Happy Life [Rebirth]

The sweat on my body instantly changed from hot and dry to cold and slippery. I couldn't help shaking. Gu Tingsheng knelt in front of me, and he stretched out his hand towards my leg. When I looked down and saw the naked/exposed skin, my heart beat With a jump, I zipped up my trousers, and my legs were sticky. At the same time, I felt very cold, extremely cold, and my stomach hurt from the cold. I suddenly bent over and retched.

I feel sick, I feel sick to myself.

Gu Tingsheng was frightened by me, he stood up and stretched out his hand to help me, I panted and told him: "Don't touch me...don't touch me..."

After I finished speaking, I raised my head and looked at Gu Tingsheng. He was also looking at me with just one glance. Not like his usual self, making him look like a delicate and fragile china doll.

At this time, I realized that what I said might have misunderstood Gu Tingsheng, but Gu Tingsheng had already turned and walked out.

I called out to him, my voice was hoarse and panting, and I called out to his back: "Brother..."

But Gu Tingsheng didn't look back, he walked out, I sat on the floor of the air-conditioned room, my mind was in a slight trance after the ejaculation, I didn't know what to say.I just think, Yang Lu, why are you so disgusting?Gu Tingsheng is only 16 years old, but you are sexually obsessed with him in your dream, how can you be so disgusting?

But what can I do?I cover my face, I just like him, liking someone is hard and embarrassing, I like him, my body starts to develop and start to have the normal nocturnal emission phenomenon of boys, then the person in my dream can be other than him who?

Loving it is really hard work.

"Little Lu."

When I couldn't help but complain about myself, Gu Tingsheng's voice rang in my ears, I put down my hand, Gu Tingsheng handed me my mug, and he said to me: "Drink some water."

I took the cup, still embarrassed, but I could only pretend nothing had happened, the water was warm, I drank half of the cup, the cold on my body gradually eased, and I felt a little warm, Gu Tingsheng pointed out the door again at this time : "Your sister is sleeping in the bedroom, go take a bath."

I lowered my head, and Gu Tingsheng continued: "I just want to help you... You are very uncomfortable. You looked very uncomfortable just now. I didn't think too much about it. I know boys are very uncomfortable at the beginning of ejaculation. I understand what's going on, so I just wanted to help you...I didn't expect you to mind so much, and I won't make such a claim next time."

"I'm sorry." Gu Tingsheng said again.

I stood up with the cup in my hand, smiled, and said to myself that I was right, I overreacted too much, so it seemed that the truth was also my overreaction, I convinced myself, and I replied to Gu Tingsheng: "It was my overreaction It's too much, big brother... After all, it's my first time, I don't blame you, I just feel a little disgusted... I feel dirty."

Gu Tingsheng's face turned pale all of a sudden, and he spoke hastily: "This is a normal phenomenon in the growth of boys, Xiaolu, don't think too much——"

"Brother." I interrupted what he had to say, I walked out holding the cup, and hurriedly dropped a sentence, "You misunderstood, I think... I'm disgusting."

I don't know what kind of expression Gu Tingsheng had after I finished saying this. I ran to the toilet to take a shower, and my underwear was thrown into the trash can, and my jeans were stuffed into the washing machine and washed directly.After taking a shower, I realized why I pretended to be nothing, but I didn't even take my pajamas when I came to take a shower, and I was naked after washing, and I forgot to call Gu Tingsheng before.

But do you have a clear conscience about this person?

But now I have a guilty conscience, how dare I call him now.

The situation was caught in a dilemma. I turned off the water and wiped my face. My face was slightly hot, but my hands and feet were cold. There was a mirror on the sink in the toilet. The boy in the mirror had a pale face and a thin face. Thin and slender limbs, I looked at myself in the mirror, as if I saw a thin little monster.

I closed my eyes, my heart started beating wildly, someone knocked on the door, Gu Tingsheng said to me through a door: "Xiao Lu, you didn't take your pajamas or towel, open the door and I'll pass it to you."

I opened the door, Gu Tingsheng pushed it halfway, he stretched out a hand, I took the bath towel and pajamas, Gu Tingsheng turned and left.

After that day, we didn't talk about it again, as if it had never happened, but the bad thing is, from this day on, I entered the long period of thinking/spring/juvenile.I can't help myself, the pants I wear on my body, in the dream of sleeping at night, the naked/naked beautiful body/body in the dream, just need a little bit, a little bit of introduction, it is already a little bit of spring breeze stretching thousands of miles.

I miss him, I miss Gu Tingsheng to death.Even if he is right by my side, in close proximity to me, I still feel that it is not enough. Psychologically, I have longed for him, but now I am better, even physically, I am longing for this person.

In this state, my mind was muddled all day, I chose a chance to escape, I chose a chance to stay away from Gu Tingsheng temporarily.

The first year of Jincheng Senior High School started a little later this year, starting on September [-]rd, with half a month of military training. On July [-]th of this year, the editor of squid called me suddenly. The voice of squid was mysterious. He and editor Chen Langli were not only different in gender , and even their personalities are very different.

Chen Lanli spoke straightforwardly and logically, while Squid spoke more evasively. When I answered the phone, he didn't say what he was here for. He only asked me to guess: "Little friend Yang Lu, my brother has two good news for you. Guess what it is."

I was too lazy to guess, and thought that the second edition of "To Angel" was sold out and would be reprinted, but I said to Squid, "If you don't tell me directly, I'll hang up."

"...Little friend, you are really boring, you don't have the vigor of a kid your age at all!"

"I hung up—"

"Don't! Wait, I say I say!"

Squid began to explain over there: "Didn't you sell the movie copyright for your book in May before, but the film and television company, I also told you, not to mention tens of thousands of novels and scripts, you have to There are thousands of copies, and your novel doesn’t sell much money, and your popularity isn’t great, even if you sell it, you don’t know when it will be auctioned—”

"So it's going to be filmed?" I asked.

"...Fuck, you are amazing! You guessed it before I said it?"

I thought to myself that if you laid the groundwork for such a large number of film companies, you would not guess that I am the one with low IQ, but so what if you filmed it.If the copyright of the novel is sold, it has nothing to do with me. I have no right to dictate to the film. In this society where there are gradually established classes, the first rank is power, and the second rank is money. I, a poor student who wrote a book, was lucky to be The capitalists put the work on the big screen after consideration, but that's all.

At first I thought this way, but when I turned around, I always misplaced myself. I suddenly realized that I should look at this matter from the perspective of the author. Of course it is good to move it to the big screen. Increasing the sales volume of the book can also increase the value in the future writing process.

Apart from studying well, I am actually a person with no weight in my hands. I don’t have too many things. I should cherish every thing I can grasp.

"What about the second message?" I on the phone smiled.

"The filming location was at our private hospital in Jincheng City. Several screenwriters in the group were fired by the director. The director found out from somewhere that you were in Jincheng City. Now the director contacted our magazine and asked me to find the original author. I asked if I would like to be a screenwriter with the group. I also asked the group for a month. It just so happens that you have this time when you are on vacation, and it is also a good thing. Not only can you make money, but you can also increase social practice activities. Yang Lu ,what do you think?"

The squid said a lot, and Gu Tingsheng stood beside me at some point, he looked at me, I looked at him, and I went back to the squid editor: "Okay."

The author has something to say: The three-dimensional work pressure has been a little bit high recently, so this article will be updated every other day. O(∩_∩)O