Happy Life [Rebirth]

After I finished saying this, I felt something was wrong. I moved my lips twice, wanting to make amends, wanting to say that homosexuality is nothing, not everyone likes someone, there is no discrimination between male and female, I am all gay.

But I shut my mouth, explaining and defending homosexuality to a straight man, no one who is smarter would think of it.

Gu Tingsheng also looked at me in shock, and he blurted out: "But you too...don't say that about others."

When he said this, he stopped his voice abruptly. I was terrified in my heart. I lowered my head and dared not look at Gu Tingsheng. I organized my voice clumsily: "I'm not discriminating against homosexuals, but jim is very fun. We are still students, and these people It's not good to have too much contact..."

Gu Tingsheng's voice sounded above my head, his tone was very complicated: "How did you know that he is gay?"

"The crew told me." I paused, looked up at Gu Tingsheng, "He also looked for me."

I saw Gu Tingsheng frowned immediately, and Gu Tingsheng asked me: "What did he tell you?"

I saw Gu Tingsheng’s expression was serious. I really didn’t know that Jim had approached me, so I was relieved. In fact, even if Jim said something to Gu Tingsheng, so what, I just deny it, I believe Between Jim and me, Gu Tingsheng will definitely choose to trust me.

Gu Tingsheng didn't let go of his frown. Just now he told me not to talk about others like that, but now he told me: "Stay away from Jim, and I will tell Big Brother when I find you again."

As if the person who just didn't seem to discriminate against homosexuals at all was not him.

"Then you should stay away from him too." Gu Ting and I moved back to the room, and on the way I said to him again, "If jim adds you, please ignore it, and don't refuse, just ignore the news. gone."

I said a lot more, and Gu Tingsheng kept agreeing "hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm" G. remote control.

After finding it and before turning up the temperature, He Mingjie came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel, and he yelled, "Oh my god! I'm freezing to death!"

Gu Tingsheng and I didn't take a shower anymore, we packed up our clothes, and not long after the two of us washed our faces, Wei Xinli told the QQ group to gather at the gate of the hospital and chartered a car to the hotel for dinner. Everyone in the group was throwing flowers. Gu Tingsheng and I were also looking at our phones when we heard He Mingjie yelled "Ah" again.

He Mingjie stood up. He was 1.9 meters tall with long wet shawl hair. Looking from the back, he was a tall female beauty.He Mingjie was also holding his mobile phone. He dialed the phone and started yelling: "Don't break up! I haven't finished filming, I still have a few shots to shoot! Wei Xinli, someone left? What? Call me back, call me back! Give me everything!" Call back!"

He Mingjie didn't have a break-up meal that day, and He Mingjie's brain twitched at regular intervals every day. This morning, some people muttered that Director He was fine today.The so-called still has a few shots, to be precise, it is a few scenes that he came up with temporarily, not just a few shots.

Fortunately, I finally didn't need my lines, and He Mingjie got round.

When he was filming, everyone was very resentful, and Gu Tingsheng and I sat on the side, and it was that long corridor again.The corridor is made of gray bricks, and the place by the trees is very shady.The crew of the film crew held up the machine under the sun with resentment, and the actors also tried their best to cheer up.

Gu Tingsheng and I sat in the far corridor watching them, Gu Tingsheng touched my hand, he said it was a bit cold, I looked at the people in the distance, and suddenly thought of something, it was about He Mingjie and Gu Tingsheng.

I think He Mingjie and Gu Tingsheng are very similar in some respects, their family background and their status as "leaders".In his previous life, Gu Tingsheng was always surrounded by many people, which was also a manifestation of his excellence.This time Gu Tingsheng came to see me on the set, and I saw that he also handled the shutdown very well.

I think Gu Tingsheng usually looks rebellious, indifferent and indifferent to interpersonal communication, but it turns out that he just doesn't want to, he doesn't want to, he can handle it as long as he thinks about it.After all, he is handsome, beautiful and has good grades. As long as he is willing to smile, people will spontaneously gather around him.

I asked Gu Tingsheng: "Brother, what do you think of being on the set? Do you think it's very lively because there are many people? Do you think it's good to be lively and lively?"

Gu Tingsheng was looking down at his phone, I asked, and he looked up at me with surprise in his eyes, Gu Tingsheng also asked me: "Why do you ask these? I think it's okay."

"It's nothing." I looked into his eyes to see that there was no impatience on his face, and I was surprised to find that he had been here for a long time, and he had the smell of fireworks.I think it's better to communicate more with people. Gu Tingsheng and I are not the same in nature. I am born to be alone.For me, eating, walking, sleeping alone, and being quiet are things I like, just like some people like to eat fish and others like to eat chicken, some people like to be lively and some people like to be quiet.

"I just think that you are really suitable to be with many people."

"Yang Lu." Gu Tingsheng put away his phone this time, and this time he looked at me seriously, "Sometimes I don't understand what you say, and I don't know what you are thinking, maybe it's because you write novels too much. Too much, I can't keep up with your thinking. For example, I can't understand what you said just now."

"I was just thinking, a person has no friends and no interpersonal contacts, there is school when I go to school, and I am alone during the holidays, I get up and eat every day, and then I run alone, do my homework alone, and buy groceries alone , one person watched the sun set and the day was over, and one person went to bed - the next day, and then continued the previous day. Day after day, two days and three days a day, one month, two months and three Months, will always be happy alone like this?"

"So I think big brother, if you get in touch with people more, don't you feel that your life is also fulfilling?"

Gu Tingsheng looked at me in surprise, and after I finished speaking, I told him: "I will tell you everything, as long as you ask me, I will not lie to you."

"Do you think, do you think I will be lonely?" Gu Tingsheng suddenly asked me in a very soft voice.

I nodded: "It will be lonely."

"I have you." Gu Tingsheng laughed, "But thank you for caring about me, but I have you."

"But we will always be separated." I looked at Gu Tingsheng sadly, feeling like a bird with broken wings and falling hopelessly, "But you should have many friends by then."

"No need." Gu Tingsheng said. "It's enough to have you, big brother is very content with you."

I was shocked by this sentence, I quickly went to see Gu Tingsheng again, but before I could see his eyes clearly, He Mingjie suddenly called my name from a distance.

He Mingjie called me very loudly: "Yang—the writer—the play! Come here quickly, I have something to ask you!"

I still wanted to ask Gu Tingsheng what he meant, but He Mingjie was like a noisy frog, barking non-stop. Gu Tingsheng also pointed over there and said to me, "Go quickly. And you."

I had no choice but to endure the doubts in my heart and ran to He Mingjie.

Several scenes were filmed all the way until nine o'clock in the evening, because there was a scene to be filmed at night.

It was almost ten o'clock when work was over. Wei Xinli asked He Mingjie again and again if he was sure that the filming was really over. Really?

But the end time was too late, and the five-star breakup meal was gone. Wei Xinli asked if he wanted to have a kebab. Most of the crew were upset by He Mingjie's performance, and they all rushed back to the room to pack their bags and leave. People, the day of the finale was quiet except for the cheers from the crowd at the first moment.

Gu Tingsheng and I were about half a year old, and we were hungry again after ten o'clock. We went to the hospital canteen to buy some biscuits, and we smelled a scent when we first entered the room.

In the room, He Mingjie, Li Yuan, Lin Yi, and Jim sat around a pot.

Gu Tingsheng and I pushed open the door, and the four of them looked over with eight eyes. I was startled, and Li Yuan greeted Gu Tingsheng and me very affectionately: "I also asked where you two went, are you going to eat hot pot together? Buy something It’s a lot, and it’s guaranteed to be enough.”

Gu Tingsheng and I walked over, only to see that several books had been set up on the floor as a small table, and the top one was "To Angel", which I wrote, and an induction cooker was placed on it, and the induction cooker was the size of a flat-mouthed washbasin. round pan.

There are enoki mushrooms, green vegetables and sliced ​​meat neatly stacked in the pot, which is about to roll up with white smoke. There are also various vegetables and sliced ​​meat in disposable foam boxes beside the pot, and the outermost canned beer surrounds the pot. After a circle, these people sat on the ground and prepared to eat hot pot.

I was surprised that they were eating hot pot like this in the room, and I was even more surprised why Jim was there. I am not surprised that Li Yuan is here and Lin Yi is here, but Jim is—obviously Li Yuan has a preposition for him, He Mingjie I don't have a good impression of Jim either, I've known him for a long time since I lived in the same room with him for a month.

Gu Tingsheng walked over, and the four people moved two empty seats. Gu Tingsheng gave them biscuits, and everyone took them and ate them.

Li Yuan distributed white paper bowls and disposable chopsticks to everyone. I don't know where she found these things.

He Mingjie stared at the pot, chewing the biscuit in his mouth, he stretched out his chopsticks to pick up a vegetable leaf, Li Yuan said to him: "Boss, can you wait a little longer."

Lin Yi and Jim sat on the side, and they opened the glass bottle and poured it into a paper bowl. Lin Yi said, "This one is spicy. I like your Orleans flavor."

Jim said, "What do these two taste like together?"

Lin Yi replied to him: "You just have to taste it later."

Lin Yi handed the bottle to Gu Tingsheng again, and the two of them were next to each other.

"Tingsheng." Lin Yi called him, "Spicy, can I eat it?"

Gu Tingsheng waved his hand, said "thank you", and then said, "I can't eat spicy food."

Lin Yicai asked me again: "Screenwriter Xiao Yang, do you eat spicy food?"

I looked at Lin Yi, Lin Yi's arm passed in front of Gu Tingsheng, holding a glass bottle of chili sauce in his hand, and his hand stopped in front of me.I didn't answer, so I looked at Lin Yi and moved my lips. Lin Yi withdrew his hand and smiled gently: "It seems that Xiao Yang, the screenwriter, doesn't like it either."

I want to ask him, who told you to call my brother Tingsheng? Can you call me that?I didn't even yell like that.

He Mingjie had long legs and long arms, and Li Yuan was still a distance away from Lin Yi, so he stretched out his hand, "Hey, give it to me, Director He can eat spicy food, and Director He can eat spicy food!"

"Director He is really amazing!" Jim laughed and praised Mingjie, but every time he praised people, he was very deliberate, and it looked like a flattering compliment. The sauce was handed over.

Gu Tingsheng took the chopsticks and moved them into his and me paper bowls. He Mingjie was still talking nonsense: "Extreme things bring inspiration, spirits, beauties, flowers, applause, and the attention of everyone—" He Mingjie hiccupped.

He rubbed his nose: "It's windy." He added: "It's also abnormally spicy."

Li Yuan dipped clean chopsticks into the pot and stirred it, and I asked He Mingjie, "Why do you remember eating hot pot?"

He Mingjie said directly: "I'm hungry, I asked Coco to buy it, and she also brought the pot and induction cooker." After finishing speaking, He Mingjie patted Li Yuan on the shoulder: "Heroine! Take my bow!"

Li Yuan pushed He Mingjie's hand away, and He Mingjie squinted at Lin Yi and Jim again: "You two are foodies, you can only eat vegetables, meat is not allowed."

Lin Yi joked back to him: "Director He likes to joke."

He Mingjie glanced at him, he didn't look like he was joking at all, Lin Yiquan pretended not to see it.He turned his head to look at Gu Tingsheng, but said, "We don't want to break up now, I just want to say goodbye to everyone. When we met Jim on the road, we came to Director He, screenwriter Xiao Yang, and screenwriter brother Xiao Yang to say goodbye together."

"I ran into Director He's joke." Jim held his face, he was wearing a light blue casual shirt and cardigan today, with a black vest inside, a long necklace hanging around his neck, and a pair of jeans underneath. It's normal to look casual, but jim put his face up and looked at this side with a smile, and his actions are really deep into the marrow of his bone marrow.

He Mingjie also said: "I drove them away." He Mingjie looked at me and Gu Tingsheng and said, "I can't drive them away. I wanted to eat with you two, and I also wanted to have a drink with you and talk to each other."

As soon as I heard He Mingjie say this, I immediately thought thank God, it would be better if Lin Yi and Jim stayed, it must be terrible for anyone to listen to He Mingjie's innermost thoughts.

Lin Yi's tone was still very gentle, and he quickly asked He Mingjie: "What's on your mind, Director He?"

He Mingjie opened his eyes wide and didn't return to Lin Yi. He yelled and stuck his chopsticks into the pot in the blink of an eye. He Mingjie stared at Li Yuan: "It's so despicable, you're going to eat it!"

Holding the bowl, Li Yuan swallowed a piece of meat with a "thud" sound, and she laughed: "You guys keep chatting, it's all cooked without watching."

There is nothing to talk about after eating, the six of them looked fat, and Jim looked thinner and thinner than Li Yuan, but he didn’t have a small appetite after eating, and Li Yuan also had a big appetite, I think she eats as fast as I do up.

Lin Yi opened beer for everyone, opened a can and shared a bottle, and handed it to Li Yuan. The food was almost left. Li Yuan swallowed a green vegetable leaf and waved her hand to signal that she didn't want it.

Lin Yi persuaded again, Li Yuan covered her mouth and hiccupped, looked at Lin Yi and said slowly, "I'm so full, it's pouring into my throat."

Only then did Lin Yi withdraw her hand, and everyone laughed.

In the end, He Mingjie wrapped the bottom of the pot, and even scooped up the soup inside and drank it down.

After eating their fill, no one was in a hurry to leave, except Li Yuan, everyone was holding a can of beer in their hands.

He Mingjie said there: "After filming a movie and leaving it, don't you think it is very similar to life."

"Life is very similar to a movie." He Mingjie shook the chopsticks between two fingers, "The opening, the middle, the climax, the contradiction, the ups and downs, and then a 'click', and it's over when you die."

Jim looked at He Mingjie confusedly with his face on his face: "Director He...that's really scary."

"Terrible bastard." He Mingjie shook his head, "Life is like a movie, and movies are like life. I can still say that the day I die, I am engaged in the most romantic job in my life. I have made thousands of movies. Ten thousand lives."

Li Yuan said bluntly: "You can't take so many shots, you don't have enough time."

He Mingjie was taken aback for a moment, and suddenly burst into tears in the blink of an eye.

Lin Yi was so frightened that she pulled her sleeves and went to wipe He Mingjie's tears. I saw that Li Yuan was calm and not surprised at all. He Mingjie began to cry, and he howled, "One life is not enough! One life is too short!"

Lin Yi's hand was empty, and he seemed to be a little drunk. He Mingjie took another deep breath, because I was sitting face to face with him, and I saw him staring at me and saying, "Just—struggle—morning—evening !"

"A lifetime is not enough! - Seize the day and night!" He Mingjie repeated again, solemnly and solemnly.But as soon as he wiped his tears, he looked at me with a smile and said, "Come and act in a movie, screenwriter Yang, brother Yang, screenwriter—Brother Niu, come and act in a movie, if you have money."

"Didn't you say that making a movie is a very romantic thing?" Gu Tingsheng smiled. I went to see Gu Tingsheng. He Mingjie, I haven't seen Gu Tingsheng being so friendly to anyone for a long time.

"It's so vulgar to mention money." Gu Tingsheng quickly put away his smile, but his words were rarely ridiculed.

"Where do you get spirits and women without money?" He Mingjie also raised his face, "Is a life without spirits and women still called a man? You are still young and not considered men. Believe me, when you meet in the future When you see your beloved girl, you know that men are born to compete for /power/power and money. Because only by holding these things can you defeat other competitors, and your girl will fall into your arms."

"It's not the girl's fault." He Mingjie suddenly looked at us sadly, his eyes were as sad as if they were flooded.

"Producing offspring and raising them to adulthood are genetic inheritance for women. Only males with good enough offspring can guarantee survival. Although humans seem to have evolved to be higher organisms that are different from other animals, they are still biological in nature. Survival of the fittest."

I looked at He Mingjie, then at Li Yuan, Lin Yi and Jim also looked surprised, Jim said: "I don't need offspring, I hate girls."

Li Yuan jerked her head to the side, looked at Jim and said, "I hate men who are not manly enough."

After Li Yuan hated Jim, she said to us in a serious manner: "Director He is a loyal fan of Animal World."

We all believed it, normal people can't say what He Mingjie said.

He Mingjie told the story on his own. He told a story about a man chasing a woman, or a boy chasing a girl.

"When I was young, I said to me, Ajie, chasing girls to write love poems is out of date, and I will send 99 flowers directly, and drive my dad's new Rolls-Royce to send them. He said which girl can be worth it Once a man drove a Rolls Royce and held [-] roses and said to her: I like you, and you are willing to be my girlfriend."

"I said: don't pollute my love with your copper stench." He Mingjie raised his voice, and he recited, "You are a flower in my heart, swaying in the spring breeze, and I stood there looking at you for a long, long time .I said, don’t look at—”

He Mingjie hiccupped, and the poem recitation stopped abruptly. It was a hiccup with the smell of hot pot and beer.

Lin Yi and Jim fell down laughing, Lin Yi smiled and said: "Such love poems can't catch up with girls."

He Mingjie wiped his mouth, took a sip of wine, and looked at Lin Yi full of sadness: "Tell me, I want to see what kind of fruit it will bear when spring passes. But when the flowers fall, it is the spring wind that blows them down. You shed tears and told me that not all flowers will bear fruit. But I want to tell you that you have always been the flower in my heart. Beautiful, fragrant, and blooming in my heart forever."

There was silence for a while, He Mingjie wiped his eyes, and he sniffed: "The girl told me that the poem is well written and she likes it very much."

I couldn't help asking: "Are we together?" Although it seemed obvious that we were not together.

He Mingjie said bitterly and bitterly: "It turned out that it was right to post novels. Writing love poems is outdated. After the girl finished speaking, I was having fun. My roommate came over in a Porsche holding 99 roses—the girl and my roommate left. "

The audience was silent for a moment, and everyone laughed. Jim pointed at the orchid and said with a chuckle, "So why do you like girls? I never like girls."

I saw Li Yuan glaring at Jim, and Li Yuan said again: "...there is a follow-up to this story."

We saw that He Mingjie became more bitter and bitter, and He Mingjie had an expression that could not bear to look back on the past: "My father came to pick me up in a Rolls-Royce at the graduation ceremony, and it is rare for a girl to knock on me once she buckles up."

"She asked me—" He Mingjie looked at us with a gloomy expression, "Can the man driving the car give her the number."

"I told her that my father doesn't play buttons." He Mingjie wiped his face, "This is my first love, how many fucking first loves can there be in life, my first love is just like this."

We couldn't help laughing again, everyone stopped laughing and laughing, He Mingjie stared at the pot with eyes half down, with silent tears on his face.

Then Li Yuan also told the story, it was a story about the love in those years. When Li Yuan graduated from university, she went south for her boyfriend. The native Jincheng girl went to the third-tier city in the south. The whole family, relatives and friends objected to her doing this. She did it, but she left resolutely.As a result, within half a year, daily necessities defeated steadfast love, and the always insufficient money had already worn away the romance of love.

"I saw him cheating and calling another girl his wife." Li Yuan smiled, "The first reaction was that it was so easy, I can finally leave and go back to Jincheng. Think about whether you love this person, of course Love, but it’s a pity that love can’t be bread, and people won’t die without love, not to mention that love has become a burden and face, and I wanted to leave a long time ago, but when I left Vigorously, I walked the world for love. I went back as if I had been taught to be a man by life. Then he took the initiative to cheat, I thought it was fine, and now I have a reason to go home in a fair manner."

Jim shook his head: "You said earlier that you were planning to have a baby for him."

Lin Yi said: "A woman is willing to give birth to you - this is the greatest sincerity for a woman to express her love."

"...It's love." Li Yuan put away her smile and looked at the cold hot pot soup, "Even when I left, I still loved it."

"I just can't afford to love."

Lin Yi also told a story, and Jim also started to tell it. These two people were telling interesting stories from their school days, and the two of them deliberately adjusted the atmosphere.

Then Gu Tingsheng said, "I don't have any stories of my own, can I tell you something I saw on an online forum?"