[System + Lu Xiaofeng] I'm really not a man!

Hua Manlou frowned.

He was not surprised by Tang Wanfeng's words.Hua Manlou never judges people by their appearance. To put it vulgarly, he always sees the essence through appearances.

If color can be used to describe people, most of Tang Wanfeng's colors are bright and gorgeous, and there are very few dark tones, but there is always one piece, which is a deep black, a thick and indelible black.Where there is light, there is shadow. No matter how cheerful a person is, there will be a place in her heart where all her gloom and heaviness are hidden. Once it is uncovered, darkness will flood.

Hua Manlou has always wondered why Tang Wanfeng, a seemingly cheerful and optimistic person who has never been in shape, has such a dark corner. He has always wanted to know, but he has never opened his mouth.

If Tang Wanfeng wanted to talk, she would definitely bring it up herself, and it would be unbeautiful to force her to ask.Huamanlou has always thought so.

But today, feeling Tang Wanfeng's depression, Hua Manlou suddenly regretted why he didn't ask earlier.

Tang Wanfeng smiled at this time, and said: "I never wanted to say it, and I never told anyone about it, because it's useless. But today I suddenly want to say, Huamanlou, would you like to listen? "

Huamanlou really wanted to say no, but he knew that if some things were really kept in his heart, he would turn into a rotten seed, and the flowers that would eventually grow would be all darkness.So he nodded anyway.

Tang Wanfeng sat down and poured himself a cup of tea, picked it up and put it down: "Well, actually I just want to complain... Maybe you don't understand a lot of things, and I don't want to explain... Huamanlou, can you Understanding depends on your language level!"

Hua Manlou: "..." He couldn't understand, what kind of language is "Chinese"?Is it related to "Thousand Characters"?But Tang Wanfeng said that he didn't want to explain, and he didn't ask, but just continued to be a listener quietly.

Tang Wanfeng also felt that her words were quite cold. After laughing twice, she calmed down again, and said afterward: "Hua Man Lou, have I never said that your family is very warm and you are very happy? Actually, I used to have Live in such a warm and happy home.”

Do you want to start?Hua Manlou couldn't help straightening her back even more.once?These two words, filled with melancholy and nostalgia, made Hua Manlou's nerves tense.

"Actually, I have never been a popular existence at my grandma's house. They think I am a girl and cannot carry on the family line or something, but my parents love me very much, and the relationship between the two is very good, so I still live I was very happy. But then I realized how rare this kind of happiness is, and how naive my thoughts are.”

"About my second year of junior high school, the conflict that the two had been hiding all the time finally broke out. After a big quarrel, they made an appointment to divorce. At that time, I realized that what I had always seen was their pretending peace on the surface, but they were actually underground. My parents probably don’t even know how much buried gunpowder there is.”

"I cried for a long time to no avail... They still insisted on taking a taxi to get a divorce. Unfortunately, the driver of the taxi they took drove tired and crashed into another car on the turn. Even the driver took my parents The three of them died in an instant..." Tang Wanfeng put her hands on the table, buried her head in, and said without any emotion, "Actually, I'm very glad that they died on the way to divorce. , they still love each other."

She said, "Hua Man Lou, am I perverted?"

Hua Manlou remained silent, the emotions in his heart were turbulent and entangled, and finally condensed into a warm smile on his lips.He said, "No, Ah Wan, you are fine."

Tang Wanfeng raised her head, already smiling - although Hua Manlou couldn't see her, she was used to smiling at people.She said: "You don't need to comfort me... because next, I will go farther and farther on the path of perversion."

When her parents died, Tang Wanfeng suddenly became an orphan.In fact, an orphan without father and mother is not terrible. What is terrible is that this orphan is not accepted by any relatives of both parents.They were busy arguing, shirking responsibility, and carve up the little inheritance left by Tang Wanfeng's parents. In the end, there was almost only one bed and Tang Wanfeng left in the empty house.

Tang Wanfeng thought about committing suicide, and almost put this idea into practice.The last thing that stopped her was a phone call.

Thanks to those relatives who didn't take the phone too.Tang Wanfeng rejoiced later, if it wasn't for that phone call, the grass on her grave would probably be taller than a person now.

The call was from a friend in her game, asking her why she hadn't played the game these days, and her friends in the game were very worried.

Tang Wanfeng's almost dead heart beat again at that moment.

She still wants to live.

Although it didn't take long, that friend sold Tang Wanfeng completely because of something about the equipment.

After this, Tang Wanfeng finally learned to be good. She understood a truth even more. Nothing is taken for granted. The thing you believe in can turn around and stab you hard at any time. The only person in the world who can believe in it is yourself .

Since then, she has learned to be smart, or it can be said that she has learned badly.She feels that no matter how dull this kind of thing is, she can be trained the day after tomorrow, and she soon becomes extremely sensitive. Trying to figure out people's hearts has become her forte, and Tang Wanfeng is very familiar with what kind of mask she wears on what kind of person.

Even she herself has forgotten what she was like in the beginning.It's just that when she saw Sun Xiuqing just now, she somehow remembered her own feelings when her parents just died. The long-lost guilt made her see Sun Xiuqing as another self - ungrateful and only caring about herself.So impulsiveness overwhelmed rationality, and as a result... he became Public Enemy of Emei ==.

"That's about it!" Tang Wanfeng's tone was very relaxed, and he stretched his waist by the way, "How about it, do you think I'm dark and disgusting? But it's nothing, after this case is over, I..."

Before she finished speaking, she disappeared into Huamanlou's sudden hug.Hua Manlou, who was always gentle and gentle as a gentle and modest son, was extremely domineering in this hug, holding her tightly in his arms, with such force that Tang Wanfeng had the illusion that she was about to be crushed.

"Hua... Manlou?" Tang Wanfeng called his name, the uncertainty and disbelief in his tone made Hua Manlou's heart twitch again.

"Ah Wan...you know my feeling is very accurate." Hua Manlou's breath blew directly into Tang Wanfeng's ears, but she didn't have the heart to feel this kind of charm at all.

Although Tang Wanfeng said it easily, she is probably the only one who knows that the seemingly easy words just now took almost all of her self-control to say.How indifferent her tone was, it just showed how much she cared, how much she was afraid of being hated by Hua Manlou, she was just used to pretending.At this time, all her thoughts were on Hua Manlou's next words, as if that had become her last light.

Hua Manlou did not disappoint her, and continued: "You know, my senses are very accurate, and I hardly miss anyone."

Tang Wanfeng couldn't help but said: "Who said that, Shangguan Feiyan, you thought she was good... Pretend I didn't say ==."_(:зゝ∠)_She thought Shangguan Feiyan was a bad person, but Huaman Lou didn't know if he felt that way, but now that the girl was missing again, she didn't even have a chance to question her face to face.

Hua ManLou laughed.Sure enough, this was Ah Wan, no matter how sad the atmosphere was, it didn't suit her.Relaxed and smiling is the attitude Tang Wanfeng should have.He loosened his arms slightly, and raised his hand to touch her face: "Ah Wan, I believe in my own feelings. You are a good person, yes, someone worthy of my liking."

Although Hua Manlou was blind since he was a child, the people around him are really good. From top to bottom, the Hua family regards him as a treasure. No one has been wronged in terms of food, clothing, housing and transportation, let alone friends. Is it an honor to be friends with Lu Xiaofeng?What's more, the friendship between Huamanlou and Lu Xiaofeng is not an ordinary one, it's a life-changing friendship.

Speaking responsibly, the reason why Huamanlou did not turn into a degenerate youth to retaliate against the society after insomnia, the family and surrounding environmental factors are absolutely indispensable.

But Tang Wanfeng was different. Her environment hardly gave her any hope. It could be called a miracle that she didn't grow crooked under such an environment.

Thinking of this, Hua Manlou stretched out his hand, wrapped her slightly petite hand tightly and said, "I don't know how long I can be with you, and I don't know if I will leave. After all, the future is hard for anyone to grasp. But Ah Wan , there is one thing I can promise you."

As he said, he put Tang Wanfeng's hand on his chest, and couldn't be more solemn: "Here, Hua has only pretended to be you for more than [-] years. Presumably there will be no such thing in the next few decades." Some other people live in. So, Ah Wan, if one day you find out that I have betrayed you, you can use your peacock feathers to shoot an arrow through my heart."