broken wings soul

The rice that came was also extremely difficult to eat, and Harumi was driven by another reason to overturn the table.

"What's the matter with this rice, I didn't add any strange seasoning!"

"Harumi, our rice is not wash-free rice. It has to be washed"

"Uh... oh, what a hassle"

What does it mean to wash?Harumi glanced at the man's face while holding this unusual question.Not only the dishes, but also the whole meal was eaten calmly.Shinbu is a man who can't lie.Didn't say "delicious", didn't say "the most delicious", but the lack of expression definitely explained the most important issue.

"...Xiansuke"

"What?"

The four eyes collided, and I was a little startled in my heart.

Harumi's face changes frequently, and the expression is written on it.An inattentive Hong Xiafei raised her cheeks, even smiled slightly, and said "ah" in her heart.

For some unknown reason, Shinbu seemed to squint his eyes happily, so Wanchun has been smiling foolishly all this time.

"Aihara, wake up"

Was shaken awake because the sun was high.

Sunday.Just been home for a week.I rested all day today. Although I went to bed late last night, Harumi still didn't want to wake up at this time. She fell asleep and basically returned to her previous state.

Although it is a bit narrow, I still feel very comfortable in my own home.As soon as I got back to the apartment, my body and mind relaxed non-stop.Although it was Mabu's bed that was occupied, Harumi, who was snoozing, didn't feel embarrassed at all.

"Get up, it's past twelve o'clock"

"...Ugh?"

Hearing twelve o'clock, he finally reacted a bit.

Harumi woke up frantically.The face that got up from the quilt was red because of sleeping on the stomach.His face just woke up looking stupid.But Harumi didn't notice it at all, feeling good about himself, feeling the little sex appeal of getting up, stretched his waist, and sent a lazy look to the man sitting at the table.

Mabu stared at the TV pretending not to see it.

"Huh? Xianjie, you don't have a part-time job today?"

"Yes. Didn't I say that yesterday?"

"is it?"

There are question marks hanging in his sleepy head.

"Forgot to have something for you. This"

The man sat there blankly, and suddenly threw the things on the table over as if remembering something.A small box wrapped in a layer of dull black paper.The object that landed next to his knee was something that Harumi had held in his hand and looked at.

Although I don't know where I have been with Zhenbu's bag so far, I did see this ring about two months ago.

"Didn't you say you wanted this? I just treated you to a meal on your birthday this year, although it's a bit late to deliver now"

"...I didn't expect you to have such a good memory"

If you have a bad memory, you might not be able to go to graduate school.

Harumi took the ring out of the box and put it on his finger.Although the style was simple, it was impossible to coordinate in pajamas, but Harumi liked the ring itself, so he still thought it was very handsome.

He even found it.Even if I went to buy it with Takako, the store is not so easy to find for Mabe.

"……thanks"

Harumi pretended to be nonchalant and scratched his sleepy hair.

"But... this ring really has a lot of meaning. Haha, I really don't care about your gay behavior."

Inexplicably feel embarrassed.Mabu didn't give it to himself so sensationally, and he didn't ask for his feelings. Because of this, he didn't know what to do to respond.It would be embarrassing for the other party to do this kind of thing too calmly.

Saying that, Mabu seemed a little annoyed, and looked at Harumi angrily.Receiving gifts from others and calling them "gay men", even if it is to cover up shame, this statement is really too much.

"What, what are you doing? Ah, that's how it is. You are not gay, not a pure comrade? Could it be that you have a lot of experience with women?"

Hahaha, Harumi laughed dryly.

Harumi was originally trying to make things right for himself, but he remembered that Mabe had experience with other people, and now he suffered internal injuries again.

"I did it with Iikura. If she hadn't invited me, I wouldn't have done it with her"

"Is this showing off? I don't want to hear it"

"This kind of thing is nothing to show off. She seems to have a relationship with several other men. I was just... seduced by her, and then I want to know the woman you have been."

"…what?"

"How do you feel comfortable... It's what you get excited about, and how long you have an orgasm. For a while, I just think about these. I also feel shameless"

"..."

Speechless.

His face suddenly became hot.This is not something to be shy about.

"...W-Where is it just shameless, you, why are you so perverted. Damn, are you brothers? I don't want to see that woman again."

Harumi turned her face away coldly.

Compared with the real part, just thinking about it makes me want to die.The woman confirmed again that she had premature ejaculation.Maybe they will laugh behind their backs at "this premature ejaculation man".

But in any case, the real part is late and boring.

Damn, it's a dull and big inferior product!

If it's really inferior, then what's the matter with me who has orgasms under the influence of this inferior product every day, Harumi's thoughts turned to this again.It was rainy and cloudy last night.I was supposed to only ejaculate once, but during the one orgasm I had, I had two, three, four... I didn't even think about it.

"Aihara, I only did it once with her. Later she invited me again, and I don't want to do it a second time"

"Ah, is it?"

I was also laughed at "I don't want to do it a second time", and then I was dumped!

"I will never do it with anyone else again. Don't worry"

Hey, saying this seems to make me very unhappy when you play with women.It's not such a mentally retarded low-level problem, my important self-esteem as a man has just been deeply hurt——

The man stood up and approached the bed.

Don't come, don't come, don't get me wrong!

In his head, he was pushing away Mabe, but in reality, Harumi just stared at Mabe blankly.The man suddenly bent down, Harumi remained motionless, but obediently accepted the kiss on his lips.

Chirp, after a embarrassing sound that tickled somewhere in the body, his lips left.

"...Shall we go buy lunch?"

The man said with a calm expression.

They were indeed hungry, and in less than 10 minutes, the two of them changed their clothes and went out.It is natural to walk towards the station where there are convenience stores and shopping streets.

The weather is great.The sky is clear.Walking comfortably in the passage of the residential street, Harumi suddenly remembered and asked.

"Xianjie, did you call my house before? The old man said that when I went back to pick up things"

Makoto nodded slightly.

"Yeah, I thought maybe you went back to your parents' house. The teacher said to leave you to me."

"Ah!? What is this, sending your son out to marry someone?"

Harumi's voice changed in surprise.

I'm afraid the old man can do it.

"That's not what he meant. He was worried about you"

Harumi understands.Anyway, he must think that I am unreliable in doing things, but I am really reliable.

"That stinky old man. I'm also thinking about becoming self-reliant."

"Self-reliance?"

"Yeah, I moved out from you and lived alone. I saved money for this. If I didn't get stolen by a thief last time..."

Speak out smoothly.

"Stolen by a thief?"

Now I have to tell the reason why all the wages were stolen due to negligence.Harumi also knew that it would be better to tell Shinbu what happened at that time until now.

After hearing Harumi finish speaking, Mabu was really dumb.

"The teacher really has something to worry about."

"I want you to take care"

"I'd be worried too"

"……Hey"

"Don't move. Otherwise I will have a hard time. I feel very lonely without you"

Harumi looked at Mabu in astonishment.

lonely.What kind of expression would a man who uttered such words look like, but he saw that the man next to him was almost the same as usual, still with a straight face.However, a pair of eyes looked straight at him.

"Isn't it you who started saying that I want to stand on my own?"

"If you like me, I hope you can always be by my side"

Harumi lowered his head.In fact, I have already connected with Zhenbu, and I don't want to leave this house now.Sometimes I worry about "what if he doesn't stop me and let me go".

"Si-since you've said so, it's fine for me to stay. The old man probably feels more at ease with you. If-if I live alone...maybe I have to...teach me that I can't work or something."

The sound dragged on and became smaller and smaller, and finally became the humming of mosquitoes.If there are small stones in front of the road, they will definitely be kicked up.

Even if you try to be brave, you have to admit that you stayed "because you like the real part".

Glancing at the man next to him, seeing that he seemed to be smiling happily, Harumi hurriedly looked forward.

"The teacher is just very worried about you. Tell him that you ran away from home, and he panicked like that... I guess he didn't tell you about this"

"...Don't mention the matter of the old man"

"You are his son"

Harumi snorted softly.

The wind is so comfortable.

The wind blows from the middle of the house.There are several garden bushes swaying in the wind.

It is already December.Although it was a cold wind, Harumi was wearing a knitted sweater and a coat tightly on the outside, so he basically couldn't feel the cold.

His inflexible mind was thinking about something.

The meaning of that ad on the kitchen table.My mother had been away from home for several months when the folding ad went out.

Who put it in.What kind of mood did you put in it?

That day, on the way back from his parents' house, Harumi chose to walk along the river on the way from home to the station just like when he went there.