broken wings soul

Unresponsive.No wonder.Sexual desire has just been liberated several times during the behavior of Kazuhiro and Zuo yesterday.

"Uncomfortable? Don't want to do it?"

"...No, no."

Harumi replied as if he loved sex or not, but he was not that calm in fact.Harumi felt hungry and thirsty.

want to do.

Why?Although there was no major reaction in the body, but I was burning with desire and wanted to do it very much.Just feeling the weight covering my real body, my breathing became confused.And touching the penis on the side of the thigh and the heat and hardness made me want to stop even more.

I want to do it, I really want to do it.

The kiss just now... Like the lips that were forcibly opened just now, what would it feel like to be raped like this.Like the tongue just now, that one rubs inside the body, and I'll—

"……what…"

Harumi's face felt hot when he felt the hard object hitting his leg strongly every time he moved.

"Harumi...I'll finish it as soon as possible"

Looking forward to the hands on the legs.Instead of separating the legs, they closed them, and Harumi's heart sank.I have experienced several humiliating gestures.Harumi knew that he was going to do it with his thigh again, and felt that he had missed this opportunity.

Why is this guy so rational? Harumi looked up at him bitterly.

not like this.I don't want to do this.

Lifting the face that had been suffering all this time, Mabe finally noticed it.He reached out and stroked his hair.

"What's wrong? Be patient a little bit"

It's like talking to a child.Seeing the calm man, Harumi was a little annoyed.Driven by the awkward mood, I had the urge to want the man to be hit.

"...you...don't keep leaving messy marks on me"

"Ok?"

"Leave some traces that will not disappear for a long time, and will be laughed at by others"

The hand stroking the hair stopped.Mabu didn't react for a moment, and immediately sighed weakly and said.

"What, you were laughed at by a woman?"

Sigh and wry smile.No embarrassment, no great wavering.The seemingly indifferent reaction made Harumi feel that he was more relaxed, and his heart became angry.

Getting more and more restless.

"...it's not a woman"

Harumi snorted and turned his face away.

"I told you before, your gay partner. I went drinking with him yesterday"

I thought there would be some reaction, but the other party didn't reply.

"That's the photographer. Don't remember?"

Impossible to forget.When I only made insinuations that someone was pestering me, the man became jealous and showed possessiveness.Marking yourself like an animal, leaving bite marks and hickey marks, how could it be possible to "not remember".

Be a little more jealous.

If the jar of vinegar is broken, it will—

no response.Chunsi took a peek and found that the man was still looking down at him with no expression as usual, not only did not become impulsive because of the incitement, but the hands that hugged Chunsi's legs softened.

"I stayed at his house yesterday. It's a beautiful house. The bed is also very wide. It's very elastic and comfortable to lie on."

Harumi hurriedly added.

"...you did it with that guy?

"Ah... well, yes. I think it's good to play with men once in a while."

Actually, it's a lie.Actually failed last night.It's comfortable to be comfortable, but it doesn't do anything substantial.Hiwazuo actively persuaded homosexual behavior, saying that it would be comfortable to do it later, but Harumi felt unwilling when he thought that "it might be comfortable to do it with people other than Shinbu". .I don't know why, I just think it's absolutely impossible.

"Hey...it's very exciting. I didn't want to do this kind of thing with my comrades. But, if you want to do it anyway, you can also..."

It was a complete attempt at first and gave up halfway, but Harumi pretended to have a real relationship.

Just thinking about whether to come and kiss her, suddenly her hair was grabbed.

"Wow...Wait, what are you doing...It hurts, it hurts!"

Was grabbed violently.The hair on the side of the head was grabbed, and the person was pulled up.

going to be beaten.

No, not right.

to be killed.

Harumi was terrified by the sharp eyes that shot at him, and the man's thin lips trembled with anger.The sound of rubbing between the clenched teeth could be heard, and Harumi shrank her body as if being stared at by a carnivorous animal.

The upturned throat moved.The saliva was swallowed, but the hair that was grabbed was painful.The man gripped the soft hair tightly in his hand, as if trying to tear it all out.

"It hurts, it hurts, Xianjie..."

Harumi forgot his arrogant attitude just now, and cried out.Terrified, full of tears.

"Let go, let go of me... Woohoo"

Harumi's head bounced off the pillow like a ball.

His head hit the pillow, and the sky and the earth were spinning in front of his eyes, and Venus stared straight at him.When Harumi raised his head desperately, he saw Mabe getting out of bed.

"Xiansuke...?"

No response.No matter how much he yelled, the speechless man ignored him and put on his clothes in silence.

"Xianjie, hello, where are you going..."

Harumi also hurriedly pulled the clothes over.However, while he was unsteadily putting on his pants, the man rushed out the door.

Not a word was left.All Harumi heard was the loud bang of the door closing, but he couldn't understand what happened.

did not come back.

After the real department went out, he never came back.

It would be fine if it was a few hours, and I was a little worried if I didn't come back all night, but after three days, I didn't come back, Harumi was a little anxious.I didn't contact myself either.Nothing at all.Of course, this was the first time this had happened since the two lived together.

"...I want others not to spend the night casually, what about myself?"

Lying in big characters on Zhenbu's bed as if venting anger, talking to himself.On the table was an empty bento box for dinner bought at a convenience store, and various topics were broadcast continuously on the TV that was turned on, but what Harumi was looking at was the ceiling.

I'm afraid I won't be back tonight.

Picking up the mobile phone beside me and looking at it, it was only less than eight o'clock.

I wondered if it would be better to make a phone call, but turned on the phone but didn't want to.In the beginning, I was more optimistic, wondering if I would come back soon, but now I am bored and stubborn.

Definitely either stay overnight at school, or stay with friends.It could also be the parents' house.

Although the lives of the two were very poor, the Mabu family was actually quite rich.His house is not like the kind of house that ordinary people live in. It is very big. I am afraid it is not surprising that there are two or three guest rooms.Although the design of the house is nothing special, but it is so big that it is naturally conspicuous in the residential area.

There is such a solid family background to chew on, and the family relationship is not bad, but Shinbu said, "When you can support yourself, you will be self-reliant."If his parents hadn't stopped him, he had originally planned to leave the house after graduating from junior high school, which is no different from the way animals think.It's not a bird, it has to leave the nest when its wings are full.Even if Harumi and the others are not interested in studying, they think they still have to go to high school. If they are not interested, they may not go to high school or university.Going to college, of course, comes with a scholarship.

So I finally escaped from my parents' territory and built my own territory, which is this dilapidated apartment.

"That guy, maybe he won't come back..."

As soon as Harumi muttered, he was startled.The cell phone he was holding tightly rang suddenly.

Jump up.I hastily checked the display screen, and was powerless the next moment.Being convinced it was the real one made me feel more frustrated than when it wasn't the real one.

He couldn't ignore it either, and picked up the phone.It was from a friend who was also a model.Asked "We're drinking together, do you want to come over?" Harumi almost immediately refused, but after hanging up the phone, he thought maybe it's better to go.

I can only stare at the ceiling at home.

"…Oh shit"

I don't want to lie down anymore.

In a fit of rage, Harumi kicked things away from his feet.The real books are piled next to the bed.

Not coming back to your beloved book is terrible, and it deserves it fucking.

Although the idea was very childish, the guilt immediately came back, and Harumi began to organize the pile of discarded books again.The pile of books fell all the way under the table.The momentum also spread to the bag below, and the contents inside were also knocked out.

That being said, won't there be trouble with the university if I don't take anything?

"...what is this?"

Pulling the small backpack out from under the table, a small black box fell out.There was silver printing on the matte box.Look again, there is also a small shopping bag that seems to be a box. The name of the store is a store that Harumi often goes to on weekdays.In other words, it is a shop that has nothing to do with Mabu——

Driven by curiosity, Harumi opened the box.

The silver ring, although simple, has a sense of presence.It was the ring in the magazine that Harumi saw for the first time some time ago.I have been clamoring for the ring I want in front of Zhenbu.

While the question of why came to mind, Harumi understood that it was for himself.Shinbu also said before, that he had something for himself, on the day he returned home the next day after spending the night outside——

I didn't return all night.The reason why Mabu ran away from home weighed heavily on his heart.

I didn't expect him to be so angry.

There is no way, I have done everything.And there is no real relationship.If you are a man, don't be such a mother-in-law, don't be so stingy.

Although he excused himself so righteously in his heart, he was depressed in front of the small black box.The pinhead-sized remorse expanded rapidly.

I usually tell others not to spend money randomly, so why do I still buy this myself?Do you think I'll be happy?Is it because the surface is gloomy but actually you have been thinking about reconciling with me?

— Let’s make a phone call.