broken wings soul

He started to move on the straw mat.With a movement of the knees standing between the legs, they caressed the clinging body.

"…what…"

Harumi's body trembled.The place where Mabu's knees brushed hardened, and the center of Harumi's trousers was visibly bulging.

"you…"

I saw it.

The blood in the whole body seemed to be boiling, and the body suddenly became scorching hot.His face was probably flushed too.

"Pervert. You bastard!"

Shinbu didn't say anything, just seeing his shameful appearance and flushed face, Harumi was even more at a loss.

Harumi put all the responsibility on Shinbu.And because of excessive shame, Chunsi shifted responsibility and called him a pervert.

That's when it started.Harumi not only swears at Mabu in the outer corridor of the dojo, but also speaks ill of Mabu in school.At that time, the two went to junior high school together and were in the same class.

The real part is the highest in the class, very conspicuous.As long as a girl finds that she has a crush on Mabe, Harumi will tell the girl that Mabe is gay and a pervert.

Harumi didn't really think that Mabu was gay.

It's just something like a sense of mission, that is, not to let girls get close to the real part.He also dubbed it a legitimate reason, saying that he should protect the girl from the claws of the pervert.

It is himself who makes the real department unpopular.

"I am back"

Knowing that there is no one in the family to say this is probably a habit of people with families.

It's already November, and Harumi has basically increased his workload forcibly, and these days he comes back very late every day.

The additions are all trivial work.If it's a fashion magazine, it's usually a mail order advertisement with water mixed in the back of the magazine. If it's a short advertisement, his figure is often cut off at the edge of the screen, but Harumi accepted it without complaint.

I'm afraid it's the first time I've worked so actively.Although the workload is not very proportional to the income, it can make you tired.

Harumi dropped the key on the table in the dark room and turned on the light.It was past eleven o'clock.

Shinbu still came back late.I used to think that he was doing the experiment so late, but now I feel that maybe he just didn't want to return to this home so early.

Or, there are other reasons for returning late——

Every day when he returned to this dark room, Harumi would think about the same question over and over again.I will also think back about ten days ago, when I met Xiaofeng Duojiazi in the university.

Chunsi didn't bother to change his clothes, so he just sat on the carpet without moving.Seeing the table in front of him, he remembered that he hadn't eaten yet.Due to extended photography, there is no time for dinner.I planned to buy a bento at the convenience store on the way home, but forgot.

"hungry…"

The hunger that had been forcibly suppressed before swelled up again.

If you want to eat something, you can do anything, but even though you think so, there is only one thing that comes to mind.

Croquettes.When did that happen? Shinabu brought croquettes back from the school cafeteria.

“That was delicious”

Zhenbu won't bring it back for himself.The thought that it is impossible to eat it again makes me want to eat it again.Harumi began to dimly realize the reason why the croquettes that had been bought for half a day were delicious.

Thinking of the man silently eating rice with mayonnaise, his chest hurts.

"I'm not your man-to-be...you fucking don't return it"

He also said he wanted to make himself happy.

Narrow-minded man.I used to try to annoy him deliberately like this, but recently this weapon has been useless.

What exactly does Mabu like about himself?

Questions that had almost never been on my mind before came to my mind.Is it because he is gay, and then he is a beauty by his side? Harumi knew that these were not real reasons, so he was confused.

Although I can often feel that Zhenbu likes me at ordinary times, the language expressions I directly receive are too few.Losing the foundation, even doubting, isn't all this just my own illusion?

Harumi shook his head violently.

Gotta save up quick.I worked very hard in October, my salary will be paid tomorrow, and the moving expenses have been settled.

Harumi glanced around at the house, which looked dull no matter what.Although the real department looks rough and careless, it is often cleaned, and the house is fairly tidy.The electric fan has not been put away just because I am afraid of the heat.

Inconspicuous fluorescent lights hung from the ceiling, nondescript furniture, moss-green loop-terry rugs.No one item will make me reluctant to leave, but when I think about moving, I feel bored.

--tired.

Harumi dragged his heavy body and lay quietly on the bed, pressing his face on the thick cushion.As soon as his face was buried in Zhenbu's bed, sleepiness hit him quickly.The comfortable feeling of sinking into it in a daze spreads in the body, "That's right, it might be this bed that makes me reluctant to part", and I still thought of it like this foolishly.

After thinking about it for a while, I really fell asleep.

How long has it been?

My completely sleepy brain suddenly thought, "It's nice to have the windows open".

The wind caresses her hair.Harumi's hair does not need hair dye, it is a natural chestnut color, with a luster, and the wind gently caresses her hair repeatedly.Just as I was thinking that the movement of the wind is really wonderful, I suddenly felt something beside me.

Something tall and very warm.

What is it, yes, it must be the boss of the wind.This guy is amazing.Definitely a must see.Harumi didn't realize that it was his own dazed state, so he laughed foolishly.

Open your eyelids vigorously.When it was half opened, the drowsiness quickly faded away.

"what…"

wink.Raising his eyelids, he met the eyes of the man standing beside him.

Mabe suddenly looked away, and said in a deep voice that couldn't hear the emotion as usual.

"Aihara, I want to sleep and go to my room"

It seems that he came back when he fell asleep.

"where have you been?"

No wonder Harumi was surprised.Mabe is undoing his tie.Dark blue shirt and dark gray suit.It is rare to see Zhenbu wearing a suit at ordinary times.

"Ah, the teachers in our laboratory have some guests from overseas, and we went to pick them up, and then the fellowship. They are all very powerful professors."

"Oh...do you want to accompany me for a drink?"

"It doesn't count. They like to be lively. It seems that the more students there are, the happier they are. But there are a lot of etiquette."

The man answered while pulling out his tie unskillfully.Probably it was tied too tightly, and it took him a long time to untie it.Although it was obvious from his appearance that he was not used to wearing suits, he had to admit that men were really suitable for wearing suits.

Broad shoulders, muscular chest, well suited for a suit.I finally got my hair done, and it's a far cry from my usual sluggish T-shirt.

Suddenly finding himself staring blankly at Mabu, Harumi became anxious.The big hand he was looking at just now reminded Harumi of the "wind" he felt on his hair just now, but how could it be possible, Harumi drove this thought out of his mind.

Mabu doesn't care about himself, and basically doesn't look into his own eyes.obligatory tone.It sounded the same as the emotionless voice so far, but it was different.

Harumi suddenly thought, wouldn't this well-dressed Mabu and Takako be a good match when walking together, and he hated himself.

It's quite refreshing during the day, but at night it feels cold if you wear less.

November.Harumi's salary has been increased every month, and the amount is about the same as when the work was smoothest.

The night wind was very cold, but it was so warm with money in my arms.That's how it should be.But Harumi, who got his salary and left the office, was still depressed.Just like when I was depressed because of my low salary, I walked towards the station with heavy steps.

However, when I was walking towards the ticket gate, I suddenly became optimistic.Why all of a sudden optimistic.While thinking about the reason hazily, his footsteps became more and more heavy.

During the evening rush hour, the station is very crowded.Chunsi was squeezed and overtaken by the crowd, and finally got to the side of the ticket gate, and was startled when he was about to walk to the ticket machine.

The bag slung over his shoulder was wide open.There is a bad feeling.Even though it was too much trouble to close the zipper completely, every step I took, I could feel that the bag was about to sink open.

confirm.The premonition came true.

No.The wallet was quickly found, but the most important things were not there.The envelope that should have been on top was gone.

Got ripped off.

full salary.

Harumi was so weak that he almost fell down on the spot.

But after thinking about it, now is not the time to be sad, and it might have fallen on the road, so I went back along the road leading to the office to look for it, but couldn't find it.Definitely stolen.

Thieves don't steal wallets, they steal salary bags.But that envelope is a very ordinary one, why... a question came to my mind, but when I recalled my actions after leaving the office, the question was solved.Not long after Harumi left the office, he counted the money and walked unsuspectingly.

So stupid.All because of carelessness.

However, despite thinking that the reward for a month's hard work would be gone, Harumi felt inexplicably calm.

“…the moving fee is gone”

A feeling of reassurance surged up.

But after carefully considering the reality, if you can't move without money, it doesn't mean you don't need to move.Moreover, I just boasted to Zhenbu yesterday that I had saved the expenses.

Thinking of that cold gaze, my heart trembled.Zhenbu has also repeatedly warned himself that it is dangerous to receive cash when paying wages, and it is better to open a bank account early and deposit it in it.I don't know how disappointed he will be when he finds out.

Harumi first went to the police station near the station to call the police.I didn't get much comfort when I reported the case.Shinbu said today