Let the whole universe drop SAN together

Many years later, when someone asked Ulyses Varen what he thought when he met Azathoth for the first time, he thought about it for a long time and could only say frankly: "I don't remember."

His descendants thought he was lying.

"How is it possible? That is obviously a very precious opportunity!"

Yuri shook his head: "I just feel fear, and it was actually very easy to meet him at that time."

"...What? But doesn't He never appear in front of believers? Senior Yuri, please tell me again, why do you feel afraid, Lord God will never hurt us."

Yuri rejected them: "There is nothing to say. Some secrets are only meaningful if you discover them yourself."

——His existence itself is a kind of injury.

Dr. Garcia had warned him so.

Yuri has never been able to figure out the relationship between the doctor and the core of the team. Garcia looks the most sober, but his sober cognition comes from something related to the power bestowed by God.

Garcia's prophetic eyes once saw a corner of Azathoth's true face in a dream.Since then, he has never been able to shake off his fear, even though his friends have been trying to persuade him.But any emotion can be extinguished, except fear.You think you have forgotten it temporarily, but the next time you face the source of danger, you will be immersed in inextricable stiffness and panic until you run away or are swallowed.

Yuri understood him, so he was used to the other party's kind reminders from time to time, like a righteous man who was undercover among the cultists.

As far as Yuri is concerned, his congenital illness and powerful abilities are the gifts and tortures bestowed on him by fate. He has lost his sense of pain and smell, so he has strange hearing and vision again, but it is just a change from bad to bad. It became E-'s problem... So for him, Azathoth is one of the perpetrators, and also a powerful force that makes the wheel of fate that has deviated from the track turn again.

Yuri had no idea where the car was going.

Moreover, although he forgot that memorable first meeting, he still remembered that Azathoth said something strange to him at that time:

"No pain, and because of this, you lost your sense of smell?" He stared at him with eyes that seemed to contain all the darkness in the depths of the universe, and said flatly, "I might be able to cure it for you, but I won't."

"Why, why?" The human being was so shocked that he even forgot to be angry.

"Because I don't want to. You can try to treat it with your own efforts, and I won't interfere." A complicated light flashed in Azathoth's pupils, and Yuri didn't know if he had read it wrong, "But if you If you don't want to hear the music..."

The favored person beside him stretched out his hand gently, and pressed his seemingly lifeless fingers on the armrest.

For a moment, Yuri thought the gray-haired man would bend down and kiss the faded fingertip.

Or maybe he didn't just because there were other people there.

"No!" Yuri subconsciously said loudly at the time, "Please don't! Please don't do that!"

"...you still want to hear it?"

"I don't think it sounds very good," said the human, "but it's the only variable I've encountered so far. It makes me feel like I'm still alive."

The god agreed to him, letting the voice echo in his ears at a fixed level that would not greatly affect his hearing.

It even sounds a bit like an interesting fairy tale, like Cinderella asking the fairy godmother to turn dead branches into crystal slippers.

This is Yuri's only impression.

**

"There are too many people in this world who lost their lives just because of bad luck, and the gods they believed in did not come to save them." Azathoth taunted when he was alone with Igor, "But it's not because I don't help Any complicated, human moral and ethical reason, it's because I don't want to."

"You have every right to do that."

The god snorted, because sitting side by side with Igor on the bed, he could easily bite his ear when he turned his head: "But I will do anything for you. If you want me to help, I will do it."

"You know what we humans call your hypothetical behavior?"

"what?"

"Moral kidnapping." Igor suppressed a smile and said, "If I was publicly posted on the forum, I would be scolded by many people with correct views and doubt life."

Azathoth blinked his eyes, and shifted his focus: "Does anyone dare?"

"... Hugo?"

Azathoth muttered something in a low voice.

Igor pretended that he didn't hear him swearing: "But why did you say that?" The young man hesitated for a while, and then said, "I think Yuri's illness is similar to some... small problems of your body. .”

"It's very similar." Azathoth corrected his family members indifferently, "I can't feel pain either, but I have a good sense of smell, but my sense of taste is out of balance. As for the music he heard," he hummed casually for two "I hear it almost every time I sleep."

"For Yuri, it's a disease that brings disaster and bad luck. But for me, it's the norm."

"You may think that Yuri was born with a disease, why can't he get used to it?"

"This is the difference. He needs pain to alert him to the extent of his external injuries, he needs to protect himself, he needs to live a normal life, and even needs another abnormality to prove the state of being 'alive'. But I don't need it. The boundary between life and death It's too vague for me to understand death at all."

"..."

"A character in a novel you like dies in the author's writing, and you write a novel that changes the plot, and it comes back to life." Azathoth said, "This is life and death in my eyes."

"You are alive and awake." Igor whispered, "Please stop doubting this."

Azathoth laughed: "Why do you care about something I don't care about?"

"Because farewell is terrible," the human murmured. "Death is terrible, and eternal sleep is terrible."

"Don't worry." The god tilted his head and kissed his loved one, "I know we are all alive."

**

"How did he survive?" At the same time, Hugo was thinking about another interesting question, "You see, even if he is a Zerg, he is also an intelligent creature and a real social animal. As the king of their group, Possesses the power to dominate every individual, and can also 'descend' one's own thinking into any container."

"So?" Wendy, one of its young listeners, asked.

"So," Hugo snapped his fingers, "is your first thought that the Zerg have the same collective consciousness, which is Arthur?"

"I thought so too at the beginning..." Erica raised her hand, as if answering a question in class, "But then I felt something was wrong, if every Zerg we communicated with before was Arthur, Isn't he already crazy? Or the spirit of the Zerg is not the same as that of humans?"

"Actually, that's how I manipulated Williams." The bionic man next to Hugo bowed and saluted, "But I'm not a creature, I'm a robot, even if my emotional module is 99.9% simulated, it doesn't mean that my brain Same principle as biological brains. Unless Arthur has C's in his head, I don't think he can do it."

"I think so too, Master Hugo." Williams agreed.

"..." Wendy wanted to say, you don't have to.

Once you realize that Williams is Hugo Trump, you can't help feeling that the android is somehow mentally ill.

"So the individual consciousness of the Zerg actually exists?" Erica asked curiously, "What's going on?"

"I guess it's dominance." Hugo seemed to have been analyzing it for a long time, waiting for others to ask, and once he mentioned this topic, he immediately gushed, "Their royal family has absolute domination over other bugs. This kind of Status is not determined by ability or acquired evolution, but by pure innate differences, just like queen bees and worker bees in a bee colony. In addition, different species of bugs have different abilities."

"We all know that Homo sapiens is the only existing species under the genus Homo, evolved from Homo erectus, and the earlier Neanderthals and the like have long been extinct. But bugs are not. They have a large population and rich species. Its job, unified management, is another efficient operation method completely different from human society."

Wendy's eyes gradually changed from shining at the beginning to dead fish eyes.

"Sorry, I will study hard in the future when I have the opportunity."

Erica immediately gave her a short loving hug.

"In short, you just need to know that not all of them are Arthur, but Arthur can become any bug, and there will be no betrayal, and there will be no disagreement."

"Then..." Erica hesitated, "Whether that race will survive or not depends entirely on a single individual?"

Hugo shrugged his shoulders: "Since they can survive from the survival of the fittest, it means that they must have unique advantages... We once had the absolute upper hand during the bionic war, didn't we also fail in the end? Some data Things that cannot be analyzed may only be predicted by God. But then again, if my analysis is correct, then Arthur is not only not a lunatic, but also a rare wise man."

**

"Arthur is definitely not the kind of terrorist who would break into a government building with a bomb on the spur of the moment." One of the leaders of the Red Line Corps, the Minister in charge of the Field Operations Department, said, "He is more powerful than any criminal and terrorist." The head of the organization is more cunning and vigilant. Over the years, the war between the Zerg and humans has never stopped, but he has played around with us. Only recently has he exposed his ability and ethnic group structure. Therefore, every action of his must have a reason, and Not capricious."

"So why is he going to the zoo? Does he want to find Wendy Sullivan, too?"

"That's the problem." Yeda pushed down his black-rimmed glasses, "How many people worth noting were there in the Capital Zoo that day?"

As soon as she finished speaking, in the conference hall covering an area of ​​more than 300 square meters, a total of [-] yuan screens were lit up at the same time, not even letting go of the snow-white ceiling.