Happy Life [Rebirth]

Gu Tingsheng said he was very happy and also sad, I listened, I think I was probably stunned, I didn't expect him to say such a thing, I didn't even know he saw me like this.

I just remember that Gu Tingsheng once said to me, why do you look at me so sadly.

I didn't know that my eldest brother looked at me, and he was also very sad.

"But it's too weird." I shook the mouse, and the text on the page turned into lines of meaningless text.I wonder if there really is cause and effect in this world, because those things happened in the previous life, so Gu Tingsheng in this life has also been affected.

"It's very strange." Gu Tingsheng's voice was very weak, and his voice had been very emotional since just now, "You look at me with sad eyes, and I think you don't feel well either, Yang Lu, you said that since we didn't know each other before, Is there really a previous life, maybe we knew each other in the previous life?"

This is ridiculous, it can be called funny, but such absurd words may be the truth, the truth.

I glanced at Gu Tingsheng and nodded: "Maybe we knew each other in the previous life, maybe we were a pair of brothers in the previous life, so we will feel familiar when we meet in this life."

Gu Tingsheng smiled: "You are serious, you don't really believe in past lives, do you?"

I stopped talking, not because I was angry, but because I had nothing to say. In this world, sometimes no one will believe you when you tell the truth.Just like Gu Tingsheng said, when you laugh, you are crying, and when you cry, you are laughing. The truth is taken as a joke, and jokes are taken seriously. There are too many nonsensical and absurd things in this world. meaningless.

"Are you angry?"

Seeing that I stopped talking, Gu Tingsheng regained his energy, his eyes lit up, and there was some boyish excitement.

Gu Ting leaned forward and put his arms on the computer desk. He looked at me with his face propped up, and there was interest in his words: "If there really is a past life, it's not right that we two are brothers. Why are we brothers? I have seen you suffer in this life, and you have seen me suffer too, do we have a grudge against each other?"

I think Gu Tingsheng's brain is a bit big, but in a sense, we did have "enemies" in the previous life.

"Maybe the two of us are close friends? Maybe the two of us are very good friends. We separated for some reason, so we are so sad and happy to meet each other in this life."

Gu Tingsheng became more and more enthusiastic, he said a lot, he said that maybe I was a rabbit or a bird in the previous life, in short, some little thing was injured, and then he saved me, I felt that he was so clever How about trying to write a novel?

"But why are you sad?" Gu Tingsheng retracted his arms, sat up straight, and tapped his fingers on the table.

I opened the document and typed the word outline, and the room was quiet for a moment. After Gu Tingsheng was silent after talking to himself, he said, "Yang Lu?"

I said "hmm", and Gu Tingsheng's voice was calm: "Maybe in the previous life you were a woman and we were husband and wife, you died long ago before me, so we are sad to see each other in this life?"

I almost threw the mouse out of my hand.

I took a deep breath, then covered my mouth and coughed, and the saliva I swallowed choked my trachea. Gu Tingsheng had so many brain holes, but this was the only thing I was convinced. How could he say this to an 11-year-old boy like me without changing his face? Kind of words?

Probably because of fun, I think so at this time.

"Why don't you say you're a woman? Maybe I'm a husband?"

I sighed: "Brother, don't make such jokes, it's boring."

Don't give me even a little bit, let me think that you can actually like my thoughts.

"I think this is the most logical." Gu Tingsheng said indifferently, "Yang Lu, do you think people have a past life? If so, what happened to the two of us? Why do I want to see you so much? But why should I? Want to see you? Why don't you just treat me like a younger brother?"

Gu Tingsheng made three big turns in one sentence. I didn't hear any logic in him, I only heard that there was no logic at all.

I looked at the computer screen and listened to Gu Tingsheng's words at noon. I was already very confused. Gu Tingsheng's experiences, he said that he remembered having a younger brother. At that moment, I really thought that he was reborn like me and returned to the past. Back to my teenage years.

But Gu Tingsheng really doesn't know me, so I think he was indeed affected.He may have some vague feelings, like when he sees me, he will be touched, but he really doesn't have those memories. The touch is true, and the absence of memory is also true.

At this moment, I realized how cruel God was to Gu Tingsheng.He was ignorant, he seemed to be awake, but he only left a feeling for his elder brother.

Why do this?

I clenched my hands tightly, I have no doubt that the feeling God left for Gu Tingsheng is that kind of feeling.It was me who died in front of him, and he didn't remember anything but the sad feeling.

The answer floated on my lips, what happened in the previous life, why did we feel so sad seeing each other.

Because I died before you.

"Brother, have you ever heard of misplaced memories?"

My eyes were a little hot, but I told Gu Tingsheng solemnly: "Sometimes people see certain things, a certain person, and they have never experienced this thing or met this person before, but you will feel that you have seen it before, and you have met it before. Been to the same thing."

"Many people have this experience. But in fact, this is a phenomenon of memory dislocation. You have seen similar images in books or on TV before, so when you encounter similar images in reality, you will substitute them. Think I seem to have encountered such a thing before, and I have known this person before."

"But it's all fake." My tone was calm and there was almost no ups and downs, "It's your brain that deceived you. The doctor is right, brother, you are so lonely, you fantasized about a younger brother, and then coincidentally , I may have overlapped with the child in your fantasy somewhere."

"So I treat you as the brother who doesn't exist?"

Gu Tingsheng took up my words, he looked at me, after a while, I thought he would not talk about this matter again, this is not a topic worth discussing deeply, it is his desire.But Gu Tingsheng still said: "Xiao Lu, would you like to be my younger brother?"

The lights and shadows in the private room were flickering, the light of the computer screen was faint, Gu Tingsheng's words were sincere and simple, my mind was turning back and forth, and "I would like" stopped on the tip of my tongue, as long as you want, I am willing.

"Forget it." Gu Tingsheng denied it again, "It's too much for you, stay away from me, I'm just mentally ill."

"Yes." I bowed my head.

Gu Tingsheng's voice was uncertain: "What did you say?"

"I am willing." I went to see Gu Tingsheng, and then quickly continued to lower my voice, "I am willing to be your younger brother, not only younger brother, if you have no friends, I will be your friend. If you are lonely, then I am willing to accompany you you."

"Brother..." I still couldn't help stretching out my hand to wipe my eyes, "I hope you can be happy, I hope you can be happy, but why... why did it become like this?"

Why are you not happy at all? Compared with your previous life, why do you suffer so much in this life?

In the small box of this Internet cafe, there was a hustle and bustle outside, and there were all kinds of keyboard smashing and shouting from time to time. Gu Tingsheng in the box was in the half-brightness with the curtains drawn, and he stretched out his hand after a while.His fingers were slender but hard, with hard phalanges wrapped in a thin layer of flesh, and the pads of his fingers were not soft, with a little callus.Gu Tingsheng curled his fingers, and I felt his curved knuckles graze my eyelids and my eyelashes, and he touched my face again.

Gu Tingsheng sighed: "Look at you, why are you crying, it seems like I bullied you, don't force yourself if you don't want to be my younger brother."

I sniffled, and Gu Tingsheng patted my head again: "Just kidding, kidding, I'll be your brother from now on, tell me whatever you want, and I'll buy it for you. Whoever bullies you, I'll beat him up , to be my younger brother, there are only advantages and no disadvantages, and I guarantee that you will make money without losing money."

I grabbed Gu Tingsheng's hand, and my two hands held his hand. Gu Tingsheng let me hold his hand. The texture of his palm was the same as in my memory, except that this hand was more immature, it was a boy The lines on the palm of his hand are still the same.

I once went to climb Puwang Mountain with Gu Tingsheng. The old monk in the temple on the mountain part-time interpreted hexagrams and read fortune-telling. Gu Tingsheng and I didn’t believe in these things. It’s just that climbing up the mountain was so boring that we only spent two dollars to read palmistry. The old monk Very good at doing business, pick and choose what to say.

He said that Gu Tingsheng's life was stable, and that every danger turned into good luck. He said that half of my life was rough, and there was a catastrophe in my life, but after getting through this catastrophe, my wishes will come true.

Neither Gu Tingsheng nor I took this seriously. Now that I think about it, I did agree with one of the old monk's words.

After passing through, all wishes come true.

It's a pity that I didn't get through it after all. It turned out to be a death calamity,

"This is a good palmistry." I sniffed, touched this hand, put one hand on the palm of this hand, Gu Tingsheng closed his hands, his big hand wrapped around my small hand, the two of us His hands were cold, but the soft and cold hands gradually felt warm when they were held together.

"This is——" I told Gu Tingsheng, "A good palmistry for a stable life and turning bad luck into good luck. Brother, so be happy, okay?"

"Okay." Gu Tingsheng shook my hand, and I saw him grinning, which was quite beautiful.

Gu Tingsheng didn't let go, he sighed and said, "Your hands are so small."

"Because I am still young, I will grow up in the future."

"Don't grow up." Gu Tingsheng said happily, "I like children."

The author has something to say: Qiu Zai: Isn’t it beautiful to have a younger brother?

Gu Tingsheng: So beautiful that I want to go to heaven! ︿(￣︶￣)︿

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The two talked about it, and you can sprinkle sugar and spicy later~(≧▽≦)/~