broken wings soul

Her hair exudes the smell of a veteran in love.

familiar faces.Since I have also seen the face through the lens, it should be the face I saw the most today.photographer.The man took out a slender silver business card holder from his breast pocket.

"Is this the first time working with you today?"

He looked at the business card he received.

Rihe Zuoming.

Before taking the photo, Harumi had heard that he was a young and promising photographer.

This time, it is a special feature shooting that will appear on the front page of the magazine.From photographers to models and stylists, it's all celebrities.As for Harumi, it was urgent to replace the sick model.

During this period of time, I feel that I have missed the work of this kind of big scene.So it was also the first time I met the man in front of me.

"...I am Harumi Aihara"

"You look good. You have a good expression, too."

"…Thanks"

"Which firm is it from? Ah...he came here on behalf of someone else, right?"

No matter how you look at it, Harumi's attitude is not very good, but the man is always smiling.Is there any ghost floating above his head, no, then this smile should be for himself.For talking to a man, the man's smile was a bit too courteous.

Moreover, the gaze not only stopped on the face, but also scanned the whole body.

"It's so white. You usually pay attention to sun protection?"

"Ah...it's about the same, if you don't walk much, you can take the train."

"Uh-um, it's better not to get tanned with a face like yours. In summer, some people go surfing and sunbathe all day, and it's easy to get tanned. Even men can't resist it."

"Oh"

"Do you have any interests? I don't like sports very much. I hate the kind of sweaty sports. If you like to stay indoors, I won't say anything. If you go to sunbathe in summer, it's no different from suicide. Speaking of me My hobby...Photography is a job, I think watching movies and listening to music is okay. Recently, I feel good..."

A man who talks a lot.Like Harumi, it's true that she doesn't bask in the sun much, and is the type who shoots in the studio all day long.In terms of age, it is about 25 years later.Although I don't need to wear a suit due to my professional relationship, I may look younger, but since I am "young and promising", I should be in that age group.

It's the complete opposite of the real part, the feeling of a master in love.To be precise, it is probably more similar to myself.It seems that a lot of thought has been put into the clothes, and it is not surprising to be mistaken for a model.

And, you can still say that.

Seeing the question, Harumi was slow to respond, and the man didn't care whether others asked or not, so he started talking about himself.After finishing speaking, he began to stare at the profile of Harumi who was drinking beer.

"So quiet. Not interested in my personal privacy?"

"Yeah, almost"

"Haha, you're so funny"

What's interesting.

The famous photographer did not seem to have expected that he would receive such a cold reception from Harumi.

It's not so much a disrespect as a lack of manners at all.Originally, Harumi hated flattery... No, it should be said that Harumi never thought of it, and today's Harumi is full of resistance to all men.

I like girls.Girls with soft boobs.

Hate men.Comrade, give me a side to cool off.

Harumi gradually repeated these words as if chanting a mantra, but the man spoke leisurely.

"I like it, I like it, just like a proud person like you"

puff.

Spit out the beer.What a waste.

"You, you, are you not drunk?"

"No, I can drink better. But it's not easy to show on my face. Ah, I'm a little too excited to meet someone I like. Not interested in men?"

The man quickly took out his handkerchief and wiped Harumi's wet jeans knees and the table.Harumi entered into a rigid mode, and the word "comrade" flickered in his mind, rolling over and over again.

Met the real guy.

Homosexuality is not uncommon in this industry.However, it is really rare to be able to speak so naturally at the banquet of the celebration party.

One true comrade is enough in this world.

"I'm not interested in being gay"

"It's okay, I'm bisexual. I like girls too"

That's not the problem.

Strange man, still gay.Don't bother with him anymore.Harumi thought wisely.

There are girls, girls.

Escaping from the clutches of a gay photographer, trying to talk to girls like hell.

Fortunately, this night, Harumi's record is four people's phone numbers and a woman who can take home for one night.It was said to be "brought home", but it was Harumi who was actually brought home.

It was the woman who slept with her once in the southern country. "I moved recently, and the night road from the station to my house is scary." When the woman invited her, both parties naturally agreed.

Harumi became Mr. Wolf.

Look, look, I'm not gay.

Arriving at the woman's apartment, Harumi wondered whether the bed cover should be called cute or low-brow pink, while laying on the bed.

Feeling the soft elasticity in both hands, when I keep confirming that I am not gay, what comes to my mind is a man's face.Even if you can have sex with a woman, but at the same time think about a man, wouldn't it be more abnormal, but now is not the time to think about it.

Harumi didn't know what to do with the woman's words.

"Don't use 'drunk' as an excuse today."

The woman twisted her body as if afraid of tickle, and exhorted.

Harumi didn't react for a moment, but when he did, his face turned blue.Straight out of cold sweat.Last time, I fell into an embarrassing situation three and a half times, and had no choice but to take alcohol as the blame.

Three and a half times, it seems a bit idiotic to explain, it is the phenomenon of crossing the finish line after going in and out three times plus one time, it is a very disgraceful thing.

"D-Of course not, that was just a coincidence."

Harumi firmly promised.Actually not confident.However, such a shameful thing cannot be allowed to happen again.

Isn't it just a little more sensitive than ordinary people... Besides, it doesn't matter if you hurry up.Isn't it quite suitable for the pace of development in today's society?

Harumi, who kept finding excuses to shirk responsibility, really worked hard to please the woman this night, but he never dared to reach a high point.

Not sure if it's comfortable or painful.Excessive pleasure becomes pain.Suppressing it made the abdominal muscles tremble.

Yesterday was obviously unbearably comfortable——

Thinking of this, I felt like crying in the end.

"At least say hello when you're out overnight"

The first words of Mabu after meeting.

Harumi also knew that what he did was indeed wrong.So when I came home in the morning, I suddenly felt that the threshold of the house was raised. While inserting the key into the keyhole at the door handle, I took a deep breath once or twice.

A little past eight o'clock in the morning.Harumi, who was going against the flow of people during rush hour, took the tram back to the apartment.The tram fare was borrowed by the woman.According to common sense, it is more embarrassing than borrowing money for premature ejaculation, but everyone has different values, like Harumi, there is no resistance to this.

Moreover, the distance between the woman's home and her own home cannot be solved by walking.

Mabe seems to be planning to go out and is stuffing things into the backpack.

Then he said the previous sentence.

"Say hello... Is this the end?"

Of course, the man didn't overturn the heating table that replaced the low dining table in a fit of anger, but just said quietly, and Harumi stared at the side face of the calmly speaking man.

"Yeah. I heard you said that there will be a celebration party after work, but I'm still a little worried. Have you eaten anything delicious?"

"Well, it's about the same... There are crabs or something. Because it's the work of a women's magazine, there are a lot of girls... The girl who was in a good relationship before was also together, so I stayed with her for one night."

"That's it. It's good."

What is it?Isn't this telling you that you slept with a woman last night?

"It's okay to live together, but I only like women. As a normal man, it's impossible not to associate with women"

When I started living together, I seemed to have said so, but I always felt a little awkward when I only came back in the morning for a while.But now, the atmosphere is completely different, as if nothing happened.

"Tell me that I can pick you up. Don't you have no money?"

After packing his luggage, the man raised his head and smiled at Harumi who was standing motionless by the door.The man who usually has a poker face seems to always have the same expression at first glance, but through the slightly narrowed eyes, Harumi can tell that he is smiling.

"Ah... yeah, but it's okay"

"That's it. Then I'll go out first...ah, there is also breakfast, and I have prepared one for you. Do you want to eat?"

There are dishes covered with plastic wrap on the table.

"…eat"

Inexplicably unhappy, Harumi replied sullenly, and Shinbu narrowed his eyes slightly after seeing it.Standing up, patting his head coaxingly like a child, he lifted his backpack to his shoulders and went out the door.

"I'm leaving"

"Ah, oh"

The door is closed.In the room, Harumi was left sitting alone at the table, watching variety shows and began to eat breakfast.

——What kind of attitude is that.Why is it always so calm.

Harumi was inexplicably bored.Annoyed by being cared about, annoyed by being too plain.However, think about it carefully.Maybe it's because Zhenbu's love for him has sublimated to the point where he can forgive himself for sleeping with a woman.

Unrequited love.True love may have surpassed low-level liking and has risen to the primary stage of "love".

like.Thinking of this, the muscles on his face also loosened.The picture tube keeps showing who the stars are marrying with whom