After rebirth, I just want to rely on my face

"Didn't you always believe in fate?"

Everything that Gu Yijia looked at seemed to be turned into mottled light, as if it was shining from the stained glass of a church, but it was so dazzling that he couldn't look directly at it.

Even if he closed his eyes, he couldn't stop the change of the scene. Those patterns were like a kaleidoscope that was constantly rotating, constantly dividing and combining in his mind, endlessly.

The light spots that were cut and combined finally all condensed together, and it turned out to be completely black.

Then, in the darkness, he opened a pair of eyes like a deep pool that could not see the bottom, and looked at Gu Yijia quietly.

At the same time, there was still that voice in my mind that was as cold as light, without sadness or joy: "You, have you thought it through?"

In Gu Yijia's spirit of not being able to distinguish between illusion and reality, he felt as if he was depressed but also laughed with extreme excitement. From the beginning of the chuckle, to the end of the laughter, there was a ruthlessness in the laughter, "You are finally here again Can't help but come to me in person?"

That voice, Gu Jing, repeated calmly: "You, have you thought it through?"

Gu Yijia's blood was speeding up at this moment, and he was trembling all over.

In the past, every time he was reborn, Gu Yijia would encounter such a moment, as long as he wanted to make a decision according to his true will, this voice, these hallucinations would appear in his mind.

It's fate.

It made him feel confused and painful, made him feel worse than death, and made him pursue his destiny thousands of times.

He raised his head and looked straight into the eyes in the darkness.Although the empty gaze was directed at him, but on closer inspection, the focus of the gaze actually penetrated him and looked into an extremely deep distance.He didn't put any worldly things in his eyes at all.

"Heh, do you really exist? Are you really not the split personality in my mind?"

Gu Yijia shook his head in denial. "...so many times, I took medicine, and you still appeared...hahaha."

He jerked his head up, trying to bring his face closer to those eyes, but he found that such an action was futile, because those eyes always kept aloof: "So, is it fun to play with me like this?"

Those eyes lowered, "You, have you figured out what you want?"

"What do I want, does it matter? When I came back so many times, did I get anything? No, never. I never had anything I wanted."

Gu Yijia suddenly figured it out, he blamed all the mistakes in the past on fate, which was wrong.

If fate never gave him what he wanted, it also never took it away, because there was nothing to be taken away.From the beginning to the end, he has never really owned anything, even life cannot be owned by himself.

Gu Yijia looked straight into those eyes without blinking, with a lonely voice, "You let me see hope, but I will always be left with only disappointment. I understand now that if fate disappoints me, then at least I will You can't let yourself down."

A person who has nothing, what is there to be afraid of?

"Everything has a price, this may be the last chance." The voice was as calm as if it came from a distant valley.

"You reminded me." Gu Yijia kept smiling and his eyes turned cold, "It was my mistake to believe in the existence of fate. From now on, I will only believe in myself."

"The price, in exchange for the opportunity, I will look at you and keep looking at you." The illusory voice gradually faded away...

Gu Yijia laughed heartily and shouted: "Then I can thank you! Take a look, I look good!"

He suddenly felt dizzy and black before his eyes, and subconsciously leaned against the wall next to him.

"Xiao Gu, Xiao Gu? Xiao Gu??" It was the voice of a smile, which reached his ears through a film of water.When Gu Yijia barely raised his head, he found that he was standing in the studio as before, and the surrounding staff had dismantled all the shooting equipment.

Xiaoxiao was shaking her fingers in front of him, and asked with some concern: "Xiao Gu, what's wrong? Is it hypoglycemia?" Gu Yijia grabbed Xiaoxiao's hand and looked around, but Pei Wenxi was not by his side.

"Where's Teacher Pei?" He asked.

"Teacher Pei has been gone for a long time." Xiaoxiao was a little strange, "I waited for you in the car for a long time, but I didn't see anyone. Are you looking for him?"

"It's nothing, it's nothing." Gu Yijia lowered his head, still feeling dizzy, but there was an imperceptible smile on the corner of his lips.

Is it fate, or hallucination?

Ah.

Is it an illusion, does it matter now?

He won't let himself down again, absolutely not.

It was already night outside, Gu Yijia sat in the car and looked out the window, the lights along the road receded one by one, quickly flowing out of his vision.

Those fleeting lights stayed on his face for a short time, and then quickly transformed and flashed, forming a grotesque illusion in his eyes.

What is fate?Just like these lights, they can be perceived but not summoned.Gu Yijia always thought that he was a kitten played by fate, but he didn't realize it until today.

He has the qualifications to stand on equal terms with fate.

Not only was he eye level, he also gave fate a headache.Realizing this, Gu Yijia felt very relieved.Now that fate has come, it proves that what he has been trying to do is right.

Is fate irresistible?

of course not.In this round of his rebirth, the condensed power of changing these events is getting stronger and stronger, and his fate is about to be truly rewritten.

Therefore, now to break free from the shackles of rebirth, the problem Gu Yijia faces becomes simple and clear.The key to dealing with fate is to seize the critical moment to make a move.

Next, he will seize every pivotal moment, let this little hope take root, thrive, and finally change everything completely.

price, opportunity.

Fate still accidentally opened a hole, allowing him to see the light of day.

Gu Yijia opened his hand that had been clenched tightly, and the palm of his hand was deeply imprinted due to the force of his fingertips.When moving the hand, there is even some stretching pain, which is extraordinarily real, and it can even be said that it has never been real.Because he has grasped his destiny, from now on, his destiny belongs only to himself.

Compared with his previous rebirth, what did he do right this time?When he was thinking this way, a pair of restrained and firm eyes appeared in his mind.

It's Zhou Qi.

In the previous rebirth, the only thing Gu Yijia didn't have by his side was Zhou Qi.

He pictured Zhou Qi's handsome and cold but aggressive face in his heart, and Gu Yijia understood that what he did was right, which was to let Zhou Qi invade his life.

What fate is afraid of is that they will be linked together.

His chance is Zhou Qi.

Gu Yijia was sincerely happy, he likes Zhou Qi!That was the existence he looked up to for so long.

What he wants, of course, is not just like him...

How is that enough?What he wants is to stand side by side with him, to become someone worthy of him, to make him more in his life from now on, and to be inseparable from him... Anyway, by that time, what chance does he have?

Very good, this time, he will not only hold Zhou Qi tightly, but also take back all the things that he didn't get, and run over fate.

It's just that in the corner of Gu Yijia's heart that was temporarily left behind, there is still a doubt: the opportunity is Zhou Qi, so what is the price?

Let's start with Director Zhao's movie.

He picked up the phone firmly.But I found that because I was too excited, the hand that picked up the phone even slightly convulsed, and I couldn't dial normally.

The phone rang first.

"Gu Yijia." It was Zhou Qi's voice, "Where are you?"

"Wait, I have something to tell you." Gu Yijia's voice trembled.

"Okay. I have it too. Let's meet and talk about it." Zhou Qi's voice sounded ironic as always.

Zhou Qi's studio is located in a creative park on the outskirts of the city, which is the site of a large textile factory.After being transformed into a creative park, various asset-light start-up companies gathered here.

Even though what I want to discuss is the follow-up of director Zhao's film casting, but because this is a schedule mixed with personal intentions, Gu Yijia really doesn't want to add a smile to eat melons.So he got out of the car at the gate of the park, ignoring Xiaoxiao's complaints and lamentations, he turned his back and waved to her, telling her to go home and rest first.

"Then how do you go back?" Xiaoxiao shouted unwillingly.

"I'll take him back." Zhou Qi walked out of the park and nodded to Xiaoxiao in the car window.

Xiaoxiao opened her mouth and didn't close it for a long time. She looked back and forth three or four times before her Xiao Gu and Xiao Qi brother, and quickly thought in her mind that if her boss Cheng Guan encountered such a situation, he would take a What kind of expression.

She tried her best to imitate Cheng Guan's poker face to restore her normal expression.But still showed an extremely stiff smile: "Then... trouble... Xiao Qi brother."

"No trouble." Zhou Qi waved goodbye to Xiaoxiao with a distant smile.

Watching the car drive away, he turned to look at Gu Yijia and asked, "Let's go?"

Although it was dark, the garden was brightly lit.The designer of the creative park originally considered the cooperation of landscape and lighting in the design, intending to create a graceful and subtle artistic style of the park's night scene.

However, gracefulness may be the wishful thinking of a designer who has been working overtime all day until he is bald.Hope is good, but reality is cruel.In the cultural and creative park, there are so many companies that still light up lamps and cook oil in full swing at night, and everyone has to work overtime.

So bright, just right to be honest.

Gu Yijia and Zhou Qi walked side by side on the path in the park.

Zhou Qi asked him, "Are you tired today?"

Gu Yijia tilted her head and asked, "What about you? Aren't you tired?"

The two looked at each other and laughed.

"Don't think about the opening with me, what do you want to say?" Gu Yijia looked at Zhou Qi frankly.

Such direct and pure Gu Yijia made Zhou Qi lose his mind for a moment.

"I will act in Director Zhao's play, are you willing to—"

"——I am willing." Gu Yijia gave the answer without thinking, and then he stretched out his hand, "Brother Qi, come with me?"

"Okay." Zhou Qi's voice was filled with a smile, he stretched out his hand to hold Gu Yijia, "I'm looking forward to it."

Beside a tree not far from them, Xiao Fei, who was smoking in the corner of the garden for nothing, squatted down as fast as he could, and then extinguished the dark red cigarette butt on the ground.

He used the skills of a sniper to adjust his heartbeat and breathing to ensure that no one noticed.

What the hell did he see with his ears just now? !

The author has something to say: he didn't hear them with his eyes either!

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IDO, doi

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If I stand on the rising sun, can I get rid of the melancholy of yesterday

Can thin words convey all my worries

If one day I no longer go forward bravely, can I persevere through this game

Traveling through thousands of rivers and mountains, there is always a hometown

The city is generously lit up at night

Like a boy who is not afraid of the age

He doesn't want much, he just wants to be different from others

—— "Li Li Wan Xiang"

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