broken wings soul

There is no room for two people.Every time after having sex on the bed, the two of them went to the bathroom alone one after another, but this rule was broken here.

Can't calm down.Zhenbu already knew that he had premature ejaculation... no, it was the one who came faster than ordinary people, and was also very sensitive.Naturally, I climaxed many times tonight, and even said the unbelievable words "Xianjie's made it so comfortable".The pleasure must have been too strong, causing the brain to release abnormal substances.Moreover, it is also a tourist destination, and the amount released has greatly increased under the urging of the sense of openness.

In the open-air bath, there was only the gurgling sound of hot water flowing in, and Harumi kept his head down.

The gaze that had been shooting straight at Harumi just now made Harumi even more afraid to look up.The man looked at himself as if about to say something.

Even though he was not very good at fighting, Harumi still put his hands in a stance, ready to hit another splash.At this moment, the voice of the man on the opposite side of the heat sounded.

"Harumi"

"...Ah? What are you doing?"

Haruhi asked nonchalantly.Shinbu said it very simply.

"Don't test me like this in the future, it's pointless, don't make me angry on purpose"

Looks like it's not over yet.

Slap.The water spray that was shot this time finally flew away and landed next to Mabu, and Harumi finally raised his face.

"...I have a reason"

Harumi muttered softly.After calming down and thinking about it again, there is still a specific reason why I always feel a little depressed in my heart.

"Reason? What did you say? Is there something you don't like?"

"It's all... you are not good. You look like you are not interested in me"

"Since when have I acted like I'm not interested in you?"

"I let you read...you didn't read my magazine when it was published. And the hot spring trip, you don't seem to want to come at all, but it's true, anyway, as long as you can have sex, where is it for you Are they all the same?"

As he spoke, his words became more and more frivolous.The man on the opposite side of the heat didn't mind, just kept silent.If it was taken seriously, Harumi would not be able to accept it, and if it was not taken seriously, he would feel reconciled, which is really tragic.

"What, are you making a fuss about this?"

"What do you mean 'just for this'? This kind of thing accumulates over time and becomes a big problem. Like my parents, that's why they almost got divorced."

Harumi's parents finally reconciled at the beginning of the year, and there was no middle-aged divorce.It seems that during the first lunar month, my father went to my mother's natal home to pick up my mother.These springs are known through the New Year's cards sent over.

It is needless to say that the stone in my heart has fallen to the ground.Chunsi scolded in his heart, "That old man made me worry", completely pushing aside what he had done.

"Hmm... That means, if we go on like this, we can always be an old husband and wife? Does that mean we can go on for a long time?"

"I, I didn't mean that..."

Hearing the man's happy voice, Harumi panicked.Mabe smiled slightly, and Harumi was even more surprised by the following words.

"Compared with the you in the photo, I like the usual you better"

"what…"

"I mean, you're better at home"

"Oh…"

Never expecting these words to come out of Mabu's mouth, Harumi was speechless for a moment.

"You are also you in the magazines, and I don't hate you. But compared to the you in the photos with inexplicable poses and fake expressions, I prefer you at home with ever-changing expressions."

"Kaleidoscopic...you mean?"

"Watching TV for a while and laughing foolishly, then immediately raising eyebrows and pouting and getting angry, and then, when doing it... the expression is very cute, I like it"

Although nothing he said seemed to say that he was good, but Shinbu seemed to be praising himself very seriously.

"What is cute...love. I'm not the cute type. But, compared to you, maybe...cute"

As he talked, he finally became a mosquito buzzing.

Harumi didn't dare to look directly at Makoto's face, but still lowered his head slightly.

I don't know what the man is thinking when he looks at him like this, but Shinbu said very calmly.

"Also, I have always been looking forward to the hot spring trip, and I only found out about the burning of wasteland after checking it online."

"Really...? Aren't you very busy? Keep typing inexplicable numbers into the computer..."

"That's because I didn't do the experiment, so I went to the Internet to check the travel. I was delayed, and I had to finish it when I got home."

"Oh…"

"I'm also looking forward to coming here to take a bath in the hot spring. The house is narrow, so I can't take a bath with you."

"...um"

It's almost like a conversation between couples in love who are dazzled by love.Although the two were dating, Harumi couldn't get used to this kind of sweet conversation.

"Harumi, come over here"

"...what are you doing?"

"Don't ask, come here"

The man beckoned to come over quickly, so Harumi had no choice but to stand up reluctantly.The night air is still very cold, and when I stand up, I feel the cold air piercing my skin.It's late at night, almost past twelve o'clock.

Harumi walked a few steps, and there was a sound of splashing water under his feet.The full moon dimly reflected in the water was scattered and disappeared, and came back when Harumi stopped walking.

The man with his knees upright beckoned Harumi to sit between his legs.Harumi was embraced by the man from behind, and felt that the index of silly couples soared.Because he was not at peace, Harumi spoke relatively less.

"Any other dissatisfaction?"

Harumi silently shook his head.

"This way, that's good"

At first I thought men were no different from before, but found that they were still different.Be gentle and pamper yourself.Harumi was still desperately resisting the changed man in his heart, thinking, "This is impossible for Shinbu".However, I found that doing so was futile and meaningless.

The reason is that I feel very happy.

Feeling that he was about to laugh silly again, Harumi had no choice but to lower his head again.

"Xianjie?"

The man's hand stretched out from behind.In the open-air bath, Harumi sat in the arms of the man with his arms wrapped around his knees, and his left hand was held on his knees.This scene made Harumi feel a little unbelievable.

"Ugly words first, you are not allowed to have sex with women in the future"

The hand that was tightly held was the left hand that held the girl's hand during the burning.

Harumi nodded obediently.

"…Um"

"Also, if you have any dissatisfaction in the future, you must speak up. I can't figure out the situation even if I beat around the bush."

"…Um"

"And... I like you"

Hearing the man say I like you bluntly, I almost wanted to laugh, but my chest was blocked by too many emotions, so I didn't laugh.

Harumi also confessed awkwardly, as if wanting to spit out what was stuffed in his mouth.

"I like you too"

It was only five words, but at the end his voice was trembling.I don't know if Zhenbu has felt his true meaning.Chunsi wanted to know the man's reaction, so he turned his head quietly, but the man poked his lips lightly with his fingertip.

Shinbu smiled happily.This time Harumi noticed it himself, he was pouting, and this angry expression seemed to be the way men like him.

Epilogue◇Sensuke◇

After that, the Yorkshire terrier with the cherry headband no longer barked at Xianjie.

In the second year of junior high school, the dog disappeared.At some point the family moved, leaving only the dog house and the foundation of the house, and the dog disappeared.Xianjie prayed in his heart that the puppy could bark vigorously elsewhere, but for a while, a feeling of loneliness remained in his heart.

After graduating from junior high school, he went to high school, and the way to go to school changed. Xianjie no longer passed by the door of that house when he went to school.Later, the land where the house was located, together with the vacant land next to it, was unknowingly built into an apartment building.The neighbors seem to have forgotten that there was once a family living here with a Yorkshire terrier.

Xianjie, too, slowly forgot.

However, on the eve of high school graduation a few years later, Xianjie suddenly remembered the dog again.

It was time to tidy up the room a week before the graduation ceremony.

Sensuke plans to live in an apartment alone after entering university, and is packing his luggage as he wants to finish moving before the university entrance ceremony.When the preparations for the new life were almost done, I suddenly felt that something was missing.

Living alone is the ambition of Sensuke, who yearns for independence.Father was completely self-reliant.His father, who started his own business when he was young, was a so-called industrialist and was very independent, and Sensuke inherited this vigorous spirit.

Want to be an early adult.

Xianjie has something he wants to learn, so it will take some time before he becomes a social person.But with a scholarship, going to college is no problem.I successfully found an apartment, and a new part-time job with a good salary was also confirmed.

My wish finally came true. At this time, Shinbu thought of a little airy and annoying boy.

After graduating, I couldn't see "Harumi" again.

I don't know what the fate is, the two have always been in the same class.Just let go of it like this, and it seems that you won't be alienated from yourself.

If you want to meet, just go and meet.Xianjie is such a straightforward person.Although he didn't feel that graduation was such a profound parting, Xianjie suddenly thought, would his life be happier if "Harumi" was by his side.

Xianjie likes "Chunsi".Although he has a bad and self-willed personality that can be said to be hopeless, but I don't know when I started to pretend to be him in my heart.The sight that fell on him from time to time made Xianjie feel agitated in his heart, and wanted to reach out and touch the white neck protruding from the collar of his uniform.

If he could stay in his own home, it would be a joy to go back to the apartment every day.

Sensuke stop