Thunder can't catch fire

Zhou Yan felt as if a string of firecrackers had just been let off in his head, and his brain was about to explode. He was still calm and calm, and walked to the kitchen door without saying a word, staring at Han Zheng who was wearing his own clothes. meeting.

Not to mention, Han Zheng's clothes fit him quite well, even though he was seven or eight centimeters taller than him.Zhou Yan thought for a while, and the only explanation was that Han Zheng's legs were longer than his.

As soon as this thought came up, Zhou Yan was a little unconvinced, and his eyes slid all the way down to Han Zheng's waist, thighs, knees, calves...

Han Zheng turned off the fire, turned around to go to the cupboard to get a bowl, and suddenly saw Zhou Yan standing beside him, and was stunned.I don't know how long this kid has been standing here, the way he looked at Zhou Yan, why did he look so malicious...

"Look at what?"

"It's nothing." Zhou Yan looked away, walked over and handed him the bowl, and said casually, "Did you wash our clothes?"

"Yeah." Han Zheng turned his back to him, not letting him see that his movements were slightly stagnant, and said in a vague tone, "You vomited all over. I found two clothes at random. Does it matter?"

Zhou Yan rolled his eyeballs, and said in a leisurely tone, "It doesn't matter."

Of course it doesn't matter, it just feels a little awkward.

When Zhou Yan thought that he was drunk and threw up, he asked a man he had known for a few months to wash and change his clothes. The man was still wearing the clothes he was wearing next to his body, which looked awkward like hundreds or thousands of bugs Crawl on him.

Han Zheng naturally didn't know what was going on in his head, so he took out a bowl of noodles for each person after cooking, and asked Zhou Yan, who was still in the kitchen, to bring out two pairs of chopsticks.

Han Zheng is good at cooking, even the simplest instant noodles with eggs can be cooked in different ways to make more flowers.Zhou Yan was eating and thinking, it's really weird, how come instant noodles don't taste like meat when he usually eats them, and the smell of the seasoning package alone can make him want to vomit every time he just finished eating half of it.

The point is, he has been cooking instant noodles for so many years, and his level has not improved at all.

Zhou Yan and Han Zheng faced each other, each holding a big bowl and eating, neither looked at nor spoke.In the early hours of the morning, there were a few barking dogs from the small alley outside, mixed with the barking of wild cats in heat, one after another, and after the barking of cats and dogs disappeared, there seemed to be a faint low voice in the silent night. sobbing.

At first Han Zheng thought it was because he was too late to sleep and had auditory hallucinations. When he looked up, Zhou Yan, whose ears were always comparable to dogs, was also sitting upright, frowning with ears pricked up, looking at him, and he knew that. Not hallucinations.

Someone is actually crying.

In the middle of the night, a woman's cry came from the old house, which gave me goosebumps.But Zhou Yan's expression on the other side was unusually serious, like some kind of wild animal on high alert, ready to fly to some unknown place at the first sign of trouble.

About half a minute later, the cry gradually became low, and it was almost inaudible. The expression on Zhou Yan's face couldn't hold back anymore, and he collapsed.

As if guessing what Han Zheng was going to ask, he raised his head and rubbed the big bump on his forehead while sighing and said, "It's Xiaozhen's mother. It's been like this for a while, always crying... I don't pick the time or the time. Son."

Xiaozhen's mother is an old and poor disabled widow. She has not lived a human life at this age. There is only one thing to be proud of. An uneducated poor woman insists on shitting and peeing alone. I grew up with a beautiful girl.Xiaozhen's mother had dreamed half her life, and her only hope was to see her daughter marry a good man. If God had mercy on her and allowed her to live longer, she might be able to hold her grandchildren alive.

But at this moment, God poured cold water on her, and she woke up after a dream, and her daughter was gone when she woke up, so she didn't even have the right to dream.She wished she could go to heaven and ask the Jade Emperor Guanyin Bodhisattva how she could be so cruel to her, but she was disabled with only one leg, and she couldn't even stand up on her feet, let alone go to heaven.

what to do?There was only crying, crying day and night, until the neighbors were annoyed by crying, but there was nothing they could do about her.

It may be that people's will is particularly easy to shake in the middle of the night, and Zhou Yan, who has always been only snarky and witty, suddenly became a chatterbox, and "expressed his heart" with Han Zheng.

He lit a cigarette, took a puff, looked at Han Zheng and said, "Before I was released from prison, I always felt miserable. I was a 'black household' from birth, and I was scolded by outsiders and family members along with my mother. From being scolded to growing up, I grew up soaked in saliva. The more I heard all kinds of bad words, the thicker my skin became. Later, when I grew up, I confronted those people who stabbed me in the back Scolding, especially when they scold my mom."

"But I didn't have a good time with my mother. We hated each other and regarded each other as the number one enemy, and wished we could eat each other alive. So when my mother heard that the Luo family lacked a kidney, she immediately dragged me to the hospital for an examination. Isn’t it common to talk about an iPhone and a kidney now? At that time, in my mother’s eyes, it was an iPhone.”

When Zhou Yan said this, he probably felt that he was quite humorous, so he smiled and laughed silly. After a while, he saw Han Zheng on the opposite side looking at him with a silly expression on his face. He quickly suppressed his smile and continued:

"When I think about it now, I still feel that my mother was really cruel to me. You said that I——as a 'devil fruit' that her old man and my father mistakenly combined, can I be treated well in that family? But she Without hesitation, I really thought of me as an Apple phone, just put it away and it's over. Fortunately, Jiang Xue is not a psychopath, nor does she have any violent|violent tendencies, otherwise I can't guarantee that I will look so twisted."

Hearing this, Han Zheng smiled.

"It's quite twisted now." This thought was about to come out, he wanted to tease him a few words, but seeing Zhou Yan's gloomy expression, he suddenly couldn't say it.

"The Luo family bought my 'iPhone' and it was a loss-making business. Not only did it fail to play the role of a 'kidney' to save Luo Jinchen, but it even pushed him backhand into the fire pit. But that guy "..." Zhou Yan suddenly smiled at this point, the meaning was unclear, and he looked at the hairy man, "...Isn't he about to die? Hey, I don't know how this court sentenced me, and I was imprisoned for four years .For four years, the day lily has gone cold. It’s been so long that my bastard mother can’t bear to see Lord Yan..."

Han Zheng's eyelids twitched, as if he hadn't heard this passage before.

"When did your mother leave?"

Zhou Yan stared at the cigarette butt and thought for a while, but couldn't think of it for a long time: "I can't remember how many months and days, anyway, I was still squatting, and she only came to see me once, scolding her head and face..." He shook Shaking her head, she laughed at herself, "It's really a success... I'm so miserable, and I still scold. If she is still alive, she will scold her with her mouth. No one in this old house can sleep peacefully."

"Later I came out, and she was gone. I lived alone in the country, and it was quiet, and I didn't hurt the spring and the autumn. Think about it. I don't have any missing arms or legs. Didn't I just squat in there for four years? Death My younger brother and mother are not very important people to me, so it is more miserable, and Xiaozhen's mother is much more miserable than me."

Zhou Yan's memories came to an abrupt end here. There was a faint black circle around his eye sockets, and he looked very lonely when he lowered his head slightly. Han Zheng didn't know what he was thinking at this moment, nor did he know what he was saying. What kind of mood did he have at the time, and he didn't know why he said this to himself.

Maybe it's really because I've been alone for too long, and there are a lot of things to say, and someone still needs to say it.

Han Zheng himself was like this. When he was particularly insane, he ran to the cemetery when he had nothing to do, and vomited bitterness to Xie Chen's tombstone. It is estimated that Xie Chen under the nine springs was tired of hearing it.

But who did Zhou Yan tell?He has never met his own father, and he doesn't see eye to eye with his own mother, so he can't talk about someone else's monument.

It's pretty miserable.Han Zheng suddenly felt that it was a miracle that Zhou Yan hadn't become mentally ill by living alone.

Han Zheng reckoned that Zhou Yan was still quite guilty about Xiaozhen, although strictly speaking, he had only half a dime relationship with him.But Zhou Yan is considered a good person. Even though he is a good person who has been in prison, a good person is always more likely to feel guilty in his heart. Once that kind of guilt surges up, it is simply fatal.

And these days, everyone in this area knows that Zhou Yan is a murderer who was released after serving his sentence. He was so poisonous that he even killed his own brother.People's words are scary, even if Zhou Yan doesn't care that much, he can't pretend he doesn't hear it.

Besides, Zhou Yan should still care.

Shame should be one of the basic qualities that a normal person should have. If it is gone, this person will be almost the same as some creatures in the shed.

After eating the instant noodles, Zhou Yan didn't seem to be able to die for the time being, Han Zheng was ready to go back.

Zhou Yan didn't know which tendon was wrong, so he just stood up and sent him to the door.

"Are you going to thank me for not beating you up for throwing up all over me?"

Zhou Yan made a "tsk" when he heard the words, raised his eyebrows, and smiled jokingly: "Isn't this reluctant to part with you?"

"..." The corners of Han Zheng's eyes twitched, his face sullen and he didn't speak.

Seeing that he still had a face of ice, Zhou Yan stopped being funny: "It's dark in the corridor, be careful if you fall, and be careful when driving."

"En." Han Zheng responded, then turned and left.

There are no lights in the corridor, it is indeed very dark.Han Zheng takes two steps and one step, and each floor has ten steps. He can walk up and down one floor in five steps. He has come so many times that he can go up and down freely with his eyes closed.

fall?If Zhou Yan's [-] fell, he wouldn't fall.

It only took Han Zheng a minute to go downstairs. When he got to the bottom of the building, he suddenly looked up at the window of Zhou Yan's room on the top floor as if in a daze.

The lights have dimmed, and it is pitch black, just like the other houses around.It seems hard to imagine that not long ago, the two of them were sitting around that small table facing each other, grabbing a bowl of instant noodles that cost five yuan each, and eating happily.

Maybe it was because the room was too warm before, so that he went downstairs now, standing alone in the alley listening to the barking of dogs coming from nowhere, blowing the wind that was not strong at night, he also felt frightened by the cold .

Zhou Yan's mean phrase "Isn't this why I miss you?" suddenly entered his mind, like a magic sound.The lit cigarette in Han Zheng's hand fell to ashes, and he took a sharp puff.

There are two people when they come, and one person when they leave.

He suddenly felt as if he... really had a little bit of reluctance.

Evil door.