100 years after breaking up with Taoist couple

Gu Xuecun didn't care that Lu Jueling was nearby, so he could only wink at Chang Yan frantically.

Chang Yan glanced at him, then at Lu Jueling, and suddenly raised his lips and said, "Lu Jueling, you promise me one thing, and I will tell you the truth about the latter sentence."

Lu Jueling turned around and said, "Say it."

Chang Yan said: "Go and find the female cultivators in Chunhua Palace, and ask you, a Taoist couple who everyone in the world scolds as ruthless, how sincere was he in treating you back then? How has he lived in the past 100 years?" What kind of day is it?" His voice turned cold, "If after listening to it, you still feel that Gu Xuecun is as ruthless as people in the world say, and doesn't care about anything as he said, then you still don't know what kind of person he is. people—"

"You are not qualified to hear the latter sentence, nor are you qualified to stand by his side."

Lu Jueling raised his eyes to look at him, and said lightly, "You will do what you say."

Chang Yan smiled and said, "Of course I will do what I say."

Just as Gu Xuecun wanted to stop him, Lu Jueling turned around and left in the direction of the courtyard on the mountainside.

Chang Yan turned his hand, took out a triangular talisman, glanced at Gu Xuecun, who was dazed beside him, and said to the talisman, "Miss Seventeen, I am Chang Yan. Your young palace master is by my side , his life is safe, and he is doing very well now."

Gu Xuecun was startled, looked up at Chang Yan and said, "You..."

Chang Yan ignored him, and continued: "Your young palace master said that you can answer whatever the real man asks in a while, and you don't have to hide it, and you don't need to hide it."

After he finished speaking, he let go of his hand, and the talisman mouth floated into the air, flying towards the mountainside of Yeshan.

Gu Xuecun watched the mouth of the talisman fly farther and farther, and said dejectedly: "Why do you..."

Chang Yan held Yuan'er with a blank face in his arms, and said calmly: "Since you can't see clearly by yourself, I will help you see clearly, and also help Lu Jueling see clearly."

"Think about it carefully, why are you afraid of letting him know these things?"

Gu Xuecun was taken aback for a moment, only to realize that he really couldn't figure it out, why he didn't dare to let Lu Jueling know - he knew that his love for Lu Jueling back then was no less than he had for himself, and he knew that he had never lost his love in the past 100 years. Insomnia, tossing and turning, knowing that he was saving Lu Jue Ling...

No...Actually...Maybe he knew, he just didn't want to admit it...

He was afraid to face Lu Jueling's questioning of those bastard things he did back then.

He was afraid that this love, which came too late, was no longer enough to exchange for Lu Juling's forgiveness.

He was afraid of being like a fool who was rejected after the prodigal son turned back.

He was even afraid that Lu Jueling would be forced to forgive him almost like a charity because he knew that he risked his life to save him.

Gu Xuecun's mind was in a mess, and finally he couldn't help squatting down with his forehead supported, and a sob that almost collapsed came out of his throat.

Chang Yan looked at him condescendingly, and said ruthlessly: "Palace Master Gu Shao, don't hide anymore."

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Hongyin Pavilion.

Lu Jueling knocked on the door less than half a moment later, the courtyard door creaked open.

The one who opened the door was a calm-faced girl in white, who was nineteen.

Nineteen leaned on the courtyard door, looked at Lu Jue Ling and said, "Realist Tianjue, my sister has been waiting for you for a long time."

Lu Jueling paused, followed Nineteen through the courtyard gate, and walked into the courtyard along a flower corridor. The flowers in the courtyard were just in bloom, and there was a green-glazed jug and several small wine glasses on a stone table.

Sitting beside the stone table was a woman in scarlet clothes.

Seeing him coming, Shi Qi waved his hands and said, "Really Lu, sit down."

Her peaceful expression is the same as that of the firecracker a day ago, she is a completely different person.

Lu Jueling said: "Miss Seventeen, I have something to ask."

Shi Qi poured a full glass of wine into a small wine glass, raised her head and drank it down, her cheeks were slightly flushed, and there was an almost malicious smile on her face.

"Of course I know that if you have nothing to go to the Three Treasures Hall, I am waiting for you here on purpose. After all, I have some words that I have held back for many years."

Lu Jueling said: "You..."

Shi Qi patted the stone bench beside her, and said loudly: "Sit down, if you don't sit down...I won't say anything." It wasn't until Lu Jue Ling Yiyan sat down that she smiled with satisfaction and poured another wine glass. Filled a glass, pushed it over and said, "Drink."

Lu Jue Ling remained silent.

Seventeen laughed loudly, and said, "I know that your Zixiao sect has no desires, but if you really have no desires, why do you need to ask me?" The smile on her face gradually faded, "Lu Jueling, you If you don't drink, I won't say anything."

Lu Jueling lowered his eyelids, his light-colored eyes paused on the clear liquid in the glass, without hesitation, he raised the glass and drank it down in one gulp.

Only then did Seventeen rest his cheeks, and said with a smile: "Since you are so forthright, I won't be a secret anymore. If there is anything Reverend Lu wants to ask, feel free to ask, I will know everything."

Lu Jueling put down his wine glass, was silent for a moment, and said, "How is his past 100 years...?"

Shi Qi thought for a while, and said: "It's good, it's not good." She continued pouring wine and said, "It's usually good, but it's not good when you're drunk and falling asleep."

Lu Jueling turned his head and looked at her: "Why not?"

Seventeen said: "He clearly doesn't hold a lot of alcohol, but he loves to drink alone at every turn, and when he is drunk, he goes crazy, chasing others and scolding, sometimes scolding that Yinjiao burning candle as a bastard, sometimes calling you a bastard, and sometimes calling you a bastard. Call him an asshole."

"When he fell asleep, he would have nightmares. He often woke up alone at night, standing in the back mountain garden and blowing the cold wind. In the middle of the night, he frightened several junior sisters."

Lu Jueling lowered his eyes and said, "Okay."

"Every year, I go to the Buddhist Temple of the Western Regions on schedule to listen to those Buddhist scriptures. After returning, I will talk to us all day long, telling us all about greed, anger, ignorance, love, evil desires, five desires and six senses, and love and love are all things. In a flash, and mocking all the lovers in the world are all out of their minds."

Lu Jueling: "..."

Lu Jueling: "Is this good?"

Shi Qi smacked his lips and said, "Barely count, at least the elder brother seems to be enjoying it."

Lu Jueling: "..."

"Do you have anything else to ask?"

Lu Jueling said: "The bamboo flute I gave him...has he thrown it away?"

Seventeen said: "You mean the one he brought back after the trial in the secret realm that year?"

Lu Jue Ling nodded.

"Of course not. He found a wooden box and packed it up. He wished he could take it out and wipe it every day."

Lu Jueling: "..."

The two asked one by one and answered one by one. Seventeen's words did not contain too much personal emotion. Instead, they were very peaceful and patient, and they almost answered every question. Lu Jueling turned over and fell.

When the sky was half dark, Lu Jueling finally finished asking.

Seventeen said: "No more?"

Lu Jueling stared at the blue-glazed wine glass in a daze, seeming to be in a trance.

Seventeen's voice gradually cooled down: "Since you've finished asking, it's my turn to speak."

Lu Jueling raised his eyes and looked at her, his voice was a little dry, "Please tell me."

"Eldest brother, although he looks carefree, he is not." Seventeen's voice was flat, "The former palace lord didn't like him since he was a child. He has been trembling with fear for more than ten years, flattering her almost from head to toe, but the former palace lord came I never smiled at him once."

"It was only later that he broke the pot and broke it, as if no one cared. But in fact, we can all see that he is not really open-minded, but actually just timid."

"Maybe if you pretend you don't care, you can lie to yourself that you don't care; if you pretend you don't like it, you can lie to yourself that you don't care."

"In his bones, he is actually the most sensitive and inferior... When he was young, the former palace lord gave him a sword. He cherished it for a long time and dared not touch it. He insisted that he would wait until he had practiced the Fanghua sword manual to the eighth level before he would do it." Raise that sword."

"He treats people the same way. He works hard because he feels that he is not worthy of being the son of the former palace master. After you became a Taoist couple with him, you always secretly inquire about what people say about you two outside. You are a flower planted on his pile of cow dung, and when you come back, you still pretend to be overjoyed, tell us a joke, and sit in a daze on the promenade alone in the middle of the night."

"He's afraid that if he doesn't do well, you will despise him."

Lu Jueling remained silent.

"At the beginning, when you said that you wanted to hold a joint registration ceremony with him, he always pushed back and refused to agree to you until the alchemy was successfully formed. Now, you should know why." Seventeen said lightly.

Lu Jueling's expression was a little dazed, and a bit of disbelief finally mingled in his usually flat voice: "You mean, he felt..."

Seventeen sneered, and said, "Who knows. Anyway, you, as a Taoist companion, haven't you never noticed it?"

Lu Jueling held Dongzhi tightly in his hand, and his voice was a little hoarse: "Then why did he leave without saying goodbye?"

Seventeen said: "He made an appointment with you. After he conceived a baby, you will hold a grand marriage ceremony. I was very happy at first. I even wrote a lot of marriage letters in advance. But later, the eldest brother discovered that since the former palace lord After his death, his cultivation base has been stagnant for too many years, and his mental barrier is getting deeper and deeper, and he has exhausted his efforts to form a pill, so it is not easy to break through a big realm again in a short period of time?"

"We all advised him not to rush into practice, but he was in a very abnormal state at that time. Once he retreated, he would not see anyone for three to five months. Later, he even wanted to use pills to make a breakthrough. Fortunately, after the palace lord found out, Just scold him and give up."

"It's just that he finally formed an infant. Although we don't know how he did it, but within half a month, the big brother collapsed because of the instability of the true essence, and the realm regressed, returning to the alchemy stage."

"His vitality was severely injured, and he had to retreat to recuperate and heal his injuries. By the time he recovers from his injuries, your wedding date will have passed."

"As for how the big brother went to the Zixiao faction to find you later, how you fell out, and how you got mad, the real person, I don't need to tell you, the real person knows better than me."

After Shi Qi finished speaking, he looked at Lu Jueling coldly, but the man in black clothes had a gloomy complexion. After a long while, he suddenly picked up the green-glazed jug on the table, poured a full cup, raised his head and drank it all in one gulp. .

The transparent liquid flowed from the corners of his lips to his chin, then his slender neck, and finally slid down the black skirt.

Shi Qi was slightly taken aback: "You..."

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Gu Xuexuan and Chang Yan explained how they met Yuan'er.

He was flustered and restless, but there was really no way out.Gu Xuecun originally thought that he was afraid that Lu Jueling would find out, but at this juncture, he realized that in fact, he secretly expected Lu Jueling to know.

He didn't dare to think about what Shi Qi would tell him, so he could only talk to Chang Yan and divert his attention first.

After explaining all the ins and outs of meeting Yuan'er, Gu Xuecun asked: "...that Senior Brother Shen and I took him away directly, and you too, such a young child, how dare you let go and throw him to that kind of half-grown child?" , if you get hurt somewhere, who can you talk to?"

Chang Yan looked down at Yuan'er who was in his arms with a confused face, and said coldly: "Of course I am worried. Yuan'er has never left the eyes of me and A Xia since she was a child. Our Bailong clan and Yu Although they are all on Yeshan Mountain, one is in Shanyin and the other is in Shanyang. I was thinking about A Xia before I agreed to hold the grand ceremony in the Yu Clan. In addition, these days are too busy, so her sister said a few days ago , I will only agree if I help us take care of Yuan'er first."

Chang Yan paused, then suddenly reached out to cover Yuan'er's ears, looked at Gu Xuecun and continued.

"It's just that I didn't expect that she took Yuan'er away and took care of him like this, and I didn't expect that members of the Yu clan would think that he was just a half-human, half-demon monster."

Gu Xuecun paused, and said, "You and the Goddess, how..."

Chang Yan turned his head, looked at him and said: "You also know that our dragon clan is a monster clan after all, and it is very different from your cultivation method. It does not focus on meditation, breathing, and sensing the world, but on physical training and combat. Improve your cultivation."

Gu Xuecun nodded.

"A few years ago, I found a space crack in the Western Regions, but I was too reckless and sloppy at the time, I just slammed into it, and almost died in the end." Chang Yan showed a helpless smile on his face, "Later, I was seriously injured, Escaped from the crack. After flying back to Yeshan, he was exhausted and fell headlong."

"However, I didn't fall into the territory of our dragon clan, but fell in front of Axia on the top of the night mountain. At that time, I was injured and my mind was dizzy... Axia is indeed the most beautiful woman I have ever seen ,so……"

Gu Xuecun showed a knowing smile on his face: "In the end, isn't it because of the good-looking parents?"

Chang Yan gave him a white look, and said, "Don't compare me with you."

Gu Xuecun touched his nose and said, "Okay, I'm superficial and you are elegant, okay?" He paused, and then said, "But she is more than 9000 years older than you..."

Chang Yan said: "So what, even if I am ninety thousand years older, I am willing."

"I don't understand the rules of your cultivators. I found out later that there are many cultivators scolding Axia behind her back, saying that she has no shame and is entangled with the demon clan. It's just that I haven't ascended the throne at the time, so I couldn't give her an explanation. Now that the Dragon King of Yeshan White Dragon Clan has been succeeded by me, I naturally don't want Axia to be stabbed in the back forever."

"The various sects accepted the posts from the Yu family and our Dragon Clan. Some of them sent a few junior disciples of cats and dogs because of the favor of my father and A Xia and her brother. I also know that they didn't really congratulate them; I would like to offend us, no matter how much I think in my heart, I will still be courteous on the surface and send important monks from the sect to congratulate; some even disdain to come, and directly wrote a letter to scold A Xia for being shameless." Chang Yan The voice was so flat that no emotions could be heard, "I know all this, but no matter what others think, I will marry A Xia in a fair and honest manner."

"I want her to be my wife dignifiedly."

When Gu Xuecun heard this, he couldn't help being stunned for a moment. For some reason, what he thought of was not Chang Yan and the goddess Yu, but... him and Lu Jueling.

Chang Yan turned his head to look at him, and said, "Why, don't you envy A Xia?"

Gu Xuecun turned his head and twitched the corner of his mouth, saying: "Bah, you still have to be shameless."

The two of them were talking, when suddenly Lu Jueling's voice came from behind.

"Chang Yan."

Gu Xuecun's back stiffened.

Chang Yan turned his head to look, and saw the real Tianjue in black clothes, his expression was no longer as calm as before, he raised his lips and smiled knowingly, and asked: "Have you finished listening?"

Lu Jueling approached step by step.

"I'm done listening."

Chang Yan hugged Yuan'er, and said loudly: "Of course I, Chang Yan, keep my word, Lu Jueling, listen carefully—"

"Axue, it was to save you that the Yuan Dan collapsed and his appearance changed drastically. If Xiaoyue hadn't stolen the fruit of Jiku Mountain to help him stabilize his meridians and reshape his dantian body, what you see now is a There's a dead body."

……

The night was as cool as water, and the magnolia flowers in full bloom fell all over the ground.

Chang Yan looked at Yuan'er in his arms, rubbed his eyes, and said with a smile: "I've finished what I need to say, my son is sleepy, so I'll take my leave for now, you two can do what you want."

After he finished speaking, he hugged Yuan'er, and Shi Shiran left.

Gu Xuecun obviously thought of ten thousand kinds of rhetoric when Lu Jueling came back, but at this moment his mind was blank, and he didn't even have the courage to turn around and face Lu Jueling.

The man's low and hoarse voice sounded behind him.

"turn around."

Gu Xuecun's body was stiff, and he didn't know what expression he had now.

"I said, tell you to turn around."

Lu Jueling's big hand finally landed on Gu Xuecun's shoulder, twisting him around abruptly.

Gu Xuecun lowered his eyelids, his eyelashes trembled, and he didn't dare to look up at him. After a while, he smelled a faint scent of wine, which mixed with the scent of sandalwood on Lu Jueling's body, mellow and strong.

He froze for a moment, looked up at Lu Jueling and said, "You...have you been drinking?"

Daoist Tianjue's cheeks were a little flushed abnormally, but his eyes were clearly clear and deep. Seeing his eyes, Gu Xuecun instinctively faltered, and immediately wanted to turn his head away from him.

Lu Jueling's big hand caressed Gu Xuecun's face, clamped him forcefully, and forced him to look at him.

His fingertips were always slightly cold, but now they were warm.

Gu Xuecun had never been so afraid of hearing Lu Jueling's voice.

However, Lu Jueling only said three words lightly.

He said, "I'm sorry."

Gu Xuecun raised his head in a daze.

Lu Jueling looked at him and said in a low voice: "... I have been a Taoist couple for so long, but I don't know... what are you thinking."

Gu Xuecun was a little confused.

... What did Seventeen tell him?

He blinked and blinked, his hands hanging by his sides in a daze.

For some reason, at this moment, Gu Xuecun's mood unexpectedly calmed down strangely.

Gu Xuecun asked suspiciously: "Lu Jueling, are you drunk?"

Either Lu Jue Ling was drunk, or he was dreaming.

Lu Jueling's eyes were dark and deep: "No."

Gu Xuecun asked him: "What did Seventeen tell you?"

Lu Jueling said slowly: "She told me that you failed to conceive a baby and retreated to heal your wounds before..." He paused, "Why, for the past 100 years, you have not wanted to tell..."

Gu Xuecun's chest rose and fell, and he took a few quick breaths, and suddenly interrupted him: "Of course I don't want to say, to be a Taoist partner with a genius like you, but I have trouble connecting a baby, and I have made myself into such a mess , how can I have the face to say that?"

"I'm mediocre, just an ordinary person. It's really tiring trying to keep up with you, but I... have already worked hard."

……

"Gu Xuecun, listen." Lu Jueling's voice was low and serious, and the faint smell of alcohol came over his face, but Gu Xuecun didn't feel disgusted, "I don't know what others are like, but I like you, and I never like you." You need to get better."

"It's enough for you to be you, I don't need you to become better, you are already very good."

Gu Xuecun looked up at him blankly.

Lu Jue looked at him firmly, and said word by word: "Also, you have to understand that whether it is cultivation or life, it is for yourself, not for anyone, neither for your mother, nor for me. "

"You don't need to be better for anyone, you just need to be better for yourself."

Gu Xue felt a huge shock in her heart, and her lips trembled slightly.

For the first time, he felt that in front of Lu Jueling, he was so completely naked and without any hindrance.

Lu Jueling finally saw clearly his small thoughts, the shadows in his heart that had been suppressed for hundreds of years, hidden and unknown.

Lu Jueling pulled him into his arms, Gu Xuecun's head rested on the man's broad shoulders, his eyes were hot, and his heart was almost sore.

Gu Xuecun finally gave up his so-called "rationality", instinctively raised his arms around Lu Jueling's waist, and whispered: "A Jue..."

When Lu Jueling heard these two words, his body froze, he pulled Gu Xuecun away, and looked at him fixedly, his eyes were serious and scary.

"Brother Ashue."

Gu Xuecun was taken aback.

"I'm not reconciled." The man's light brown eyes were bottomless, "I'm not reconciled that between you and me, it just ended so unclearly."

The corners of Gu Xuecun's mouth trembled, and he said, "You...don't you blame me?"

Lu Jueling said in a deep voice, "Of course I complain."

Gu Xuecun's breathing was stagnant.

"I blame you for comparing me to those people you teased before, for giving up on me just because you didn't deserve such a ridiculous reason, for not caring about your own life..." Lu Jueling's big hands clenched Holding Gu Xuecun's arm tightly, "I blame you for lying to me for 100 years, and you for lying to yourself for 100 years."

Gu Xuecun's voice was as low as a mosquito.

"……Feel sorry……"

Lu Jueling said in a deep voice: "Brother Axue... let's do it again."

Gu Xuecun was startled, and could hardly believe his ears. He looked up at Lu Jueling, only to find that the man in Xuanyi was serious.

"I won't let you down this time, and you don't let me down either. Okay?"

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