Happy Life [Rebirth]

"Coco, do you think homosexuality is disgusting?"

My heart was trembling, but the voice I heard from myself was very calm, without any other emotion.

"I don't discriminate." Li Yuan answered me. "But it's really disgusting."

She said this, I don't know how to answer, when I face the reality, I don't even have the courage to defend, because if I am a woman, I dare to defend fearlessly, but I am a man, what will happen if I defend the other party think?I think, I am such a coward, but I have always been alone on this road alone, I have been alone.Being alone for too long, even such things as courage will gradually dissipate, and in the end I become a coward hiding in the shadows.

At this time, a speech that could be called joyful came out, and a male voice said with the same emotion as a speech: "Extraordinary people are always different from ordinary people. Turing was gay, Wilde was gay, and so were Poe and Verlaine." For one thing, Caesar slept with men—a difference in sexual orientation is one of the things that separates mediocrity."

He Mingjie sat next to me with a bowl of soup. I was taken aback. I was surprised by what he said and his explanation. It was the first time I heard that someone could praise homosexuality, a very heterodox, in such a fresh and refined way. sexual orientation.

Li Yuan's expression was even weirder. He Mingjie put a pair of chopsticks into the bowl, which was pork ribs and corn soup. He took out a piece of pork ribs and waved the chopsticks and said cheerfully: "Love should be freedom. You don't fall in love with me because you are a woman." You, I knew you were different—”

He Mingjie turned his head, his eyes looked at me with excitement and gossip: "I will not discriminate against you, Director Yang, go and pursue your lover bravely, I believe you are the next Oscar Wilde!"

I was really taken aback by He Mingjie's words. I even thought, how did he know that I like a man? Could it be that he is also gay.But soon Li Yuan spoke up.

This is the first time I saw Li Yuan today, and the first time I saw Li Yuan showing an angry expression, and she yelled "Director He" sharply.

But soon Li Yuan's expression like this was also put away, and she said to He Mingjie very seriously: "You don't always listen to half of what you say, Yang Lu is not gay, Jim is gay, you don't want to take it for granted after hearing a sentence .”

Only then did I realize that He Mingjie didn't notice, he just listened to the wind and rain, and when he heard what I asked Li Yuan, he thought I was gay.

"Who is jim?" He Mingjie showed a dull expression in response to Li Yuan's words. The chopsticks he waved entered his mouth, and He Mingjie bit his ribs and asked vaguely, "Then why did Yang Lu ask you if you Think homosexuality is disgusting?"

"Jim is Zhang Meilin's manager, a man who is less than 1.7 meters tall and likes to wear leggings and shirts of various colors."

"...that damn bitch!" He Mingjie yelled out this time, and he frowned, "His bright purple shirt blinded me, is he gay? Oh, it seems that when a group counts too much High, always prone to scum."

"...Aren't you writing the script in your room?" Li Yuan's tone was approaching weak.

"My stomach made a very loud noise, which seriously affected my inspiration. Didn't you say you wanted to bring me food?" He Mingjie pointed at Li Yuan with his chopsticks, and he began to accuse, "You actually ate it yourself first. , your boss is still hungry!"

"Boss, your meal is here."

Wei Xinli came over with a tray in each hand, and Li Yuan and I stood up to help, while He Mingjie sat there without moving. He picked up the bowl and drank the soup, making a snoring sound.

At the dinner table, He Mingjie didn't say anything more, and Li Yuan didn't bring up the topic of homosexuality. Wei Xinli would tell interesting stories about the crew from time to time. , but it wasn't because he was so hungry that he kept eating.

The feeling he gave me can be described by Wei Xinli's words to describe me. The four people on the table are wandering outside, and he doesn't participate in other people's topics at all. Flying a toy airplane, I can't hear or understand what adults say.He is immersed in his own world at any time, and takes pleasure in himself.

Li Yuan and Wei Xinli also ignored He Mingjie, I think it should be normal, He Mingjie didn't even say hello after eating, he just got up and left, shaking his head and muttering, I saw that he was very thin His two long legs straddle, he is like a praying mantis who is full of food and drink, looks like a man but does not have the habits of a man.

"Director He is like this." After He Mingjie left, Wei Xinli opened her mouth. She smiled and said to me, "Sometimes he's a bit distracted because he's thinking about scripts and scenes, but don't worry, Director He. A person who is not aggressive is also a good person, you can tell him directly if you have something to say, Director He never holds grudges."

"Yeah." I put down my chopsticks, and I asked Wei Xinli, "I'm full, do you want to deliver the plate yourself?"

"It's okay, you can go back to your room, I'll deliver it after eating."

Li Yuan also wanted to go back to her room. She and I left the cafeteria together, and turned into the white corridor when we got out of the cafeteria. The noon sun was scorching hot, and Li Yuan sighed. Yes, please be more tolerant of Director He."

I opened the door and entered the room. This room is a double room, but the interior decoration is comparable to a hotel suite. The single room has a bathroom and toilet, as well as a sofa coffee table and a cabinet. The bed is not the narrow bed that is common in public hospitals. It is a single bed of the width that a normal adult sleeps in.

The first thing I felt when I entered the room was cold. It was very hot outside, but the curtains in the room were all closed, and the temperature was very low. It was not the usual 26 degrees. I felt that it was at least below [-] degrees.Goosebumps quickly formed on my arms. I rubbed my arms and closed the door. The curtains were not as thick as velvet. The room was half-dark. He Mingjie squatted beside the bed with a A laptop with a document with words displayed on the computer's turned on screen.

But in front of He Mingjie, he was leaning over and holding a pen, writing quickly in an A4 notebook.

I walked over, after all, I was taking money from people, so I asked He Mingjie: "Director He, do you need me to write the script now?"

He Mingjie ignored me, and I yelled again, but he ignored me at all, and I didn't bother him anymore. I walked to my bed, and there was a copy of "A Letter to Angel" on the low cabinet beside the bed. Physical book.I picked it up and sat by the bed to look through it, and found that there were notes and marks on the book, and the scribbled font required careful identification.

In a novel of 17 words, several key points of the plot are marked in braces with a red pen, indicating that it is available.Turning to the end, the ending of Angie's page is written that Angie greeted her peacefully at the moment of death, she closed her eyes and left this world with a smile, the boy she liked sat by her bed, holding her hand .

The last sentence of the book is this-

She finally understood the world.

Now, this sentence in the book is marked with a big X by the red pen, and the sentence is marked next to it: The whole book was destroyed by this sentence, what a pity!

I frowned, pointed at this sentence, and knew who wrote it without even thinking about it. I went to see He Mingjie and thought to myself, what a strange person, what's wrong with this sentence?Xu Meihui has read this book, Gu Tingsheng has read it, and the squid editor has read it, and they all said that the ending is good.

I remember that afternoon, I fell asleep leaning on Gu Tingsheng's shoulder. When I woke up, Gu Tingsheng was holding the book, and his eyes stayed on this page. I think he stayed there for a long time.

Gu Tingsheng didn't even turn the page when my consciousness went from remaining drowsy to waking up. He only looked down at me when I called him big brother.

Gu Tingsheng pointed at this sentence and said it was very good, he liked the ending very much.

I also always think that this ending is very good, this is a very good ending that I can think of.

The author has something to say: This chapter is a bit short_(:зゝ∠)_