Happy Life [Rebirth]

In this day and age, no one makes fun of the word dad. I remember the year when I died in my previous life, the word dad had become a daily joke on the Internet, and words like "Dad loves me again" can be seen everywhere on emoji packs.

But after Zhang Yueyang finished speaking, he realized that the teasing words were obviously boring. Gu Tingsheng glanced at him again. If he had to use words to describe that look, it was not indifferent, but closer to "You are so boring." "This kind of meaning.

Gu Tingsheng took a look at Zhang Yueyang. He paused for a few seconds. I withdrew my hand and closed the phone. For me now, a mobile phone is not a must-have. how to explain.

"Brother, I really can't accept it."

I handed the phone to Gu Tingsheng again, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, the smile on his face had already subsided, and his eyes on me became more and more silent.

This silent atmosphere is very uncomfortable, Zhang Yueyang should have felt this uncomfortable atmosphere, he made a sound, and he said seriously: "I said, Gu Tingsheng, can you not always be so weird when you are a human being— —”

"I'll just throw it away."

Gu Tingsheng's deep and hoarse voice sounded, Zhang Yueyang was interrupted before finishing his sentence, he was puzzled: "Throwing what?"

My hands stiffened, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, and he spoke again.

His voice is very low. Compared with the childish voice of a teenager before, it really doesn't sound good now, like sandpaper has rubbed the glass with rough edges, and there seems to be something sharp stuck in his throat. items, making it impossible for him to utter a word smoothly.

I know that boys and girls generally have this voice change period. Girls are not obvious, and most of them transition to adult voices naturally, but most boys will have a hoarse voice during the voice change period—like a duck quacking.

There are also some boys whose voice changes are similar to girls, and there is no obvious change. I was like this in my previous life. When I found out that my childish voice had faded, no one could tell when it changed. It was a natural and difficult process of noticing.

But the Gu Tingsheng in this life is exactly the same as the Gu Tingsheng in the previous life. Gu Tingsheng's voice was hoarse and low during the voice change period, not like a duck quacking, but it was indeed not pleasant to hear.

In the previous life, Gu Tingsheng became a dull gourd for nearly three or four months because of such a voice, and he would not speak if he could not speak.

The current Gu Tingsheng tried his best to speak with a voice like frosted glass, and spoke again, with a hint of irritability suppressed under the indifferent voice.

He said, "Give it back to me, and I'll throw it away."

This time Zhang Yueyang also understood Gu Tingsheng's words, lowered his head, and simply reached out and took the phone away from my hand.Zhang Yueyang took the flip phone with one hand and twirled it between his fingers. With a "snap", he opened the phone cover, took a look, and Zhang Yueyang said, "Throw it away? No, you don't want it, just give it to me!" "

I stretched out my hand to Zhang Yueyang and looked up at him: "Give it to me."

Zhang Yueyang shrugged and put the phone back in my hand. He went to see Gu Tingsheng, gritted his teeth, and commented on Gu Tingsheng: "You prodigal!"

The Gu Tingsheng I saw was different from what Zhang Yueyang saw. I looked at Gu Tingsheng, holding the phone, and the impatience and irritability in Gu Tingsheng's eyes could hardly be concealed. At such a moment, that gentle Gu Tingsheng disappeared again.

Holding the phone, I felt very sad, not only because I missed the once gentle Gu Tingsheng, but also because I clearly understood that the current Gu Tingsheng was unhappy.In the past, Gu Tingsheng's gentleness was never a pretense, because he really had three views and was full of hope for the future.

The current Gu Tingsheng is indifferent and violent.

I had no choice but to ask him softly: "Do you not like this world?"

Someone came over, and a girl's voice called Zhang Yueyang away, and she said to Zhang Yueyang, "Ms. Zhang is looking for you."

Zhang Yueyang raised his foot to leave, and patted me on the shoulder: "Yang Lu, you can leave after chatting for a while, maybe our head teacher will come to class for inspection. If you catch you, you will be punished."

Zhang Yueyang left, and only Gu Tingsheng and I were left in the corner.

Gu Tingsheng turned his head, he didn't look at me, he lay back on the table again, this time Gu Tingsheng faced the aisle, I stared at the back of his head, looked at it for a long time and touched it carefully, then stood up and whispered to Gu Tingsheng: "I'll use the phone Keep it, I'm leaving."

I left Class [-], Grade [-], and Gu Tingsheng didn't say a word to me.

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I thought I made Gu Tingsheng angry, but I don't know why he is angry, is it just because I want to return the phone to him?

For such a small matter, the person who used to be Gu Tingsheng and me, who was always angry for inexplicable reasons, will always be me between Gu Tingsheng and me.

At that time, my temper was gloomy, and my heart was sensitive and fragile. Maybe just a word could change my face and make me sullen, leading to many unnecessary associations for no reason.

Gu Tingsheng at that time, he was so kind, his tenderness did not appear on the surface, but engraved in his bones.In my previous life, I never met anyone who was more gentle to me than Gu Tingsheng.

The me in my previous life, the sensitive, fragile, gloomy and narrow-minded me, after meeting Gu Tingsheng, every time I was sullen, every time I was unhappy, he would find out immediately, and only he would find out.

My temper improved after I went to university. I still haven’t made friends. I’m still a loner, which is the best description for me. But university is a small society after all. Invisibly, I also understand and experience a lot of truths.

This kind of experience has finally worn away some of my fragility and sensitivity, and I finally understand that one must always learn to be open-minded and open-minded.

And ten years before that, how lucky I was.

Gu Tingsheng has been like a day for ten years, as long as I am unhappy, even if there is no expression on my face, he can also find out.

He is always the first and only one to discover when I am unhappy, when I am sensitive and suspicious, and when I am inexplicably short-tempered.

When he was young, he could pick me up, so he held me in his arms and touched my head.

He said to me: "Don't be unhappy Xiaolu, if you are unhappy, brother will be very sad."

When I was older, I stood there and he knelt down and touched my face.

He told me: "Xiaolu, if you are unhappy, you can tell your brother."

Later, Gu Tingsheng said to me: "I hope my brother will live a safe life, and I hope you can really feel happy."

For ten years, Gu Tingsheng used his tenderness and patience to weave for me the ten years from the age of eight to ten.

When I found out, I had already drowned in this tenderness.

When school was over, I went to look for Gu Tingsheng with my schoolbag on my back. I wanted to tell him that if you are unhappy, just say it and tell me, okay?

I want to tell him, brother, don't be unhappy, if you are unhappy, I will be sad too.

But when I arrived in Class [-] of the second year of junior high school, I found that there were only a few students on duty left in Class [-].

I took a second look at the girl standing on the podium, and it turned out to be someone I knew, Xiang Linlin.

Xiang Linlin was wiping the blackboard, but she was not tall enough, and she couldn't reach the tallest piece with her feet. At this moment, Zhang Yueyang came over. out.

I stood at the door of Class [-] and looked at the pair of boys and girls. Zhang Yueyang's actions seemed to hold Xiang Linlin in his arms.

Xiang Linlin paused, bent over, and quickly got out from in front of Zhang Yueyang.Zhang Yueyang said to her: "Look at you short, you won't call me, I'll wipe it for you."

Xiang Linlin didn't answer Zhang Yueyang. She saw me and walked over: "Yang Lu, you're in class six again? Who are you looking for? Are you looking for Gu Tingsheng?"

I had already scanned the classroom of Class Six, and Gu Tingsheng was obviously not there, so I nodded and asked Xiang Linlin, "Do you know where Gu Tingsheng has gone?"

Xiang Linlin looked at me, she walked up to me, lowered her head and stretched out her hand to Linlin, I took a step back subconsciously, Xiang Linlin then withdrew her hand, she covered her mouth and laughed: "You He is very beautiful, really, I have rarely seen such a beautiful little boy. The first time I saw you, I wanted to touch your head, I'm sorry, I couldn't help it just now."

Zhang Yueyang ran over holding a blackboard eraser, he stood beside Xiang Linlin, and stretched his head: "I'll touch mine for you."

Said four words to Linlin: "Go away."

Zhang Yueyang was not angry either, he was still harassing Xiang Linlin with a playful smile, Xiang Linlin pushed him and said to me, "Go to the office of the language group, Gu Tingsheng was called away by the head teacher."

I got the answer and thanked Linlin: "Thank you."

Xiang Linlin had already pushed Zhang Yueyang into the classroom.When I ran to the office of the language group, I just poked my head in and saw Gu Tingsheng.

Gu Tingsheng was leaning against the window, in front of him was the female teacher who was chasing him when he left yesterday, talking earnestly. The person who was talking to the Chinese teacher was wearing a neat suit, combed her hair and had eyes with thin frames.

I took a look at this person, he is one of Gu Xingsong's assistants.

In front of Gu Tingsheng, one of the two adults looked angry, he was Gu Tingsheng's class teacher, and the other nodded from time to time with appropriate worry, and said repeatedly, "Teacher, you are right" and "Teacher, you are right".

On the other hand, Gu Tingsheng is like an outsider. I even saw him turn his head to look at the flowerpot on the window sill. The unknown green plants in the flowerpot tremble slightly with the open window and the wind blowing in under the sunlight. .

Gu Tingsheng just looked at the branches and leaves, his eyes drifted away, as if the key person in the conversation between the two adults in front of him had nothing to do with him.

I entered the office and walked towards him without hesitation. Gu Tingsheng raised his head, and he looked over inadvertently. I saw his wandering eyes gather for a moment.

When I was only two or three steps away from him, I heard his class teacher say, "Gu Tingsheng's father or mother, can't both of them find time to come to school?"

Gu Xingsong's assistant said: "Mr. Zhang, I really can't come. The boss and his wife just flew to Maple Leaf Country yesterday, and they won't be able to come back for a month. After all, this time involves tens of millions of orders. You understand."

Gu Tingsheng's teacher was obviously silent for a moment, and I heard her raise her voice: "I don't understand."

Then Teacher Zhang's voice dropped again: "In short, it's more important than children, right?"

The assistant is still defending: "This is also to provide children with

The author has something to say: Is there a better life? "

I have already walked in front of Gu Tingsheng, Gu Tingsheng looked at me, his eyes were strange, filled with doubt, confusion, and incomprehension, and then he said: "Are you... come to find me?"

----The author has something to say---

Go to bed, good night O(∩_∩)O~