broken wings soul

The child is gone.Walked back up the stairs.

The man in the car let out an "ah" with a look of sudden realization.

"...Hey, that girl is not small."

"Ah... what?"

"Nothing. Goodnight, say hello to your 'girlfriend' for me"

Ignoring the confused Harumi, Hiyori laughed again.

"I'm back"

When I got home, I saw Mabu wiping his head in the small space in front of the bathroom in the washroom and changing room.Wet shirts and jeans were tossed into the laundry basket, naked without shame.

"Oh, you're back"

The man grabbed the towel covering his head and roughly wiped his head without looking at himself.After putting on a pair of underwear, he came to the room, took out a T-shirt and shorts from the closet, and began to put them on.The manly back is wrapped in clothes.

Harumi stared at his back with some emotion of being ignored.

"T-Tell you clearly, we just met by chance in the studio, and then he sent me back"

"Is that the photographer just now?"

"Yes... yes, but today I just sent me back. It rained all of a sudden, I don't know how to get back..."

"Didn't ask you this"

Mabe glanced at Harumi.Suddenly heard a slight breath.Feeling that the other party was laughing at himself with his snort, an unknown fire suddenly rose in his heart.

What kind of attitude is this when others are kind enough to justify it.Why did you come back so early on purpose today, to mock yourself?

The man sat cross-legged on the carpet as if he didn't know anything, and began to take things out of the wet bag. Harumi stared at him tightly.

"Ah, that's right. I was kind enough to tell you because I was afraid you would mind. So, we have all broken up... After all, we have nothing to break up with."

"what does it mean?"

"That's what it was. I'm not gay, and the previous ones weren't considered dating. But this time it's even better, I'm completely free. It's time for me to have a girlfriend..."

It's me who keeps talking to make the other person angry.Shinbu raised his head, his eyes met, and Harumi was startled for no reason.

"What, what, what?"

Shinbu just said a word calmly.

"Then before that, you were on your own."

"Self-reliance?"

"Since we haven't dated, and now the relationship is broken again, how can we live together again?"

"I, whether I'm here or not has any effect on you. Anyway, you don't have a girlfriend you can bring back to live with"

"I can hand in what I want"

Harumi was puzzled.

"Ah? Pay what? Make a girlfriend?"

"yes"

"Who wants to date you?"

This time I laughed as soon as I finished speaking.Harumi hugged her stomach exaggeratedly, and even laughed a little pretentiously.You can really talk nonsense, this guy.Although I think so, but after careful consideration, Mabu is not such a face-saving man.

The next words blocked Harumi's smile for an instant.

"Xiaofeng said he wanted to date me"

"what…"

"I rejected it once before, and then she said it again. She said that if you don't have a girlfriend, it doesn't matter if you don't like yourself now"

"What, what... what is that"

Duojiazi really likes Mabu.When did you confess?It was that time when we came back from the train together, and we were still in the laboratory.Probably because I knew that the person living with Mabe was not a girl, and I felt hopeful, so I came up with courage again.

Harumi stood blankly at the door of the room, feeling the blood on his face fade instantly.But he was unwilling to accept himself who was hit, and said viciously.

"It's really boring. It means that you can fall in love with her anytime? Is there such a good thing? There are still women who can say such ridiculous things now."

"Don't talk about other people's feelings so badly"

The contemptuous eyes made Harumi shiver even more.Seeing the man who tolerated him no matter what time and place he started to rebel, his body became icy cold even though he wasn't wet by the rain.

Mabu brushed his wet black hair up and murmured.

"Aihara, I'm tired, I don't want to be fooled around by you anymore"

For a moment, Harumi didn't understand what he was talking about.The words Mabu spit out together with the sigh, as if it is not too much to say at any time, but it is indeed the first time I heard it.

Harumi had no choice but to pretend to be relaxed and bluff.

"You, you are gay, how can you date women. How, how to solve the problem in bed... Would you like me to teach you? Really, you are still a virgin in your 20s, even gays feel so worthless..."

"I did it with women"

"…what?"

"Also, I don't like men"

"…what?"

Harumi was taken aback.What the real department said is getting harder and harder to understand.

"You, who did you do it with?"

If it's true, it must have been done with the prostitute.

"rice barn"

"what?"

"Remember, it was in high school. It was Mami Iikura."

My intestines are remorseful, so why ask.A lifetime... This is too exaggerated, a year's worth of regret hit Harumi.That was the name of a classmate Harumi dated in his first year of high school.

first girlfriend.She likes to dress up in a flirtatious and coquettish manner. Although her IQ is similar to Harumi's, it makes puberty boys covet her.

The woman who dumped Harumi because of her poor skills.A woman who laughs at her premature ejaculation and makes herself cry.

"You... dating her?"

"I haven't dated, but I have done it a few times. I said I don't want to date, but she said it's okay..."

"When did that happen?"

"Probably not long after I broke up with you. It was lonely after I broke up with you."

Now I regret it even more.At that time, to save face, Harumi told Shinbu that he dumped the girl.That girl is frivolous and watery, no matter what, she might be able to speak ill of herself behind her back.

I didn't expect that this account would be counted on my own head now.

Knowing that he was dumped in such a cruel way, no matter what, Shinbu wouldn't say it out loud.

Although it was a blow to the girl who dumped me so badly to choose the real part, but I always felt that I was neglecting such things... The fact that a man who always thought he was a fool who didn't understand at all was not a virgin was enough to bear.

In other words, in fact, the real department has always known the whole truth.All—all unwilling to seriously think about it.

"Yeah... well. Then you are not gay, why do you like me. Or that, are you the kind of person who likes pretty faces?"

"I'm not interested in what other people look like. It's different from you"

——What is this?

What about that one?Did you praise me for being a model because your mother said I was "cute"?

Didn't you like me so much because you saw how cute I was, and then let me live with you... Didn't you say it would make me happy?

In fact, Shinbu himself has never thought or thought about it this way.

have no idea.Harumi felt that the things that he had never doubted so far, which he had taken for granted until now, were showing their flaws one by one, beyond recognition.

Gradually lost.

Harumi couldn't find any value in himself other than appearance.This is the only place where I can be praised by others... the man in front of me once nodded his head.

"What's the matter, didn't you complain not long ago that you asked me to pick more jobs?"

The president who answered the phone was very surprised when Harumi called and said that he could do any job, as long as he could fill his schedule.

"Forget it, this is no problem. By the way, the CM of the health food over there said that he wanted to shoot another scene. Then I will take it directly?"

"...Okay. Whatever turmeric or toadilla mushrooms go on"

They were all low-grade jobs in the first place, and I can’t talk about that much now.Harumi fumbled for the bag at his feet.

Sitting in the van, I was rushing to the outdoor shooting location of the shooting location.It was almost noon, but the autumn sun was soft.Surrounded by the refreshing sunlight, Harumi took out the passbook while sitting on the seat of the running car.

5 yuan.

No matter how you look at the balance in the passbook, there is only so much.

After working as a model for five years, it's just so little, it's really enough to make people cry.Moreover, it's a nice name to say it's a deposit, but it's actually all the money left this month with great difficulty.

In order to find a house, I bought a housing information magazine, but Harumi froze after flipping through it.Moving costs more than you think.Even in a place where the rent is basically zero, it is quite difficult.

"Oh...here is..."

Just feeling nerve-wracking, the car has arrived at its destination.The vehicle climbed the wide, roomy ramp that stretched among the dotted buildings.

The university campus that seems to have been seen before is the university that Mabe is currently attending.

"I'm going to contact the next person to get a photography permit. Generally, it's okay if you don't take pictures of the university so that people can recognize it. I'll go to the secretariat to say hello. It may take a while, so please wait here for a while oh"

Director CM, who was sitting in the passenger seat of the van, got out of the van just after speaking to the people behind him.

"Excuse me, I also have an acquaintance here, can I go down for a while?"

After getting permission, the sliding door of the car opened, and Harumi got out of the car

"Then come back as soon as possible"

The voice of exhortation came from behind.Harumi turned her head and nodded, and began to walk in the somewhat familiar campus.I have come to Xianjie several times.

The university is open and you can walk around at will.Harumi was no more than a student in terms of age.Looking sideways at the real students, Harumi thought that if he was a little smarter and didn't become a model, he would probably go to college.

Harumi walked into the brown building that had seen some years.It seems to be on the second floor.When I came to give away the things left by the real tribe before, I stopped by.Harumi went to the laboratory where Mabe belonged, which should be in front, and went up the stairs.entering this building