broken wings soul

mocking me like that"

Harumi asked.Looking at the man sitting at the table, he didn't look too distressed.

"Xiaofeng is not a person who likes to be sarcastic. Usually, he is straightforward when he expresses his views. It may be that some places are not easy to accept, but..."

That is to say, I had an illusion and made it up.That is not called sarcasm, what is sarcasm.

Looking at his cold expression.And when talking to Mabu, that face is very gentle as if the ice and snow melted in spring.

Could it be that she likes the real part?

She looked happy at the time.He said that he was going to start a part-time job...and that he was at the same place as Mabu——

"...Is it true that she will do it at the same place as you?"

The man picked up the pen again to write in the notebook, and answered with his head down.

"Yeah... She asked me to introduce it. In fact, a classmate invited her to say that other schools were short of students a long time ago... But she said that my place is better or something. Maybe it's closer to the station"

"……so"

With a slightly gloomy mood, Harumi responded.The commercials on TV had already finished, but Harumi didn't bother to watch them anymore.Then stared blankly at the tip of the pen sliding across the notebook.Makoto raised his head abruptly.

"Aihara, do you also have a part-time job?"

"what?"

"Nothing, just wondering if you would be interested"

"How could I go to a cram school to be a teacher"

"I understand this. I didn't say I must let you go there"

Mabu probably just told the truth, but Harumi felt that he was being treated as a fool, and his heart was furious.Unexpectedly, the woman's words left me with sequelae.

"I'm not working right now"

"But... you've been working less lately, right? Is it okay to go on like this?"

Harumi knew that Mabe was worried about him.After all, compared to before, I have more time to be idle at home.Harumi also understands that this will cause people to worry, but this is a part that he does not want to touch.

It's getting hotter.

"What are you doing? Do you think you won't have a job if you go on like this?"

"That's not the case...but is your current job secure? Have you thought about the future?"

In the future...won't you support me when you really have nowhere to go?Didn't you still let me look at the passbook and say "live with me" and "I will make you happy"?

Although they are all men, they cannot get married.Having said that, we are not dating either.

Although we are not in a relationship, although it is cheap, the rent and electricity and gas bills of this house are basically paid by real people.

Seeing Harumi reply emotionally, Mabe sighed.

"It's fine if you want to concentrate on your current job. But at least don't waste it. Your current job is not very stable, right? You have to plan your money a little bit."

This is the first time I was taught by the real department.Although it wasn't an angry reprimand, and the tone of the speech was not serious, but to Harumi, it was no different from slapping him in the face.

I froze for a while.There was no way to find any words to retaliate.The man didn't say anything more, and returned to sorting out his notes, Harumi picked up the pen on the table and threw it over.

Red ballpoint pen, highlighter, eraser, and notebook.Throw whatever you catch.

The man didn't respond to the rubber bouncing to the top of his head, and just kept listing mathematical formulas that he didn't understand at all on the notebook. The more Harumi looked at it, the more angry he became, and finally reached out to the books piled on the table.

"Stop it. That's a library book"

The wrist was caught and stopped.

That's right.

What the real department said is true.

But as a student, don't be so arrogant.Why are you talking nonsense to me.The reason why I didn't say these words floating in my mind was because I knew that what Shinbu said was right.

"You bastard!"

Throwing out such a sentence forcefully, Harumi stood up.Go to the inner room that you only entered for changing clothes during this time.

"Harumi..."

Slamming the sliding door shut.The only room in the messy room was the sofa next to the wall, and Harumi sat down on the sofa.

Holding one knee in front of his chest, he glared angrily at the person opposite the door.

——Isn’t it all what you said?

Anyway, as a primary school student, you once said it.Maybe Mabe had forgotten it long ago, but at first he said that Harumi was suitable for TV-related work, and it was Mabe who persuaded Harumi to use his looks to work.

"…Oh shit"

But so bad.

Was photographed in the second year of high school.The salary I got at the beginning was only a few thousand yuan, but after all, I earned it by myself, and I feel very proud.

The only thing I have, the only saving grace is this body.Maybe my father can also agree with me, and I have expected so.But in fact, it just made my father hate him more.Thinking about it carefully, how could my father, who is a martial artist, agree with such a career as a model.A stubborn old man.

Moreover, the mother who secretly signed the model contract has also had a disagreement with the father since then.

Later, in the spring of this year, the two finally quarreled, and the mother returned to her natal home, and now the two are separated.My mother, who lives with my grandmother, called.

Harumi didn't know how his father was living alone at home now.All I know is that the old man is extremely stubborn, and he would not bow his head and apologize for even minor quarrels.

It's so frustrating.

Living together but quarreling is embarrassing, and my own childishness is enough to make people blush, but get rid of all these, and it is simply uncomfortable physically.

"Ah, why is my room so narrow?"

Every morning I wake up with a creaky body.Sleeping on the sofa is not generally uncomfortable.Originally, the sofa bed was not very fashionable. Not only did it not decorate the room, but because of the ever-increasing hanging racks, it almost occupied the entire room of four tatami mats, and there was no space to spread out the sofa to make a bed.

"Damn, it's in the way"

Remove the clothes that hang down to the top of the head.

Look at your watch, it's past noon.Yesterday there was work, today there is none.Because of Saturday, Shinbu didn't go to university to work.The adjacent living room and Mabu room were silent.It has been six days since Harumi left after leaving an angry word.Basically didn't talk to Zhenbu much.It was said to be a quarrel, but in fact, Harumi ignored each other unilaterally.Moreover, Mabe usually returns home late and spends less time at home, so Harumi is often depressed alone.In fact, being angry was only the first day, and then I couldn't find a way to go down.

Can't find an opportunity.Patience is the real department's strength.Even if this state lasts for a month, or a year, I'm afraid he can endure it.In fact, it was Harumi who took the initiative to give in and compromise in the past quarrels.

And this time, Harumi was the only one who was angry.

"I can't help but forgive you like this."

That's how it is.Harumi refused to admit that he was the one who had completely lost, and yawned lazily on the sofa.Scratched his head.

It was almost evening, Harumi changed clothes and went out.

At home, it is difficult to find opportunities for reconciliation.Simply pretending to meet him by chance, and then invite him to dinner by the way, that's what Harumi planned.Harumi knew the approximate time when the part-time job at the cram school would end.

Convenient transportation is also a selling point of the cram school opened for further education.The school is near the station which takes only 15 minutes by tram from home.When I got off the tram and came out, I found that it was only after six o'clock, but it was already getting dark outside.

What to do next.It was easy to come, but the reason for pretending to meet by chance in this place has not been figured out yet.Forget it, I always thought of a reason before Shinbu came out. This kind of thinking was consistent with Harumi's lack of planning for life, so he went into a convenience store near the station.

It happens to be able to see the whole picture of the road from the school to this station.Pretentiously, he took a magazine from the bookshelf.Putting aside the consideration of the reason, I looked at the report in the magazine half-truthfully, and suddenly found a familiar figure flashing across the glass.

It's true.

Hurry out of the convenience store.Harumi was about to call out to the passing figure, but he didn't say a word.

Shoulder-length black hair swayed beside Mamo.The girl looked up at the side face of the man who was much higher than her head.The smiling Takako is beside Mabe.

Already started working together.

Harumi found it difficult to talk to her.As soon as you start talking, you will definitely encounter those frost-like cold eyes again.

Just wait until the two of you break up to talk again.This idea is completely correct and should be completely correct.Yes, as long as the two people say "goodbye" and "see you later" at the intersection.

The two entered the same ticket gate and walked to the same platform.Without hesitation, Shinbu boarded the tram in the opposite direction to home.

Harumi followed in confusion and got into the car.

The tram was extremely crowded during the evening rush hour, and the two of them took their seats, and Harumi, who got on slowly, was squeezed near the door.Sweaty uncle, perfume smelling OL.Harumi looked over the head to the seat with a distressed expression, seeing the two smiling intimately with a magazine open on their knees, Harumi suddenly felt a hole in his heart.

I followed them and got off at the same station, but still didn't catch up.This is a station in the middle of a busy street.The two obviously had no intention of going home. "Oh, oh, the two of you are dating after work?" Harumi no longer planned to approach him like this.

What is that.

Damn it was still laughing.That guy Sensuke... that face that usually looks so happy.

Harumi froze like a frosted eggplant, staggering around inside the station.Finally, the figures of the two disappeared into the crowd, and my purpose was also lost, where should I go.

On the street just after nightfall