for so many years, blame his nature...

"Even though Brother Xie Chen has passed away, they still don't want to let Han Zheng go. He is in so much pain, but he still has no choice." Qin Feifei burst into tears, and Zhou Yan passed a tissue over. She waved her hand and shook her head, "Han Zheng ...He loves his family too much, so he would rather feel uncomfortable than let them worry. But he is also a human being, and he will not be able to bear it. He finally met you. "

Qin Feifei looked at him through tears and smiled brightly.

Zhou Yan was startled.

"Actually, I'm quite happy. Brother Zhou Yan, if it wasn't for you, he might have married Ling Ying, and he would never have a showdown with grandpa."

She reached out and shook his hand: "Brother Zhou Yan, it's his luck to meet you."

Zhou Yan smiled: "Thanks to you."

Qin Feifei laughed and wiped the tears from his face: "Don't look at me as a fool, in fact, I am like a mirror in my heart. I know that Han Zheng always treats me fiercely and severely on the surface, with a straight face, but I have a little bit of trivia. He never stood in front of me to protect me, and helped me clean up. I have no parents, and I can live a carefree, innocent and self-willed life until now because I have the most Good brother."

In fact, she knew everything, she just didn't say it, but it didn't mean she ignored and failed that kind of love.

In the past few days, she has been eating, eating and sleeping, thinking a lot in a half-dream and half-awake state.Thinking of how sad I was when I found out that Xie Chen and Ling Ying were together, crying like a child who was robbed of donuts; and how desperate I was when I learned of Xie Chen's death. For three days and nights, there was no firewood and rice.

I also think that if grandpa hadn't stopped them from being together back then, maybe the trajectory of everything would have changed, Xie Chen would not have died, and they would have lived two lives in a strange place.

It was rare for the two of them to have such a chance to chat peacefully. Later, Qin Feifei gradually stabilized his mood and told him a lot about Han Zheng's childhood, many things Han Zheng's boring gourd never mentioned to Zhou Yan at all.Qin Feifei talked for an hour, Zhou Yan only listened attentively, with a gentle expression on his face, Qin Feifei was embarrassed after talking about it, and instead asked: "I seem to talk too much."

Zhou Yan smiled and shook his head.

She raised her hand to look at her watch, and muttered, "Why hasn't Zhaozhao come back so late..."

Zhou Yan also took out his phone to check and found two WeChat messages.

——Sent by Han Zheng.

"Zhao Zhao saw me."

"Her car broke down and I drove her to the supermarket."

The corners of Zhou Yan's mouth turned up, and he tapped his fingers quickly on the screen.

Qin Feifei looked at him and asked, "Han Zheng?"

Zhou Yan paused, turned his head, and nodded: "Well, he met Zhao Zhao. It happened that Zhao Zhao's car broke down, so I took her to the supermarket together."

"I'll call Zhao Zhao." Qin Feifei stood up and walked upstairs to the room.

Zhou Yan wasn't sure what exactly she had said to Zhao Zhao. Anyway, half an hour later, Zhao Zhao came back, followed by Han Zheng carrying big bags and small bags.

Zhou Yan was stunned.

At this moment, Qin Feifei went downstairs and bumped into Han Zheng who happened to be handing something to Zhou Yan. After handing over, he bent down to put a transparent shoe cover on himself.

Qin Feifei stepped on the slippers and walked over step by step.It wasn't until he walked in front of him that Han Zheng raised his head, the movements of his hands froze, and then he stood up straight with his back straight.

He looked at Qin Feifei with vacillating eyes, and when he spoke, his voice seemed to be separated by a layer of sand: "It was Zhao Zhao who asked me to come together..."

Before he finished speaking, Qin Feifei took the lead and stretched out his arms to hug him.

Han Zheng was stunned, rarely at a loss, he just put his hand on Qin Feifei's head in a daze, and cast a searching look at Zhou Yan at the same time.Zhou Yan smiled and gestured OK to him, then turned and went to the kitchen.

Qin Feifei buried her head in Han Zheng's chest and cried for a long time. Han Zheng didn't know why his sister was so sad all of a sudden.

Qin Feifei hugged him for a long time before letting him go. He raised his head and said, "Believe it or not, I can sense it in my heart. You don't like Ling Ying, at least not that much."

"Feifei you..."

"Let me finish talking!" Qin Feifei pinched his arm, the muscles were so tight that his nails couldn't sink in.She sighed, "I just think you and brother Xie Chen are both very strange. They were together with Ling Ying for no reason. I always thought that brother Xie Chen...didn't like Ling Ying that much back then. So it's not surprising that they broke up afterwards. "

Qin Feifei lowered his head and was silent for a while, then asked softly, "Do you think I'm jealous that she was with brother Xie Chen..."

"No." Han Zheng interrupted her with a gentle but firm voice.

She lowered her head: "Actually, it's not just Brother Xie Chen's death. Ling Ying and Brother Xie Chen were together, and you and Brother Xie Chen are the best friends. It's hard for me to accept that she just stayed with you as if nothing had happened. At the time, I really couldn’t accept it.”

Qin Feifei stretched out his index finger, and tapped Han Zheng's brows lightly: "I even hated you. I really wanted to ask you loudly when I was most sad, do you treat Brother Xie Chen like this, and can you sleep at night?"

Han Zheng moved his lips, and something flashed in his pupils.

"But you didn't."

"Because you are my brother." With tears in her eyes, she stretched out her hand to rub his hair, "Big dog, I love you very much, even though these things happened, you hid so much from me, I still love you .So, don't be afraid."

Han Zheng, who had been quite calm all this time, suddenly froze.

When their parents died, Han Zheng was still very young, and Qin Feifei was even a baby. When she remembered, she would often ask where her parents were. To lie to her, to make her dreams last longer and her childhood longer.

Then one day, Qin Feifei found out about this incident somehow, cried out of breath, refused to eat or drink water, kept arguing about not going to school, called Han Zheng a big liar, and ignored him again .

Qin Feifei's temper tantrums used to be petty, but never as serious as that time. Han Zheng saw that there was nothing he could do, and suddenly he had a plan.Originally, the school had an art festival on weekends. Their grade performance was a textbook play about a puppy and its mother dog. The teacher specially rented costumes for the performance, and one of them was a puppy costume, plus a big dog head.

He was a silent and introverted teenager at that time, and he never participated in group activities. It was the first time that he boldly asked the teacher if he could borrow that suit for a day.

Later, Qin Feifei, who was heartless and heartless, was amused by the "big dog" played by Han Zheng who was rolling around on the ground and burst into tears.For a long time after that, "Big Dog" became what Qin Feifei called him.

He hadn't heard these three words for a long, long time. At this moment, Han Zheng felt a sense of emotion in his heart. He had nothing to say for a while, and just looked at her. After a long time, his nose felt a little sour.

Zhou Yan was picking vegetables in the kitchen, and for the first time felt that the crying of a woman was not so unbearable.

Zhao Zhao was beating a fat-headed fish, sweating profusely, and looked back at Zhou Yan for a while, seeing the smile on his lips, he couldn't help being happy: "Are you happy?"

Zhou Yan raised his eyes: "Ah..."

"I told you before that Qin Feifei is fine. It's just that this matter is neither big nor small, and it needs time to slow down." Zhao Zhao threw the fainted fat-headed fish into the pool and washed it. After washing his hands, he sighed regretfully, "Really, the handsome guys are all in a couple, so what should we do for single young women like us?"

Zhou Yan knew she was joking, so he laughed dryly, and simply agreed with her: "Yes, yes, you have to be careful, in case you end up alone..."

"If you can't marry a male god, you'd rather die alone." Zhao Zhao winked at Zhou Yan, "You know that, right? I was planning to chase you!"

Zhou Yan was stunned, the knife in his hand almost cut his finger: "I don't know."

Zhao Zhao waved his hands: "Come on, wood against wood. You and Han Zheng are really a match made in heaven."

This meal was completely a masterpiece by Zhou Yan and Zhao Zhao. Brother and sister Han Zheng and Qin Feifei didn't even set foot in the kitchen. Playing games with a controller in front of the TV, from time to time you say "idiot" to me, and I call you "stupid X", as if nothing happened.

Zhou Yan watched from the kitchen door, and that faint and secret sense of happiness surrounded him like air.

He felt a little joy, a little comfort, and a little envy and gratitude.

Han Zheng, after all, is happier than him.