Yucuo of the Red Chamber

"The imperial edict came down a while ago, and my younger sister picked it up in person. But she was originally a relative of her own, so there was nothing special about it. Your mother was originally my cousin, and you all know it. It's not embarrassing to invite any guests." Xue Pan said pretending to be modest.

"Miss Xue should be [-] years old, right? Speaking of relatives, I always heard that there was a cousin girl in Jia's mansion, who was childhood sweetheart with Second Master Bao. It seems that Second Master Bao also has a special affection for her. What can I do? My mother didn't say anything?" A young man in his twenties with a fair face asked with concern.

"My younger sister is only seventeen, and she is only eighteen after the new year. You say Miss Lin, she..." Xue Pan took a sip of wine, his originally small eyes narrowed into a line, his face full of intoxication , proudly said: "She is the best among people. You have never seen her before. If you see her, you will surely lose sight of other girls, except my sister of course. However, she is not so lucky. I don’t know what the empress means, but I still know a little bit what the aunt means. Such a sick person can’t be cured without taking small medicines, how can he be an uncle and grandma?”

Hearing this, Buddha leaned against the wall, and for some reason, he always felt a little pain in his heart, his brain was buzzing, tears fell down, fell into the snow, turned into ice, and could not be found.Seeing Buddha leaning against the wall and weeping in the snow, Zi Zhe hurried over to help him up, climbed over the wall and returned to the yard.

Seeing the Buddha weeping, everyone dared not vent their anger, as if the sky was about to fall.After a long while, Ning Bu slowly persuaded: "It's good that there is no place for you here. The Lord Buddha will make do with it for a while. When everything settles down in the future, he will definitely be able to go back. Lord Buddha, let's relax."

"Ningbu, Lord Buddha can't call anymore, you should call me old mistake." Sitting in the bathtub, letting them rub their backs and shoulders, Lord Buddha said lightly, "You probably don't know why I stay here It’s been so long? I also know that I haven’t cried since I was a child, but it’s not because I’m homesick, just now I couldn’t help crying when I heard a girl occasionally, but don’t worry.”

After changing his posture and sitting down, Buddha continued, "This is the oracle of Our Lady's Lake. There is a very large garden here, and there lives a very beautiful girl, but she..."

The Buddha's words stopped, and he repeatedly recalled her sick body and what Xue Pan said just now in his mind. Could it be...there is such a coincidence in the world?Ordinarily it shouldn't be, she is also a magnificent woman, but also frail and sickly, so she should be alone.The next question is about a very special garden. Thinking about it, Ningbu hurriedly asked: "You came early, do you know where there is a huge garden in the capital, or is it a garden? There are a group of beautiful girls living in it. and……"

According to Xue Pan's words, there is such a charming girl, and he said that his younger sister is no worse than her, and everyone else seems to know it. Moreover, this one is a cousin, the other is also a relative, and she has a concubine, If there are still girls in the mansion, isn't there more?He really deserves to be a great living Buddha, his mind is very good, he thought a lot at once, until he fell asleep from exhaustion.

But he was asleep, and the person he missed was still leaning on the bedside, holding a book in his hand, facing the lonely red candle, shedding two tears, only two...

Tears dry up even when the candle turns into ashes, so her tears are about to dry up too?Why do I cry a lot recently, but I only feel sore eyes, but not many tears?

Outside the window, the sound of the wind blowing through the bamboo forest, whimpering, sounds a bit chilling.Occasionally, there is the sound of falling snowflakes, which is sparse, and the hearts of those who listen are even more empty, with nowhere to rely on.Although the charcoal basin was burning in the room, it felt very cold.Except that the charcoal is not as good as in previous years, it seems that the body can't bear the cold even more.

Yes, the moment is not as good as the moment, and sometimes I dare not even think about it.

Yingchun came back once in spring, but never came back after that, and died two months ago.It's a pity to hear that she was raped to death by her husband.She is generally a good girl, but she has neither a good background nor a good end.After death, the husband didn't care much, neither did the Eldest Master, and the Eldest Wife was not her own, so there was nothing else she could do but just bury the matter hastily.

At that time, Daiyu and Tanchun secretly thought that the old lady would come forward to ask Baoyu, who was usually the best with the sisters, if she should say or do something.Unfortunately, they were all disappointed.The old lady just sighed and said that Yingchun's life is not good, or her health is not good, so she can't live long.Birth, old age, sickness and death, it is human nature, accompanied by a few tears, that's all.

Daiyu didn't know what Baoyu meant.When summer came, he had already moved out of the garden, and lived in the side courtyard of Mrs. Wang's main house, which was very rare.There is not much to say except that we can see each other when we make arrangements for Jia Mu.When Yingchun died, I heard that he was not even allowed to go to the mourning, so he just cried a few times in the house and wrote a few poems, but no one else saw him.

Baoyu... Thinking of Baoyu, Daiyu's heart felt a little numb.

At that time Mrs. Wang ordered him to move out of the garden, saying that when he grew up, he should no longer hang out in the inner room, lest he would be spoiled or do something irreparable wrong. Who doesn't know what these words mean ?Who didn't know the meaning of kicking out so many girls last year.Yeah, as we all grow up, some things just become real.Mrs. Wang did it, maybe even a mother would do it, but did she do it fair and just?

She... Forget it, Baoyu is her Omen Star, and that is also the Omen Star she gave birth to. It can only be more powerful, but not inferior.Over the years, the second aunt has still done something to her, how could she not know?Forget it, if it is really fate, then accept fate.

Fate, why give her a person who seems to have known each other, he also said that he had seen her when they first met.But, why at this time, when he was given a marriage, it wasn't her who was going to marry.If there is no romance, he will meet him again in this life; if there is a romance, how will the truth end?

Since they moved out of the garden, they rarely saw each other. He was stared at by Mrs. Wang and the attackers, and Jia Zheng forced him to study official career and economics.As for her, with such a reputation on her back, she would rather be broken than whole, how could she be willing to sink in one more step and be a laughing stock?Yes, since he couldn't come, she wouldn't either.Even if he saw him when he was going to pay Mrs. Wang, he would politely abide by the rules.Because, she is not the kind of person who does not know the importance and ignorance of etiquette and shame.

But these are not the key points, after all, everyone has to observe some rules.The important thing is that last month when the empress gave her a marriage, he... turned out to be that reaction, which broke her heart and earned her enough tears.

The weather was fine that day, so she went to give Jiamu a morning visit early in the morning, and was left behind for dinner.Jia's mother still treats her the same as before, she loves her even more, and she also abides by the standards of her granddaughter and the granddaughter of her first relative.Hush and ask warmly, but those few words don't matter.After all, the old lady is old, and she has grown up too. She depends on her grandmother, and it would be nice to have a foothold. Do you dare to ask for more?

After breakfast, chat with Jia's mother to relieve boredom.First, she and Tanchun Xichun are the only ones left to stay in the boudoir, and they can talk to her; second, because of an old illness in autumn, they almost stayed in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion to recuperate, so they got better, so naturally they have to talk to their grandmother more of.I don't know what's wrong this year, but the old disease seems to be particularly severe, and I almost fainted from coughing several times.It's no wonder that you look in the mirror and describe yourself as thin.

While they were talking, Xia Shouzhong, the eunuch Xia, came with his mother's handbook.

Xue Baochai, who had moved out of the yard, was called to answer the call with Baoyu. "Jia Baoyu is rational and filial, Xue Baochai is dignified and generous", and so on and so forth, the left and right are gifted marriages, and it has nothing to do with Daiyu, so she doesn't have to listen carefully, nor is she in the mood to listen carefully.When I was fainting, I only heard the old lady scolding: The old illness is not cured, so I shouldn't walk around lightly, so as not to hurt my body.

Since then, she has been staying in the Xiaoxiang Pavilion to recuperate from this incurable disease.

Baoyu never came, yes, never.

Xueyan said that when receiving the order, Baoyu sat on the ground so stupid that she even forgot to thank her.Fortunately, eunuch Xia was acquainted, and it was his sister's order, so no one cared about it.Later, Mrs. Wang persuaded him, saying that there was something wrong with Miss Bao, but Baoyu had nothing to say.It took a long time to cry, and asked sister Lin what to do?

Jia Mu hurriedly shouted: "What crazy things are you talking about? How can you say so casually about the important life of the girl's family? Don't ruin her reputation."

Baoyu shouted to see Miss Lin, Mrs. Wang said: "You are married now, we are all grown up, men and women are different, and we will not be able to see Miss Lin again in the future. You should be taboo when you are common, don't delay Sister Lin's life was ruined, and Miss Bao was also upset. In the future, I should think about them more, don't worry about anything else. If you don't know how to mess around, I will let you beat you."

I am not afraid of beating Baoyu, but he is only worried when sister Lin faints.Later it was heard that her old illness was still unhealed, and now it was a done deal, and he gradually became like that.I was sad for a while at the beginning, but somehow it got better later.

Zijuan seemed very worried when Xueyan said it, but Daiyu understood.It's over, it's all over.The past has passed, and the present will pass.The winter will pass, the illness will pass, and she will pass, too, and become the past, the past forever.

The blood and tears of lovesickness are almost gone; spring willows and spring flowers, I don’t know if I can see them again.The grass and trees also know their sorrows, but Shaohua turns gray.Sigh who will give up and who will receive in this life?It doesn't matter if you marry Dongfengchun, let me go, and stay with me!I can't sleep well after the screen window is stormy and dusk, I can't forget the new and old worries.Can't swallow jade grains and golden water shield chokes my throat, I can't see it in the Linghua mirror, and I describe it as thin.The brows that can't be opened are even more leaky if you don't know.