Happy Life [Rebirth]

Two months have passed in the blink of an eye since I met Gu Tingsheng in April. It was still cold when I met him, but now I have changed into short-sleeved shorts, and I would sweat all over if I walked two steps faster.

Gu Tingsheng's voice is not as hoarse as it was when it first started to change. When he speaks, it's like sandpaper rubbing against rough-edged glass, which makes people feel numb.

His voice is now hoarse and nasal, which makes him more willing to talk than before, but he is also reluctant to talk too much.

On the way to the restaurant opened by Lin Shuzhen and Xia Chaobei, Wanwan spotted Gu Tingsheng's reluctance to talk, and she accuses Gu Tingsheng endlessly.

"Gu Tingsheng, I have tolerated you for a long time. Yang Lu is my younger brother and not your younger brother. Why do you wait for him to go to and from school every day? You still come to my restaurant every day for a meal. It's fine once. If you come every day, I see you His face is very unappetizing!"

Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand. I wanted to write a manuscript at noon, so I carried my schoolbag. Wanwan's voice was very crisp, not unpleasant, it was the clear and crisp voice of a girl.

"You want a younger brother so much, you can ask your parents to give you another one, or do you have no cousins?"

There was a big notebook and a stationery bag in the schoolbag, which really didn’t weigh much. I shook my head: “It’s not heavy, I can carry it by myself.”

Gu Tingsheng was very stubborn, he still stretched out his hand, and said in a hoarse voice, "You are growing up."

It was these two months that I experienced Gu Tingsheng's stubbornness.He waits for me to go to and from school every day, and every time he has to carry my schoolbag, no matter how heavy the schoolbag is, he just stretches out his hand stubbornly.

His voice was very hoarse at that time, but he said to me stubbornly all the way: "It will crush you, Xiaolu, I am my brother, let me carry it."

He is so stubborn and sticks to his own point of view, it is useless for me to tell him that he is not sinking.Sometimes I often think about what happened, Gu Tingsheng and I in this life, I watched and experienced it, I just felt that I and him in the previous life were reversed.

It was me who was stubborn, it was me who was indifferent, and it was me who was paranoid, irritable and gloomy.

At that time, I was very unhappy. I woke up countless times in the middle of the night. In my dream, I was gradually forgetting my parents with the passage of time, and I could no longer see their faces clearly.

The young me, the grown-up me, gritted my teeth and hated the world in the middle of the night.

The me in my previous life didn't understand why such a tragic thing had to happen to me. Even in the very beginning, I hated Gu Tingsheng.When I saw him at that time, I didn't see Gu Xingsong and Yuan Mengyu's inseparable appearance. I only saw that Gu Tingsheng's parents were still alive, his family was rich and he was the only son. I only saw his warm and bright smile, so I hated his innocent life.

When I first saw Gu Tingsheng, I thought viciously and sadly, if you also lost your parents, would you still be able to live so happily? Would you still tell me that this world is beautiful and warm?

After a long time, Gu Tingsheng spent ten years proving to me that the world is really warm and bright.

Because Gu Tingsheng is my world.

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Wanwan was still accusing: "Oh, Gu Tingsheng, you are so boring, talking to you is so tiring."

Gu Tingsheng took the schoolbag I put down, and I glanced at Wanwan. Wanwan's mouth was parched, and when she wiped her head, I realized that she was sweating.

Gu Tingsheng took the schoolbag and stretched out his hand again. I looked at his hand, and Wanwan looked at it too. Gu Tingsheng said, "Take my hand."

Xia Wanwan opened her mouth wide: "It's summer, isn't it hot to hold hands?"

I honestly put my hand in his palm, Gu Tingsheng is too stubborn, he wants to hold hands, if I don't want to, he will always be stubborn and refuse to take it back.

Gu Tingsheng held my hand, with a happy look on his face, and then he paid attention to Wanwan: "There are so many people, what if I lose it."

After hearing this, Wan Wan glanced around, and she made a horrible expression: "There are quite a few people, but in broad daylight, Yang Lu is not a kindergartener, why did he lose it?"

Gu Tingsheng held my hand, and ignored Wanwan this time. He held my weightless schoolbag in his left hand and my hand in his right hand.I turned my head to look up at him, I was only as high as his chest, looked up at Gu Tingsheng, what I saw was his sharp jaw and a little light corner of his lips.

The boy's profile is very beautiful, I was thinking so.

I suddenly wanted to touch his chin, his lips, his eyebrows and eyes. At this moment, the paranoia that I thought I hadn't had for a long time—the paranoia towards Gu Tingsheng surged up again.

More than anyone else, I hope that Gu Tingsheng will have a stable life. This is what I thought when I was walking under the sun.

But in the dead of night, when I looked at his sleeping face, it was a monster walking in the world, full of ghosts and ghosts-why can't this person belong to you?

Lock him up, imprison him.

From now on, only you can see him, and he can only see you, how wonderful that would be.

Such emotions, such thoughts, I thought I had forgotten them for many years, but now I am getting closer and closer to Gu Tingsheng, now walking in the sun, I look at his young face, I think, this person only belongs to me. OK.

This kind of thought that I thought I had forgotten, never really disappeared. At a certain moment, right now, when I was only 11 years old, I had a desire for monopoly that seriously did not match my body.

"Tingsheng..."

I murmured to myself, the voice was very soft, the voices of others were in my ears, the rumble of the engine of the car passing by, and the footsteps of pedestrians on the road, the stream was endless and bustling, I whispered this buried deep in my heart , Looking at him thousands of times, whispering that title in my heart.

Tingsheng, Tingsheng, among the thousands of words in the world, only these two words are the most beautiful and gentle name in my heart.

Gu Tingsheng paused, Wanwan was still humming a song and kept walking, Gu Tingsheng stopped, and I also noticed that I was held by his hand, so I also stopped.

He lowered his head, with doubts in his eyes, and said to me, "Huh?"

It was only then that I realized that amidst the endless waves of voices, he had actually heard my insignificant murmur.

I was also stunned, and all of a sudden the paranoid thoughts just went down, I saw Gu Tingsheng and me reflected in the bright shop window.One is tall and the other is short, one has only a little childishness left, and the other is a little boy. The two holding hands like this, especially me, look like elementary school students being held hands by their parents.

I couldn't help being frustrated, and felt ashamed and funny for my ghostly thoughts just now. The soul and body are so mismatched. Sometimes I look at my child's face and think about my own thoughts, and it seems like a great mockery.

Gu Tingsheng gently shook the hand he was holding, his eyes full of doubts, so I had no choice but to tell him: "It's okay."

After thinking about it, he said embarrassedly, "It's just... I suddenly want to call you."

Gu Tingsheng nodded, and Wanwan turned around about ten meters away, only to realize that she was ashamed of walking.She shouted to both of us, "Come on, you two!"

Gu Tingsheng stepped out, and I obediently walked with him. People were coming and going on the long street. Amidst the noisy voices of people and cars, Gu Tingsheng suddenly said to me: "Xiao Lu, I am here, I have always been here around you."

At that time, I still didn't understand why he said that, so I asked him: "...Why did you say that?"

"You just now..." Gu Tingsheng's tone was helpless, "You called me just now, I listened, it seemed that you were afraid and sure."

"What are you afraid of? What are you sure about?" My heart trembled.

Gu Tingsheng told me: "You call me, as if I'm going to disappear at any time, and you're scared, but you have to be sure, it makes me feel uncomfortable."

"I won't leave you." Gu Tingsheng shook the hand he was holding, his voice was cheerful, the boy's hoarse voice was nasal, because the tone was really cheerful, it didn't sound so unpleasant.

Gu Tingsheng said: "The people around me look and look, they are very annoying. There are so many people, I found that I only like you."

I listened, very surprised, thinking about Gu Tingsheng is a rebellious boy in this life, how can he not like the people around him, I looked at his indifferent and sharp attitude before, I just felt that if there was a button to launch nuclear weapons in front of him, he could also face Press it without changing the color.

But unexpectedly, it turned out that he still has the ability to like people. I was both surprised and happy. It would be even better if this liking was a boy's liking for a girl, but I know it's just a friend's liking for a friend.

"So don't be afraid." Gu Tingsheng was still talking, this time it was ridiculous and out of tune, he said, "I like you right now in this world, so I can't live without you, so I have always loved you exist."

"Little Lu, I will always be by your side."

I held Gu Tingsheng's hand, thinking that these words are so sweet, like high-grade honey, so sweet to the bottom of my heart, I didn't know that Gu Tingsheng could be so sweet and warm when he said nice words, if he wanted to talk about love , and what kind of touching should it be?

At this moment, Gu Tingsheng, who is just a teenager, and me, who is only 11 years old, have already begun to be extremely jealous, jealous of the future, in the future, or even soon, maybe it is just the beginning of school after the summer vacation, or Gu Tingsheng enters high school, there will be a girl will appear in his arms.

He will look at the girl with his dark bright eyes, he will open his lips and say something softer and sweeter than before, and he will say something nicer to another person than before.

I hate everyone around me, I only like you.

"The world is beautiful." I lowered my head, not wanting Gu Tingsheng to see my child

The author has something to say: on the face, in a pair of eyes is the ugliness of jealousy.

I said something against my will: "Brother, I have nothing good, I only like me, I am the only friend, you will be very lonely."

----The author has something to say----

Yang Lu: When I was 11 years old, I became possessive, and my soul and body were seriously mismatched!

Qiu Zai: 1~2~3~ Let’s sing~~Love is like a tornado~~It comes so~~so~suddenly~~~(≧▽≦)/~

What Gu Tingsheng said in this chapter was inspired by the title of a book, "I don't like this world, I only like you" =w=

Thank you Gege for the rocket launcher (too costly!), thank you Han Wenqing for Lei, MUA!