After rebirth, I just want to rely on my face

Because she slept in two separate rooms with Zhou Qi completely by accident, Gu Yijia really tossed and turned this time.He plugged in the earphones and kept listening to the audio edited by Ah Liu, but he always thought of Zhou Qi suddenly turning around and leaving him.

Two men can't get pregnant if they do that kind of thing, he was so straightforward before, why at that time...

So there was obviously a provocative audio with panting and sensuality, which made Gu Yijia, who was in a low mood, hear it like the background sound of an unsolved case.Or did he not do something right, which made Zhou Qi feel bad?

Gu Yijia was a little wronged, he decided to completely accept everything about Zhou Qi, even before they got together, he might... still like other people's things.

Is it not obvious enough?

Why is it his reaction to show such enthusiasm?Or did he misunderstand Zhou Qi's definition of their relationship?

Zhou Qi is an actor who has been acting since he was a child.If he is so devoted to playing love, his acting skills are so good... Is it possible that it is because at a certain moment that he thought he was sincere, he was actually acting out...

The more Gu Yijia thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't swallow this breath. On the one hand, he felt that he was cruel enough to come up with such a hypothesis to make excuses for Zhou Qi and angry at himself for not being up to date; on the other hand, he was even more angry with Zhou Qi.

If so, say so.Didn't you say that you will believe him forever, whatever?Even if Zhou Qi... Even if he just wants to act for a while, he will accompany him!

Isn't it just... isn't it just acting? Doesn't he... act less?After being reborn so many times, will he perform less than Zhou Qi?

Gu Yijia got up and opened the window, sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the dark sea outside the window, the clear and rhythmic tidal sound of the sea water kneaded into a chaotic noise in his mind.

The sea breeze blows in, making it salty and humid.Gu Yijia wiped his eyes with the sleeve of his pajamas, shit, he is really in a dilemma now.Those who use the greatest courage to go to the moon to get close to Bai Yueguang will still have a bad end?

But what else could he do?He's already approaching, this matter is not the next one, he said yes, I understand, I just cooperate with you.Gu Yijia was reborn, and this time was the last time he risked everything.

This last time, maybe it's not up to him to decide.But at least he can decide that after this time, even if he will still be reborn, he will never leave that dressing room again.

So this last time, he didn't want to have any doubts, any hesitation, or any regrets, as if he could only live this once.

But, the person who wants to live for him the most, he...

Gu Yijia decided not to think about it, and regardless of the time, she directly picked up her mobile phone and sent Zhou Qi a WeChat message: Are you asleep?

Zhou Qi replied to his voice: Not yet.

Gu Yijia went directly to pat Zhou Qi's door.The door was not locked, so he unbuttoned his pajamas, pushed the door open, and rushed directly to Zhou Qi's bed.

Without shame or resentment, without hesitation, with calmness and courage, he snatched the cigarette from Zhou Qi's mouth, took a deep breath himself, and then slammed the cigarette end into the ashtray.

"Zhou Qi, don't you want me?" he said.

Zhou Qi stretched out his arms and pulled him into his arms, "No, it's not what you think."

Gu Yijia pushed herself away from him with some vigor, and looked at him provocatively with red eyes, "You lied to me."

After this sentence was finished, there was a long silence.

But what made him palpitate was that Zhou Qi didn't refute him aloud, not even a single explanation.Even the hand holding him was cold.Gu Yijia felt sorry for Zhou Qi almost instantly, so much so that she forgot how sad she was.

He closed his eyes and said in a trembling voice: "Look, your body is cold even now. It's so cold, but you haven't thought about asking me to warm you."

"I came by myself." He lowered his head, not wanting to let the moonlight shine on his ugly face, but the uncontrollable tears still fell on Zhou Qi's arm.

The tears were warm and flowed down Zhou Qi's arm, all the way to his heart, but stopped unsustainably halfway.

Gu Yijia wanted to shake off Zhou Qi's hand, but his cold hand pinched him tightly, and even hurt him.

"Zhou Qi, apart from loving you, I really have no value to you. If you don't really need me, I won't blame you. I believe in you." He raised his head and smiled miserably.

"But at least you, you at least... Don't take the initiative to provoke me. Then ruin your appearance in my heart, and you still want to get out of your body?"

"I'm different from you." Gu Yijia's heart thumped, and he squeezed his palms tightly. He said, "It's not the first time I know you. It's not the first time I see you. It's not the first time I like you."

"No, don't say it." Zhou Qi stretched out his other hand to hug him, but Gu Yijia took half a step back, making his hand freeze in mid-air.

Gu Yijia's whole body tensed up and trembled, he looked at Zhou Qi with decisive eyes, and said word by word: "I, now, tell you, on that heavy rainy day, why did I..."

"No, not now, don't say it now." Zhou Qi raised his hand to cover Gu Yijia's mouth in a panic, but Gu Yijia stubbornly avoided it.

"I've lived many times. I'm a person who came back from the dead and has no future. It's okay if you don't believe it. But I only have the present. If you can't give it to me, then don't appear in my life. I will give it to you. You bring bad luck."

Gu Yijia only felt that his whole body was exhausted, the world was spinning, and there was a sharp pain in his heart.This is nothing, it is much lighter than the punishment given to him by fate.

Maybe heartbreak, is that what it feels like?

Ha, this time, will he create a new way of dying because of being rejected by Zhou Qi?

"Zhou Qi, I love you, so I can feel your embarrassment and avoidance." His breath gradually became thicker, "But in my reborn life, I have never loved anyone else. What is tolerance, what is persistence Distance, what are you trying to figure out slowly. I have bothered you for a long time, and I don’t want to do it again.”

Gu Yijia was almost unable to support himself and was about to fall down. He wanted to lean back against the wall for strength, but Zhou Qi pulled him into his arms vigorously and held him tightly.

Zhou Qi trembled and hugged him, "Enough, enough, don't say any more."

The pain caused Gu Yijia to lose his other senses. He pinched his chest and panted shortly. His face was strangely pale, but he showed the brightest smile, "If we have to start again next time. I, really I don’t want to, you, don’t remember me again.”

"Stop talking!" Zhou Qi rolled over and pressed him down.

He covered his with his lips almost biting.

Zhou Qi thought desolately, how could I not want it?

You mean more to me than life.

But why, can't you wait for me a little longer, so that I can be more confident and protect you, until the time when you are no longer in so much pain?

Gu Yijia's lips still smelled of the half-cigarette, Zhou Qi parted his lips, and covered his trembling heart with his hands.At this moment, he felt that even if there was no future, it would end like this, and he would accept it.

"Give me what I want."

Zhou Qi bit down on Gu Yijia's lips again.It was as if he wanted to leave his mark on him.When the smell of blood spread in his mouth, the deepest suppressed desire in his heart also began to rise along with it.

He leaned over and bit Gu Yijia's lips, tongue, and throat with great force. He wished he could bite down hard, tear him down and wipe him dry.

He carefully looked for the entry point, carefully waited for the opportunity to fight back against fate, and he wanted to plan for some more time.Wait until he can find a best solution.But he missed Gu Yijia's feelings.

Zhou Qi didn't expect that he would look forward to him with such strong emotions. At this moment, he is also in a dilemma, and it will be difficult for him to move forward or backward.But at this moment, he decided to put all preparations and efforts on hold.

Everything Zhou Qi did was for Gu Yijia, if he didn't even wait in place, then what was the use of his efforts?Maybe the reason why he keeps failing is that he didn't take Gu Yijia's feelings into his plan.

"Are you okay? Are you uncomfortable?" Zhou Qi touched him gently.

Gu Yijia stretched out her hand, shaking her head with a little blackness in front of her eyes, "Zhou Qi, why are you only now..."

He wanted to hold Zhou Qi's face in his hands, but Zhou Qi leaned over to let him touch it.

"I'm sorry, I didn't consider your feelings..." Zhou Qi lowered his head and kissed his face.

"Zhou Qi..."

"I'm here. Call me husband."

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The window was left open all night, and the tide surged back and forth.

When Gu Yijia opened his eyes, Zhou Qi was not by his side.Enduring the discomfort all over his body, he slowly sat up.He thought for a few minutes and realized he hadn't returned to the dressing room.There is still the sound of the waves in my ears...

how could be?Last night, he had already confessed all the most unspeakable taboos.And he clearly felt that he was almost dead... But why is he still here?

The door of the bathroom opened, and Zhou Qi came out with a towel wrapped around him, and sat beside him, but kept a distance just out of reach from him, "Are you feeling better?"

Gu Yijia saw his strangeness, "Why is your face so pale?"

"Natural white skin." Zhou Qi smiled lightly.

Gu Yijia suddenly grabbed Zhou Qi's hand, and his warm body temperature contrasted with Zhou Qi's cold fingers.

"I took a cold shower. I'm fine." Zhou Qi pulled out his hand, and tapped Gu Yijia's neck with his index finger, which made him tremble, and successfully concealed the trembling of his other hand on the bed.

"Get up and eat something. Let's go to morning exercise." Zhou Qi got up and opened the bedroom door.

"Why do you have to do morning exercises?" Gu Yijia was distracted by Zhou Qi.

"Because only if you are strong enough, you are qualified to get what you want." Zhou Qi supported the door frame, turned his head and raised an eyebrow at him, "Don't think about it in the future. The only thing I want is you. As long as you want, I will Give."

The author has something to say: eighteen points of blue.

understand?

Column@, wink.

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Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of tea trees; 5 bottles of SMG;

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After writing the plot, I feel that it is not enough. I wrote it passionately, with logic and priorities, huh.

I just want to write something cool!